Rao Xueman's Youth Pain Classic: Hourglass Ⅰ

Chapter 4

I finally saw Abu again, in the unchanging dusk of Xiluo Bridge.

He seemed to have been waiting there, and when I passed by, he stretched out his slender arms and gently stopped me.

"Momo, is that you?" he asked.

"Oh." I said.

"The Eighteen Changes of Women's University." He shook his head, "I watched it for a long time before I could confirm it."

"Are you back?" I said.

"Come," Abu suddenly reached out and grabbed my hand, "Look what gift I brought back for you?" His hand was big, and his cold fingers held mine tightly. I was a little flustered, but I didn't Did not withdraw my hand, but let him pull me under the bridge, my eyes saw a giant kite, is it a bird?Or swallows?Or an eagle?

Abu said: "Don't look at him so huge, but it can fly higher than any kite, do you believe it?"

I nod. "But," I said stupidly, biting my finger, "isn't it the season for kite flying?"

"Silly Momo, as long as there is wind, the kite can go up to the sky." Abu said, "It doesn't matter what season it is?"

In the whole world, only Abu does not wake me up, but calls me Momo.

"For you." Abu said, "Do you like it?"

I keep my head down.

My heart was so warm that I couldn't bear it. I finally looked up to see Abu, he smiled at me gently, and then he said: "Momo, I have never forgotten you." I took out a pack of [-] brand cigarettes from my pocket, took out one of them, lit it skillfully, and squinted my eyes at me.

"You haven't been online for a long time." Abu said, "I had to come back from Beijing to see you."

"It's an exam." I said.

"I know." Abu said, "I heard that you have been admitted to Tianzhong, shouldn't we have a good celebration?"

I looked at him somewhat puzzled.

"I just came back and found a very interesting place." Abu said, "A bar called 'Forget it', I invite you to hang out at night."

I shook my head, the despair in my heart came like a flood.Time is such a nasty thing, it changes things arbitrarily without anyone's consent.You see, I am not what I used to be, and Abu is not what Abu used to be.

I turned my head away and said, "Abu, I'm going home."

"Why?" There was disappointment in his tone, "We haven't seen each other for so long."

"No." I stepped back and said, "I have something to do when I get home."

"Momo," he held me a little arrogantly, "don't go, I have something to say to you."

I shook him off and ran up the bridge, ignoring his shouts behind me, and headed home without looking back.I pushed open the door panting, and another blow came without saying hello - my father was sitting on the sofa in my house with a woman. They were very close, as if they were one person. It bounced off my dad like a pinball, and he stood in front of the coffee table at my house, looking at me with a blushing face.

That woman was none other than Aunt Xu!

"I forgot to take something." After I finished speaking, I didn't take anything. I closed the door and ran downstairs quickly.

I stood in the corridor panting, thinking about where I could go, but there was really nowhere for me to go.In this world, there is no corner that can accommodate me.

When I was in a daze, there was a sudden tightness behind me.A hand stained with the smell of warm wine suddenly covered my mouth, and the other hand almost picked me up behind me, and threw me against the creeper-grown wall.

For a moment I was stunned.His hands were pulled out from his pressed body, desperately trying to rip his hands away.Taking advantage of the situation, he pushed me even tighter against the wall. The heavy pressure made it difficult for me to breathe, and my joints made cracking sounds, as if I was about to be crushed by this erected earth-moving machine.Fear all over the sky and everywhere wrapped me up layer by layer.Can't cry, can't shout, can't break free.The body is like a piece of dried pomfret, and the internal organs are almost curled up to the limit.

"Momo...I...like...like you so much, Momo...always..." He murmured, with the other hand trying to pull me into his arms.

As if I suddenly came to my senses, I frantically stepped on him with the sole of my left foot, shaking my body to try to break free.He staggered a few steps, lost his balance and fell to the wall.I frantically opened my legs and ran away with all my strength.

When I got home, the light in Dad's room was still on.I kicked off my shoes and crawled into the attic, closing the door quickly, then crawled under the covers, wrapping my arms around my head, trying to keep myself from shaking but still.

I didn't fall asleep all the time. I got up in the middle of the night and went downstairs to find something to eat. I didn't eat for a day, and I ate 1 pieces of dry instant noodles in just half an hour.

There is no other food at home, only Master Kong's instant noodles lying on the ground in a big box.I turned the box upside down, took only the bread, held it in my hand, and went upstairs.Go back to the attic and gently close the door.I knelt on the ground and firmly stuffed the dry and hard bread into my mouth.Little to no chew.The instant noodle crumbs stuck in the pharynx were moistened by the saliva continuously gushing from the wall of the cheeks, and fell into the esophagus.It wasn't until I ate the smell of blood that I felt a tingling sensation when I opened my mouth, and I stretched out my hand to wipe it, only to see blood oozing from the corner of the mouth.

It was still moonlight that night.Kneeling on the rose-colored floor of the small attic, I froze for a long time without moving.The vision is determined, and the body and mind are in severe pain.

I think I know who he is.

(End of this chapter)