old love revisited

Chapter 56 Indifferent (1)
"Okay, Dr. Lin, I'll go over now, goodbye."

After finishing the phone call with the appointment doctor, Qu Ranran lowered her head and stared blankly at her lower abdomen.

boy, i'm sorry...

You should be reborn in a happy and warm family, and you should not be so unanticipated.

I can't let you grow up in a sound family, and I know that you will suffer a lot if you follow me. The only thing I can do is pray that you can be reincarnated into a complete family, grow up happily and healthily.

Slowly loosening the pale lips that were biting tightly, Qu Ranran endured the soreness in her heart, took a deep breath, and then got up from the bed.

Qu Ranran packed her things and was about to go out when the door rang.

Not thinking that anyone would come back to her, Qu Ranran opened the door suspiciously.

Unexpectedly, standing outside the door was Li Renjun.

Qu Ranran was stunned for a second, then smiled faintly, "Mr. Li, I didn't expect it to be you."

Li Renjun smiled and asked politely, "Can I go in and sit for a while?"

Qu Ranran nodded slightly.

The two sat on the lounge chairs on the balcony of the room, the warm air was blowing slowly, Li Renjun was holding a cup of Blue Mountain coffee that Qu Ranran had just brewed for him.

Li Renjun took a sip and praised, "I never thought that the coffee you make is so delicious!"

Qu Ranran replied with a smile, "I learned it when I was helping President Ji."

Li Renjun put down his coffee, looked at Qu Ranran, and asked casually, "Second brother, I'm afraid he hasn't drunk the coffee you make, has he?"

When Guan Hao was mentioned, Qu Ranran's expression changed slightly.

Li Renjun pretended not to see, and continued to think to himself, "I knew it, otherwise, because of your skill in brewing coffee, the second brother would be reluctant to let you go!"

Li Renjun is always good at coaxing people, but for Qu Ranran at this moment, these are not her concern anymore, so she changed the subject, "Mr. ?"

Putting away the cynicism on his face, Li Renjun said slowly, "Actually, it's nothing. I just heard about you and my second brother. I happened to be in T City, so I just stopped by to see you."

Qu Ranran asked with a faint smile, "You still consider me a friend?"

Li Renjun was serious, "Of course I consider you a friend! The second brother is the second brother, and I am me. If I want to make friends with you, the second brother can't object."

"Ah……"

"Ran Ran, it's really embarrassing to say it, if I hadn't helped Aunt mess it up at that time, you and the second brother might..."

"It's over, don't talk about it." She has never blamed anyone, and the only one she can blame is herself.Emotional matters are originally a matter between two people. If there is no desire in the heart, even if outsiders help, it is impossible to fall into it head-on.

"Okay, let's not mention the second brother, let's talk about your future plans!"

"I haven't thought about it yet, let's take one step at a time!"

Li Renjun sighed, "If you need help..."

"vomit--"

The sudden nausea made Qu Ranran interrupt what Li Renjun was about to say, and almost immediately, she covered her mouth and rushed to the trash can in the room.

When Li Renjun followed, Qu Ranran's nausea hadn't subsided yet, and she was slapping her chest uncomfortably at the moment.

Li Renjun came to Qu Ranran nervously, and said worriedly, "Ranran, are you okay?"

Qu Ranran covered her mouth and spat out, "I'm fine, I'm going to the bathroom..."

Li Renjun nodded, "Okay."

Not long after Qu Ranran entered the bathroom, Li Renjun followed to the door of the bathroom because he was worried.

He could vaguely hear Qu Ranran's nausea in the bathroom, and Li Renjun couldn't help frowning.

After a few minutes, Qu Ranran came out of the bathroom, saw Li Renjun by the window, and spit out the reason she wanted in her heart, "I'm sorry, maybe something was spoiled."

Li Renjun walked up to Qu Ranran and said with concern, "Go see a doctor if you feel uncomfortable."

"I know."

"Ran Ran, I have other things to do today, I have to go first."

"Okay." It's time to make an appointment with the doctor, and she is thinking about how to get rid of him!

Before leaving, Li Renjun did not forget to turn around and say to Qu Ranran, "When you need help, you can come to me."

Qu Ranran smiled slightly, "Yeah."

Qu Ranran hurried to the hospital.

Led by the nurse into the doctor's office, Qu Ranran apologized and said to the doctor sitting opposite, "I'm sorry, Doctor Lin, I'm late."

Dr. Lin said kindly, "It's okay, I just came back from an operation for a patient."

Qu Ranran couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Dr. Lin asked, "Do you want to take a break? Or..."

Qu Ranran immediately shook her head, "No need, doctor, help me with the operation as soon as possible!"

"Well, I'll do an examination for you first, and we'll do the surgery after the examination."

"it is good."

……

After the examination, the doctor took Qu Ranran's case and the examination report just out and asked, "Have you ever had a miscarriage before?"

"Yes, an accident, but it was several years ago."

The doctor frowned slightly, "Are you sure you don't want this child anymore?"

Seeing the doctor's expression, Qu Ranran asked suspiciously, "Doctor, is there a problem?"

The doctor said slowly, "I just checked for you and found that your uterine wall is thin. You just said that you had a miscarriage. I think it was caused by your last accidental miscarriage, but it's not a big deal. The problem, the problem is that if you have another abortion operation now, I am very worried that this operation will hurt your already fragile uterus again...so I want you to make a decision carefully. "

Qu Ranran slumped on the chair and was silent for a while before asking, "Doctor, if I don't want this child, does it mean that it will be more difficult for me to have children in the future?"

The doctor said truthfully, "That's not to the point of infertility, but abortion is very harmful, and your physique is not good, so I have to worry about possible problems for you. Of course, if you insist on surgery, I will We will try our best to do as little damage as possible.”

Qu Ranran bit her lip and said, "Doctor, I want to think about it."

"Okay, you can take a rest outside first, and then tell me after you think about it."

"Thank you doctor."

Sitting on a chair in the corridor, Qu Ranran covered her belly with her hands again.

She knew what it was like to have a little life conceived inside her...

At first it was as uncomfortable as it is now, but at four or five months, she could feel the baby moving inside, especially at five months, the baby was already moving his hands and feet in her stomach , just like swimming in it, it made her feel extremely satisfied and proud every time.

She really likes children. What should she do if she loses this child and will never have a child again in this life?Even if she hadn't considered starting a new relationship, the thought of such an outcome terrified her.

……

Walking out of the hospital in a daze, before Qu Ranran could go to the side of the road and stop a taxi, a familiar male voice came from behind her.

"You are really pregnant!"

The familiar voice startled Qu Ranran, she turned around abruptly, and suddenly saw Li Renjun two meters away from her.

Her voice was obviously panicked, "Li... President?"

Li Renjun walked up to Qu Ranran, frowned and said, "You have second brother's child, why didn't you tell second brother?"

Qu Ranran tried her best to clarify, "What child, I just came to the hospital to see a doctor because I was not feeling well."

Li Renjun spat out directly, "I saw you enter the gynecology department with my own eyes, and the nurse also said that you came for an abortion."

"Are you following me?" Qu Ranran was shocked.

"I didn't mean to follow you, I just saw you vomit in the hotel just now... A woman once used such a trick to deceive me, so I'm very sensitive to this kind of thing." Li Renjun explained.

Qu Ranran bit her lower lip lightly, "Since you know everything, I have nothing to explain."

Li Renjun said slowly, "My car is over there, can we have a chat in the car?"

Qu Ranran hesitated for a few seconds, and finally walked towards Li Renjun's car.

In the carriage, Li Renjun turned to look at Qu Ranran, and spoke first, "Do you know that you borrowed courage from the sky, and you dare to hide such a big matter from your second brother?"

Qu Ranran remained silent.

Li Renjun said again, "Fortunately, you didn't choose to have an abortion just now, otherwise I would stop it."

Qu Ranran raised her eyes from the silence, looked ahead, and escaped lightly, "Then you must know that the doctor advised me not to have an abortion, which would be very harmful to my body."

"Even if it doesn't cause any harm to your body, you still can't choose to have an abortion. The second brother doesn't know about it yet, so you don't have the right to decide on your own!" Li Renjun said seriously.

Qu Ranran spit out directly, "I never thought of letting him know."

Li Renjun frowned, "He is the father of the child, he has the right to know!"

Qu Ranran asked sternly, "Mr. Li, do you think I still have trouble with Guan Hao because of this child?"

"But……"

Qu Ranran bitterly interrupted what Li Renjun wanted to say, "I have nothing to do with Guan Hao anymore, I don't want to be considered intentional by him because of this child, besides, I just want to live a good life by myself now, and I don't want to be alone anymore. Get involved with people who make me unhappy!"

Li Renjun can clearly feel that Qu Ranran has a deep dislike for Guan Hao, but this dislike does not come from lack of love, but from despair.

Li Renjun sighed, "Once the second brother finds out about this, the consequences will be serious."

"He will never know, as long as you don't tell me." Qu Ranran pleaded.

Li Renjun said worriedly, "You know you can't keep second brother from forever."

Qu Ranran replied calmly, "I've already thought about it, I will go to work in City Y for a period of time, so as not to arouse his suspicion, but also to earn some travel expenses for myself, and I will leave after three months China, go to a place where you will never meet him!"

Li Renjun said, "I can understand your current mood, but no matter how ruthless Second Brother is, he can't let you bear this alone, he must give you an explanation."

Qu Ranran escaped quietly, "Mr. Li, if you really want to help me, just help me hide this matter. No matter where I am in the world in the future, I will silently bless you."

"Ran Ran..."

"Just treat it as me begging you, Mr. Ji, you also said that we are friends..." Qu Ranran pleaded with eyes full of pity.

After some hesitation, Li Renjun finally nodded, "I shouldn't have come to T City."

Three days later, New York.

Li Renjun sat with his legs crossed on the leather sofa in the office of the president of the "Haotian" Group, tapping on the table with his fingers leisurely.

At this time, the secretary followed Guan Hao in from the outside.

"President, those officials are difficult to deal with. I'm afraid you are the only one who will fly to France personally..."

"Just arrange these two days!"

"Okay, let me help you arrange your itinerary."

"Ah."

The secretary leaves.

Guan Hao glanced at Li Renjun who was sitting on the sofa, then walked to the wine cabinet and asked, "Why didn't you say hello to me when you came?"

Li Renjun followed to the wine cabinet, took the 82-year-old Lafite handed over by Guan Hao, sniffed the aroma of the red wine, and sighed, "Second brother, you are the only one who has the money to buy this $10,000+ USD red wine. Come entertain your guests!"

Guan Hao clinked glasses with Li Renjun and asked, "Are you free recently?"

Li Renjun took a sip, and replied seriously, "You know I'm not as busy as you in the jewelry business, and with the incident caused by Brother Ji last time, I finally got some free time, so I came to New York to see Aunt."

Guan Hao responded lightly, "Yes."

"Speaking of Brother Ji...Second Brother, I heard from Zou Ji that you have always admired this biological elder brother. Why did you break his game so easily this time?"

Who would have thought that when both "Li's" and "Tianrun" were facing the problems created by Ji Lingtian, Guan Hao would let Ji Lingtian go into a lawsuit because of the problems in Sophia Company. During the two days when he got the loan from the bank, Ji Lingtian was detained at the police station. After the two companies resolved their difficulties, Ji Lingtian was released from the police station. Unfortunately, it was too late...

Guan Hao glanced at the huge glass curtain wall in the office, and said coldly, "His mind is not on this game at all."

Li Renjun shrugged, "Yes, women can always distract men."

The woman Li Renjun was talking about naturally did not need to be explained clearly, but Guan Hao's eyes changed slightly at this moment.

Li Renjun clinked glasses with Guan Hao, and then asked, "Second brother, when it comes to women, I can't help but want to ask you... You are 34 years old, and Aunt has been anxious to hug his grandson. Find a daughter-in-law for Aunt to carry on the family as soon as possible?"

Guan Hao took a sip of his wine and said coldly, "I have my own measure."

Li Renjun teased tentatively, "Are you still thinking about..."

Guan Hao glanced at Li Renjun, his eyes were cold and dark.

Li Renjun immediately realized the acquaintance, "Pretend I didn't say anything."

……

noon.

Li Renjun came to Guan's house in Shengya Mountain.

Accompanying Mother Guan for lunch, Li Renjun has been chatting with Mother Guan about the trivial things that happened to him recently, but saw that Mother Guan, who has always been enthusiastic, lacks interest and looks absent-minded today.

"Aunt, Aunt..." Li Renjun put down the tableware and yelled twice.

Only then did Guan Mu regain her senses, and said awkwardly, "I'm sorry...what's the matter?"

Li Renjun smiled and said, "What are you thinking, so engrossed?"

A smile appeared on Guan's mother's face, "I saw a daughter of my friend in the past two days. She is very beautiful and well-educated. Her family background is considered to match Guan Hao. I want Guan Hao to chase after that girl..."

Li Renjun looked surprised, "Aunt, don't you want to hug your grandson again?"

Guan's mother was amused by Li Renjun's words, "Guan Hao can't settle down, I don't have a grandson to hug me."

"Aunt, I also asked my second brother this afternoon, and he said he has his own measure."

Guan's mother gave Li Renjun a blank look, "Do you think I can let him play like this? I don't want to wait until I'm too old to walk before hugging my grandson."

Li Renjun chuckled, "Actually, Brother Ji, you should be more anxious..."

Mother Guan sighed helplessly, "My eldest son, I don't know when I can get rid of the knot with him... The last time I met him, he didn't want to talk to me at all, as if it was only for Qu Ranran. Come see me."

"You can't blame Brother Ji, after all, you have been separated from Aunt for more than 20 years, and he needs time to adapt."

"So, I have to solve Guan Hao's problem first, and then think about Ling Tian..."

Li Renjun smiled and said hesitantly, "Aunt, there is actually something I didn't want to tell you, but seeing that you are so anxious to have a grandson, I have to say..."

Guan Mu shrewdly saw Li Renjun's hesitation, and said, "What makes you so reckless?"

"Aunt, Ran Ran has a second brother's child!"

City Y.

Taking the luggage into the apartment room for Qu Ranran who just got off the plane, Ji Lingtian thoughtfully said, "Ranran, I have kept your apartment and cleaned it for you, you will live here tonight .”

Qu Ranran said gratefully, "Thank you, Mr. Ji."

Ji Lingtian put his luggage away and said softly, "Call me Lingtian from now on!"

Qu Ranran smiled, "It's not good, you can't call it that at work."

Ji Lingtian lightly supported Qu Ranran's shoulders, with a smile on his brows, and his tone was still gentle, "Work is work, private is private, don't forget, in the eyes of others, you and I are still unmarried couples."

Not wanting to deliberately create distance, Qu Ranran nodded. "Alright then, Ling Tian." You can also call him this way among friends.

Ji Lingtian explained softly, "Well, you just got off the plane, so you should have a good rest in the apartment in the afternoon, and I'll pick you up for dinner in the evening."

"Thank you."

"I'm leaving first. I still have a meeting in the afternoon. You should rest at home."

"it is good."

Watching Ji Lingtian leave and closing the door, Qu Ranran sighed softly.

Sitting on the sofa in the apartment, she looked around.

It's still exactly the same as when she lived here before, except that Sister Chen is not here now, so she is left alone.

The feeling of loneliness came inexplicably, at this moment, Qu Ranran involuntarily covered her lower abdomen.

I don't know when she started to caress the child when she felt lonely.

It was as if she could feel his company, she seemed lonely, but she was not afraid at all, and she was full of hope for the future because of this little baby in her stomach.

……

"Ling Tian" group.

Ji Lingtian walked towards his office, followed by his assistant.

"Mr. Ji, the old lady has been waiting for you in the office for a long time."

"I see."

Walking into his office, Ji Lingtian noticed Guan Mu sitting on the office sofa with a slightly sad expression at a glance.

Hearing the sound of someone walking in, Guan's mother hurriedly turned her head, with joy on her face, "Ling Tian!"

Ji Lingtian didn't respond to Guan's mother, but sat directly behind the desk with a cold expression, and didn't take the initiative to speak.

Guan Mu's eyes seemed reluctant to take a look away from Ji Lingtian, and walked up to Ji Lingtian kindly, and said lovingly, "I came to China, so I came to see you."

Ji Lingtian tilted his head and lit a cigarette. After puffing out the smoke, he replied contemptuously, "Really?"

Guan's mother tongue said eagerly, "Ling Tian, ​​let's have a meal together!"

Ji Lingtian directly refused, "I don't have time."

"I don't need to take too much of your time, just tonight, okay?"

Raising his eyes and squinting at Guan's mother, Ji Lingtian said coldly, "I don't think you need to hypocritically say that you want to have dinner with me, the purpose of your coming to China is not for me!!"

Mother Guan shook her head.

Ji Lingtian sneered, "Don't you understand? Didn't you come to see Qu Ranran?"

Guan Mu was slightly taken aback. "Ling Tian..."

Ji Lingtian flicked the ashtray in the ashtray, and said with a smile, "Li Renjun told you the news, I thought it would be Guan Hao who came today!"

He was never one to be sketchy and sloppy.

When he was in T city, he had carefully noticed her physical reaction.

He didn't expose it because he knew she didn't want to be known.

Because he was worried, he had been sending people to secretly protect her in T City these days, and at the same time he knew that Li Renjun went to look for her.

Guan's mother explained, "Son, mom doesn't deny that going back to China is related to Qu Ranran, but it's also true that mom is eager to see you, that's why mom flew directly from New York to City Y..."

Ji Lingtian mocked, "Why do you have to play dumb like this? Isn't it because you know that Qu Ranran is in City Y now?"

Mother Guan was stunned, "Qu Ranran is in City Y? No, Mom doesn't know... Son, Mom really just came to see you today."

Ji Lingtian put out the cigarette in his hand, and said coldly, "I don't care if you know that Qu Ranran is here, if you want to see her, there is no way!"

"Ling Tian, ​​Mom didn't mean to hurt her, Mom just wanted to..."

Ji Lingtian frowned and glared at Guan's mother in displeasure, "What are you thinking? Want to persuade her to give birth to the child and give it to you, and then leave China with a large sum of money from you, never to have anything to do with Guan Hao again?"

Being caught by Ji Lingtian, Guan's mother swallowed what she wanted to say, and fell silent.

(End of this chapter)