Wanqingsi

Chapter 42 Drunkenness
I only heard the little princess smiled warmly and said: "The poem is good, and the two sisters commented well. Miss Carmen not only writes poems well, but also writes well. How about starting this round with the girl?"

I looked up at her and saw some interest in her eyes, it seemed that she was quite interested in me.Is it necessary to know yourself and the enemy, so that you can win a hundred battles?I laughed, got up and walked to the desk, picked up the pen, and sipped tea poems?Which one to choose?Without thinking about it carefully, I wrote the word "tea" on my hand, and I didn't realize it was bad until I came back to my senses. Why did I write it in a daze?That Miss Mingyu has been standing by my side, she stopped writing when she saw me write a word, and said with a smile: "Why hasn't the girl thought about it yet?" There was a bit of disapproval in her tone, she must think that I just didn't do it. Is it luck to bump into it?I glanced at her, smiled faintly, then looked at the word "tea", and suddenly remembered Yuan Zhen's "Poem from One to Seven Characters", which just made up for this mistake, and continued to write continuously.

tea,
Fragrant leaves, buds.

Mu Shike, love monk home.

Grinding carved white jade, weaving red yarn.

Chrysanthemum fry yellow core color, the bowl turns to dust flowers.

Invited to accompany Mingyue after night, and ordered Zhaoxia before morning.

The tirelessness of the ancient and modern people is washed away, and it will be boastful to be drunk.

I wrote all the way, and Miss Mingyu read all the way on the side.When the last word was written, when I looked up at her, there was a hint of surprise in her eyes. I smiled faintly, put down the pen, and turned around to sit down.The maid took the poem and put it in a folder, and Mingyu also sat down.A table of people looked at the poem, and there was no sound for a moment. Several girls had different expressions on their faces, including surprise, admiration, appreciation, and incomprehensibility.After a long while, I heard the little princess laughing and saying: "Well, I don't think anyone can compare to the girl's tea tasting poem today, so don't compare this round. I will admit defeat to the girl on their behalf."

"The princess is polite." I picked up the wine glass and took a sip.I have already tried my depth, so I don't need to play anymore?Did the two rounds of fighting poems today really happen on a whim, or were they prepared long ago?I couldn't help but smile, I'm a light drinker, just now I drank a glass, and my face gradually burned a little bit after drinking.At this time, the guitar that Ping An sent for was brought back. I hadn't seen it for a few days, and I still missed it a little.When everyone saw the appearance of the guitar, they were startled. The little princess smiled and said: "Ping An is right, the appearance of this piano is really weird."

I smiled slightly, plucked my fingers on the strings, and started tuning.At this moment, an eighteen or nineteen-year-old boy in Tsing Yi came in, and I looked up, wow, what a cool guy, his facial features are not so beautiful, but he is extremely resolute and stylish. The whole body is full of strength like a cheetah ready to go.Good figure good figure!My eyeballs are about to pop out.But seeing him whispering something in the ear of the little princess, the little princess's expression changed, she stood up gracefully, and said to Pingan: "I'm sorry, sister Ping'an, there is something urgent at my house, my father sent someone to let me Go back, I can't join in the fun at your birthday banquet today, don't blame my sister."

"Sister Huannuan, I see what you said. After all, the urgent matters at home are more important. How can Ping An be so careless." Ping An also stood up and said with a smile, "I'll send my sister out."

"No, you all don't get up, stay here and listen to Miss Carmen's song." The little princess smiled and looked up at me, "Miss Carmen, I can't hear the girl's song when I'm warm today, I will definitely ask the girl next time Get it back."

"The Princess has ruined the daughters of the people." I stood up and blessed.The little princess smiled and said: "Miss is too modest, today I can meet such a talented and elegant girl, I am lucky to recover."

All the people stood up, sent the little princess out of the gazebo, and sat down again.Pingan smiled at me and said, "Sister, what song did you send me today?"

elder sister?Hehe, I laughed.After I gave her the doll, she was polite to me, but she also called "you, you", why are you calling so affectionately now?My eyes fell on the two poems I wrote just now, I smiled knowingly, shook my head, and thought to myself, Senior Bai, Senior Yuan, thank you for your help today.

After I adjusted the sound, I frowned. I didn't know what song to sing for Ping An. The atmosphere here today, those sad and sad people are not good. Looking at the young and frivolous and fast Ma Qingqiu of these young masters and ladies, I remembered a When the song comes, just give it to them. This is the time when teenagers don't know how to feel sad, and it's time for them to go crazy.

No more hesitation at the moment, I stood up, sat on the wooden bench connected to the railing of the gazebo, and pulled out a string of notes. Seeing the sound of the guitar attracting their attention, I laughed and opened my mouth to sing the lyrics.

Red dust is ridiculous, infatuation is the most boring, and everything is fine.

This life is not over, but my heart is no longer disturbed, I just want to exchange for half a lifetime of happiness.

When you wake up, laugh at people, forget everything in your dreams, and sigh that it is too dark.

The next life is unpredictable, love and hate are written off, and I only wish to be happy until I grow old.

No matter how cold the wind is, I don’t want to run away, no matter how beautiful the flowers are, let me sway.

The higher the sky, the smaller the heart, no matter how many cause and effect there are, I get drunk alone.

Cry today and laugh tomorrow, don't ask anyone to understand, be proud.

Singing and dancing, the long night is long without knowing dawn, looking for happiness.

With the strength of alcohol, I sat on the bench with my guitar in my arms and swayed and sang. I remember how envious I was when I watched "Invincible in the East" back then.But seek a confidant to be with you forever, wandering the rivers and lakes.When will I meet a person who is willing to hold my hand, and laugh with me to see the clouds and clouds in the sky, count the raindrops in front of the eaves at dusk, listen to the singing of the hermit in the hustle and bustle, and recall that we were young old face?
Immersed in such thoughts, my heart is drunk and my eyes are drunk.It's just a song, the lingering sound lingers on the beam, and the aftertaste is endless.All the little kids all stared at me with their mouths wide open.Ha... I laughed again, feeling a little dizzy, and ridiculed in my heart, do I really have the talent to be a prostitute?Otherwise, why do you always flirt like this intentionally or unintentionally?
"Good singing." There was applause from outside the gazebo, and I followed the crowd to look back, and saw Ji Jingyun in military uniform and Mr. Yu in white clothes.The two stepped into the pavilion, Ji Pingan rushed up, and said to Ji Jingyun: "Second Uncle, are you going down?"

With a doting smile on Ji Jingyun's face, he patted her head, turned to me and said, "Miss Carmen's song sang the hearts of the world, and it's really not a good word to finish."

"The general is too good." I put down the guitar, stood up and saluted, I couldn't help shaking my body because of the drunkenness, and Ji Jingyun hurriedly supported me: "Miss, be careful."

The eyes of the whole room were fixed on the two of us, especially the group of kid watching the excitement. I withdrew my hand and looked up at Mr. Yu. He looked at me indifferently, with neither joy nor anger on his face.Ji Jingyun also felt a little impolite, withdrew his hand, and said to Pingan out of words: "What are you playing?"

Ping An glanced at me, and said with a smile to Ji Jingyun: "Just now we were composing poems, sister Ruolan asked each sister to compose a drinking poem and a tea tasting poem for me as a birthday present. But the first Sister Carmen had just started the second round, and Sister Huannuan said that Sister Carmen did a good job, and none of us can beat her today, so we didn't let it continue."

"Compose poems?" This time it was Mr. Yu who spoke out. He walked up to the row of thin ropes holding poems, and read them one by one. When he read the song "Ask Liu Nineteen", he turned around and said: Who made the first one?"

Ji Pingan made a face at him and turned away to ignore him.Heh, it seems that he is still angry about causing her to fall into the water that day.Luo Shang'er laughed and said, "This poem was written by Miss Carmen."

Mr. Yu looked back at me meaningfully, pointed to the "One to Seven Character Poems" with the same handwriting as "Question Liu Nineteen" and said: "Then the only pagoda poem here is also written by Miss Carmen? "

"Exactly." This time it was Su Ling who answered him. I saw Ruolan's face turned red, and I gently leaned in front of Ji Pingan and asked, "Ping An, this young master is...?"

"He's a big villain." Ji Pingan didn't save Mr. Yu face at all, and yelled loudly, causing a group of charming girls to cover their mouths and laugh.Young Master Yu stood there with a broken smile, quite embarrassed.Ji Jingyun glanced at Young Master Yu apologetically, and said to Pingan: "What nonsense, the luncheon is ready, you can take all the girls to the flower hall for the banquet first."

Ping An listened to her second uncle very much, nodded and said: "Sisters, let's eat first, and then play." Then he turned and smiled and took my hand: "Sister Carmen, let's go."

This girl, didn't you hear the word "first" in his second uncle's words?I glanced at Mr. Yu, smiled at Pingan: "I drank wine, and I feel a little dizzy now. I'll rest for a while, and you can take the ladies there first."

Hearing what I said, Ping An nodded, "Then sister will rest here for a while, Ping An excuse me."

Seeing them leaving, Ji Jingyun retreated the servants in the pavilion, and then left the pavilion.Mr. Yu sat down on the wooden bench leaning against the railing of the gazebo, resumed his usual demeanor, lazily raised his eyes to see me standing limply against the pillar, and said with a smile: "What are you still standing there for? Can't you find a stool to sit on if you are weak? Come here."

I walked over softly and sat next to him. He pulled me to lean against his chest, and said with a smile, "How many drinks? Is it just like this?"

"One cup." I answered him lazily, rubbing a comfortable position on his body, "Well..., one cup and one sip."

"You don't drink too much." He chuckled and stroked the hair on my forehead, "I didn't expect you to be full of books, and last time you talked badly to my master, saying that you are not a talented woman."

"Writing two poems is a talented woman? The master's requirements for a talented woman are really low." I sneered, there was a faint scent of sandalwood on his body, I took a deep breath greedily, and buried my face in his arms. After half a moment of leisure, I just want to get tired of being in his arms and stay in his warm arms for a longer time.

He chuckled, "Since writing two poems is not considered talented, how about writing three poems?"

"Master makes things difficult for me." I hugged his waist, looked at him with drunken eyes, and acted like a baby.

"It's your gift to me, okay?" He coaxed me softly, his eyes were as bright as stars, rippling with a gentle sweetness like spring water.I felt as if there was a weak electric current passing through my heart, crisp and numb, as if my body was about to turn into water.Bewitched by his gentle eyes, I stretched out my hand to caress his handsome cheeks in a daze, and murmured: "The shameful sun covers the sleeves, and the sad spring is lazy to put on makeup. It is easy to find a priceless treasure, but it is rare to have a lover... ..."

He laughed lightly, and I suddenly came back to my senses, realizing that I had subconsciously recited half of Yu Xuanji's famous sigh, my face burned, and I buried my face in his arms, acting coquettishly: "Master made fun of me... "

I lingered in his arms like a cat, smelling the faint scent of sandalwood on his body, he hugged me tightly, his chin gently rubbed against the top of my head, the scorching breath sprinkled behind my ears, and my face was pressed against his wide Warm chest, feeling the heat penetrate into my skin little by little through the clothes, making my face more and more hot.This man, I like him so much, I like him, I can't resist.I want to lock my heart, I want to lock my love, but when I see him, my heart can't be controlled, and my love can't be controlled by me, what should I do?what to do?
He stretched out his hand and gently brushed away the few strands of hair on my forehead, and sighed quietly: "You girl, for a while, you think about the happy world, and for a while, you think about a leisurely life, and for a while, you are so full of tenderness..." He paused, pampered Carefully rubbing my hair, sighed softly: "What kind of life do you want to live?"

"I want any of them." I looked up at him, chuckled, and said drunkenly, "I am a greedy person, whether it is a happy life or a leisurely life, as long as there is a caring person to accompany me." , is happier than being an emperor."

"Pleasure in the rivers and lakes, a leisurely life, is happier than being an emperor?" He laughed and pinched my face, "You are not an emperor, how do you know that the emperor is not as happy as you?"

"I can imagine it..." I lightly brushed his hand away, and squeezed it in my hand, "The emperor since ancient times, enjoys brocade clothes and delicacies, lives in Qionglou Yuyu, has a noble status and a high status... , They are the sons of heaven, the lords of the Ninth Five-Year Plan, so high above, the world can only worship and look up to..." I hiccupped, my head sank, "But the higher you stand, the fewer people can accompany them, It is rare for them to have true friends, but they have a lot of enemies if they cannot hear the truth. Not to mention stupid emperors, but all emperors who want to be wise emperors have the world in mind, and for the sake of the overall situation, sometimes they have to sacrifice family, love, and friendship... "My mind is getting more and more heavy, "They own the world, but they can't enjoy the family happiness and the love of husband and wife of ordinary people. They have supreme power, but they still have the simple happiness that they long for but can't have..." He Why is my hand getting colder and colder?The alcohol made me unable to think, so I put his hand in my palm, rubbed it gently, warmed it, closed my eyes, and murmured, "No matter how high the status is? It's too cold to be high, the emperor actually He is the loneliest, loneliest, and most pitiful person in the whole world..." My voice weakened, and I was finally defeated by the strength of alcohol, and I snuggled into his arms and fell into a deep sleep.

——2006, September, 9
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