The world's ambitions are unparalleled

Chapter 105 The new knot and the fragrance of the same heart have not fallen (1)
When the ice was broken and the sun was warm and spring came back, Su Mo bought the house next door to the small courtyard and connected it with the small courtyard on Jinse's side, separated by a secret door. He often summoned the ministers next door , Reading and discussing affairs, and separated by a door, Jinse can also do her own thing without being disturbed.

On this day, Jinse was sitting alone under the shade of flowers basking in the sun, and when she was falling asleep, she suddenly heard a sound coming from the secret door over there.Su Mo would not be free at this time, Jinse was puzzled, she stood up and looked, but saw Rongyue standing in front of that door!

Jinse stood up, Rong Yue saw her and walked over slowly.Jinse hesitated for a moment, then bowed down to meet the ceremony.

Rong Yue hurriedly helped her up, and took a closer look at her complexion, then said with a smile: "I haven't seen you for a few days, you seem to be in better spirits, have you recovered from the illness that day?"

"Forget it..." Jinse evoked a smile, "Thank you, Princess, for your concern."

The two sat down together, and Rong Yue said again: "Since the day when the prince took you out of the mansion, there has been no news. The prince occasionally returns to the mansion for a while, and I haven't had time to see him. Today, I still have a few Your Excellency heard that the prince has changed the venue of the meeting to this place. You know the current situation, the front line is in a state of desperation, I am afraid that he is working hard and always neglecting me, so I came to visit." She looked over there. After looking at it, he said with a helpless smile: "Which one over there has been discussing for several hours, and I can only walk around indiscriminately. I was wondering if I didn't see you, so I found that door."

Jinse smiled and didn't say anything, but Rong Yue said: "I don't know if the prince's board and lodging are safe these days?"

Jinse then replied: "I don't know how to cook many dishes, and each meal is only two or three simple, but he will finish it every time. At night, perhaps because of tiredness, he often falls asleep as soon as he touches the pillow I fell asleep, but I slept soundly, but I didn't sleep enough time."

Rong Yue sighed inaudibly upon hearing the words.

Jinse heard it, but laughed again: "This is the second time you asked me if he slept well at night."

Rong Yue's face froze slightly, and after a while she laughed again: "I'm afraid he didn't rest well."

Jinse shook her head and looked at her: "You are afraid that I will be pregnant with his child."

Rong Yue gasped for breath: "Jinse?"

"You are his concubine, but you have never been able to conceive a man and a woman. It is understandable to be jealous and worry that I will be pregnant." Jinse smiled at her, "I'm not afraid to tell you that he doesn't want it." The matter of the child is not an exception for me. Besides, even if he has that thought, I can't do what he wants. "

Rong Yue frowned slightly: "What does this mean?"

"Because my life is not long." Jinse breathed out, but her eyes were clear and bright, "Now there are only five months left."

Rong Yue was shocked for a moment: "Is it because of the previous illness? Does the prince know?"

Jinse nodded calmly: "Do you still remember why my sister didn't exist? My sister and I have reached the same goal by different routes."

Rong Yue's mood suddenly churns, and for a moment, she doesn't know whether it should be joy or sorrow.

She has always been tolerant, but it is based on Su Mo's unchanging living habits for many years.In these years, although he had a lot of absurd and nonsense things outside, but in the end it was only best for her.Now, the peace that has been peaceful for many years has been broken by Jinse.

After all, it is a woman, or a woman who loves him deeply, how can he remain indifferent after a series of changes in him?Therefore, I can't help but have a knot in my heart towards Jinse.But now hearing that Jinse's life is not long, Rong Yue is really panicked, not sure how to treat it.

Jinse leaned back on the recliner slowly, and looked at her with a slight tilt of her head: "So don't worry, after I leave, your life will be as it should be. He will not be mine after all."

Is that so?After Rong Yue was stunned, her thoughts were confused, as if she couldn't imagine how Su Mo would live with herself after she was gone.

"Actually..." Rong Yue pondered for a moment, and finally said, "I envy you very much."

Jinse looked at her, smiled and waited.

But Rong Yue remained silent for a while, Fang said: "He can be gentle with thousands of women, but he is only tolerant to you. This was not a big deal at first, but because of this repeated tolerance, now he only sees it in his eyes. Seeing you. You are nothing good, but it is because of having a dead sister that he pays special attention. This is such a rare blessing, no number of women in the world can ask for it."

Hearing this, Jinse seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then smiled lightly: "Really? If I say that I don't want such a blessing at all, will the princess blame me for not knowing what is good?"

It was only then that Rong Yue came to her senses that she said something wrong: "I didn't mean your sister's death—"

As soon as the words came out, Jinse waved her hand: "I understand what you mean, but now it doesn't matter to me what other people think. I will say three words to you today. In the future, you can Never hear it again."

She bowed slightly, shook Rong Yue's hand, and said solemnly, "I'm sorry."

At night, Su Mo came back very late, and Jinse's room was still lit with candles, but he was already asleep.

As soon as Su Mo walked to the bed, Jinse opened his eyes, and his chaotic eyes stayed on his face for a moment, and then gradually became clearer: "Is this going to leave?"

Su Mo responded, sat down beside the bed, and took off his shoes.

Jinse got up, knelt down behind him, reached out and pressed his shoulder: "I made millet porridge tonight, it's delicious, do you want some?"

Su Mo held her back, smiled and said, "I won't eat, I'm a little tired."

Jinse didn't ask him what was going on in the battle ahead, but just obediently moved inside to make room for him where he was lying down just now.

Su Mo stretched his hand into the bed and smiled, leaning over to look at her: "Warm my bed again?"

Jinse looked away: "No, I just accidentally slept outside."

Su Mo stretched out his hand to embrace her into his arms, sharing the world she warmed with his body together, and stroked her hair with one hand: "Have you been bored these two days? Will someone accompany you out for a walk tomorrow?"

Jinse raised her face and looked at him: "How rare is it for a person to live such a stable and peaceful life in this life? How can it be boring? I wish I could die here."

Su Mo's heart sank, and he was about to say something, but Jinse suddenly realized that he had slipped his words, and suddenly stretched out his hand to cover his eyes: "I won't tell you anymore, I'm going to sleep first." After speaking, she retracted Hand, buried in his arms hard, closed eyes and fell asleep.

However, Su Mo was silent for a long time, stroking her hair repeatedly with his hands, and finally he was speechless.

After noticing that his breathing was steady, Jinse, who had already fallen asleep, opened her eyes again, quietly pillowed in his arms, but all eyes fell on his face.

Between him and him, we met too early, got to know each other too late, and stayed together so short.This person, before she had time to indulge in love, was about to separate.

Therefore, she would rather take advantage of the present, every peaceful night, to take a good look at his appearance, so as to comfort her heart.

He was busy with everything during the day, and at most he could only sleep for two or three hours at night, so he always slept soundly. She peeped at him every night, but he never knew.

Thinking that he was fast asleep, Jinse became more courageous, leaned up slightly from his arms, stretched out her hand, touched his eyebrows, eyes, nose, and mouth with her fingertips, and finally, carefully put her palms together. stick it on his face.

In fact, the two of them are already like this, and all the intimacy between a man and a woman is no longer unfamiliar, but the huge gap in her mentality before and after her poisoning has made those specious "intimacy" in the past suddenly turned into a dust.After all, the time was too short, and she couldn't even find a time to adapt to such a huge change, so that now she was not used to that kind of intimacy, so Su Mo hadn't really touched her these days.

Therefore, at this moment, being able to press her palm against his face, she felt an inexplicable joy in her heart.It was as if she was still a little girl who was ignorant of chaos back then. At such a young age, she didn't know what it was, but she would look at herself one more time because of this person, jumping with joy to the point of insomnia.

She maintained this posture and looked at him stupidly for a long time, until her hands started to get cold before she came back to her senses. Just as she was about to withdraw her hand, a big palm silently covered the back of her hand.

When Jinse was in a daze, she subconsciously wanted to run away and pretend to be asleep, but Su Mo quietly reversed the positions of the two of them and covered her, then lowered her head and said in a deep voice, "You don't sleep every night , are they all sent like this?"

Jinse was ashamed and annoyed, she couldn't help but blushed, and her little daughter showed her expression.

Su Mo lost his mind for a moment, and when he recovered, he had already leaned over and kissed her.

When he took off the clothes on his body, Jinse's eyes flashed, and he saw the scar on his abdomen at a glance, his body froze suddenly, raised his body, and stroked the scar left five years ago with his cool fingertips imprint.

This was the first time she noticed this scar, touching it, even her fingertips trembled.

Su Mo grabbed her hand and put it on his lips, his eyes darkened.

Jinse looked at him for a moment, then suddenly leaned down and kissed the mark.

She just felt scared.

This imprint almost killed him back then!There is almost no Su Mo in this world!

Su Mo's heart was surging, but he just slowly stroked the back of her head, paused for a moment, and then smiled: "At that time, I often thought, although this girl is cruel, she is not cruel to the extreme."

Jinse slowly straightened up and looked at him quietly.

Su Mo took her hand and stroked his heart: "If you really want to leave nothing to chance, just stab here. Right?"

For some reason, Jinse blushed again. After looking at him for a while, she seemed to have the courage to raise her chin: "If you want to leave no room, that's not the only way!"

As soon as she finished speaking, she hooked Su Mo's neck forcefully, bit his lips actively, and at the same time stretched her other hand behind her back, slowly loosening the belt of the undershirt.

The night in the early spring is still slightly cool, but Su Mo's body is scalding terribly. Jinse was a little scared at first, but now she has no scruples at all, and sticks herself tightly to him, only hoping that he can melt herself up.If two people can merge into one place, it will last forever in the legend, right?

During this period of time, Jinse has become used to spending the day quietly by herself, and it was rare for Su Mo to spare time to accompany her on this day, so she was a little at a loss.On weekdays, I may read a book, or be in a daze, or take a nap, but today I always feel that doing nothing is appropriate.

Su Mo was originally sitting on the reclining chair reading a book, but he saw her wandering around the room in a daze from the corner of his eye. Feeling amused, he stretched out his hand to her: "Come here."

Jinse walked over slowly and sat down beside him, but his gaze returned to the book.Jinse stared at him for a long time, and finally reached out to wrap his arms around his waist, and leaned into his arms.

Only then did Su Mo put down the book, and stretched out his hand to smooth her hair: "Tired?"

Jinse's voice sounded muffled: "I didn't feel bored in the past, but today you are here, so it's very boring."

Su Mo smiled and said, "But I'm such a boring person, and now you despise me, what can I do in the future?"

later?Jinse's mind fluttered slightly, but she just hugged him even tighter: "I only dislike the boredom of the years. No matter how boring you are, I don't dislike you."

If the years are boring, then it would be a pity to melt away in this boring earlier, right?

Su Mo's expression dimmed slightly, and he reached out to caress her head.

In fact, there is really too much separation between them, and the first thing to bear the brunt is the word time.

He was ten years older than her, and she was just an ignorant child when he was already planning to marry and start a family; When he suddenly looked back, she had already stubbornly and cruelly sealed up that memory; now, his feelings have gradually settled over the years, and she has awakened, but she still looks like she was in love five years ago.

No matter what period of time it is, there is always a long time between them.

So, they're not really that good of a fit.

If the years to come are still long, they will probably have constant friction, endless disputes over some unimportant things, and even feel tired of each other, and then get bored.

But now, the years are so short that it makes people anxious, so short that they have no time to take into account the incompatibility between each other.

Su Mo's heart is gloomy, and he hopes that the years will last forever like never before. Even if there will be various conflicts with her in the future, he is willing to do his best to let her protect her for the rest of his life, and only ask her to be safe in this life. Peaceful, no longer suffering.

He lowered his head and kissed her softly, he cleared his mind and said, "Let's go out with you for a walk."

Jinse looked up at him, with a trace of suspicion flashing in her eyes.Although he only stayed in the small town at the foot of Nanshan for a few days, Jinse always remembered that he didn't like the bustle of the market.

Seeing her appearance, Su Mo couldn't help laughing: "The peach blossoms on the east bank of Liuhu Lake should be blooming, so it's good as a spring outing."

When Jinse heard this, she became happy, got up and went back to her room to change her shirt.

Just picked out a spring thin shirt to put on the upper body, but suddenly heard the sound of the courtyard door coming from the front.Since returning to this small courtyard, Jinse has seldom heard anyone set foot in it, and those who are looking for Su Mo will naturally go to the courtyard next to it, and will definitely not disturb the peace here.

She was puzzled, and she had already heard a loud "plop" sound from the hall, as if someone had knelt heavily on the ground, followed by a crying man's voice: "I beg the regent to forgive me, the slave is not doing enough to protect the lord... "

Jinse's heart skipped a beat, and she hurriedly tied up her clothes and walked out of the room, only to see someone lying under Su Mo's feet, ragged and bruised, crying bitterly, while Su Mo's body was already stiff, and his face had turned ashen !

After a long time, he finally heard his slightly cold voice: "Where's Mi'er?"

Mier!Little Emperor!Jinse's body trembled suddenly, and she quickly reached out to hold the door frame.

The person underneath shook heavily, stopped crying, and tremblingly said: "The emperor...the body was taken away...it was King Ning! Someone around the emperor has already taken refuge in King Ning! It is the incompetence of the slave that made the emperor go On the way to the palace, I was murdered! I beg the regent to forgive me!"

In an instant, Jinse was almost frightened out of her wits. When she came back to her senses, she didn't want to hear another word, and hurried back into the room.

The voices of crying and begging for mercy from outside still did not stop, which showed that although Su Mo was extremely angry, he still restrained his emotions after all.Not long after, there was another sound of footsteps. Someone came directly from the small courtyard next to him. He entered the hall and whispered something to Su Mo, and then he heard the footsteps rushing away again.

When Jinse went out again, Su Mo was no longer in the hall, and the man kneeling on the ground had disappeared, leaving only a little blood.

Jinse only took one look and then quickly looked away, but she knew clearly in her heart that this person probably would not survive.

When the lights first came on, Jinse had already prepared a table of good dishes and wine.

In fact, with her skills, this table of dishes is absolutely impossible to cook. Fortunately, Rong Yue came to her in the afternoon and asked someone to help her.

Rong Yue also came here because she had heard about the little emperor. When she came, the noise in the courtyard next door was the loudest. She didn't know what happened, but the guards were dispatched, and they cried and begged for mercy. , so that everyone who heard it panicked.However, Jinse sat quietly under the eaves, lowered her eyebrows and lowered her head, peeling the cooked taro little by little, as if she had never heard of the thrilling noise from next door, when she saw Rongyue, she only warmly asked her to sit down.

Naturally, Rong Yue couldn't sit still, and sent Wen Xing to the next door to inquire about the situation, but after a while, Wen Xing ran back in panic, saying: "The regent has beheaded [-] officials today, all of them to persuade them to surrender. The regent said Well, if they want to welcome King Ning back as emperor, it’s a different matter, but they are all trying to persuade Zhongli to surrender, which is tantamount to a national traitor. A national traitor will not be pardoned immediately!”

Jin Se was still calm when she heard the words, but Rong Yue's face was slightly startled, she felt a little restless for some reason, and left in a hurry after a while, never meeting Su Mo after all.

At night, Su Mo didn't come home late, Jinse reheated the dishes twice and still didn't see him, so he boiled a pot of wine first, and poured his own drink slowly.

When she finally finished drinking a pot of wine, and Su Mo finally returned home, Jin Se sat at the table, supported her face that was flushed from being slightly drunk, looked at him and smiled, "You're back? Really waiting It’s so hard for me, I’m going to reheat the dish again.”

The hostility between Su Mo's brows hadn't dissipated yet, seeing her like this, she couldn't help but startled slightly, after a while, her brows finally eased, and she stepped forward to hold Jinse: "Don't bother, just eat a little .”

"That's fine." Jinse raised the wine jug towards him, "Anyway, I figured you didn't have much appetite, so I boiled two jugs of good wine."

She raised the jug in front of him, and a pair of slightly red and swollen hands suddenly appeared. Su Mo frowned, and grabbed her wrist: "What's going on?"

Jinse said indifferently: "I just thought that taro is delicious, and I wanted to try to make it myself. It turns out that peeling taro is painful and itchy. I scratched it again, and it became like this. Fortunately, the aunt next door taught me Smear ginger juice on your hands, it’s good. But it’s worth it if you have delicious taro stew!”

Su Mo was silent for a moment, then held her hand and said, "Did you scare you today?"

"No, it's not." Jinse shook her head, "I received a letter from Lingluo in the afternoon. She said that she gave birth to a white and fat male doll, which is very interesting."

Su Mo's eyes dimmed, and Jinse saw it clearly, moved his hands to his neck, and giggled: "I'll have a baby with you too, okay? Is there any man in this world who doesn't want to have children and grandchildren? Put you Put away those thoughts of not wanting children!"

As she said that, she stretched out her hand to unbutton his collar. Su Mo's nerves, which had been tense for a day, finally relaxed, and he smiled helplessly: "How much wine did you drink, how did you get so drunk? ?”

While speaking, Jinse had already unbuttoned the bottom of her hand, reached into his chest, raised her head, and looked at him with bright eyes: "It's so hot!"

He looked down at her, his eyes were dark and deep, he finally held her face, lowered his head and kissed her.

It was rare for him to be so strong, occupying her lips and tongue fiercely, as if he wanted to suck her into his stomach with such force.Jinse didn't evade his strength at all, whatever he wanted, she gave it all.

Her mellow breath was accompanied by the sweet smell of wine in his mouth. Su Mo only felt that his mind was awake for a while, and blurred for a while. In such chaos, there was a thought, from small to big, little by little. swelled up.

(End of this chapter)