Abandoned woman's glory

Chapter 166
This hug, I don't know what he wants to prove, but for the first time, I feel a kind of reluctance, like cutting bones and cutting flesh.

"Chu Feng, what's the matter with you?" I stretched out my arms to hug him slightly puzzled, and said softly, "Is there something wrong?"

He was silent for a while, and then slowly let me go.

A faint smile: "It's okay, I just want you to be careful."

His smile is very calm and clear, that face is bathed in the rising sun, and even the eyelashes are illuminated with a kind of almost divine light, so handsome that people can't move their eyes, but they dare not look directly at him. .

I looked at him, also crazy.

After a while, I seemed to come back to my senses and said to him, "I'm leaving."

His hand slowly slid down from my shoulder, slid over my fingertips, squeezed it lightly, and said: "Go and come back quickly."

I just remembered this sentence.

Zhao Yebai is indeed a good horse that is hard to find in the Dawan Kingdom of the Western Regions. I rode it on the racecourse once before, and never let go. But this time, I whipped the horse and galloped all the way, and Zhao Yebai turned into a white lightning. Shuttle on the post road, dust everywhere, leaving only one figure.

Fast, must be fast!
As soon as I thought of going back to the palace to get his edict, he would be able to abdicate with peace of mind and live a peaceful life with me. I was anxious and sweet at the same time. Zhao Yebai ran even faster.

It seems that they are chasing happiness.

Thinking about these two days, Chu Feng was by my side like this, which made me feel unreal. I was afraid it was just a dream, and I was afraid that this dream would wake up too early.

But I didn't expect that dreams can also be infected into reality.

Chu Feng is actually willing to give up his royal hegemony for this kind of life, and for me to issue an edict to abdicate, really——

Suddenly, a light flashed in my mind.

wrong!

Chu Feng said that the life like yesterday was what he really wanted, so he decided to abdicate, but since he made the decision only after arriving here, how could he have drawn up the imperial decree in Zhaoye and put it in the imperial study? !
Could it be that he sent me away on purpose? !
My brain buzzed, my hands tightened, I straightened the reins, the jaws of the tiger burst open, Zhao Yebai stood up, and stopped abruptly with a long hiss.

I was riding on horseback, completely dazed, and at this moment, a familiar silhouette appeared on the misty hillside ahead, slowly becoming clearer.

The mist dissipated, and the rider appeared in front of his eyes.

Nangong!

He was riding on horseback, standing on a high slope in front of him, looking down at me, his handsome face was indifferent, without any expression.

Nangong?Why is he here? !
The uneasiness in my heart was even worse. Seeing him slowly riding his horse down the hillside, he slowly walked up to me: "I have been waiting for you for a long time."

"Why, would you know I would come here?"

Instead of answering me, he asked, "Why did you stop suddenly?"

The anxiety in my heart has almost reached its peak at this moment, and I looked at him with wide eyes: "Nangong, what do you know?! Why are you here, what is going to happen, what are you hiding from me!"

As I said the last few words, my hands began to tremble, and I could hardly grasp the reins.

He looked at me, his face was still very calm, after a while, he opened his mouth slowly, but said something that I almost couldn't believe -

"It's the emperor, let me wait for you here."

"Chu Feng, he told you to wait for me?"

"Yes."

"He asked you to wait for me, what are you doing?"

Nangong glanced at me: "Take you back to Zhaoye."

I was also dumbfounded for a moment, shouldn't there be a gap between him and Chu Feng, why did Chu Feng have an intersection with him, why, Chu Feng wanted to lie to me, why did he send me back to Zhaoye?

"You, what the hell are you—"

Nangong didn't wait for me to finish, so he said calmly: "He really understands you. He said that no matter how many illusions he uses, no matter how sweet the lies, he may not be able to deceive you, so he wants me to wait here. You, and then—take you back to the karma."

In an instant, my heart seemed to have fallen into a deep pool. Behind his words, the obvious truth already made me feel a little danger. My heart was trembling. When I spoke again, the voice was almost the same. shattered--

"Why did he lie to me?"

"Because he doesn't want you to send him off for the last time."

Above the head, it seemed that a thunderbolt had exploded.

The rumble was endless, the whole world was turned upside down, and there was chaos in front of my eyes. I couldn't feel or hear anything. When I saw Nangong's face suddenly changed, he flew over from the horse and rushed over with all his strength. When they hugged me, I had lost consciousness and almost fell off the horse.

What is the last leg? !

What do you mean—don't want me to send him off for the last time? !

I was almost going crazy, I grabbed his skirt with all my strength, trembling like a leaf in the wind and rain: "Tell me, what's going on? What do you mean you don't want me to see him off for the last time? Where is he going? What's up with him?!"

Nangong stood in front of me, looked down at me, his face was so pale that he lost his mind, and after a long time, he said softly: "Shangzhuzi——is the antidote to the poison of opportunism."

I couldn't react for a while, and looked at him in a daze—the antidote to the poison of temptation?

The poison of pulling the machine!

That is to say, what the Shangzhu I brought back is to cure the poison of chance, not the poison of Dragon and Tiger Renewing Life Pill!
Nangong's voice continued to ring low and low in his ears, and there seemed to be a kind of helplessness in it: "Once the poison of leading the opportunity is removed, the backlash power of the Dragon and Tiger Renewing Life Pill will naturally be removed, so he woke up, but Over the years, the ailments left by the two types of poison in his body have already dried up his internal organs, and it has surpassed everyone's limit to be able to support it to this day. I think he did it for you—"

Tears filled my eyes all of a sudden, and I looked at him with wide eyes, watching the familiar face slowly distort and become strange in front of my eyes.

Everything is strange.

What happened?what happened? !
My Chu Feng, hasn’t he woke up already, hasn’t he already become my husband well, hasn’t he promised to give me a happy life, why——

"For you, he has persisted until today and has persisted in coming to the imperial mausoleum, but in the past 20 years, his young face will suddenly grow old when he can't hold on, even older than his original age. "

"..."

"Over the years, his body has relied entirely on the poison of the Dragon and Tiger Renewing Life Pill to contend with the poison of Zhuanji, so he is safe and sound. Now that the poison of Zhuanji has been removed, the toxicity of the Dragon and Tiger Resurrection Pill has penetrated into the bone marrow. He—— There may be another chance."

"no no……"

A mournful scream came out of my mouth, I shook my head desperately, my face was as pale as paper, I kept shrinking, shrinking, and murmured: "I don't believe it, I don't believe it, you lie, you lie to me of!"

"Xingsi..." He reached out and grabbed my thin and trembling shoulder, forcing me to look up at him: "Xingsi, listen to me—"

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"I didn't lie to you. He can't survive today."

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"That's why he deliberately dismissed you."

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"This is the only thing he can trust me and entrust to me. So he asked me to stop you here and not let you turn back. He asked me to take you back to Zhaoye and never face the moment when he left you. He I don't want you to see him look old, and I don't want you to see the moment he enters the imperial mausoleum!"

Imperial tomb, imperial tomb!
For a long time, I thought that he opened the imperial tomb for Ling Shaoyang, but now that I think about it, he never answered me from the beginning to the end. It turned out that he opened the imperial tomb for his own sake, to find himself a final home!

What about me, what about me? !Where is my destination, who wants to be buried for him? !

That pair of strong arms hugged me tightly, holding me in his arms, so close, his rapid breathing and violent chest ups and downs seemed to be telling everything, I leaned on his chest, After an unknown amount of time, she slowly raised her head and looked into his eyes.

"Nangong, you knew it from the beginning?"

His eyes flashed.

"From the time I gave you the Shang bead, you already knew about his illness, and you already knew that he couldn't survive."

I stretched out my hand and grabbed his skirt with all my strength, almost crumbling and tearing everything, choked up: "Why didn't you tell me! Why did you lie to me just like him!"

He looked at me with heavy wounds in his eyes, so unbearable, so helpless.

Facing me who was almost collapsed, he never let go, and held me tightly in his arms. After a long time, he said in a low voice: "I can't help but lie to you."

My body trembled slightly.

"Love yourself, persevere and never return." He said this calmly, then looked down at me: "You are so persistent, you want happiness, and you want it so hard, I can't stop it, I can't stop it Lie to you. Even today, when everything is clear, you will blame me and hate me, but if I choose again, I will still lie to you. "

Yes, it is impossible not to lie.

Because from the beginning, there is no turning back, no matter whether we know the truth or not, Chu Feng and I can only get this ending.

I grabbed his skirt, weeping uncontrollably: "Why are you telling me now?"

"Because I know that everything is over. Xingsi, now, you still have a choice."

I opened my eyes wide and looked up at him.

"Although he believes in me, I still decided to betray him. I don't want you to leave eternal regrets, Xingsi—" He reached out, took out something from his chest, and handed it to me: "You decide, Go back, or not go back."

I took it over and saw it was a letter.

The envelope was blank, with nothing on it. When I opened the letterhead inside, there were only four lines of characters on the snow-white paper. The delicate and elegant small seal script seemed to have a faint fragrance of ink, just like that man, who was always handsome and seductive. The cold green plum fragrance makes people nostalgic.

However, these four lines of characters were like needles, piercing into my eyes all of a sudden, the pain was so painful that tears were about to flow out.

My hand trembled, the paper fell from my fingertips, and the verses on it also turned into sand in the mud, covered by dust...

I was born before Qing was born, and I am already old when Qing was born.

I only wish to send the afterlife, and the world will be with you.

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Riding the horse.

I have never run like this before, the wind is whistling in my ears, with the violent breath of a beast, my face is numb with pain, the tears have already been dried, and there are dried holes on my face, as if It will be blown apart by the wind at any time, but at this time, I can't care about anything.

The whip kept being raised high and whipped down, and Zhao Yebai galloped with all his might, almost losing sight of his shadow.

I can't care about anything, only the road ahead, only the fog-shrouded Dongling Mountain, and the upcoming imperial mausoleum!

When they saw me coming back, the guards were all stunned and rushed up one after another.

"Concubine De, please come back!"

"Your Majesty, female relatives are not allowed to enter Dongling, please go back, Your Majesty!"

"Please get off your horse!"

Seeing them blocking in front, my eyes were shattered, I pulled out the horsewhip and slammed it fiercely, only to hear a piercing sound, the horsewhip was swung over their heads, those people were caught off guard, and they all scattered in fright.

I gritted my teeth, pulled the rein vigorously, Zhao Yebai let out a long hiss, and went straight forward from the avenue.

The imperial mausoleum is just ahead!

I heard the rumbling sound of the stone gate opening, I heard the shouts of civil and military officials on both sides of the battle line, I heard someone's mournful cry, I even heard my own heartbeat, as if it would jump out of my chest at any time.

The stone steps in front of me, the horse could no longer go up, I pulled the rein to make Zhao Yebai stop, got off the horse and ran up desperately, the exhaustion of physical strength almost made me lose all my strength, at this moment, I almost He could only use his last bit of effort to run up the long stone steps.

The imperial mausoleum is already in front of my eyes.

At the foot is a wide Shinto path, with a icy chill, and stone beasts carved from marble are lined up on both sides, watching the life and death of the world with cold eyes. , everyone's eyes are all looking at the end of the Shinto.

There was a huge mausoleum with a hole in it. The stone gate was slowly opened, and there were gusts of hollow wind from inside. In the dark tomb, only the ever-burning lamp made of shark fat could be seen, emitting a faint light. In the deep darkness, it seems that it will be swallowed up at any time.

And in the center of the Shinto, slowly walking towards the gate——

Eunuch Yu, he is wearing a python dragon robe and a three-mountain crown on his head. He has never had an upright appearance. In his hand, he is supporting a thin figure. The plain robe makes him stand out even more. , his clothes fluttering, together with his long white hair, slowly flew up in the air.

Chu Feng... Chu Feng...

My eyes were stung by the gray hair, and I yelled: "Chu Feng—!"

The figure trembled slightly and stopped for a moment, but immediately, he walked forward again.

"Chu Feng! Chu Feng!"

I shouted desperately, and ran forward, but at this moment, all the guards around me came up to stop me, and I struggled desperately: "Let me go! Let me go!"

In a hurry, a figure slowly walked in front of me, and when I looked up, it was that stubborn boy with tears still on his young and childish face, but there was deep pain in his tiger eyes, looking at his father's Back, slowly looking at me again.

"Xingsi, why did you come?"

"..."

"Do you know how cruel this is?"

I was taken aback, and my struggling body slowly stopped, looking at Chu Feng in front of me.

His figure became more and more stooped, as if he could no longer bear it. His gray hair was turning white inch by inch at this moment, as if covered by falling snow. Gradually, it was completely white. He walked forward step by step, Every step was so difficult and painful, as if it had come to an end, but there was still more suffering waiting for him.

"Chu Feng..."

I murmured his name, not struggling, not fighting, because I knew that God had abandoned us, and no matter how hard we struggled, it would be in vain.

At this time, Nangong also arrived. He slowly walked behind me, supported my almost broken body, and together with me, watched the figure in front of me slowly walk towards the dark imperial mausoleum, and slowly walked into it. his final destiny.

Seeing that his figure was about to be swallowed by the darkness, I suddenly shouted loudly: "Chu Feng——!"

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"Chu Feng, look back at me!"

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"Look back at me, look at me again, Chu Feng!"

My mournful voice echoed in the forest garden, like countless Xuanyuan Xingsi, she was crying, in pain, begging for the last mercy.

But that man didn't look back.

His shoulders trembled violently, as if he would collapse at any moment. At this moment, he stopped and slowly raised his head. He didn't know whether he was holding back the tears he didn't want to fall, or looking at the endless sky. Maybe only there can accommodate us and our endless sorrow.

Then, I saw him take a long breath, straighten his back, and stride forward.

While walking, he said loudly——

I regret that I didn't bury the green hills early, and the waves steal the name and fill the beans.

Who is a thief and a monk?Selling literature and selling medicine, are you safe?

It will make a hundred years old only increase regret, and travel to Chongquan a little more lenient.

If nothing is accomplished, go empty-handed, and it is difficult for the ancestors to consult and deal with it.

Go empty-handed if nothing is accomplished, is it difficult for the ancestors to ask and deal with it?

My body froze all of a sudden. I stood in the crowd and watched him walk to the tomb. In the dark tomb, there was only one passage left for him. Eunuch Yu supported him. Without looking back, he slowly took a step inside.

Darkness engulfed him in an instant.

There was a muffled rumbling sound, and even the ground trembled slightly. I raised my dull eyes and looked at the stone gate of the mausoleum, which was slowly descending and engulfing his figure, little by little. Point, slowly disappeared in front of my eyes.

Chu Feng...

There was a blank in my mind, it seemed that at this moment, everything was far away from me, and my heart seemed to be locked in that dark mausoleum with him, and since then, I have never seen the light of day...

At this time, all civil and military officials turned to Ling Shaoyu who was standing beside me, knelt down on the ground, and shouted in unison: "Long live my emperor, long live, long live."

The sound shook Jiuxiao.

(End of this chapter)