The young lady is getting divorced every day

Chapter 231 He Lived Two Lives

While Ruan Xiuya was talking, she glanced at the bed and was startled: "Jin Tang! Jin Tang, you're awake!"

She rushed towards the hospital bed.

I saw that my precious son's eyes were dull and out of focus at the moment, which looked very distressing.

My son feels sorry for himself. For more than ten years, he hasn't even had a cold, but now he is lying here like a living dead, teaching her how to bear it.

Quan Ye walked to her side and patted her shoulder with one hand: "Auntie, this is not an incurable disease, it will definitely be cured."

"Xiao Ye, what's wrong with Jin Tang? Isn't he awake?" Ruan Xiuya, who had already been frightened to the point of disorientation, turned her head and asked him anxiously, "Why didn't you talk? Did you take too much medicine just now?"

Quan Ye didn't understand anything about medicine, so he looked back at Dr. Gao.

Dr. Gao quickly explained: "We definitely won't mess around with Mrs. Si. It's just because of the sedative."

He hasn't told his family what happened next.

In the treatment of schizophrenia, in addition to psychological counseling, his serious condition must be assisted by drugs.

Tranquilizers came next, and those drugs did have some effect on him afterwards.

If you take it for a long time, there will be some side effects. Family members with weak psychological endurance are not recommended to visit——

For example, Mrs. Si, who was always in agitated mood.

"Then when will he speak?" Madam Si asked nervously.

"Anytime," Dr. Gao replied, "It depends on the patient's own wishes."

Tranquilizers are only used to calm emotionally agitated patients, so that they do not go dumb.

So he doesn't speak now, it's definitely not because of the drug.

Quan Ye couldn't bear to see Ruan Xiuya's appearance, so he said to Si Jintang: "Tang, if you can hear us, if you squeak anyway, Auntie will be frightened."

Si Jintang could hear it.

Unlike on the road before, his world has been restored now, and his vision and hearing are all normal.

When he lost consciousness, he had a lot of dreams, and the dreams that were put together piecemeal were very, very long.

On and off, connect.

At the end of the dream, he heard those ruthless words that made Xiangxiang fall into the abyss, and then the incident was repeated.

The crowd waited for a long time, but they didn't hear him speak, but saw tears slipping from the corners of his eyes. He just kept his eyes open, looking up at the sky without focus.

"Son..." Ruan Xiuya felt distressed and frightened, she grabbed his hand and cried, "Doctor...doctor, please save my son...what's wrong with him...does it hurt somewhere? Jin Tang, Where does it hurt, tell mom."

"Auntie, he is not injured, don't worry." Quan Ye comforted her.

After examination, he did not suffer any trauma.

"I'm just sitting in the car." Si Jintang finally spoke.

"What?" Ruan Xiuya stopped crying, afraid that her voice would overwhelm his.

"I saw me sitting in that car motionless, not knowing what I was waiting for."

As soon as he expressed it like this, Quan Ye understood that he was talking to himself.

Because only he had heard him talk about his dream, this third perspective scene was when he first had that dream.

Dr. Gao and An Baijin immediately took out a pen and paper to record, and then recorded with their mobile phone.

"Then what?" Tsunade asked.

"I felt something was wrong, my heart was beating very fast," he said calmly, "I seemed to know what would happen next, I ran to the car and wanted to tell 'him', get out of the car, don't be in the car Sitting in the car, if you can't catch up, you will regret it!"

When it came to the end, the tone was a little heavier.

"'He' answered the phone, and then I saw Xiangxiang running down. The idiot reacted too slowly, and 'he' got out of the car and stood across the road. I ran over, but passed through Xiangxiang's body, Looking back, she is already lying in a pool of blood, and I can't save her..." Si Jintang said slowly, his eyes were wet, "I can only watch her die in front of me, just like 'him' .”

Listening to what he said, Ruan Xiuya covered her mouth and cried silently.

What did her son do wrong to be tortured like this by that non-existent person.

"Then I understood at that moment," Si Jintang said quietly, "Ah Ye, that was not a dream. That heart-wrenching, unreal feeling must not be a dream. 'He' is me, and I am 'he' , that all happened for real, think about it, you are really dead.”

Quan Ye: "..."

How can a person who does not exist "really die"?
Just when Quan Ye was about to say this, he heard his next sentence: "You are right, the thinking of this period of time does not exist, it is my imagination."

Quan Ye: "?"

He thought about this sentence carefully, and it seemed that something was wrong...

Both Dr. Gao and An Baijin were taken aback. This was the first time they saw a schizophrenic patient recognize the truth so quickly.

After he knew that he had hallucinations, it would definitely be helpful for treatment. As long as he was willing to cooperate with them in the later stage, he would definitely get better soon!

When Ruan Xiuya heard this, she finally smiled: "That's great, as long as you understand..."

Si Jintang continued as if he didn't hear her words: "Actually, I may have realized this a long time ago. I don't want to admit that I really died after thinking about it, so I imagined that she was by my side. Those who are not Dreams are my real memories."

This turning point of his made everyone in the room figure it out for a while, and then they understood.

After going around and around, he still didn't recognize it!
He just changed his cognition. Now he insists that the dream he had was not a dream, but a memory of his real existence. Gu Guxiang was also true, but because she died, he fantasized about her.

He also now knows that Gu Xiang who has been with him during this time is an illusion, but the premise of all this is that he still believes that Gu Xiang really exists.

In short, he was still very ill.

Si Jintang knew that no one standing in this ward would believe what he said, including Quan Ye.

They would definitely think he was sick, still schizophrenic.

But only he himself clearly knows that he is not sick.

Or, maybe he was really sick during this time, but now he is fine.

He has figured it all out!
The scene of thinking about dying in front of him was repeated over and over again, and he watched thinking about dying before his eyes again and again, but he only felt a strong sense of powerlessness and grief.

In the process of her dying again and again, he felt the real pain.

He has a ridiculous idea, and no one will believe him if he tells it.

He lived two lifetimes.

There was thinking in that life, but in this life, thinking disappeared.

(End of this chapter)