Gu Erbai's Pastoral Life

Chapter 378 Do You Think About Leaving Me?

"Scissors! Hey~ Xiao Yuyu, you lost, hurry up, these are all peeled off by you, don't try to renege on it."

On the side, Lin Yan was still playing the game with great interest, when she saw his gestures suddenly stop, as if she had found an opportunity, she tugged at his sleeve and shook it urgently.

Suddenly, Chu Weiyu grabbed her hand suddenly, without saying a word, the forehead of Bandit Yu became a little more dignified.

Lin Yan raised her eyebrows strangely and followed his gaze.

Beside him, Gu Erbai and the host looked particularly strange.

Although Sister Xiaobai still smiled heartlessly, nothing unusual could be seen.

But the field owner's eyes were covered with a large haze, the turbulent posture, obviously not a single soldier was moved, and the cold and murderous aura permeated the whole body layer by layer.

Obviously angry.

The unreasonable coldness swept over the warm breeze, and the large herbs in the warm garden seemed to feel it, and they did not dare to dance with the wind swaggeringly.

Dispersed silently, the atmosphere froze there.

Just like Gu Erbai's smile, the brightness seemed to froze on his face.

I've heard people say that only fleeting emotions are considered emotions, and only fleeting moments are considered smiles, and those that can last for a long time are made for people to see, unless they are polite, deliberate, or hypocritical.

Even... sad.

"Why do you ask that? Do you want to leave me?"

The man asked softly, and it soon disappeared into the air. If you don't listen carefully, it seems that this is an illusion, but Gu Erbai can hear it clearly, without missing a word.

Yes.

She answered in her heart.

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As a meticulous businessman, Gu Yiqing has always been very interesting to talk about.

He never expressed any doubts or doubts in his words, he was always decisive, even monopolistic.

He is not a king, and he has no desire to rule anyone. He has always been mediocre and willing to bow down and submit. Regardless of death, old age, sickness, or prosperity, it is a pure belief.

There is no tyrannical factor in his bones, and it has nothing to do with ruthless killing, but he is born with it-humans come to kill, Buddhas block and kill Buddhas, demons block and kill demons.

No one has ever been able to threaten him, and the person who tried to threaten him has long since become a piece of loess in the dark, gone with the wind.

He rarely wanted something with his heart, and many things had already reached his hands silently.

Many people may think that in such a life, being rich and happy is enough for this life.

But it happened to be such a person, he had nothing.

In the short career of nearly 30 years, he has possessed the glory and wealth that mediocrity wants most, and he has reached a height that all living beings can't match in many lifetimes.

But his heart was always empty.

Sometimes men lie on pillows with their arms under their heads.

He was thinking about what he wanted, but that thing hadn't come yet.

He was waiting, waiting, and he would come.

Later, he was under the cliff and waited.

For the first time, I felt that the heart in my chest was moving.

Only then did he realize that what he really wanted was for her to call Uncle Qing sweetly by his side.

I thought that she would be like everyone else, willing to be by his side and never leave him.

But he was wrong, since he started to approach her, he felt lost all the time.

That kind of itching and unbearable feeling that can't be grasped and can't be controlled, all night longing and insomnia, crazily approaching and getting closer.

He just met love.

But precisely because he met love, he was no longer him in front of her.

That businessman, who is calm and watertight, won't raise his eyelids when encountering big things.

But her every move, even the slightest carelessness, would be a catastrophe to him.

He always says some very possessive words, and likes to add "for my husband" and "my" before every sentence, and even has his own title, "Little White".

Love to do some naive things, fantasize about some beautiful future.

The moment she sees her in contact with another man, his calmest and clearest head in the world will become muddy, collapse, lose, and explode in an instant.

Even, anger, vulnerability, and pleading began to be revealed in the words.

like now-

Why do you ask?Do you want to leave my mind?

It's just such a simple sentence, which itself contains a sense of panic, an uncontrollable begging.

It can even be translated as: I will not allow you to say such things again, and you will never want to leave me, don't even think about it.

Love humbles.

In this long stare at each other, he lost from the first sentence he said, and he lost completely.

Gu Erbai still remembered that the old lady who disappeared in Mount Putuo asked her to test Kan Xingchen's method.

The principle of the method is actually very simple:
In love, the first to surrender is to fall in love, deeply in love, and miserable in love.

She could almost shed tears with such a bright smile.

Compared with the thousands of times the pain of longing for her to leave him, the most unbearable thing for her is to think that he will suffer more than herself.

Some people say that love is selfish, what a shallow cognition.

I hope that he is happy, and that when he is without me for the rest of his life, he can still be as happy as he is smiling today.

Even if there is another person in his arms, even if he is holding another child by the hand.

I hope that someone will accompany him till the end of his life, day and night, and I hope that his children will wrap around his knees and take care of him for the rest of his life.

Even if I'm not by his side, even if he never remembers, there was a person like me.

When I imagine those pictures, I will laugh with tears, just like laughing and wanting to cry now.

It sounds great, but behind its greatness, there is enough to make you suffer from pain every time you think of it.

So many people don't want to admit that love itself is pain.

You can't imagine that every person who is willing to let go will suffer many times more pain than the favor he got. It's a long road. From then on, he moves forward with one heart, like a series of infinite and non-repeating numbers, with no end in sight.

"Huh~"

Gu Erbai laughed suddenly, his laughter broke the enigmatic and desolate atmosphere.

Lin Yan didn't know what happened between them, she just heard the host ask her if she was leaving, and when she asked, she had never seen the deep twists in her eyes, as if she could be chained in the next second. She's chained up.

So she knew that the host had always been afraid that little sister Xiaobai would leave, to the extent that fear could not be described to that extent, let alone timidity.

"What can I ask you..."

Gu Erbai supported the stone table, joking indifferently, at the moment when he was low, tears almost came out of his eyes.

She laughed louder, and for a while, her eyes became bright with laughter.

Finally, he stretched out his hand to caress his big palm, and clasped his fingers together in a comforting manner, only to realize in a daze that the big palm, which had always been warm as before, was so cold to the bone at this moment.

Is it just because of this tentative word?

She stopped suddenly, and slowly raised her head, as if she saw the answer from his expression.

She never wanted to say that kind of thing to him again, and couldn't bear to hurt him anymore.

"It's really nothing. What are you thinking about? You are my God. If I leave you, where else can I go?
Not to mention Jiacheng, I can't even escape from the Gu residence, even if I escape, why don't you send people to arrest me everywhere?
There is an emperor in Changyi, and Beiliang is the hometown of the old lady, where can I go with my short legs..."

Lin Yan felt that Sister Xiaobai had explained too much, and her voice was extremely serious.

Jokes are not explained that way.

　Today's dog blood drama is over, and there will be an update in the early morning.

　　Well, let me tell you, Brother Nine is going home after the exam in the past two days, so... in a few days, he can only change to [-] (Put away your rotten eggs and rotten cabbage, and throw them at Ah Huang.)
　　I love you~ I love you~ I love you~ Say it three times with your true feelings.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)