Chapter 232 is punishment

If it was before, if someone said such things to him, he would not hesitate to think that he was a psychopath.

But when it really happened to him, no matter how unbelievable and absurd, at this moment, he still calmly accepted this idea.

When he came to this conclusion, he was not surprised at all, but felt that everything could be explained.

Quan Ye said that he wanted to talk to him alone, so the other three went out.

"Tang, how long are you going to be so confused?" Quan Ye frowned, "I have never seen such a cowardly side of you. Since you already know that Gu Xiang is an illusion, why do you still insist that she exists?"

"Aye, I'll tell you why now, but you still think I'm sick, so just think so, I don't need you to agree with me."

Quan Ye raised his bed a little higher, while he sat at the end of the bed, folded his arms and looked at him leisurely: "Why, give up trying to convince me? It seems that you yourself know how ridiculous what you want to say is. Since You know, don’t you recognize the reality?”

"Because that's the reality," Si Jintang said calmly, "but only I understand this reality. You haven't experienced it, so you don't understand."

Quan Ye didn't believe in evil anymore, so he said, "Tell me, I'd like to hear it, how absurd it is!"

He has already accepted that he has changed to schizophrenia, the big deal is that he just thinks that he is more sick, what else can he do!
If he wanted to listen, Si Jintang really said: "Parallel world, or this world has been refreshed."

Knowing that what he wanted to hear was absurd, Quan Ye still didn't expect it to be so absurd that he laughed.

Si Jintang knew that he didn't believe it, so he ignored him, and just continued: "I tend to combine the two, which is a refreshed parallel world. Because this world doesn't think about it, but I live a life that is almost the same as that world. The days of the trajectory, apart from fragments related to thinking, have hardly changed."

Quan Ye smiled: "If I didn't know that you are a mental patient, I really want to ask how you said these words in a serious manner."

"It's punishment..." Si Jintang closed his eyes and said, "Compared to losing her, coming to a world without her at all, when you think about it, the pain will come in full force. This world without her, You're going to be torn between reality and fiction, and you're going to be driven mad."

He was indeed crazy, but now he is sober again.

He clearly felt the feeling of losing his beloved, and missed him crazily, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't find any clues about her in this world.

There is no trace of her existence here, nor any items that can miss her.

Only by constantly reminding himself can he convince himself that he is not crazy.

"I almost believe it..." Quan Ye smiled angrily, "Such a sincere look."

He wasn't like before, he was anxious to prove something if he didn't believe it, he looked too calm and calm, as if he didn't care whether he believed it or not.

Si Jintang glanced at him and said, "Don't expect me to prove anything, I can't prove it. It was you and me who said it."

There is no need to talk to people outside, he doesn't need other people's sympathy.

Why did he get sympathy and compassion from others when he did something wrong?
Why would he give his thoughts to others?He couldn't figure out why he would do that, he obviously loved her so much.

Although he couldn't figure it out, he didn't make excuses for himself. Thinking about it, it was because of his death that he was thrown into this unthinking world, living like a walking dead for 30 years without a heart.

Quan Ye always said that he has no heart, so he always thinks that way, but now that he thinks about it, his heart is just missing a piece.

Because I didn't think about it.

Now that I think about it, my heart doesn't feel that empty anymore, and my heart is warm.

"..." Quan Ye looked at his friend with an indescribable feeling.

In the next few days, after observation, he became more certain of his thoughts.

He didn't need any sedatives for the next few days. He was as quiet as a mute, hardly speaking, and he didn't make as much noise as before.

He just leans on the hospital bed every day, draws during the day and rests at night.

All the paintings are made by Gu Xiang.

He will also eat when it's time to eat, as if completing a task, he obediently finishes his meal.

He really gave up on persuasion, and didn't seem to need anyone's approval.

how to say……

His state looks like he is more sad than heartbroken.

If he thinks as he said, he thinks that this world has no more to think about, so he has lost his desire for life.

After taking the medicine for a few days, he looked a little sluggish. After a week, his drawing speed was slower, less, and more, he was lying on the bed and looking out of the window.

He occasionally mentions it to him.

"Thinking about it, I really won't come back."

"I really can't see and think about it now."

"Is there any way to return to the previous state, even if it's just false."

If he is really not crazy, he will go crazy if he takes medicine like this every day!

Quan Ye couldn't make up his mind for a while.

Seeing that his condition was getting worse and worse due to the side effects of the drug, and now he looked more like he was possessed by a demon, Quan Ye finally shouted to stop, and knocked the pill from the nurse's hand: "Don't take it!"

The nurse was surprised: "But..."

"If you eat it any more, people will be stupid!" Quan Ye was a little irritable, "It's useless for even good people to eat it!"

He suddenly had an idea, whether Tang is really not sick.

Assuming that what he said is true and he insists that he is not sick, why does he still take medicine obediently?
He could obviously refuse all of this!
But he didn't even say "no" and let them fiddle with him completely.

it looks like...

All this is currently in his plan.

No thoughts, no thoughts, let yourself be in chaos.

He didn't do anything, but made Quan Ye give up his insistence, and he chose to believe him.

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Ruan Xiuya is also in Doctor Gao's office.

"Xiaoye, I heard that you want Jin Tang to stop taking the medicine. Why? Did he die?"

"Tang's situation has gotten worse. I suggest you go home and don't stay here anymore!"

Dr. Gao was stunned: "It's all because of the side effects of the medicine. When it is cured, it will recover after stopping the medicine. You can't give up halfway."

Originally, I thought it would be fine as long as Mrs. Si didn't come to visit, but I didn't expect that the problem turned out to be this young man in the end.

Ruan Xiuya has no idea, she doesn't know what to do.

Dr. Gao continued to persuade: "I know that the family members will not bear it. You are not the first, and you will not be the last. But for the sake of the patient, you really can't leave the hospital. If something goes wrong, no one can be responsible!"

 Recently, some people can’t understand it again. Hey, why don’t you read it when you grow up. I swear that my next article will be simpler. I won’t touch this kind of style in the future. I’m tired_(: з"∠)_
  
 
(End of this chapter)

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