write our ending together

Chapter 13 Make Me a Promise

Part1
Qingwan lay on the table, with her fingers on the table, writing stroke by stroke.

There was the sound of footsteps behind her. She looked curiously, thinking that it was Lao Yuan who came up to cook food at a high speed. When she saw the familiar figure, she was stunned, looked at him stupidly, and then stood up from the chair. , walked towards him as if possessed, and stood in front of him, she had to raise her head to see his face clearly.

His black eyes were still as calm as before, unable to see clearly the emotions hidden there.

Qingwan took his hand and shook it coquettishly: "Rusheng, don't be angry, okay? I've come to the door to apologize."

He looked at him without making a sound.

She smirked: "Okay, okay, don't be angry, many brain cells will die if you get angry, it's not worth it, is it?"

Fan Rusheng's answer was to press her directly behind the door, and kissed her croaking mouth fiercely. Qingwan felt that her waist was about to be twisted, but she fell drunk in his kiss My last thought was, is kissing this thing really addictive?
When the two were sitting in the dormitory, she was sitting on Rusheng's lap with her arms around his neck. She asked him, "Didn't you say you were going to tutor? Why did you come back so soon?"

Rusheng looked away, with an unnatural expression on his face. He met Lao Yuan in the cafeteria just now and told him that she was waiting for him here. He didn't know why, so he took a leave of absence from there and went back to the dormitory.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Qingwan said directly: "Let me think about it, is it because we have a good heart? You felt that I was here, so you came back? Or did you not need to be a tutor at all, and you just wanted to anger me?"

Ru Sheng laughed: "Don't be too sentimental."

She glanced at him, sat up straight, and said to him seriously: "Tang Peng and I are just friends, very ordinary friends, and the person I like is you."

Rusheng was startled, then brushed her hair on her forehead with her hand, and said with a light smile: "Song Qingwan, what did you do with it? A girl always tells others that I like you, aren't you ashamed? "

"I used to do it, but now I'm not as young as before, and I didn't grab someone and tell him I like you, because you are Fan Rusheng, you are not someone else, so I tell you every day, let alone I am I really like you, why don't you say it in your heart? It's hard to hold back like that. "

It's a pun, it's not that he can't understand the meaning of her words,
Silence, in the face of her supposition, all he can express is silence.Sometimes I really envy her for being so innocent and unconcerned, she can say what she thinks in her heart, if possible, he hopes that she will be so innocent and worry-free all her life.

Usually people would think that he is cold-tempered, not talkative, and that he sees everything in his eyes and keeps it in his heart.If he is proficient in dealing with everything, then in terms of love, he is walking in the dangerous tropical rainforest at a loss. Every step he takes, he has to keep asking himself in his heart, is it right to walk this way? not right?Will you fall into a trap when you walk over, and will you get lost at the end?It's not that he didn't see the obvious disappointment in her eyes, and it's not that he doesn't understand her intentions, it's just that he doesn't guarantee whether he can do his best to prevent her from being wronged.

Since she came into his life, he had to admit that in front of her, he really became more like a normal person.Her laughter will take away his tiredness of the day, her meals make him feel at home, and every time he kisses her, he always thinks how to make every moment in the future as sweet as it is now .He was greedy for the feeling of being with her, but he couldn't give her any substantive promises, and he couldn't even express the emotion that I fell in love with you.

Part2
Qingwan didn't know what Fan Rusheng was thinking, in her opinion, after seeing so much love and hate in the world, even the wood has wrinkles.Could it be that after dating for so long, Rusheng really doesn't have any feelings for her?
Why did he never say the four words "I like you" to her?

She lowered her eyes, played with his palm, saw a cut mark on it, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"I accidentally hurt it." He explained perfunctorily.

While playing with his palm, she said to him: "Sometimes I really don't feel safe at all. Until now, I feel that the relationship between us is a dream. There will always be a day when I wake up. If I can, I really want to Let me be you for a day, so that I can understand what is on your mind."

Rusheng was silent for a long time, just when she thought it was another disappointment she was used to, he said to her with deep eyes: "Qingwan, give me time."

It's just that she didn't wait for his reply, but she waited for the news that Fan's mother was hospitalized.

Rusheng said that in the past few years, his mother's health has been inconsistent. He often persuaded her to go to the hospital for examination, but she always perfunctory him. He knew that she was saving money. She saved her whole life, but she never treated herself better.

In the next few days, Rusheng became even busier, worrying about Fan's mother's hospitalization expenses, and taking care of her studies at the same time.There is also a vigil at night.Qingwan really couldn't see it, and offered that she could watch for him. At first, he refused to agree, but later Ru Xiao begged next to him, and he reluctantly agreed, but the premise was that they took turns to watch the night.

What she didn't expect was that Ru Xiao still remembered her. When they met for the first time, she asked, "Are you sister Qingwan?"

She thought it was Rusheng who mentioned her in front of her, but later she realized that she was talking about the elder sister who accompanied her and her brother to the theater when she was very young.

In front of the ward, she saw Fan's mother who seemed to have aged overnight.The haggard-looking woman with gray hair hanging in front of her made one's heart ache.

She is a great mother. Without her, there would be no brothers and sisters Fan Rusheng today. In her heart, she has always respected her. What kind of woman is it that has such great courage.

During the day when she was not in class, she would always come to the hospital with the nourishing soup she had prepared. At that time, Ru Sheng was either studying or working part-time.

Mother Fan is very easy to get along with and is very kind. Although at the beginning she was always very polite to tell her not to work so hard, then maybe because Rusheng said something in her ear, she was no longer so polite, every time she saw her It was like seeing her own daughter coming. Every time the patients in the next bed saw her coming, they would always praise her and say, "Your daughter is so filial."

When the two were alone, Mother Fan would often talk about Rusheng's childhood. She said: "Rusheng has been smart and sensible since she was a child, and her academic performance is good. I never worry about it. When I go home, he always cooks. Even Ru Xiao was brought up by him. But Ru Sheng had no friends since he was young. Because our family was poor, most of the parents taught their children not to get close to him. He didn’t mind. Play, maybe this is the case, the relationship between their brothers and sisters is very good. But this is also the reason, his personality is dull, he doesn’t say anything, from junior high school to university, he has been running around for his family, and he never talks about his troubles , I have never seen him bring any friend home in these years. I see it in my eyes and feel pain in my heart. Isn’t a child of his age the most precious period of youth? I have never read a book , The reason he understands is also very simple, Rusheng's world seems to have only black and white sides, one side is himself and the other side is us, he spends too much energy on us, but he never thinks about himself. "

"I have no extravagant expectations in my life. It is the luckiest thing in my life to find two good children, Rusheng and Ruxiao. Maybe you don't know that Rusheng has always been my pride. She is so sensible and reassuring. As for Ru Sheng, I always feel that I owe him. I picked him up and never let him live a good life. Sometimes I often think, if I didn’t pick him up under the bridge that day, maybe his Fate will be different, maybe someone who happens to pass by a rich family and likes children, he doesn’t want to suffer so much. It’s different for Xiao, the luckiest thing for her is to have such a good brother.”

Qingwan comforted her with difficulty: "Auntie, don't say that, Rusheng has nothing, she is lucky to have such a good mother like you, you have to think about it, if you didn't pick her back, maybe that year In winter, he would freeze to death under the bridge, wouldn't he?"

Mother Fan shook her head slowly and smiled: "I can tell that Rusheng really likes you, otherwise he wouldn't have told me not to treat you as an outsider. Xiaowan...promise me to be with you Beside Rusheng, he is a lonely child, even though he never complained, I know he is really lonely."

"Auntie..." Qing Wan was moved.

"I still remember that a few days ago, Rusheng didn't think about anything, couldn't say three words all day, and was absent-minded when he went home. He was rarely in a daze. He was in a daze when he was eating. He would cut his hands all the time. He came home on weekend nights, and I went to his room to find him before going to bed. He looked at the English book on the table without blinking his eyes for a long time. He was my child, and I never I've never seen him so distraught. I was very worried and wanted to ask him what happened, but Moluo told me that Rusheng fell in love with a girl, but that girl seemed to be having an affair with other boys."

"I know Rusheng's character. No matter how much he cares about him, he won't take the initiative to ask. Later, I talked to him and asked him if such a thing really happened. He was silent for a while, nodded and admitted, I That is to say, if you really like her so much, tell others. If you don’t say it, how will others know what you think in your heart? But he told me, “I fell in love with her, it was an accident. What do I want to do in my life, Everything was pre-planned, but she never thought that she would appear halfway. She is a girl who can only be held in the palm of her hand and cared for. It is easy to say love, but it is difficult to do it. The reality is sometimes very cruel I can't be sure that I have enough ability and determination to face her love, and I can't guarantee that I can give her what she wants. I don't want to get caught up in a moment of impulse and passion, which will only hurt her. At present I can't afford her anymore, and I'm not qualified to give her what she wants.'...He is such a real child, he can't do it, he won't boast, only when he is really sure, he will Make a promise."

"I know this request is too much. But... I don't have much time. If it's possible..." Mother Fan whispered, barely audible: "I hope there is someone who can stay by Rusheng's side and give him happiness."

Qingwan was startled, and two familiar figures walked in at the door, and Mother Fan's expression immediately returned to normal.

"Miss Qingwan, you made such a fragrant soup again? My brother and I smelled it from a long distance away."

"Sparse rib soup." Qingwan smiled lightly, stood up, and opened the thermos: "You guys come and try it too, I've made a lot of it."

"I'll do it." Rusheng put down the book and went up to help.

On the side, Ru Xiao was whispering to his mother, "Mom, did you see that brother is so gentle to sister Qingwan."

Part3
When Ru Sheng sent Qing Wan out, Fan's mother was already asleep, and Ru Xiao was watching by her side.

She raised her head and silently looked at his thin profile, the thin face seemed to be thinner again.How can there be such a person, no matter how much he eats, he won't get fat?

Just at the moment when she was in a trance, a pair of hands pulled her back into her embrace forcefully, she let out a cry of surprise, and a car whizzed past her ears.

"When will you stop being so careless?" A weak voice came from above.

She turned pale with fright, and then smiled: "Anyway, you are by my side." Suddenly, she grabbed his hand, looked at the cut marks on his hand seriously, and said, "Rusheng, I know that Auntie and Rusheng Xiao is your responsibility, but you have to promise me and treat yourself well? You see, you have lost a lot of meat in just a few days."

"Hmm..." He stared at her and murmured to himself, "Thank you for the past few days."

"Don't say thank you to me, it sounds so strange."

"Ah."

"I know what you are worried about." She said, "I have seen the burden on you. Although I can't experience it personally, I can assure you that I will not be your burden. And you have seen it too, Auntie and Ru Xiao like me very much, if you miss me, where else can you find a girlfriend as good as me, so Ru Sheng, don't think about it so much, okay?"

"..." In the end, he nodded slightly, "I have wronged you."

She smiled: "No grievance, as long as you are always nice to me, you will not be wronged."

After Fan's mother was discharged from the hospital, Qingwan became a frequent visitor to Fan's family, and even Su Yi often sighed: "You are not married yet, you get along so well with her mother-in-law and sister-in-law, not bad, classmate Song Qingwan , I underestimated you before." Although she felt embarrassed every time, she still felt sweet in her heart, as if she was really the daughter-in-law of the Fan family.

In June, she took the CET-[-] again, and vowed that she would pass it.

During the summer vacation, she called her parents and said that she would not go back because of her work-study program at school. Father Song thought that it would be a good thing for her to go out to exercise more at this age, so she agreed.

The place of her work-study program is a McDonald's near the hospital where Fan Rusheng works. Rusheng will be promoted to senior year next semester. Because of her excellent grades, she was introduced by the school to practice in a municipal hospital. She doesn't want to be separated from him, and she often wants to meet. I found a reason like this, we can go back together after work.

During the summer vacation, she lived in Fan's house and shared a room with Ruxiao.

Ru Xiao is a child with a dual personality. She is very shy when she is with strangers, but she is very relaxed when she is with familiar people. She always calls "sister-in-law" and "sister-in-law" in her ears. Call.

After a long time, Qingwan always, that was probably the most meaningful period of time she spent, commuting home with Rusheng every day, it felt like an old married couple, and when she got home, Mother Fan was ready After dinner, the family enjoyed themselves happily, with simple food and light food, but they were very happy. Many times, when she was lying in bed, she would think that it would be great if time could stop until now, and if there were no accidents, she could always be by his side, forever.

Part4
On this day, Mother Fan took Ru Xiao to church, and if she didn't come back at night, only Ru Sheng and Qing Wan were left at home.Qingwan's heart is excited, and the whole day is full of blood.

After dinner, Rusheng was studying medical books at the desk as usual, and she sat aside and watched him. Since the summer vacation, there was rarely such a peaceful time between them. Although it was only an internship, the hospital had a heavy workload. Rusheng occasionally They have to work overtime at night, and sometimes they don't come back until after twelve o'clock.

It's rare that he doesn't have to work overtime today, she propped her head on one hand, as if she had enough of him.

It is said that a serious man is the most charming. When he is not so serious, she is fascinated to death. What's more, when he is so serious, it is no wonder that the girls in school are so fascinated by him even if they know that he has a girlfriend. As a friend, she couldn't get enough of him all day long.

Love is really a terrifying thing. Once you fall in love with someone, you will become addicted like a drug, and you will get deeper and deeper... Her eyes can no longer be separated from her.

I don't know how long it took, but the person being looked at finally couldn't stand her eyes, turned his head, and frowned: "Are you free to do? Can you stop looking at me?"

"Why? I didn't say anything or do anything. You just don't think I exist."

"But you're bothering me."

"No way!" Her eyes rolled around, "Could it be that you have a ghost in your heart?" She made a gesture and tightened her clothes: "I tell you, even if I like you very much, even if there are only two of us here, you don't Want to mess around."

Ru Sheng couldn't laugh or cry: "Is it you who has a ghost in your heart?" He glanced at the clock on the wall, it was 09:30, "Go take a shower and rest early, or you will stay in bed tomorrow."

"It's so stingy, I can't even look at it more." She muttered, looking rather aggrieved.

He laughed, like comforting a child, and kissed her forehead: "Go quickly."

She was happy, her heart was balanced, and she gave him a kiss, and happily went to take a bath.

Since the last conversation, Rusheng has become more gentle to her than before. Don't look at him being cold and indifferent to others, if he really cares about someone, the tenderness in his eyes can overflow water.

Maybe it was because Le was so confused that Qingwan actually forgot to take a change of clothes, so she ran to the bathroom and took off all her clothes. Going into the water, she wanted to ask Rusheng to take it for her, but she was too embarrassed, she saw a men's shirt on the shelf, it was Rusheng's, she thought about it, reached for it, put it on, and went out of the bathroom , Before he had time to go to the room to change clothes, he ran into Ru Sheng who came out to pour water.

Both of them were taken aback, and when she walked out of the bathroom, the oversized male shirt wrapped her delicate body... Rusheng looked away awkwardly: "Why are you wearing my clothes?"

She smiled naively: "I forgot to take my clothes. Just let me wear them for a day, and sleep in my lover's clothes. It must feel good."

"Whatever you want." Rusheng threw down three words and went to pour water.

Qingwan laughed mischievously, and when she got into the room and changed her pants, Rusheng stood in front of the window holding the quilt, wondering what she was thinking, when she heard the movement, she turned around and looked at her with deep eyes.

She flicked the cuffs that were too long, and smiled sweetly: "It's so big."

Rusheng never knew that a woman after bathing would have such a sexy side, especially when wearing his oversized shirt.His ears felt hot, and he looked away again: "Change my clothes."

"Why?" She was puzzled, and sat down on the bed, "No, I'm going to sleep in your clothes today." Now when she is with him, she will occasionally act like a baby, showing her little woman side, This is what Su Yi taught her, saying that all men like small women, especially the soft and weak types.

She can't show her softness and weakness, and she will still act like a baby if she doesn't occasionally.

Rusheng's throat tightened for a while, "I'm going to take a shower." She almost hid in the bathroom in a panic.

Naturally, Qingwan doesn't know how tempting and criminal she is now, the alluring charm seems to be beckoning to him constantly, come and eat me!Fortunately, Fan Rusheng is not a wolf, otherwise she would have been devoured to the bone.

Part5
After Ru Sheng came out of the shower, she saw Qing Wan lying on the bed with one foot still hanging on the edge of the bed, but she was already sleeping soundly.

He dried his hair, put the towel aside, and looked at her sleeping position, which would roll out of bed in a few minutes.After hesitating for a moment, he bent over and picked her up.The soft body filled his embrace and warmed him. He stared at the sleeping face. He didn't know how many times he wondered how such a creature in the world dared to sleep so peacefully on his bed. She Do you trust him that much?
Forget it, since he met her, he has had nothing to do with her.

Reluctantly, he carried her back to Ru Xiao's room, placed her in the middle of the bed, and was about to straighten up, when she was half asleep and half awake, she murmured, her lips brushed her cheek inadvertently...

He froze for a moment, and wanted to back away in panic, but her neck was hooked by her hands...

When Qingwan opened her eyes in a daze, what she saw was the two people's lips facing each other. They were so close that they could smell each other's breath. Both of them had the fragrance after bathing. Time seemed to freeze suddenly. , can only hear the sound of each other's heartbeat.

Qingwan's face was as red as a ripe crab, and the hot atmosphere continued to spread over her body. She moved uncomfortably, but Rusheng snorted and ordered in a low voice: "Don't move around!"

In the midsummer night, even with the electric fan turned on, Qingwan still felt very hot. I was sweating all over my body after taking a shower, especially the palms, which soaked the sheets.

In this situation, what should happen happened naturally.

It was obvious that reason was not enough, but he still asked her: "Will you regret it?"

These four words completely interrupted the panic in her heart, "No." She put her arms around his neck and offered her fragrant lips.

The jerky movements of both of them proved that neither of them had much experience, until a sharp sting came.It was very painful, but she didn't cry, because he kept looking at her with distressed and pity eyes, kissed her tenderly, and asked in a low voice, "How can I make you feel painless?"

She looked at him, that indifferent and arrogant young man, completely indulged himself in front of her for the first time, she thought, she was happy at this moment, and his world was opened to her from then on.

Part6
The long vacation was over, and the students returned to school one by one. Qingwan and Su Yi had a big hug when they returned to the dormitory. During dinner at night, Su Yi asked curiously, "Why didn't you have dinner with your baby Rusheng today? "

"What kind of baby." Qingwan still insisted: "He is not my baby, he is busy with internship every day."

Su Yi smiled: "Look at your face, you look like an abandoned woman who stays alone in her boudoir, tell me, I stayed at his house for two months during the summer vacation, did anything special happen?"

Qingwan took a mouthful of rice guiltily: "Can there be anything special?"

"Really?" Su Yi glanced at her: "But why do I feel that our Qingwan family is becoming more and more feminine?"

Seeing that Qingwan couldn't hide it, she blushed and said in a low voice, "Is it obvious that something like that happened? What do I have?"

Is the place very wrong? "

"Hey." Su Yi smiled: "I guessed randomly, but I didn't expect it to be accurate. I always heard people say that two couples don't do that kind of thing when they are together, unless the man is abnormal. It seems that you have a very good summer vacation. Happiness?!" She intentionally emphasized the word "lucky".

Qingwan was not shy at this time, she thought for a while and said, "Xiaoyi, can you do me a favor?"

"What are you busy with?"

"Help me be the marriage certifier for Rusheng and me."

Su Yi was taken aback for a moment, then touched her forehead: "Oh, this child is seriously ill."

Qing Wan grabbed her hand and said seriously: "I'm serious."

"Seriously? I think you've gone too far, right? It's fine if you're insane. Could it be that Fan Rusheng is also crazy with you?"

"Yes." She nodded: "He promised me that he would give me a future."

"But it's not like this for the future? Even if you like Fan Rusheng, you should discuss such a big matter with your family, right?"

"If I discuss it with my family, I will definitely not agree." She paused, and after thinking for a long time, she said, "Xiaoyi, to tell you the truth, I always feel uneasy when I am with Rusheng, as if he It's the sand in my hand, the tighter I hold it, the faster it will flow. I can only hold him firmly in this way. And, and, you know that I've been with him... I'm conservative in my thinking, I always wanted to I wanted to keep it until the newlyweds, but he asked me if I would regret it beforehand that day, and my mind was stunned. specifically told me."

Seeing Su Yi staring at her without speaking for a long time, Qingwan picked the poor rice grains in the bowl and said pitifully: "You can call me stupid, but when you fall in love with someone, you will be like me. "

Su Yi has no room for rejection. It's not that she doesn't know that women in love are lunatics, but she has never seen such a lunatic. Even Fan Rusheng, who has always been stable and mature, can follow her crazy.

However, no one can predict such things as feelings. No matter how mature Fan Rusheng is, he is only a boy in his early twenties.What's more, there is a girl beside me who has given without complaint or regret. He is not hard-hearted. He has never said what she did, but he has always remembered it in his heart.

In the end, Su Yi and Cao Zhou went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to serve as witnesses for them both as aunts and uncles.

Afterwards, Su Yi complained more than once, "I'm so cute. It's a shame in my life to pretend to be such an old aunt at the age when flowers bloom." Qing Wan remembered that she was wearing her mother's clothes that day. A pair of huge black-rimmed glasses makes her want to laugh, but what makes her laugh from ear to ear is that she has really become Rusheng's wife.

That night, they opened a room outside for the first time, and she was in his arms, so intimate.From that moment on, the relationship between them was no longer a boyfriend and girlfriend, but a nice name called husband and wife.

Afterwards, he embraced her waist from behind, interlaced his fingers, and the silver-white ring shone brightly, "I can only give you so much now." Ru Sheng said regretfully, "I will make it up to you later."

Qingwan turned around and smoothed his eyebrows, "It's just a formality, I don't care, what I care about is you. Rusheng, as long as I have you by my side, I will be very happy, really."

He touched her cheek and kissed her forehead tenderly.

"Rusheng..." She called him affectionately, hugged him tightly, and buried her face in his chest.

At that moment, she really felt happy, very happy.

(End of this chapter)