Maid's Survival Manual

Chapter 134 Children
Chen Yun is back.

Tian Ding was almost eager to meet his steady and powerful steps, and then he opened his mouth and called out: "Master Liu—" and the door was pulled open from the inside.

Manman, who was as cold as frost and snow, stood there straight, her eyes fell straight on Chen Yunzheng's face, and she scanned it almost harshly, as if in this way, she could get the truth she wanted from his face .

Tian Ding stood there in a daze, a sense of guilt and guilt that "the wicked will sue first" instantly overwhelmed her.

Before Chen Yunzheng's eyes touched the hasty Tianding, he was already attracted by Manman. He frowned, walked towards her with big strides, and said very displeasedly: "Who made you go to the ground and go out by yourself? The one who serves you Are all people dead?"

He hugged Manman by the waist, kicked open the door and sent her to the bed, gently put her down, and said with distress and resentment: "Why are you so uneasy?"

Manman put down the arm around his neck, and said calmly: "It's all right, why are you so angry?"

Chen Yunzheng's face was stiff, and he managed to change into a gentle look, and the words he said were still a bit awkward: "I'm angry, who told you to be disobedient. Whatever you want, just yell, and you will do the labor yourself if you want."

Manman smiled lightly, and said: "I heard your footsteps, I want to see you at the first time." I also want you to see me at the first time, and I don't give you time to see others, so as to prevent you from talking with others. Others collude with false statements and then lie to me.

Hearing her low and soft coquetry, all the anger in Chen Yunzheng's heart dissipated. He hugged Manman, kissed Manman's cheek, pressed her on his shoulder, and said dotingly: "Fool, I will always Come back to see you, what are you anxious about?"

Manman took a deep breath, sucked his breath into his lungs, blinked vigorously, swallowed the tears in his eyes, and said mockingly: "Yeah, I've always been stupid, knowing that I Silly, will you deceive me unscrupulously and without any psychological barriers, or will you be reluctant to bully me because of your heartache?"

Chen Yun was hugging Manman's slender shoulders tightly, and said hesitantly: "How can I have the heart to bully you? Ask yourself, is there anyone who treats you better than me?"

Manman beat Chen Yunzheng's chest with tears in his eyes, and said: "No one bullies me, only you, always makes me sad, you are the most annoying, I hate you to death."

Chen Yun was being beaten by her, and he smiled impatiently: "Hate it, hate it, everything will be reversed, how much you hate me, it shows how much you love me."

Manman spat at him: "How shameless, you are always putting gold on your face. I clearly said that I hate you, how dare you say that I like you? What about you? You say you like me, but you actually don't." You hate me, right? I just knew..."

Chen Yunzheng cried out: "You have wronged me, my love for you is the purest, there is no dislike in it..."

Manman pressed against Chen Yunzheng's chest, listening to his steady and strong heartbeat, asked in a muffled voice, "What have you been up to?"

Chen Yunzheng's heartbeat seemed to miss a beat, but it quickly returned to normal. This moment was so subtle and short that Manman wondered if she had been hallucinating because of overthinking.This kind of guilty conscience is often only clear to the person concerned, how could she tell the difference?
There was exhaustion in Chen Yunzheng's voice: "I am busy outside, and it is also for you and for this family."

Do men use this as an excuse?Even if he murders and sets fire, he will never admit that he is satisfying his own selfish desires, and will always put his family first.

Manman smiled silently, and said: "I know, you are for me, for the sake of the child, are you going to give him a baby? He is our first child, have you given him a baby name? I can't keep calling him..."

Chen Yunzheng's body was stiff and cold, as if he was suddenly stimulated by the outside world, and he retracted all the exposed weaknesses of his body, leaving only a hard thorn: "Not yet, daimyo has to wait for father to come Take, baby name, isn’t it waiting for you to get up?”

Manman also became interested and said, "Okay, what do you call it? He was born in February, which is the time when the spring is cold, or is he called Brother Jun? I hope he grows up to be a handsome, deep and cool man." Guy, don't be like you smiling all day long, without any seriousness, it's better to be as tall and stern as a mountain."

Chen Yunzheng smiled wryly and said: "What's wrong with me like this? How can you call a hippie smiling face unscrupulous? It's positive, optimistic, humorous, and witty. Don't you like that I keep a straight face all day long, and I don't say a word for a few days, except for my eyes. Move, the whole face is as stiff as wearing an iron mask?"

Manman distanced himself a little from him, looked at his handsome face for a long time, then stretched out his hand to squeeze it, and said: "I like you very much, but I prefer to call him Brother Jun."

Chen Yunzheng naturally wouldn't bother with her on such trivial matters, so he said: "Okay, if you like to call him Brother Jun, then call him Brother Jun."

Manman threw herself into his arms again, tightly wrapped around his neck as if she was afraid of the cold, her voice was choked with muffled sobs: "Yan Zhi, I want to see Brother Jun, will you promise me?"

Chen Yunzheng was like a tree without feeling, let Manman hang on, just didn't move, raised his hand to caress Manman's back, and said in a hoarse voice: "Manman, when you get better... "

Manman interrupted him rudely: "Stop lying to me, tell me, what happened to him? Your excuses are too clumsy. I have never heard of separating a newborn child from its mother. It has been so long Not even allowed to see him, even if he is still asleep, even if he is afraid of the cold, can’t he wrap it up and put it next to me? No matter how weak I am, if I don’t hug him, don’t I even have the strength to take a look? "

"I'm sorry, Manman, he—" Chen Yunzheng was silent for a long time, and finally spoke.

Manman stared blankly at him, staring at his thin lips, her eyes were wide open, full of unbearable sadness and despair.

Chen Yunzheng turned his head away, and said word by word: "You blame me for being busy all the time, but in fact, I am busy... to send him away."

"No—" Manman exclaimed, she bit her lip, leaned closer to Chen Yunzheng, turned his face, forced him to face her, and said, "It's not what I thought, right?"

Chen Yunzheng shook his head with difficulty: "I'm sorry. He's too young, too fragile, and not as strong as you imagined. Manman, you are his mother. You should understand better than me what he is like..."

Manman's arms drooped down, and tears fell in big drops, dripping on her skirt, and dripping into the bright petals of the quilt under her.It's a pity that the petals are dead, no matter how bright they are, they have no vitality, just like specimens, always carrying a decadent atmosphere.

Chen Yunzheng hugged Manman, and said eagerly: "Manman, don't be discouraged, we will still have more, there will be many healthy and lively children, you can name them whatever you want, if you want, We can still have Brother Jun..."

He has already said it very clearly, that child, go.He was the one who sent him away with his own hands... Manman felt suffocated and oppressed beyond words.

She leaned back weakly, distanced herself from Chen Yunzheng, and said with a half-crying and half-smiling voice, "Yes, I should have known that this would be the result."

Chen Yun was trying to pull her back into his arms, he wanted to give her strength and comfort, but Manman refused firmly.Her eyes were blank, she just lowered her head and kept rubbing the peony petals soaked by her tears with her fingers, and murmured: "I am not a qualified mother, I didn't even know he was coming, and I was naive." I thought it was a small day... I was once again entangled in whether I want it or not because of my cowardice. Heh, the first few months were the most critical period, but I was depressed all the time, and I didn’t have enough nutrition. He can develop It’s no wonder it’s so good.”

Chen Yunzheng reached out and held Manman's hand, trying to stop her from confessing further: "It's not your fault, it's not your fault, it's because I wasn't by your side..."

Manman shook off his hand indifferently, closed her eyes, and let the cold tears flow down her face like a knife.

What does it have to do with him?
Chen Yun was reaching out to wipe her tears, and persuaded: "Manman, don't cry anymore, don't cry anymore, you just gave birth and are still in confinement, don't cry to damage your eyes, don't cry to damage your body... "

Manman sneered: "So what if I lose my eyes from crying? What if I cry myself to death? Can I get Brother Jun back? My unqualified mother gave him life irresponsibly, and I can't afford it." , Personally destroy his hope of life, I am unforgivable sin."

If it is necessary to say that the crime is unforgivable, he also has his share.It is his willful greed that is the source of endless pain for Manman.But he believes that this pain is temporary, Manman will always get out of this pain, and his and her happiness is yet to come.

He repeated over and over again: "Manman, stop blaming yourself, it's not your fault, it's all my fault, if you hate you, blame me for hating me."

Manman just smiled coldly and said: "It's his poor fortune, it's me who is useless, it's our mother and child who don't have a relationship, who am I to blame? Who do I hate? It's because I can't stand the trouble that caused me to be famous many times. I drank it myself." Abortion pills, it's me..."

She couldn't continue, and Chen Yunzheng couldn't listen anymore, he hugged Manman into his arms forcefully, and said ruthlessly: "Yes, it's all me, I know you hate me, but Manman, no one can stop you I am determined to marry you, and no one can hinder us from being together, no matter who it is or what it is. Don't worry, I will never let you down. I will make you the happiest woman in the world... "

Manman didn't seem to hear, she just smiled coldly with tears in her eyes.

Are you happy?what is that?I used to think it was in the palm of my hand, but in fact, it was just a prop used by God to play with her.An incompetent mother, a child who has already been lost, how long will it take for her to forget the scars in her heart, and accept the happiness that Chen Yunzheng will give her?
　I'm not a stepmother, really, I'm definitely not a stepmother.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)