Wanqingsi

Chapter 43 Secret
When I woke up, it was already sunset.I sat up from the bed stroking my slightly aching head, and woke up Xiao Hong who was dozing on the head of the bed. She hurriedly supported me: "The girl is awake."

I rubbed my temples, "Am I still in the General's Mansion? What time is it?"

"It's almost time." Xiaohong saw that I was sitting firmly, let go of me, and poured me a cup of tea, "This is the guest room of the General's Mansion. General Ji arranged for the girl to rest here."

Just as I was talking, Ji Pingan rushed in quickly: "Is sister Carmen awake yet?" Seeing me sitting on the bed, she rushed over excitedly, sat on the edge of the bed, and said angrily, "Sister finally woke up, I didn't expect a cup Alcohol will also make my sister drunk, so if you don't know how to drink, don't drink it."

"I'm sorry for spoiling your interest." I looked at her with a smile, and she saw me rubbing my forehead from time to time, and said to Xiaohong, "I asked the kitchen to make hangover soup for my sister, go and bring it here."

"Xiaohong is not from the General's Mansion, how can she run around in the mansion?" I shook my head, stood up and said, "I'm sober now, I have to go back."

"Oh, don't, you're dizzy, how can you go back..." Ji Pingan held me down, "I'll let the servant girl take her to the head office." He said, calling the little servant girl who was waiting outside the door to take Xiaohong to the kitchen. Hangover soup, then closed the door and sat back beside my bed.

I smiled and glanced at her: "What kind of words have to be dismissed from Xiaohong?"

She blushed, slightly embarrassed: "How does sister know?"

Hehe, at least I lived more than ten years longer than you.I smiled and said nothing.She muttered for a long time before uttering a sentence: "I..., I want to apologize to my sister."

"Apologize?" I was taken aback, then smiled, "What did you say?"

"Hmm..." She blushed even more, "Today's poetry competition was actually discussed with a few sisters early in the morning. The previous rumors made us misunderstand my sister, and sister Ruolan felt sorry for her sister's injustice. ,so……"

So give me some color to see?I smiled, took Ji Ping'an's hand, and said, "Ping An, can I call you Ping An?"

She nodded hastily, and I smiled and said, "I remember I told you that I never thought of marrying into the General's Mansion."

"I remember." Ping An nodded and said with a blushing face, "It's just that I didn't believe it at the time, but after reading these two poems by my sister today, I know that my sister is also a person with a heart, and she is by no means the kind of person who wants to climb the dragon and the phoenix. Vulgar girl. I talked to a few sisters about you this afternoon, and they all admire you."

"Admiration for me? What do I have to admire?" I was surprised. Those daughters were not ordinary daughters. They were all full of poems and books, and they were all thoughtful girls.I smiled and said, "I admire you all. You are all eloquent. It's not easy at such a young age. Does Ping An also like to read Buddhist scriptures? You can actually make a poem like 'Empty Madness Name Twelve Springs, Bitter Gathering and Dao Dust'" Sentence?" Think what I was doing when I was 12?Are you still playing mud and street fighting with the neighbor's children?This ancient man was really precocious.

"Buddhist scriptures?" Pingan was startled, and smiled embarrassedly: "You said I wrote that poem? My sister beat me to it. I asked my master, Mr. Qiu, to do it for me. I don't have that share." Talent? Not to mention me, those sisters here are really talented women in our Tianzhao Kingdom. Their poems were not written at that time, but they were all thought of for a few days. My poems were captured. They That's not true, that's why we have to admire sister, you are the one who really speaks out."

"I said you are young, how can you know the four truths of suffering, collection, extinction, and Tao?" So, I said that in ancient times, didn't I advocate that women should be virtuous without talent?It is amazing that those young ladies can still have such talents in this social environment.I smiled and said, "Your husband must be very knowledgeable."

"Mr. Qiu really reads all kinds of books, including Buddhist scriptures." Ji Ping'an nodded, and said embarrassedly, "No wonder my sister asked this. It turns out that the poem is famous. I just need to have the word "wine" in it. Didn't think too much about it."

"If your husband hears you talking like this, he will definitely die of anger." I laughed "puchi", and Ping An also smirked.Although this child has a savage temper, she is very innocent and pure. I smiled and took her hand and asked her: "Ping An, then Princess Huinuan, is it really your second aunt in the future?"

"This..." Pingan hesitated for a moment, saw me looking at her calmly, bit his lips and said, "His Royal Highness King Jing has always had this thought, and he has mentioned it to the emperor. The emperor is considering it, but he has not agreed yet. But this matter It has already spread in the capital, and everyone thinks it will happen when the emperor nods."

"You like to warm up the Princess, don't you?" I smiled, otherwise I wouldn't help her to tease me, "Ping An, don't worry, what I tell you is my truth, and you don't have to be pretentious in the future." On this..."

"No..." Ping An interrupted me hastily, and mumbled, "If you really want to befriend my second uncle, I, I won't object..."

Heh..., I laughed, safe, safe, don't say that I have no intentions for your second uncle, even if I do, I will definitely not share a man with another woman.The love I want is single-minded. My love is very little, and when it's over, it's empty.I don't have extra love to share with others, and I definitely can't tolerate the feelings that others only share with me.I was a failure in my previous life, and I was hurt and hurt by love, but no matter when, I still hold a longing for true love in my heart, hoping to find a confidant who will paint my eyebrows and hair for my whole life.If I still can't pursue it in this life, so what if I play in the world and indulge myself?I am a lonely soul, and I only have a lonely body in this world. I don't know how to change, I don't know how to be flexible. My love is only broken, not complete!

Xiaohong knocked on the door and came in with hangover soup.I took the drink, and said to Ping An: "It's getting late, if you stay any longer, it will be dark, I'm disturbing you at the residence today, I have to go back to the red building."

"Sister is so tired today, so stay overnight at my house." Ji Pingan pulled me back, "It's over there in the red building, just send someone back and tell me."

"Is this appropriate?" I looked up at Xiaohong. In fact, I didn't ask much about the rules of Yihonglou. My reason for staying in Yihonglou is different from other girls. Xiaohong nodded and said, "Miss don't want to It's bumpy, I'll just go back and talk to Mother Yue, and I'll come pick you up tomorrow morning."

I heard her say this, but I didn't insist anymore, I was afraid that I would face Chu Shang again when I went back.Xiaoping bid farewell to Ping'an and went back. Seeing that I was willing to stay, Ping'an said happily: "My sister woke up and hasn't eaten yet. The kitchen is heating food for you. I'll ask them to bring it to you."

When the food was delivered, I asked curiously, "When did those ladies leave? What did you play in the afternoon?"

"Leave after dinner." Ping An said with a smile, "They know someone like my sister, how can they have fun? We'll chat about you in the afternoon. The sisters said that they will all go to Jinxiu tomorrow." Zhuang, buy the little cloth pig you painted for them."

Oh, I'm a legend again.I smiled and said, "Why does the General's Mansion have three meals a day?" I remember that the ancients in my time and space ate two meals a day. Or flea food; the evening eclipse is after the sun dies and before the sun sets, and this period is called Asr time.Because Yihonglou is a brothel, it does not follow the rule of two meals a day. Whenever the guests want to eat, the girl will accompany them, so there are people on duty in the kitchen day and night.Because I don't have to pick up customers, I told Yueniang that I have to prepare three meals a day. People depend on food, and I'm a glutton. If I don't eat lunch, won't I starve to death?But in the garden in the morning, I heard Ji Jingyun said that I would take all the ladies to the flower hall for lunch. Could it be that the rules of the Ji family are different?Or are the rules of Tianzhao Kingdom different?
"Which one serves three meals a day?" Ping An looked at me strangely, "Isn't my sister?"

Oh, it turns out that the folk customs of Tianzhao Kingdom are different from my time and space.I specifically asked Yue Niang to prepare, but it was superfluous.I laughed and said: "The brothel is not guaranteed, you have to eat with the guests when they come."

Listening to me talking about the natural appearance of the brothel, Ping An hesitated for a moment, and said, "Sister, what is the reason why she insists on staying in the red building? You might as well tell my second uncle, we will definitely help you."

I shook my head and said with a smile: "Ping An, I am very grateful that you have such a heart, but this is my own business, and I know how to deal with it myself. Don't bother about it in the future."

Pingan frowned, thought for a while, and said, "Sister, I don't know if I should ask you, the person you love is not my second uncle, but Uncle Yu, right?"

She has seen me flirting with Mr. Yu, so it is only natural to think so in her heart. What's more, I am indeed moved by him, and I am moved by him. Pregnant with my heartbeat, he lost my temper and I was heartbroken. Before I knew it, that man actually occupied such an important place in my heart.It’s just that there is a room in that man’s heart, where countless secrets and thoughts are locked. I am not his key, and I can’t open the door of his heart. I am full of tenderness and affection, and I just end up locking my heart and love. Yu, you let me… I can't bear it.

Lovesickness is like fire, the world is like a thread, and spring always frowns.Treading Qingsha, Xiang Langhou, a thousand words are too embarrassing to say.

Unexpectedly, that friend didn't understand me.Pain, how to deserve it; sorrow, how to deserve it.

I lowered my eyelids, lost in thought.Seeing that I was silent, Ping An knew that I didn't want to answer her question, so she changed the subject obediently: "What did my sister say to Uncle Yu in the morning? When he left, he looked so scary."

"Scary?" I was startled, what did I say?

"Well, pale and pale, as if he has lost his soul." Pingan described, "I even called him a few times, but he ignored me. That man is so mean, didn't he just scold him, and just told me Remember."

What did I say?Isn't he in a bad mood after sending him a poem?Before going to bed, I was obviously fine, before going to bed..., I thought of the drunken remark that the emperor was not as happy as me before going to bed, and I was shocked.

"When did he leave?" I stared at Ping An with a bad feeling in my heart.

"After noon, it seems that my sister left when she fell asleep." Pingan nodded firmly, and said, "That's right, it was my sister who left after she fell asleep, or he sent her to the wing."

Yu, why do you have such a big reaction to my words?Was my previous guess correct?I looked at Ji Pingan, forced a smile and said, "Ping An, this Mr. Yu, who is he?"

"Uncle Yu? He's my second uncle's friend!" Ji Pingan replied straight away.

"I don't mean that, I mean what does Mr. Yu do? Where is his home? What's his name?" I said in a breath, watching Ji Ping'an's reaction closely.

"I..." Ping An frowned, as if no one had ever asked her this question before, she scratched her head and said in embarrassment, "I don't know, I just know that he is the second uncle's friend."

Oh, I laughed.Jipingan, Jipingan, your nerves are really thick, you are not much better than my stupid brother, right?Thinking of being misled by her back then, I almost vomited blood.There was a burst of sadness and joy in my heart, and when I thought that Mr. Yu was very likely to be the son of today, I felt a twinge in my heart.He is the Son of Heaven, the Ninth Five-Year Supreme, and has 72 concubines in the Six Courts of Sangong. With a good result, it is obvious that you have locked your heart and love, why is there still a faint pain in your heart when you think of that man who is as rich as jade?I clutched my chest tightly, Ping An saw that my expression was wrong, and said in surprise: "What's wrong with sister? Are you uncomfortable?"

Forget it, I smiled miserably and comforted Ping An: "It's okay..." Next time I see him, I will tell him the secret I have been holding back for a long time. Once this matter is over, he and I will go our separate ways and never again There will be an intersection.

——2006, September, 9——
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Today’s chapter is rushed out early, because I have to attend the company’s training class at night, so I can’t write it. I have to go to class tomorrow and the day after tomorrow even during the day. I don’t necessarily guarantee that there will be updates. I will try my best to write, and if there is, it will be later. .

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