The world's ambitions are unparalleled

Chapter 104: Hazy as a dream and broken jejunum (4)
Jinse looked at Song Heng again.He paused for a moment, but he didn't answer her words, he only pointed to her hand holding the incense pill: "Take the incense pill first."

Jinse spread her hands, looked at the white pill in her hand again and again, and suddenly said in a low voice: "Since you blame your sister in your heart, then there is no need to be so kind to me. Now Qingyue Zhongli and the two armies are facing each other. For me, an irrelevant person, you took such a big risk to go deep into the enemy's territory, just to relieve the pain with me. I dare not take this kind of good."

"Irrelevant people?" Song Heng said in a very light tone, and repeated the words she said, with a cold smile on the corner of his lips, "It turns out that in your heart now, we are already irrelevant people. "

"Isn't it?" Jinse raised her eyes and looked at him, "Everything you did was for your sister. You thought you harmed her, so you changed your identity and came to Qingyue to show respect to your father." , taking care of me is to make up for my sister. But now, you know that my sister has already betrayed your feelings—"

Before she could finish speaking, Song Heng had already turned his eyes away abruptly, his breathing was slightly ups and downs, and it took him a long time to open his mouth, and there was already a bit of tension in his peaceful voice: "Jinse, shut up."

"You know what I said is true." Jinse looked at him quietly, "Even if you continue to deceive yourself, it is still true."

In the past, she never dared to comment on her sister's feelings so presumptuously. She always felt that it was a blasphemy to her sister. For this reason, she would rather deliberately ignore the many suspicious points and tell herself that her sister was the one who was raped. Su Mo killed her. Even though Su Mo had no motive to attack her sister, she still firmly believed in her own judgment.

At that time, she was still young, and she was not sensible enough to control her own mind, but later on, she didn't dare to touch the truth at all.It wasn't until this time that she made up her mind to release herself from the confusion of the past, and finally peeled away the cocoons from various incidents, allowing herself to understand many causes and consequences.

All the entanglements in love should have started when Su Mo proposed marriage to his sister for the first time.

That year when my sister first met Ji, Su Mo was the second prince who was proud of himself as a young man. He thought it was a glorious thing to come to the door to propose marriage with the late emperor's permission, but his father did not approve of it, and his sister did not favor him either.

If the matter stopped here, it was nothing more than some chatter between the servants of the mansion, but since then, my sister has become unhappy.Not long after, the eldest prince Su Ran started seeing his sister.Jin Se was still young at that time, so she would have mistaken Su Ran for Su Mo, but she would not remember wrongly, her sister was still unhappy at that time.

Now, Jinse finally understands that the reason why her sister becomes unhappy is because her life has been put on shackles, and this shackles were created by their biological grandfather!
Her purpose of being with Su Ran was not pure, but after so many years, Su Ran still felt ashamed of her. It can be seen that at that time, Su Ran just wanted to use her sister.

However, the word love is far beyond the control of human reason.So to Su Ran, her sister was an accident, but to her sister, Zhongli's fourth prince, Murong Qilian, was the biggest accident in her life.

Jinse guessed that they met by accident during the winter hunting that year, like all scripts, it was love at first sight, goodbye.She knows how good Song Heng is, let alone her sister who was in the dark at that time?Around that time, there were already thoughts in each other's hearts, so in the spring of the second year, my sister made a very bold thing.

Jinse still remembers that was the longest time she was separated from her sister, because her godmother fell ill while visiting the remote Hanguang Temple.Not long ago, she found the portrait that Song Heng had painted for her sister in Su Mo's study. Seeing the date of signing, she knew that her sister actually told such a big lie that year and went to Zhongli secretly!

Jinse never dared to think that such a calm temperament like her sister would have such a crazy move. It can be seen from this that Murong Qilian had such a huge influence on her sister back then!

They knew each other and loved each other, but after just a few months, they had a falling out.Maybe it's just a quarrel between ordinary lovers, maybe it's just a trivial misunderstanding, maybe it's just a period of calm that both of them need after the frenzy.

Murong Qilian wouldn't know the shackles of revenge on his sister, so he wouldn't think that even a small dispute would push his sister into the abyss of eternal destruction.

So later, my sister was disheartened, she listened to Su Ran's words, secretly obeyed her grandfather's arrangement, and married Su Mo regardless of her father's objection.

And when Su Mo treats women well, he can often be so nice that the other party is at a loss.

And in those few years, Jinse could see Su Mo's kindness to her sister.At that time, his father had already turned his back on his sister because of this marriage. It is impossible for Su Mo not to know, but he still often accompanied his sister back to the Hou Mansion to visit. Due to his status, his father would not treat his sister too much after all.And Jinse was often taken to the palace by the carriage he sent. Although her sister didn't need her company, Su Mo always gave her the tenderness and care she should give to the extreme.

Jinse is not surprised that her sister is tempted.

But the worst thing my sister did was to tempt me.

At that time, Su Mo couldn't bear the word "good man" no matter what.

After the death of the first emperor, Su Ran succeeded him as the emperor. Su Mo, who had always been high-spirited and highly regarded, has been depressed since then.

And my sister has been neglected since then.That's why he was so painful that he left the words "cutting the skin, not the pain of betrayal" in the book, and that's why he was depressed and didn't care about anything else. That's why he became the abandoned pawn of grandpa after all!

Grandpa's identity hadn't been revealed at that time, and Jinse had no way of knowing whether her sister had any conflicts with him at that time, but she knew that in the end, in order to protect herself, grandpa used the most cruel means to make her sister keep a secret for him forever.

So far, she is unable to find out who the unformed fetus in her sister's womb belongs to!

The existence of that child must be a huge mistake!That's why Su Mo thought that his sister's death was all because of that mistake, so he always defaulted that he killed his sister, let her hate him all the way to the end, and never told her the truth!
Later, he found out about his grandfather's existence, and probably found out that there was something wrong with Jin Yan's death, but he still couldn't tell her.

Because no matter what the truth is, it is too heavy for her to bear!
The familiar pain hit again, but Jinse seemed to have gotten used to it, and quickly curled herself into a corner, vomiting blood in pain!
"Jinse!" Song Heng came back to his senses suddenly, and stretched out his hand to forcefully break the hand that was holding Xiangwan tightly. Unexpectedly, she held it tightly.

"Your medicine... I won't take it." She squatted there, burying her face in her arms, "Anyway, sooner or later, we are going to die... We have nothing to do with each other... My sister stopped loving me a long time ago." You, you don't need to come here for her...to be nice to me...no need!"

Song Heng's expression froze slightly, and a complex feeling flashed in his heart, as if he finally understood what Jin Se was thinking.

"You came to Qingyue when I was 12 years old, and it has been ten years now...Including the years when my sister married Su Mo, you have been here for more than ten years! Why bother! Why!" After all, she couldn't help falling. Tears came, but he still held back his teeth and said, "You just keep guarding for the rest of your life... what's the use of it!"

Song Heng raised his head slightly, looked at the top for a long time, finally retracted his gaze, and raised his hand to caress Jinse's head: "If I hadn't been immature at the beginning, Jinyan would never have suffered later, let alone treat others Tempted? In the end, I was the one who harmed her... I once said that there is a woman in my heart, and I will never marry her in this life. This will continue until the day when I can finally see her again..."

"Fool!" Jinse finally couldn't help crying, "Idiot! Fool!"

Song Heng looked at her, but smiled, took the opportunity to break away her hand, took out the fragrant pill, and stuffed it into her mouth while she was crying.

Although it is only half a year, it will eventually give her a chance to fulfill her long-cherished wish.

"Jinse, don't cry." He raised his hand to wipe the tears on her face, and said with a smile, "Do you know what I most want to hear from you all this time? It's rare to see you today, can you make me happy?" This wish?"

"Brother-in-law..." Jinse choked up and hugged his arm, crying uncontrollably, "You should be my brother-in-law..."

In a small restaurant outside the alley, Su Mo was sitting alone in a private room, lowering his head to look carefully at the booklet in his hand, when he heard the door being pushed open, he thought it was Haitang, but when he looked up, he gave a slight smile. Startled: "Chunyu?"

Lin Chunyu was still holding the horsewhip in his hand, seeing that he was really here, he laughed and walked in.

"I happened to pass by here, and saw the prince's horse tied down, so I came up to have a look, and it really taught me to meet." He looked at the situation in the house, and couldn't help joking, "Why, the prince now dislikes the palace and the palace. Uncomfortable, came all the way to this deserted small restaurant to deal with political affairs?"

Su Mo smiled when he heard the words, put down the memorial in his hand, loosened his waist and said, "I'm doing something around here, so I just found here to sit."

"Working?" Lin Chunyu looked out of the only window in the house, and couldn't help sighing, "Under the current situation, what will happen if you come to such a lonely place? Don't say it's because of that girl?"

Su Mo lowered his head and took a sip of the cold tea, noncommittal.

Lin Chunyu patted her head hard, almost gnashing her teeth: "Then the girl will not lower her head for you, will she? There are thousands of women in this world, I just don't understand why the prince has his heart on this girl? "

Su Mo paused, and raised his eyes to look at him: "Then you have seen countless people, why do you have a special liking for your Hu Nuer?"

Lin Chunyu sneered without hesitation: "My lord compares that girl with Hu Nuer, and I have humiliated my Hu Nuer."

Su Mo glanced at him, and suddenly said: "A few days ago, I heard about a very peculiar marriage custom, which said that between a man and a woman, not only women should be married to each other, but men should also be loyal. During this period, no third person should be tolerated. If a man is unfaithful, he should be punished equally."

Lin Chunyu was taken aback for a moment, and then laughed: "I've never heard of such a marriage custom. Where does the prince know?"

"It's a marriage rule of the Nai people."

"It's simply ridiculous. How can a mere barbarian with a special case of folk customs be considered elegant?" Lin Chunyu mocked, feeling a little annoyed.

"I also thought it was absurd at first, but after thinking about it, I realized that the one who made this rule must be a wise man."

Lin Chunyu sneered: "I said that the person who made this rule must be a jealous little woman! If the prince really abides by this rule, it will inevitably make people laugh!"

Su Mo looked at him indifferently: "But I heard that your current behavior, Lin Chunyu, is almost exactly the same as this rule?"

Lin Chunyu was stunned, and opened his mouth to argue, but he still didn't know how to speak. Finally, he said forcefully: "I just did it on a whim, and I can't count it!"

There was a smile in Su Mo's eyes, and before he could speak, Haitang's laughter came from the door: "What's the use of Mr. Lin talking to the lord, you should talk to your Hu Nuer? If you can't open your mouth, Haitang can pass it on for you."

Haitang walked into the room as she spoke, and teased Lin Chunyu mercilessly: "Some things are better conveyed between women, aren't they?"

Lin Chunyu snorted slightly, and said to Su Mo: "This Haitang is really getting more and more unruly, the prince should give him some training."

Su Mo smiled and said, "Let her have all sorts of deficiencies, but I am willing to tolerate it, so why bother? Do you think so?"

Lin Chunyu stood up abruptly, waved his hands, and said, "I can't talk to you, so I'll go. See you someday."

Haitang sent him away, and then turned back. Su Mo was already clearing up the notebooks on the table. She stepped forward to stack the notebooks neatly, and then whispered: "Song Heng has already left, and the medicine he brought is said to be It can be guaranteed for half a year."

Su Mo's expression froze: "Half a year."

Haitang paused slightly, and looked at him: "My lord, this 'beauty' is already a poison in the world, but Jinse has survived for so many years, and now she has another six months, which is already very precious."

"I know." Su Mo lowered his eyes lightly, but repeated again: "I know."

Returning to the small courtyard and pushing open the courtyard door, one can see Jinse sitting under the eaves with her arms tightly hugging the porch pillars, wearing a man's cloak, her pale face sunken deep in it, but her brows and eyes are tightly closed.

Su Mo stepped forward and picked her up from the ground, but Jinse opened her eyes suddenly, staring at him blankly for a moment, then gradually regained her senses: "Where is Song Heng?"

"Huh?" He frowned slightly, "I've never seen this person before. Why, he has been here?"

Jinse looked at the cloak that originally belonged to Song Heng on her body, and then at Su Mo, finally understood, and said: "Yes, now that the two countries are at war, how could he come? I must be dreaming." .”

She leaned quietly in his arms, feeling lost, until she was carried back into the house by Su Mo, placed on the bed, and saw him pouring a cup of hot tea, she vaguely remembered some things that she had neglected.

She didn't take the cup of tea, but put her hand on her heart.

There, the severe pain that had been entrenched for a long time disappeared!

As if she still couldn't believe it, she lowered her head to observe for a long time, but still didn't feel any pain, and finally raised her eyes to look at him again.

"Su Mo?" She hesitated to call him, Su Mo lowered his eyes to look at her, waiting quietly.

Sure enough, there was no more pain, but she was still terrified, still pressed her heart, and said tentatively: "Su Mo, I... like you, I liked you very early, I like you very much—"

Su Mo froze slightly, but was speechless.

Jinse's heart, which had been frozen for many years, finally started beating wildly little by little!
No haze, no chains, no pain.Her heart is finally no different from that of an ordinary person, and it can also jump wildly and unscrupulously when her heart is surging!
She stretched out her hand suddenly and took the initiative to hug Su Mo.

"Su Mo." She finally stopped hesitating, and felt that in her more than [-] years of life, she had never been so brave and open, and understood the certain moment, "I love you."

(End of this chapter)