If you can love like this

Chapter 27

Coming out of the live broadcast room, I saw Lao Cui standing in the corridor with his hands behind his back. His face was drawn like that of Changbai Mountain. I knew that this time the board would be indispensable.Although there have been "accidents" large and small since entering the industry, there has never been such an oolong like this time. The terrible thing is that this is an exclusive interview accepted by Geng Mochi in Hunan. Not only music fans and audiences pay attention to this For the first episode of the show, many media peers are staring at it. I will lose my face, and I will lose the face of the station as well.

I drooped my head and stared at the toes of my shoes, not daring to look at Lao Cui and other supervisors at all.I saw Da Mao standing at the door of the studio, his legs trembling.

"You two, come to my office!" Old Cui gave an order, turned around angrily and left.Then I didn't forget to tell the others, "Apologize to Mr. Geng and send him back to the hotel."

……

This time, Lou Zi made a big mistake. Da Mao and I were severely criticized by Lao Cui for making a serious mistake in our work due to inattention. The situation after that is uncertain.After Lao Cui's training, we held an emergency meeting to deal with possible situations one by one, especially communicating with various media as soon as possible, hoping to suppress this matter.But if the media is able to shut up, how can there be so many listeners in the city and the Internet?So, I'm really at home.

It was already midnight when I returned home from the meeting. When I dragged my exhausted body back to my residence, I didn’t even have the strength to go upstairs.There is no elevator in the old-fashioned apartment. When I climbed up to the fourth floor, I suddenly found a person standing at the door, with his arms crossed, standing upright against the wall.I don't know how long he stood, but he looked more tired than me.

"You, you still don't think I'm troublesome enough, do you?" I staggered, my eyelids drooped, and I didn't have the energy to argue with him at all.Without making a sound, he walked up to me and stretched out his arms to wrap me in his arms.I was angry and wanted to break free, but he hugged me even tighter, whispering in my ear: "Let me hug, just for a while."

The clear smell of the familiar plants on his body is very good, with a kind of deceptive power, my head is even more dizzy, and my anger is like a thread, "Please, you go back first, let me have a good sleep, I am going to die."

"Kaoer, let's stop fighting, okay, I just want to hug you like this." His voice was inexplicably hoarse, "I'm afraid of being alone, I'm afraid of being alone, I'm afraid I won't see you the next morning The sun rises, I'm afraid I won't see you again... You won't understand, every minute and every second is like the end of the world to me, I don't want to waste time arguing, I just want to be with you , even if you don’t do anything, just hug you quietly and feel your existence.”

"Mochi?" I breathed in his arms, thinking it was a dream.He never said that to me even in a dream.I trembled, and finally stretched out my arms to hug him slowly, "You are too tired, go back and rest earlier."

He pressed close to my face, rubbed it, and his voice was soft, low, as if he was dreaming, "I just want to be with you, even if it's a quarrel, it's better than never seeing you. We've been apart for three years, I thought I can live like this forever, but I met you again in Shanghai, and you pulled me back to reality. Sometimes I don’t know whether I am a ghost or a human, and I tell you nonsense during the day, deliberately angering you, I dare to confide my heart at night, but I don’t have the courage to say it in front of you, so I can only look at the mirror in the bathroom, facing the balcony of the bedroom, and think about it until dawn..."

I felt sore in my heart, "Mo Chi, don't do this."

"Just now in the live broadcast room, when you helped me out, I suddenly felt very sad. Those two people have been dead for three years. I thought I would never be sad for this matter again, but when I heard you play that song Only then did I know that we have not come out of that pain, we are still trapped in that tragedy, so I am sad, they can be together when they are dead, why can’t we be together when we are alive ?" He tremblingly kissed my forehead lightly, like a helpless child, his voice almost choked up, "Bai Kaoer, why can't we be together?"

In the morning, I was woken up by the phone next to my bed. It was Ah Qing who informed me that I didn't have to go to work because the station had suspended my job. "Let's talk about it after the news has passed. For the next two days, you should stay at home honestly and don't go anywhere, lest those reporters stay on the spot." A Qing explained everything on the phone one by one, "Last night's incident is still not clear at present. Nothing happened, not even in the newspapers. As for the internet, I’ll have to read it later. Don’t worry, Lao Cui will take care of it. He suspended you to protect you... Well, speaking of this, Mr. Geng It would be fine if he was simply famous in the music industry, but recently the entertainment industry has also been eyeing him. It is said that a female star who has been in the limelight for the past two years just broke up with her boyfriend. The media speculated that a third party was involved. , and this person is guessed to be Mr. Geng, of course I don’t believe it, but when Mr. Geng performed in Beijing last time, the female celebrity not only supported herself, but was also photographed dining with Mr. Geng at the hotel, so be careful Don't appear in public at the same time as Mr. Geng..."

After hanging up the phone, I looked at the ceiling, can't they appear at the same time?But this guy is sleeping on my bed right now, I seemed to be possessed last night, I don't know why...

"It's so noisy, who is calling?" I took him in with good intentions, but he still complained.I said angrily: "It's all your fault, my colleague just called and said I was suspended."

Geng Mochi turned over, sat up topless, and asked sleepily, "Will you be fired then?"

"If things get serious, I can't be sure." I picked up the clothes on the ground and threw them at him angrily, "Put them on quickly, and go back to your hotel. We won't meet again during this time!"

I was suddenly very angry, and after thinking about it, it seemed that I was not only angry about what happened last night.

"What are you doing so early in the morning, can't you talk properly?" I probably forgot that Geng Mochi has always been angry about getting up, no matter how late he wakes up, he always has an unknown anger, so don't mess with him in the morning, otherwise he will be with you It's not over, it's not uncommon to drop things and smash glasses.Sure enough, he was annoyed, and he put on a straight face while putting on his clothes, "Where did the little passion last night go, look at you, you look like a bitch."

I originally wanted to quarrel with him, but when I thought that the neighbor next door might be able to hear me, Ah Qing told me to restrain myself.I had to swallow this breath and pouted my mouth, "I'm not complaining that my job may be gone soon. I'm a woman. I don't have a sugar daddy and I don't want to be a mistress. It's not easy to support myself. You don't understand me at all. , and picking his nose and eyes, woo woo woo..." I was actually registered, and even I was surprised, when did I feel so sad?

Men generally don't want to see a woman's tears, either out of disgust or distress, but Geng Mochi is neither.He would think it was fun, so I was number one, he was happy, he got up out of breath, stood on the edge of the bed, raised my chin condescendingly, shook his head, "Look at you, why are you crying?" Ah, I can support you without a job, but it’s not that I can’t afford it, that’s why I asked if you will be fired, if you are fired..."

"How about it?"

"That's similar to winning the lottery. You can just go to Shanghai with me."

I was so angry that I couldn't speak.

"I said you are such a broken bed, my bones are almost broken." Geng Mochi ignored my dark face, frowned, beat my waist and squeezed my neck, "I'm used to sleeping on soft beds, sleeping here with you Suffer." He walked to the window and opened the curtain with a swish, "Hey, why are there so many reporters downstairs?"

I was startled for a moment, and instinctively rushed over to see, I was fooled, there were no reporters, only two old neighbors were practicing Tai Chi by the flower garden downstairs.I kicked him and took advantage of the topic, "What's the matter, you are so afraid of reporters, did you get some sexy photos taken, you are afraid, and it will damage your glorious image as a musician, right?"

"Don't listen to those people's nonsense, do you take things that are out of reach?"

Turns out he knew what I was referring to.

"What about the picture?"

"It was just a meal with a friend, and it happened to be photographed. I'm still baffled!"

"What about Jinyi? Jinyi is also your friend?" I immediately changed the subject to Jinyi.I admit that I am a narrow-minded person. Some things are kept in my heart, and it is unpleasant not to say them.

Geng Mochi squinted at me, "What do you want to know?"

I shrugged, "Just asking, why are you so sensitive?"

"You are too sensitive, I just..."

"Just what?"

"Forget it, I'm going to take a shower." He walked towards the bathroom and asked me when he reached the door, "Do you want to go together?"

I grabbed a pillow and threw it at it, "Get lost!"

Of course, I don’t believe that Geng Mochi will have anything to do with that female star, because I am also in the media, and making things out of nothing, exaggerating, and chasing rumors are the characteristics of this industry. If the things published in the gossip tabloids are taken seriously, it will be too slandering my IQ .Even if there is something really wrong, it must be the woman who took the initiative. From what I know about Geng Mochi, he is not a lust-oriented person. On the contrary, he has always been indifferent to irrelevant women except for the necessary gentlemanly demeanor.Except for He Jinyi.

But I can't ask too hastily and act too earnestly, otherwise I will be ridiculed by him again.If he wants to say it, he will naturally say it, if he doesn't say it, he won't say it even if you hang him in front of him.

What's more, I can't take care of this right now. Although I don't have to go to class, I am really on pins and needles at home. I am afraid that the live broadcast that night will have a negative impact on his performance.Fortunately, the negative impact can’t be called it, it’s just that I made a name for myself again, because just as Lao Cui expected, several paper media published the accident of the live broadcast that night one after another, not the headlines, but occupied the entertainment The entire page or more than half of the page, the titles are roughly "Famous pianist Geng Mochi's radio interview surprises", "Accident or speculation - Geng Mochi flirts openly with the radio female anchor through the program", "The most sturdy radio live broadcast in history", etc. , not only the paper media, but even some netizens intercepted the audio of the program that night and sent it to local portals and related forums, and then it was quickly reposted by other websites. Ever since, Geng Mochi's sentence "I don't mind if your reputation gets worse" became the latest news. The Internet buzzwords spread wildly.In A Qing's teasing words, "Kao'er, you are born to be a celebrity. You can become famous all over the world without leaving your home."

What's more, a poll was held on a certain forum, "Guess what Geng Mochi and anchor Bai will do after the show that night? Answer A: Go to Fire Palace to eat stinky tofu; Answer B: Geng Mochi go to Bai anchor Xianggui Spend the spring night together; answer C: anchor Bai went to the hotel room where Geng Mochi lived to continue the "interview"; answer D: did nothing, went back to each house and found each mother." As a result, answer B accounted for more than half of the total votes.I have to admit, these netizens are so talented, how could they guess so accurately?
As for Geng Mochi, apart from being busy with performances every day, what he cares most about is, "You haven't been fired yet?"

He just wanted me to be fired, so he could abduct me to Shanghai.

This man's heart is really broken!

As for the domineering president Qi Shuli, he suddenly disappeared for a while, and it is said that he has gone to the United States.Originally, I didn't care where he went, and it was none of my business to go to Mars, but that day he suddenly visited and brought a bunch of gifts, which caught me off guard.Seeing that I was not very enthusiastic, the gentleman explained with a smile: "I can't help it. I can't get through to your mobile phone, so I have to go to the door."

Geng Mochi is to blame for this matter. Before, if Qi Shuli wanted to meet me, he had to make an appointment by phone first. Now, since his number was blocked by Geng Mochi, this gentleman didn't even need a phone call. He just came to the door, making people hard to guard against!

After Qi Shuli entered the door, he asked about his health, and it was difficult for me to issue an order to evict guests, so I had to chatter with him.

"Going home for the Spring Festival?" He asked pleasantly.

I prevaricate, "I don't know, it depends on the duty arrangement of the radio station."

The truth is, I had already promised Geng Mochi to go back to Shanghai with him for the New Year, so I lied to my mother, saying that I would be on duty at the radio station and would not be able to go home during the Spring Festival.My mother knew it well, and scolded me that I no longer had parents in my eyes, and regardless of my own reputation, I would suffer big losses sooner or later if I fooled around with "that man".Doesn't my kind mother know that her daughter has long regarded fame as a floating cloud?Of course, the reputation of "that man" is not much better. Birds of a feather flock together. There is no way around it.

Hearing what I said, Qi Shuli thought for a while, and seemed to be pondering his words, "If you don't go home, how about I spend the New Year with you here? Anyway, I'm alone, we can be a companion..."

"Aren't you going home to celebrate the New Year with your mother?"

Qi Shuli hesitated for a moment, smiled, spread his hands and said, "My mother, you know, I'm not used to getting along with her anymore, in my feeling, you are more like my relatives."

"Because I'm like your little Jing?" I said coldly.

Qi Shuli obviously didn't expect me to say that. He stared at me for a long time and sighed, "You are overthinking, Kao'er. Do you need so many reasons to be with you? Celebrating the New Year with you, feeling like Ajie There is not much difference in celebrating the New Year together, of course, if you find it inconvenient, I will not force it, anyway, I have lived alone for so many years, I am used to it.”

"Thanks, my boyfriend will accompany me."

He was slightly startled, with that squinting expression again, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Kaoer, you don't need to be like this, I'm not a scourge that will eat you, it's meaningless for you to use him as a shield."

"Then what do you think is meaningful?"

"Kao'er, it's meaningless to go your own way knowing that there will be no results. It's just giving your feelings in vain! Maybe you don't like what I say, but it's the truth. Love without blessing will only bring you bad luck!"

I immediately turned my face, "Qi Shuli, why do you say that?"

"It's not what I said, it's because you don't want to face this reality. Don't you know who his wife is? What happened to Ajie and his wife? What's the point of being with him? Kao'er, I I know that Ajie is sorry for you, and our Qi family is sorry for you, so I want to do everything possible to make up for you..."

"Qi Shuli!" I interrupted him, and stood up abruptly, "Who cares about your compensation, no one can make up for the harm Qi Shujie has done to me, who I'm with has nothing to do with you or your Qi family! Don't pretend Passionate!"

Qi Shuli also stood up from the sofa at this moment, looking straight at me, with a threatening manner, "Even if Ajie does not do the right thing, he is already dead, and the dead are the worst. You can hate him, but you can't let him be blinded." Shame, don't embarrass our Qi family!"

"What, embarrass him?"

"Yes! You are humiliating him by being with Geng Mochi!"

I widened my eyes and shouted loudly: "He is dead, do you want me to be buried with him for the rest of his life? He is obviously sorry for me, why should I spend the rest of his life?"

"NO, you misunderstood, I have no objection to your remarrying, I have no objection to you marrying anyone, even if you marry a street gangster, no one will interfere with you, but you want to be with Geng Mochi, Sorry, I don't want that So tolerant!"

He finally showed his true face, I looked at him like an alien, and laughed to myself, "You are really interesting, why should I ask you to be tolerant, who do you think you are, are you God? Our destiny Want you to dominate? A joke, what a big joke!"

"You don't need to be so excited. Since we have already opened up the conversation, I don't have to hide it. I can tell you very clearly that as long as you are with him, I guarantee that he will not have a good time. I believe Ajie Quanxia must not accept it, you will be cursed! What is the end result of this kind of love, you can try..."

I was so angry that I was almost out of breath, I pointed at the door, "Get out!"

I didn't say leave, I was already very polite.

(End of this chapter)