Wandering

Chapter 1 Qingming illuminates ghosts, Xiyi proves Taoism

(Inscription: Zhuangzi once said a state of life - between "useful" and "useless". The unpredictable things in the world are often between existence and non-existence. For example, a magic weapon is useless in the hands of ordinary people. It is useless waste, but it may bring disasters if it is carried by a person; if it is obtained by a real expert, it will become a sharp weapon. But if this magic weapon falls into the hands of a person who takes it "between useful and useless", Then all changes are unknown and everything is possible! For example, Ishino got the Qingming Mirror.)
I didn't have any thoughts on reading during my self-study that night. I looked at my reflection in the mirror from time to time—the little boy was sitting quietly behind me, and I looked back at the actually empty seat from time to time.My frequent turning back obviously caused a little misunderstanding, people thought I was looking back at Feng Junzi and Tian Wei.Tian Wei probably felt a little uncomfortable being looked at by me, and glared at Junzi Feng again, but met Junzi Feng's smiling eyes, and blinked at her.Tian Wei blushed even more now, and turned away from looking at Mr. Feng.Also, what can I do if I encounter such a thick-skinned person?

The classroom was quiet and no one spoke, but I always felt that the atmosphere was weird.This atmosphere was quickly broken by a person, that is, the biology teacher who came to inspect the evening self-study, and also our senior grade director Sima Zhibei.There are six grades in Wucheng Middle School from junior one to senior three, and there are six grade directors. This is a middle-level position between ordinary teachers and school leaders. Originally, there was no such grade director in the establishment of the school by the education committee. It was the school leaders themselves. It is a kind of promotion for cronies.Teacher Sima is Principal He's follower, mahjong partner and drinking buddy. He was just promoted to the position of grade director last year.

As soon as Mr. Sima entered the classroom, he discovered a serious problem - Junzi Feng actually sat next to the girl Tian Wei.He walked over and patted Feng Junzi's table, and said in a serious tone: "Student Feng Junzi, why don't you sit in your seat?" He raised his head and answered without changing his expression: "Mr. Sima, I didn't understand a question in my physics class during the day. I came to ask Tian Wei for advice. She studied more seriously than me."

"She studied more seriously than you? I'm afraid that's not the case?" Teacher Sima's tone had a hint of sarcasm.Feng Junzi studied in Wucheng Middle School in junior high school. He once passed the No. 1 exam in the whole grade. Teacher Sima has known him for a long time.As for Tian Wei, she was not a formally recruited student. Her father was a private coal mine owner in Xuande County, and she was admitted to Wucheng Middle School and High School only after spending a lot of sponsorship money from her family.Teacher Sima obviously knew Tian Wei's details very well, so he was amused by Feng Junzi's words.

However, Junzi Feng continued to answer seriously: "That's right, I have many physics problems that I don't know, and Tian Wei helped me solve them." Teacher Sima asked Tian Wei again: "Gentleman Feng is really asking you A physics question?" All eyes in the classroom were on Tian Wei, and Tian Wei lowered his head and replied in a low voice, "Yes." This sentence was beyond my expectation, and I didn't expect Tian Wei to help Feng Junzi lie.

Teacher Sima couldn't say anything when he saw this, so he had to say in the tone of a teacher: "Mr. Feng, don't hinder other students from studying, go back to your seat." Guess if he will go back to that "ghost" seat.At this time, Junzi Feng said something that no one thought of: "Report to Mr. Sima, there is a ghost in my seat!"

Almost everyone coaxed a laugh, but I didn't laugh, neither did Feng Junzi. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Shang Yunfei on the other side of the classroom, and he didn't smile either!It seems that not only me, but maybe three people in this classroom saw the boy in the empty seat.Teacher Sima also wanted to laugh a little, but he still tried to be as serious as possible and said: "What kind of ghost is it? Is it because you have ghosts in your heart?"

Feng Junzi changed the subject at this time and did not continue the topic just now: "Mr. Sima, there is a question that neither of us knows. Can Mr. Sima help us solve it?" Then he handed over an exercise book.I can't see the content in the exercise book, so it's probably a physics problem that the gentleman can't solve.

Teacher Sima looked a little embarrassed. He taught biology, but he couldn't say that he was not good at physics in front of the students.One must know that Junzi Feng won the grand prize in the National Physics Competition in the third year of junior high school. Who would have known what weird problems he would find to make things difficult for Teacher Sima, and he might not be able to solve them.Teacher Sima simply didn't read Feng Junzi's exercise book, but said to him from left to right: "Study hard, and ask the physics teacher tomorrow if you have any questions that you can't solve." While talking, he walked out of the classroom and ignored Feng Junzi's seat. .

There was nothing to say all night, and Junzi Feng didn't sit back in his seat after all.At 09:30, the bell for self-study rang, and the students packed up their books and left the classroom.The people had almost left, and there were only four people sitting there without moving, of course I was one, and the other three were Shang Yunfei, Feng Junzi and Tian Wei.Feng Junzi didn't leave, I don't know why Tian Wei didn't leave, the two of them sat like this for a few minutes, Feng Junzi finally spoke to Tian Wei first: "Tian Wei, can you borrow your chemistry notes for me to copy, I didn’t memorize everything in class.”

This kid is talking nonsense because he sat right behind me and I never saw him take notes in class or borrow someone else's notes to copy.Now they actually want to borrow Tian Wei's chemistry notes, obviously they are taking the opportunity to get close.Qian Zhongshu, an old man, said that borrowing books is the beginning of the relationship between a man and a woman. Once borrowed and returned, borrowed and returned again, there is an excuse to hook up.I really admire this kid, sitting next to a ghost, he is still in the mood to pick up girls!Tian Wei was probably waiting for Junzi Feng's words. He reached out and took out the notes from his schoolbag, and threw them in front of Junzi Feng deliberately, almost knocking over his teapot.Then Tian Wei walked out of the classroom without looking back with his schoolbag on his back.

Seeing Tian Wei walk out of the classroom, there are only three people left now, Junzi Feng turned his head and said: "Shang Yunfei, you are not leaving yet, what are you waiting for?" Shang Yunfei glanced at Junzi Feng, sitting there After moving, Feng Junzi said again: "Buddhist disciples, you should quit greed." The words were inexplicable, but Yun Fei stood up, and while packing his schoolbag, he muttered: "Quit greed, why don't you say this to me?" Listen to yourself." As he said, he packed his schoolbag and walked out the door.When he went out, Junzi Feng said again: "Stop being angry! Stop being angry!"

Only Junzi Feng and I were left in the classroom.I didn't leave because I couldn't hold back my curiosity. I always wanted to ask Junzi Feng when there was no one else, did he see the same thing as me?You must know that I have been a very special person since I was a child, and I have always wanted to find someone like me who can communicate with me. It seems that Junzi Feng may be as special as me.I was about to turn back to talk to Mr. Feng, but Mr. Feng spoke first: "Shi Ye, where did you get the Qingming mirror in your hand?"

Junzi Feng's words surprised me. He didn't mention the ghost boy on the seat, but asked about the mirror in my hand.Judging from his tone, this mirror is quite famous, and its name is Qingming Mirror.I also asked curiously: "I picked this mirror from under the Zhuangyuan Bridge today, do you know it? What is the Qingming Mirror?"

Feng Junzi said enviously: "I have been under the Zhuangyuan Bridge many times, but why didn't I find this treasure! You are so lucky, this is a magic weapon of a cultivator, and it can be regarded as a magic weapon of the fairy family...Forget it, follow me You say you don't understand, anyway, this mirror is very special, but you don't know it. Now that you have it in your hand, put it away carefully, and don't show it to others casually."

This mirror is indeed weird, but listening to Feng Junzi's tone, I think I haven't noticed the weirdness in it.I hurriedly asked: "You also know that this mirror is weird. I saw someone sitting on your seat in the mirror..." Before I could finish speaking, Junzi Feng's face suddenly changed: "You actually saw the mirror! Don't want anything Say it here, come out with me!" As he spoke, he didn't take his schoolbag and teapot, and beckoned me to go with him.

Some distance away from the teaching building, Feng Junzi stopped by the side of the road and turned to me and asked me, "Have you seen the mirror? How is this possible? You don't look like a person practicing Taoism. How did you see the mirror?" I wondered Answer: "Is there anything you can see that is invisible? I hold it in my hand and it is a mirror. Tonight I saw a little boy sitting on your seat in the mirror. Did you see it too?" Feng Junzi waved his hand: "Mr. Don't talk about what's on my seat, do you think anyone can see the mirror, give me the mirror."

I handed the ancient mirror to Junzi Feng, who turned over the mirror and said to me, "Look at this thing again, is it a mirror?" A strange thing happened, as soon as the mirror was in Junzi Feng's hands , the original position of the mirror immediately turned into mottled rust, like a piece of broken copper buried in the soil for a long time, where there is no shadow of the mirror!

"The reason why the Qingming Mirror is a magic weapon can only be used by people with magic power, and its mirror surface cannot be seen by ordinary people. Unless—unless you are born with dark eyes! Shi Ye, tell me, do you often Can you see things that others cannot see?" Before I could answer, Junzi Feng stretched out his hand again and said, "Show me your hand."

I subconsciously stretched out a hand, and as soon as Feng Junzi grasped it, I felt a strange feeling coming from his palm, and my body became weak involuntarily, and I almost stopped standing.Just listen to Feng Junzi talking to himself: "Sure enough, it's a natural ability, but it's just very strange. It seems to have been sealed for many years, otherwise it should have disappeared long ago. What's going on?"

Unexpectedly, as soon as Junzi Feng stretched out his hand, he guessed all the strange experiences I had since I was a child, and his tone didn't look like a teenage middle school student at all, but like a pedant in his seventies.Of course I would not let go of such a good opportunity to ask for advice, so I hurriedly said: "Before I was eight years old, I was really special. I could often see things that others couldn't see, and I could feel what was going to happen, but then I didn't How did you know?"

Feng Junzi returned the Qingming Mirror to me: "Don't ask me how I know it, it's hard to explain to you now, let's talk as we walk, and tell me about your childhood experience." So Feng Junzi walked with me on the way back On the way to the dormitory, along the way, I roughly told Feng Junzi about my childhood experience and the strange ability that disappeared after Grandpa Jin treated me.

When I finished speaking, I had already walked to the downstairs of the dormitory. Only then did I realize that Junzi Feng doesn't live in the dormitory, so he came along with me.After listening to my narration, Feng Junzi was thoughtful: "I know what's going on with you. In fact, many people have dark eyes when they are born, but they disappear when they can remember, and they won't stay in memory. But your situation is quite special. It was still like that until you were seven or eight years old. This is a natural supernatural ability. In fact, this is not a good thing. This kind of person is often entangled by yin objects and is prone to restlessness. At the same time, the supernatural powers of practitioners are Those who need mana support, of course those born with supernatural powers do not have the mana to practice, so what they consume is their own vitality. The guilty and weak are easy to die young, so your grandpa Jin is worried that you will not grow up safely, and even if you can grow up, it will often be short-lived. life."

Feng Junzi's words may not be easy for others to understand. Why is it not a good thing to have innate magical abilities?But I understood that there are gains and losses in everything, and God is fair.Hearing this, I asked cautiously: "Are you saying that people like me don't live long?"

Feng Junzi raised his eyes and looked at me: "Not necessarily, I think your golden grandfather must also be an expert. He sealed your acupoints with golden needles and sealed your supernatural powers. In fact, if he hadn't If you do that, these special abilities will gradually degenerate as you grow up, but it is not easy for you to grow up healthily. But now the problem is complicated, you are an adult, and once the sealed meridian is opened, this abnormal It will not degenerate, but will become more and more mature, so you have to be careful."

It turned out to be the case, so what should I do?I asked Feng Junzi again: "Is it all because of this Qingming mirror?"

Feng Junzi's expression was a little embarrassed: "You really shouldn't touch these magic weapons. The Qingming mirror shows your natural dark eyes, but your ability recovery is not because of it. It's all because of my carelessness..."

"You! What does this have to do with you?" I asked puzzled.

"Although the Qingming Mirror is a magic weapon, it is a dead thing after all. It is impossible to take the initiative to open your sealed acupuncture points. I accidentally shook hands with you just now...don't ask me how I did it, I didn’t expect that to be the case.”

I suddenly felt that something was wrong, and interrupted him: "Gentleman Feng, wait a minute. I haven't recovered the power I had when I was a child. If I don't use this mirror, I won't be able to see that ghost in the classroom."

Feng Junzi sighed: "But it's different now, even without the Qingming Mirror, you can still see the Yin God.... The Yin God is the thing you saw... If you don't believe me, we can go back to the classroom one trip!"

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Feng Junzi and I returned to the corridor outside the classroom. At this time, the lights of the teaching building had been turned off, and the street lamps not far away cast mottled tree shadows on the wall. The surroundings were quiet and full of weird atmosphere.I looked into the classroom from the window, and saw a lonely figure sitting in the empty classroom, it was the little boy I had seen at night.This time I didn't use the Qingming mirror, I saw it directly with my eyes!The light in the classroom is very dark, but the strange thing is that the boy's facial features and figure are very clear in my eyes.I gasped and took a step back, only to hear Junzi Feng beside me say: "Did you see it? You have to be mentally prepared, you will see these things often in the future, and you can't go back!"

"Can not go back?"

Feng Junzi: "You are an adult, and the meridians in the viscera have grown so that they will not change. Even if the acupuncture points are sealed with golden needles, it will not be useful. What did you see? Why are you so curious?" Listening to his tone, I don't know me. When I saw something, I couldn't help asking: "A little boy, sitting in your seat, didn't you see it? Then why don't you sit in your seat?"

Feng Junzi: "I don't have your natural dark eyes, of course I can't see it! It's just that my spiritual sense can perceive that there is a yin thing there, so I avoided it."

It turned out to be like this... I suddenly thought of Shang Yunfei again: "You didn't see it, so did Yunfei see it? Why did you both stay after class?"

Feng Junzi suddenly smiled: "Yunfei, I think he should have the achievement of clairvoyance, of course he can see it. However, there may be a little misunderstanding in this matter. We all thought that the other party was going to tease the mirror in your hand, but in the end I was wrong. You actually thought that we would stay because of the Yin God in the classroom. I didn’t see what it does, and Yunfei wouldn’t mind meddling even if he saw it. We all misunderstood, Qing Mingjing It's a Taoist magic weapon, and it won't be very useful for Shang Yunfei to take it. As for me, although the magic weapon is a magic weapon, it's a pity that I can't use it at all. Now I'm really curious, and I want to see what that child looks like."

"Can't you see it?"

"I have my own way!" Feng Junzi smiled mysteriously, and suddenly reached out and grabbed my hand, and whispered: "Use my supernatural powers!" I only felt numbness all over my body, as if there was a kind of Unseen forces are drawn out.Feng Junzi held my hand and looked into the classroom for a long time, then let go and said: "What kind of eyes do you have? You are born with dark eyes just like this? You can't even distinguish between men and women! What kind of little boy is it? It's clearly a little girl! Do you think that if you have no buttocks and no breasts, you are not a woman? She has not yet developed at that age!"

Feng Junzi used some strange method to borrow my dark eyes just now, and also saw the child. It seems that he looked at people more carefully than I did, and saw that it was a little girl.After listening to what he said, I also looked at the child carefully: the skin is pale and bloodless, but the facial features and brows are very delicate. Looking closely, she is really a little girl, but when I first saw her with short hair, I preconceived her as a girl. little boy.I was still watching carefully, and Junzi Feng patted me on the shoulder: "Okay, there is nothing to see, go back quickly, or the dormitory is closed."

On the way back again, I asked Feng Junzi again: "Why does this little girl sit in your seat? Where did she come from?" Feng Junzi replied flatly: "That's not my seat. Think about it today is What day of the week? As for where she came from, if you ask me, who will I ask?"

It suddenly occurred to me that today is Sunday. According to our school's regulations, each group will change seats tomorrow.Next week, Junzi Feng will sit in Tian Wei's current seat, so what is Junzi Feng's current seat?I thought about the seating situation in the class carefully, and the person who will sit in the "ghost" seat tomorrow will be He Jun, the son of our principal He Zhuoxiu.Thinking of this, he began to worry about He Jun again: "Gentleman Feng, He Jun will take this seat next week, so what should he do?"

Feng Junzi didn't even think about it: "What to do! He Jun can't see her, and she can't see He Jun. No one knows what's going on except you and me and that nosy Yun Fei. What do you care about it? Now you should worry about yourself!"

"What's wrong with me?"

"Have you forgotten what I just said? Those born with supernatural powers tend to be weak-hearted and often have a short lifespan. Even if you are an adult now, the situation is the same."

"so what should I do?"

"Actually, don't worry too much. In the future, don't use Yinyan or other abilities casually. You'd better put away the Qingming Mirror. That thing is also a waste of energy. As long as you can turn a blind eye and hear a sound, there shouldn't be any problems." Big problem."

"Turn a blind eye and listen but not hear? Is it strange?"

"If you don't see it, it's called Yi. If you don't hear it, it's called Xi. If you don't know it, it's called Wei. This is what Lao Tzu said. In fact, many people who practice truth can see what others can't see, but the Dao heart is stable. realm."

"Xiyi? Grandpa Jin told me when I was a child that there was an ancestor of Chen Tuan in Huashan in the Northern Song Dynasty named Mr. Xiyi. Did you mean Xiyi? But I don't know what it means to have a stable heart."

Feng Junzi looked back at me again: "So you still know Chen Tuan? If you don't understand Lao Tzu's words, listen to Confucius. Don't look at what is wrong with propriety, don't listen to what is wrong with propriety, don't speak without propriety, and don't move without propriety... Respect ghosts and gods and stay away. That’s right. You have to remember that there are no ghosts in this world! As for whether it’s true or not, don’t worry about it, as long as it doesn’t exist, there will be no ghosts.”

Unexpectedly, Junzi Feng could say so many weird things at such a young age, especially when he said seriously, "There are no ghosts in this world", it is simply funny.But even if it's funny, I can't help it. Even if there are ghosts in the world, what's the point to me?But the truth of the world is easier said than done.I'm just an ordinary freshman in high school, and it's hard to predict the complex changes in the world. The experience of this night dragged me into a crisis involuntarily.

(End of this chapter)