Abandoned woman's glory

Chapter 172: Escaping from the World and Asking Love 1
That night, I didn't sleep very well, always struggling between half dream and half awake, opening my eyes, facing the darkness, but closing my eyes, but facing the familiar face in the darkness.

Every dream is him, I can't escape him, but he always escapes me in the dream, even if I stretch out my hand and keep calling his name, I can't catch it, just like when he was stubborn and refused to turn back, Refusing to look at me for the last time.

The interweaving of reality and dream almost makes people collapse.

And the man behind me didn't seem to have slept well, although he didn't move a whole night, but because he was motionless, I could feel the breath blowing on his neck restraining, his body It was very warm, his palm was very warm, but he didn't know what was going on in his heart at this moment.

I don't know how long it has been in chaos, but when I opened my eyes again, the room was already bright.

I knew that Nangong behind me had also woken up, but he didn't move all the time, he wrapped his arms around me so lightly, bursts of body temperature penetrated into my body and melted into my skin.

Both of them knew that the other was awake, but they didn't speak. They remained silent for an unknown amount of time. Finally, a voice rang in their ears.

"Sorry……"

"Why do you say sorry?"

Those hands exerted a little force, protecting my lower abdomen and getting close to his body. I don't know what I can feel in those gentle palms, is there already fetal movement?Or can I feel my despair and pain that night through the existence of this child?

He was silent for a long time before he said, "If I had opened my mouth at Waiting Yueting, would everything be different? Wouldn't all these pains have happened to you?"

I smiled sadly.

"Nangong, you don't have to feel guilty. I think even if you opened your mouth in Daiyue Pavilion back then, all of this would lead to the same end. Sometimes I know that the ending will be painful, but I still have to go through it and face it, because——I just That kind of people."

His hands trembled slightly, and he hugged me even tighter.

After being silent for a while, I asked softly again: "What about you? Are you such a person? Will you face it?"

"I can't," he said in a hoarse voice, "so I've been evading, evading responsibility, and evading my feelings all along."

"..."

In fact, I should have been able to see that in his unrestrained and unrestrained, he always showed a bit of helplessness.He deliberately laughed like that, joked like that, and played like that, in fact, it was a deliberate struggle. He knew that he couldn't get rid of it, but he couldn't let himself just admit defeat like this.

However, the appearance of Nangong Yu and Shui Xunyou defeated everything about him.

After all, he should walk on his own destiny.

"Then are you running away now?"

Hearing my words, his hands loosened from my lower abdomen, and my heart moved. Those hands had already grabbed my thin shoulders, and with a slight force, turned me around to face him.

He met a pair of clear eyes, black and white were so clear that there was no trace of impurities. At this moment, he seemed to be clearer than ever, and more sober and sure than ever.

"I'm not running away, I'm facing my feelings."

"..."

"I'm facing you!"

"..."

"What about you? Xingsi, you are facing me now, but are you facing your own feelings?"

(End of this chapter)