Maid's Survival Manual

Chapter 135 Handling
Most of the trivial things in life seem to be easy, but it takes time and effort to solve them.

The first problem that Manman has to solve is milk return.

The hope of breastfeeding herself had already come to naught, she felt melancholy and disappointed, and soon she was tortured by her sore breasts, and she had no time to worry about the spring and autumn.

She has a lot of milk, except for the occasional overflow that stains her clothes, most of the time she is as hard as a rock, and the two breasts full of milk are like two sharp knives pointing inward, touching slightly It hurts like a piercing heart at once. If you accidentally press it while sleeping, it will definitely hurt for several days.

Manman was sweating all over from the pain, thinking to herself that the torture was nothing more than that.

I asked the doctor, and he told me to use barley malt to boil water to drink.

Manman treats it like a panacea, and asks someone to boil tea and drink it three times a day, wishing to take the milk back immediately, so as to restore her body to relax.

At the beginning, I thought the water had a faint scent of barley, but after drinking it for two days, Manman couldn't drink it anymore, and smelling the fishy smell from a distance made her feel nauseous.She pinched her nose and forced it down, but after drinking the barley tea, she dared not eat anything for nearly an hour.

The pain is not uncommon, but the effect is extremely slow. She has to express the milk by herself every day.This is even more grueling. After milking, my hands are sore.

Manman wanted to cry but had no tears, and she couldn't complain to anyone.

A large part of the reason she drove Chen Yunzheng to the study was because she didn't want him to see her ugly face.These secrets are not only embarrassing, but also an indescribable embarrassment.

No matter how painful or sad, Chen Yunzheng couldn't help.

As for the child, Manman attributed it to herself, she didn't want Chen Yunzheng to feel too much guilt.

There is still a part that can't tell the reason, probably it is her own punishment.

She couldn't imagine that before the child left, she would watch her and Chen Yunzheng have willful sex again.That child is the proof that they are greedy but unable to take responsibility. Even if no one blames them, Manman can't be calm.

Time is really a good thing. The sins and tortures I have suffered finally come to an end.For the first time, Manman felt the softness of her chest, the feeling of relaxation without carefulness, and finally exhaled.

She still has a lot to do.The two midwives were sent away by Chen Yunzheng, probably because he didn't want her to be sad.The family relies on craftsmanship for a living, and they are willing to move in early because of Chen Yunzheng's love for spending a lot of money.

But the two nurses are still there.

I don't know if Chen Yunzheng forgot.

Manman silently mourned for a while that she had lost her mother's rights before she had enjoyed them much, and then asked Tianding to invite someone in to speak.

Speaking of nanny, both of them are only in their early 20s.The family is so poor that they can't get rid of the pot, otherwise they wouldn't leave their children alone and come to someone else's house to be a nanny.

After being raised in the Chen family for a few days, his complexion turned rosy, his hair was tightly combed, and his clothes were neat and tidy, except for his face, there was a bit of humble flattery.

Manman was sorry, Wen Yan explained a few words, then asked someone to take the prepared money, and asked the two of them to find another job.

One of them didn't take the money, but knelt down and said: "My servant knows that Miss Su is a very good person, so I have a merciless request, I beg you to agree."

Manman raised his hand to tell her to get up and talk.

But she insisted on kneeling, wiped the tears from her face and said: "I want to beg Miss Su to be merciful and allow this slave to sell herself into the mansion... I don't need to get paid, really, as long as the girl is willing to let the slave nurse the slave's little girl personally." daughter……"

The nanny's name is Run Niang, she is only this year, but she is already the mother of three children.The family is poor, and because the three children are daughters, the mother-in-law is not happy, and the husband-in-law is not very satisfied.In order to support the family, out of patience, she had to cruelly leave her little daughter at home and come out to be a nanny.

She saw Manman's misfortune, and seeing Chen Yunzheng's concern for Manman was really touching, so she came up with the idea of ​​selling herself as a slave.

It is impossible for her to be a nanny for a lifetime, and it is impossible for her to improve her poor family situation. Instead of going around and being betrayed by the maid, it is better to find a philanthropic host and a long-term support.

Runniang knew very well that her youngest daughter could not be properly taken care of at her husband's house. She gave birth to three daughters in a row, and her mother-in-law looked like a late mother when she mentioned it. If she was not at home, her grievances might be spilled on her children. .

It's okay for the first two girls to grow up, and they won't be hungry if they eat anything, but the youngest daughter didn't drink a sip of milk, which is already extremely pitiful.

A loving mother's heart forced her to suffer for her daughter.

What's more, in the Chen's family, I just do the simplest jobs, and I can't get tired. I don't have to listen to my mother-in-law beating and scolding, and I don't have to be tortured by my husband.It would be even better if you could bring your little daughter.

Manman sighed silently, and said: "Why are you bothering? Isn't it good to be free? Being a nanny is hard, but it's only for a while. Sooner or later, you can go home and reunite with your husband and daughter. Once you sell yourself into Mansion, but you don’t have this freedom, don’t you regret it?”

Runniang also knew that she was too eager, and this Miss Su had lost her beloved son, so she insisted that she would take over the little girl who was waiting to be fed. Isn't this a knife in his heart?

Seeing Manmando's reluctance, she shed two tears and said embarrassingly: "What the girl said is... It's the servant who didn't think about it."

After dismissing the two nannies, Tian Ding couldn't help but feel a little heartbeat.Miss Su seems to have a good temper, but she is also cruel.She would not sympathize with anyone for no reason.

Soon, Manman asked Baishu to look for a matchmaker, saying that she wanted to pick a few good-for-nothing girls into the mansion.

Tian Ding was very guilty, and while Chen Yun was going to the study, Manman came back from the study with refreshments, so he knocked on the door lightly, begging to see Manman.

Manman was sitting on the edge of the bed, with his back to the door, flipping through what he was looking at.Tian Ding only saw a flash of untie the plain-colored crabapple fur, Manman had already turned around, looked at her and said, "It's so late, what's the matter with you?"

Without saying a word, Tian Ding bent his legs and knelt down.

Manman didn't speak, but stroked his forehead feebly, and said softly: "Tianding, I thought you already knew me when we got along these days." How could he talk to her face to face so calmly?

Tian Ding's face became paler, and he said in a trembling voice: "Girl, this servant is here to plead guilty. You have a lot of adults, so let me spare this time."

Manman pursed her lips, looked up at the dark night outside the window, was silent for a moment, raised her hand, and said: "You knelt down, and you are guilty. If there is nothing important, just get up." .”

this?What means?To forgive or not to forgive?
Tianding raised his head, looking at Manman with a pair of wet eyes in confusion.

Manman looked down at her very calmly.She felt that she didn't owe Tian Ding anything, of course, it could also be said that Tim Ding didn't owe her anything.But the fact is, the two of them, whether they like it or not, are like this.Tianding could only kneel and look up to her.

Manman doesn't enjoy such a situation, but she doesn't want to be trampled on her back and kneel down one day, and she doesn't even have the qualifications to look up to others and beg for mercy.

Tian Ding went all out, and defended himself like superfluous: "It's the sixth master who said that the girl's body is weak, and she can't stand ups and downs. I want the girl to speak slowly..."

Manman still looked at Tianding calmly.She didn't have to explain, really.

Tian Ding blinked, and tears flowed down his face: "The servants are also for the good of the girl. They say that confinement is a lifelong event for a woman. If you are too sad, you will go back to breastfeeding, and if you are serious, you will have lochia. Some people will even have children in the future. It's all difficult. The servant is afraid, afraid that the girl will be hurt because of the servant's imprudence..."

Manman looked into Tianding's eyes numbly, a very boring question circling in her mind: Is she also so ugly when she cries?It seems that not letting Chen Yunzheng and other people see your sadness is the right choice. No matter how sad you are, it is your own business, and there is really no need to show it to the public—an exhibition.

Those who know me say that I am worried; those who don't know me say what I want?In this world, there is a word called "empathy", but there may not be an equivalent emotion that can match this word.

Tianding cried for a long time, and Che Jilu replayed the words several times. When he peeked, he saw that Manman was still so serious and focused, calm and quiet... in a daze.

Her heart was cold and cold.

Miss Su's heart is not as cruel as usual. She has cried like this, so does she have no mercy?
Tian Ding gritted her teeth, and said something that she regretted most: "The maidservant's family is so poor that she can't get rid of it. It's not that she is impatient. Who would sell her children? The girl is kind-hearted and has always been sympathetic to the servants. She must also understand the situation of the slaveservant. ..."

Manman finally regained consciousness, looked at Tianding again focused and serious, and said, "What do you want to say?"

Tian Ding said a little uncertainly: "I beg the girl to be merciful, don't drive the slave away..."

Manman asked, "Do you have any plans to leave?"

"what?"

Tian Ding's eyes were red from crying, her face was a little swollen, and her hair was a little messy. Coupled with her wide-mouthed expression of not knowing why, it was really ridiculous.

Manman didn't smile, she was still waiting for her answer seriously.

Tian Ding wanted to laugh, but felt uneasy, and wanted to continue crying, as if there was no reason.Have you always thought too much about yourself?But--

"Isn't the girl planning to enter the house? The servants are afraid that they will not be blessed to serve in front of the girl..."

Manman nodded, and said: "Indeed, I have no intention of keeping you by my side. It has nothing to do with your so-called apology, and it has nothing to do with whether I forgive you. It has nothing to do with whether you are doing it for my own good. Tim, I don't want to hear those two words again..."

　Every time I write about the heroine, I feel uneasy in my heart. I am too kind and afraid of being scolded by the Holy Mother, and I am afraid of being scolded for being vicious if I write cruelly. Oh, how difficult it is for me.Ask for a monthly pass, ask for a reward, ask for a subscription.

　　
　
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