If you can love like this

Chapter 85

"Who said I was going to hurt her? I love her very much. I found that the person I really love is her. We have so much in common. I fell in love with her the first time I saw her. If it wasn't for her Brother, I may love her more..." Chen Jinsen's expression gradually softened, he folded his arms and raised his head, with a strange tenderness on his face, "She is an angel, sent by God to comfort me Angel, there has never been a woman who has been kind to me like her. During the time she was angry with me, I missed her so much that I almost died. Only then did I realize that I really fell in love with her. As long as Geng Mochi is willing to give her property Transfer to her name, I will treat her well, in fact, I am also fighting for her interests..."

The next day, Chen Jinsen came again. He received a call from Annie just after he arrived. He winked at the subordinates next to him, and someone immediately covered my mouth to prevent Annie from hearing my noise.I didn't struggle much, just pricked up my ears to listen, only to hear Chen Jinsen say: "When is the plane, I will pick you up..."

I just feel that my eyes are dark, Annie is coming to Shenzhen!

In the afternoon, he was even more excited than when he received Annie's call. He told me that Geng Mochi and Qi Shuli would also come to Shenzhen together tomorrow, and he had already agreed to all the conditions.As for the conditions, Chen Jinsen didn't tell me. He only said that Annie flew to Shenzhen at ten o'clock in the morning. After dealing with Geng Mochi tomorrow, he will take Annie to live abroad and never come back.

I asked weakly, "Qi Shuli...is here too?"

"Yeah, it's probably Geng Mochi's rescuers. They are friends. I really don't know." Chen Jinsen sneered, sat on the side of the bed, touched my deadly cold face with his hands and said, "Isn't that more Okay? Let's clean it up together, I deliberately quarreled with me at the auction last time, and I'm going to ask him to settle the debt!"

I gritted my teeth and trembled with anger.

At this moment, Chen Jinsen's cell phone rang sharply.

"What, didn't you receive it?" Chen Jinsen's face changed suddenly while holding the phone, and he bounced off the bed, "Impossible, she just took the flight this morning and arrived at ten o'clock, and it's almost eleven o'clock now , how could it not be there yet?"

I was also surprised, Anne was not picked up?

"You idiots, I'm raising you for nothing, find her for me, even if you search the airport all over, find her for me!" Chen Jinsen loudly reprimanded the men who picked Annie up at the airport, sweating from his forehead, I see Looking at him, I don't know if his nervousness is because he really loves Annie.

"What? I checked, she was on this flight, so why didn't you pick her up? What are you all doing to eat? Find it for me, find it for me. If you can't find it, don't come back. Get out of here..."

Chen Jinsen turned off his phone angrily, walked around the room, looking at the watch on his wrist from time to time, he suddenly found me laughing, immediately found a punching bag, rushed over and grabbed me from the bed, strangled my neck and said: " Do you dare to laugh at me? Just because you dare to laugh at me? Tell you Bai Kaoer, I will make your death ugly, and I will not let anyone blame me!..."

Until the early morning of the next day, there was still no news of Annie. Japan had confirmed that she had boarded the plane, but no one had seen her in Shenzhen. Could it be that she had grown wings and could fly?

Chen Jinsen was so anxious that he didn't dare to call the police because he detained me.How this play will end, my imagination is very limited, although I can't speak, my consciousness is very clear, this play can never be a comedy ending.I wonder why my heart suddenly beats so fast, so chaotically, there is a great panic before the disaster... I was very tired, but I couldn't sleep, maybe the dripping was too fast, which made me upset distracted.I kept my eyes open until dawn, and Chen Jinsen and his subordinates also stayed up all night. Annie's sudden disappearance completely disrupted their plans.

According to the plan, Geng Mochi and Qi Shuli should have arrived in Shenzhen today. At around nine o'clock in the morning, Chen Jinsen's cell phone rang harshly, and everyone in the room pricked up their ears. The call was probably related to Annie.

Sure enough, Annie's crying voice came from the phone, because the voice was so loud that even I heard it, "Keven, it's me, I... was kidnapped by them..."

Like a bolt from the blue, everyone in the room was stunned.

"Who...who kidnapped you? Annie, talk, who kidnapped you?" Chen Jinsen turned pale while holding the phone, and his whole body was shaking. It turned out that he also panicked sometimes.However, it can be seen from this that he still has feelings for Annie.The phone was hung up quickly, and about half an hour later, another call came in from Chen Jinsen's cell phone, "It's me, don't you recognize me?" It seemed to be a man's voice on the phone, and I couldn't hear it clearly, but Chen Jinsen must be Hearing it clearly, his eyes were straightened, and his mouth was open for a long time, unable to speak.

I stared at Chen Jinsen, feeling like my heart was about to burst, I could almost hear the sound of flesh and blood being torn apart, and I had a terrible intuition again, could it be that the person who kidnapped Annie was...

"Qi Shuli! What do you want to do? What do you want to do?"

Chen Jinsen jumped up waving his hands, his entire face was distorted.

"I want to do whatever you want!" This sentence was very clear, I heard it clearly, it was Qi Shuli's voice, "I heard that your girlfriend is a beauty, I haven't seen her before, my subordinates told me , she is as beautiful as an angel, so listen carefully, Cathy is fine, your angel is fine, I just treat each other with courtesy, haha..."

With a bang, the whole world collapsed, and the ears were buzzing, and even Chen Jinsen's thunderous roar could not be heard.I sat up, grabbed my hair with both hands, and let out a heart-piercing scream: "No!..."

Soon, after a period of chaos, the house was empty, and everyone was called by Chen Jinsen to deal with the sudden incident. Even the person guarding me disappeared.Chen Jinsen was not at all worried that I would run away. After several days of hunger strike and physical and mental torture, I was dying, lying motionless on the bed, and except for half-opened eyes and weak breathing, I could not feel any other signs of life.

But I still have the consciousness, how terrible, how cruel, Qi Shuli ordered his subordinates to kidnap Annie, he didn't even know that Chen Jinsen's girlfriend was Annie, let alone that Annie was the Xiaojing he had been looking for for many years... sin, all It's my fault. He has been searching for Xiaojing's whereabouts for many years. He always dreamed of the day when they would meet again. Who would have thought that their meeting would be a kidnapping, the elder brother kidnapping the younger sister!
Tears, at this moment, are the only thing that proves that I still have feelings. My cheeks are full of tears, and my eyes are staring at the ceiling as if they were nailed to death, as if there is something fascinating on it.

In fact, there was nothing on the ceiling, but I saw the faces of many people dangling in front of my eyes, including Geng Mochi, Qi Shuli, Annie...Qi Shuli didn't know that Annie was Xiaojing, so he strangled her neck suddenly, Annie struggled and screamed desperately, but she couldn't scream anymore, she died, hanging motionless on the ceiling, those beautiful eyes like Hepburn stared at me, who was also motionless under the ceiling, with resentment, we four Looking at each other for a long time...

It's over, everything should be over long ago, and I can't find any reason to keep breathing.I saw the IV bottle hanging on the iron frame next to the bed. I pulled it lightly, and the shelf fell down, and the IV bottle fell into pieces. I was surprised that I still had the strength to turn over and lie down beside the bed to pick up the glass shards on the floor. , Before he could feel the pain, warm blood gushed out from his wrist, and the whole world was instantly red.

People are really strange, the closer they are to death, the clearer their consciousness becomes. I can actually hear the ticking sound of blood dripping on the floor, no, there seems to be footsteps, someone talking outside.I really want to open my eyes, but I can’t see them. There is darkness in front of my eyes. I can only hear footsteps getting closer and closer, and finally I come to the bedside... Someone is feeling my pulse and breathing in a panic, and someone seems to be On the phone, the voice was loud, and the tone was anxious and angry: "President Qi, it's not good, Chen Jinsen killed Miss Bai..."

It seems like a century has passed.

"Thank God, you're finally awake." Seeing me open my eyes, Qi Shuli jumped up from the chair beside the bed, rushed to the door and opened it, shouting, "Doctor, she's awake, hurry, hurry, she woke up……"

The doctor gave me a simple examination and said to Qi Shuli: "Mr. Qi, don't worry, she is out of danger, and now she just needs to recuperate and regain her physical strength."

Qi Shuli rushed to the side of the bed, hugged me and rubbed my face, "I was scared to death, I thought you would never wake up again..." But I suddenly pushed him away as if I remembered something, panicked Looking at him intently, he asked, "What about Annie, what did you do to Annie?"

"Which Annie?"

Qi Shuli didn't react for a while.

"The girl you kidnapped, where is she?" I was about to struggle to get out of bed.

Qi Shuli pressed me down, his face suddenly turned pale, "You said... the girl I sent someone to kidnap is called Annie? Geng Mochi's younger sister?"

"It's her! Tell me, where is she?!" I screamed, waving my hands.

"Is she Chen Jinsen's woman?" The muscles on Qi Shuli's face were twitching.I looked at him, and suddenly realized something, grabbed his collar, "What did you do to her? God, what did you do to her?!"

Qi Shuli stared at me, panting heavily.

I growled: "Say, what did you do to her?!"

He was panting heavily, and after a short rest, he replied tremblingly: "There was an accident, the girl was injured, and I'm afraid she will lose her eyesight..."

The world suddenly fell silent.A silence worse than death.

I grabbed his collar and couldn't react at all, he pressed my shoulder, his eyes were red, "I'm sorry, I didn't know she was Chen Jinsen's woman, and I didn't hear Geng Mochi say, I...how could I..."

I murmured to myself dreamily: "Retribution, you really suffered retribution."

"Kaoer, listen to me. Geng Mochi called me and said that you were kidnapped by Chen Jinsen. I was in Singapore at the time, so I rushed to Shenzhen to solve this matter with him. We agreed to split up and he went to talk to Chen Jinsen. Negotiations, I came to dismantle his backstage, learned that his girlfriend was coming to Shenzhen, and kidnapped her without telling Geng Mochi. I originally wanted to help Geng Mochi increase his bargaining chips. Annie, I didn't expect that guy to attack you before the negotiation. I... I heard my subordinate call and say that you were killed, so... I lost control and asked someone to teach that girl a lesson. How could I know that? Helping someone was a bit harsh, and somehow hurt her eyes, I didn't know it was Annie, God..."

"There's one more thing you don't know."

"Wh...what's the matter?"

"Annie, it is Xiao Jing you have been looking for for many years."

Before this winter came, my condition was much better. This was mainly due to Geng Mochi’s company. I have been living with him in the spring of the other side in the water. He hired two nannies to take care of my life. Then he brought his younger sister Baiwei to Xingcheng to live there for a few days.When my sister left, I was able to live a normal life, but my mood was still very low, because Anne, who lived opposite me across the water, I could see her, but she couldn't see me, which made it impossible for me to face her , as soon as I saw her angelic eyes, my heart twisted into a ball.

Annie has recovered her memory.

The sudden darkness made her miraculously retrieve her lost past.

When she learned that it was her brother who caused her blindness, she did not lose control as we feared. On the contrary, she often reached out and touched her brother's teary face, and comforted him in turn: "Don't cry, brother, this is not very good." Okay? I can't see you now, but I can always remember you in the past. How wonderful, everything is the same as before... Although I have forgotten many things in the past these years, I know that in You have never left in my heart, and only I know how unhappy I am. I can’t remember the past, I try my best to recall, the more I recall, the more blurred, and I can remember less and less. I even thought, if one day I can't remember anything, it will be the end of my life...

"For more than ten years, I have abused myself for more than ten years, living like a ghost, always looking forward to someone to save me, I have met many people, but no one can save me, now I know, only you and me Ajie can save me, so you don't have to feel sorry for me now...God is fair, when he gives you one thing, he will definitely take another thing from you, God let me find you, But it made me blind again. Let me live forever in the good memories of the past. I have never enjoyed such tranquility, the tranquility in the dark, and I can no longer see the desolation of the world. In fact, this is also good..."

Qi Shuli hugged Xiaojing and was so choked up that he couldn't speak.

He often talked to her, talking endlessly, the brother and sister seemed to have endless things to say, Qi Shuli tried different ways to make Annie happy, as long as it was what she wanted, he would search all over the city and get it.I know he's making it up.But for some reason, seeing the white-haired Qi Shuli take a plush toy one day, a girl's hairpin the next, and bring a spitz back to tease Annie two days later, I can't hide my sadness.He has been wandering for half his life, now besides me, maybe only Annie makes him feel that there are relatives in this world.

Without the conspiracy and calculations in the mall, Qi Shuli at this time showed a kind of childlike innocence, and showed unreserved love. No matter what kind of person Qi Shuli was in the past, now he is just a blind sister Brother, that's all.I can forgive myself for making so many mistakes, why can't I forgive him?
He was punished enough, like Annie.

I also received enough punishment, such as Mochi.

We have all lost the most precious things in our lives, and this punishment is enough to teach us tolerance.Geng Mochi first knew that it was Qi Shuli who sent someone to blind Annie's eyes, and wanted to kill him at one point. , and didn't bother to go to Qi Shuli to settle accounts.

Later, when my condition got better, I said to Geng Mochi: "Annie is blind, do you think he feels better? This is enough to make him live in pain and guilt all his life. This is the greatest punishment! Besides, if something happens to him Unexpectedly, who will take care of Annie? Are you counting on you? Let everything stop here, we have suffered enough, let him go, in fact, you are letting yourself go..."

Geng Mochi fell into a long silence.

The two had been at loggerheads for a long time, and finally chose to be calm, as if there was still a compromise.Qi Shuli asked me to go back to Geng Mochi's side, and Geng Mochi tacitly allowed him to take care of Annie. The two of them had a tacit understanding. When Qi Shuli came to see me, Geng Mochi would run over to see Annie, and they all naturally staggered. Even if they met, They all just nodded without saying a word.This is already very good, at least there is no previous hostility, especially Qi Shuli, every time he sees his neighbors, he always smiles. At first, Geng Mochi didn't pay much attention to him, but after more times, his attitude became better. Son.

What worried me very much was that Geng Mochi's condition took a turn for the worse as soon as winter entered. Every few days, I would accompany him to the hospital for an examination.The doctor repeatedly asked him to be hospitalized, but he refused, saying, "I can die anywhere, just don't let me die in the hospital."

I couldn't persuade him, so I had to let him go.Every time I come back from the inspection, I have to accompany him for a walk along the Xiangjiang River. The weather was fine and the sun was as warm as March in spring. I sat on a bench by the flowerbed with him and looked at the Xiangjiang River. At that time, the mood was very peaceful.

(End of this chapter)