not to marry you

Chapter 73

Facing his questioning, Ning Xuan was speechless, yes, what did she know, what did she know, she didn't understand the purpose of his doing this from the beginning to the end, maybe she didn't understand, just didn't want to understand, no I would like to understand.She is also selfish, she only pities her own love and her own happiness, but never thinks about the feelings of another person.

He was gentle to her, cold to her, and yelling at her, all without reason, but she never asked, just avoided~ignoring~she was even afraid that he would treat her well, and she was also afraid that he would treat her well Indifference~ I can't explain clearly, although she can't say that she was moved or liked during this period of getting along, but at least she knows this man better than before.

He is no longer as cold and arrogant as she was when he was seven years ago, he has emotions ~ whether it is laughing or angry, he let her see it.So she was a little conflicted. On the one hand, she and Yonghang reunited in love, and on the other hand, she was under pressure from Chen Yumo.It took her a lot of effort to have the courage to ask him.

"How long do you want?" After being silent for a long time, she finally raised her head and asked him. Of course, she understood that in this marriage, she had no initiative and could not stop it in advance, so she had to wait for Chen Yumo to let go first.

"I don't know, maybe tomorrow, maybe next year, maybe even longer???" He couldn't look into her eyes anymore, murmured in a daze, he felt very tired, his body was tired, and his heart was even more tired~ Men also have moments of weakness, I also want to find a warm harbor and stay at ease.

"Oh." She answered him softly.

"It's late, go to bed!" He waved his hand and walked towards the outer bedroom with heavy steps.

"I'm sorry~" Behind him, Ning Xuan murmured, looking at his extremely lonely back, she felt distressed, perhaps out of instinct, she ran over, hugged him tightly from behind, her face was pressed against his already The back that was no longer warm kept murmuring softly: "I'm sorry~~I don't know what to do~I still love Yonghang~" Tears overflowed from the eyes, and I don't know who it is for.

She suddenly remembered the day when she went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register with him. He stood in front of her, tall and big, and his broad back made her feel very at ease and warm, and she had an urge to lean on him.But now, I really leaned up, but it's not warm at all, and I don't feel at ease at all~
He was stunned, his body froze there, and he let her hold him motionless, he even felt her tears wet his back, and his heart throbbed violently again~ For her, and for himself, She is a cruel woman. While saying sorry to him, she also said that she still loves other men~~ But he couldn't bear it, couldn't bear to see her so sad, so sad, in fact, he should have let go~ So, his hoarse voice sounded slowly: "Hey, don't cry~ I know, I know~~"

She nodded, let go of him, wiped away her tears, and asked tentatively, "Chen Yumo, do you really like me?"

He froze again, then turned around, raised her chin, and looked at her crying pear face with rain seriously, very gentle and careful: "What do you think?"

"I don't know." She shook her head foolishly, and began to escape instinctively again.

"It's late, go to bed!" He sighed, let go of her face, and turned to leave.I don't have any extra energy to waste with her anymore~
Ning Xuan stood there, staring at his leaving back, and suddenly felt that she was very hypocritical. She had the face to ask him, but she didn't have the courage to face it.How hateful?If she was a man, she would definitely slap this kind of woman several times.Hypocritical, hypocritical!That was the only word she could think of to describe herself.

Unable to stay any longer, she strode upstairs and closed the door behind her in shame.

When she went to work the next morning, she was sitting in the office with deep dark circles under her eyes, typing documents~ her fingers were in control, but her head was still dull~ she typed the same sentence three or four times, but she didn’t find anything .She didn't realize it until He Jing came in quietly and pointed out her long fingers.

"If you are absent-minded, don't work. If you are not efficient, it will drag down the entire company!" He Jing handed her a cup of coffee and said leisurely.

"En." Ning Xuan didn't care what she said, just took the coffee in a daze and put it in her mouth.

"Hey, be careful!" He Jing just reminded her, Ning Xuan had already yelled "Ah!", hot coffee overflowed from the corner of her mouth~ He Jing immediately put down the coffee in her hand, and passed the tissue over : "Hey, look what's wrong with you, you're out of your mind~"

Ning Xuan wiped her mouth, then wiped the coffee stains on her clothes: "I'll go to the bathroom to get it done."

"I'll go with you." He Jing couldn't bear to see her like this, so she followed.

After cleaning the coffee stains on her body, Ning Xuan took a deep breath, looked at herself in the mirror, haggard and lonely, not like the energetic He Ningxuan when she first came to work~ She shouldn't be like this.

"Okay, don't take pictures anymore, it won't look good if you take any more photos~" He Jing satirized her disdainfully: "Women, they are the most beautiful when they are nourished by love, and they are the most decadent when they are broken in love!"

"I'm not broken in love~" Ning Xuan retorted dissatisfiedly.

"Yeah, you're not broken in love, you're torn between two men~" He Jing broke her mind, then touched her arm, and asked, "How was your talk with him?"

"He said he needed time~" Ning Xuan replied in a low voice.

"Oh, that's okay, I thought he would be so angry that he would hit you~" He Jing smiled.

"No way~" Ning Xuan retorted angrily.

"It's hard to say. It's really hard to say this kind of thing. From the standpoint of a friend, I certainly support your reunion with Yonghang. But while I feel sorry for you, I also think about Mr. Chen~ Why should he force you? Marrying him, it's not like no one wants his conditions, why do you need a woman who doesn't care about him? Do you understand this point?" He Jing curled her lips, feeling troubled by this matter .

This woman He Ningxuan is not stupid or stupid, but she is a bit of a turtle and likes to hide in her shell.

"Sister He, who are you helping? You obviously didn't say that yesterday~~" Ning Xuan frowned, crossing her hands anxiously.

(End of this chapter)