If you can love like this

Chapter 26

For three years, we have loved each other and hurt each other. We can't see the direction and can't find the way out.

When Qi Shuli learned that I was lost in the mountains and almost fed the wild animals, he gasped, "Why didn't you call me?"

"I lost my phone," I said.

At that time, I was in the outpatient building of the hospital. I signed up for the dermatology department and was about to go upstairs. The area where I was bitten by mosquitoes showed signs of inflammation because I scratched the skin. It was originally agreed that Geng Mochi would accompany me to the hospital to see the dermatology department, but he I'll go alone if I have something to do.Thank goodness, I went alone, because the Yuanjia Road is narrow, I just ran into Qi Shuli in the hospital, and I heard him say that he was going to invest in building a complex, and I came here today for inspection.We were talking at the elevator entrance in the lobby on the first floor.

"How did you come up with the idea of ​​investing in the hospital?" I had nothing to say.

He looked at me with a gentle smile, "I don't invest in the hospital, how could I meet you here?"

I rolled my eyes at him, pretending to be unhappy.

He was also savvy, and he accepted it when he saw it, so he asked me why I came to the hospital suddenly.After listening to me talking about the danger in Qingquan Town, he was glad that I escaped danger, but at the same time he was quite disapproving of the Geng Mochi hero saving the beauty, "I wouldn't have to search for ten hours if I changed it." Knowing that I lost my phone, he said He said, "No wonder Geng Mochi answered your call that morning. I'll give you a new phone later."

I thought he was just talking casually, but I didn’t expect him to ask someone to deliver his mobile phone to my door the next day. It was the latest iPhone, and Milan collected it for me. Naturally, his face was not very good-looking, and he said a few words that were not right. If I listened, I also hit back at her politely, and the two of them had a very unpleasant fight.When I got home from the show that night, I saw Milan packing her luggage as soon as I entered the door. It seemed that she was really going to move out. "Milan, must it be like this?" I felt a little regretful and wanted to keep her.

"Should have moved out a long time ago," Milan said without looking at me, busy stuffing a maroon coat into the suitcase, "I'm sorry to bother you for so long."

"Milan, I think..."

"Don't say anything, okay?" She raised her head, the cold firmness in her eyes made her heart tremble, "Everyone has his own way, and you and I are not on the same road at all. I think You may not be able to see what you want, and I may not like what you want, so let’s go our own way, maybe you will finally get what you want, and I may not be unable to get what I want.”

I opened my mouth and couldn't speak. At that moment, I knew that nothing I said would help.I never knew that Milan had such a deep gap with me. I always thought that she was a heartless, simple and happy person, but I didn't expect that she had already kicked me to her opposite.When did this happen?Ten years of friendship!
"Good luck!"

These were the last words Milan threw to me when I left the house.

I looked at the back of her resolutely leaving, and suddenly felt that I was a failure in life, and I couldn't keep anything, marriage, love, friendship... until now, what is left of me?I was so sad and sad that I didn't eat dinner.When Yingzhi called me, I was curled up on the sofa, and she said that she had agreed to move in with Milan.

"Kao'er," she said suddenly after saying a lot of comforting words, "Why do I have a bad feeling, I always feel that you and Milan... well, how should I put it, I just feel very bad, I'm afraid you are... ..."

"Is it over?"

"I'm afraid it's worse than that."

I'm speechless, what's worse, can it be worse than now?

The next day Geng Mochi invited me to dinner and said he had a gift for me.Immediately, my mood improved a lot. I tried not to think about Milan, but it was useless. Anyway, things are already like this.

After we met, I was about to ask Geng Mochi what gift he gave me, but he caught a glimpse of the new mobile phone in my hand.

When I first entered the door, I took it out to check the time, but I didn't have time to put it back in the bag.

"Did you buy a mobile phone?" He frowned.

"Uh……"

I thought it was too late to hide the phone, so he stretched out his hand, "Show me."

No way, I had to hand him the phone.

He took the phone and tapped on the screen seemingly casually, and then his face collapsed, and I suddenly became uneasy, Qi Shuli didn't hide a bomb in the phone, right?
Sure enough, Geng Mochi showed me the opened address book, "How do you explain this?"

I leaned forward to take a look, and suddenly my eyes turned black. There was only one person's phone number saved in the address book, and that person was Qi Shuli.I originally planned to return the phone to him after I took it, so I didn't look inside at all. I didn't expect this bastard to be so narcissistic. He saved his phone number in it without saying hello. I deliberately saved it as a "tree gift", lest others would not know how close I am.

Geng Mochi looked at me with a dark face, "Tell me, how do you explain it?"

I looked aggrieved, and said weakly: "You misunderstood, I didn't buy this phone, he gave it to me, I'm going to return it to him, it's not too late..."

Geng Mochi obviously didn't trust him, but maybe he had learned a lesson from the previous quarrel at Sunset Villa. He didn't turn his face immediately, but just threw the phone on the table, and then took out a new phone from a paper bag with him , "Here, use this!"

I suddenly realized that this was a gift from him.

I picked up the phone, "Thank you."

Unexpectedly, he took the phone back from my hand and manipulated the screen skillfully.I could see very clearly that he had blacklisted Qi Shuli's number, and I clicked my tongue in my heart, this man is not a cheap man!

Well, I deliberately saved his number as "I love him" in front of his face just to please him.Geng Mochi pretended not to notice, but his complexion obviously improved a lot, and he ordered a table of dishes, all of which were my favorite.

Men are actually quite coaxable.

As for the mobile phone Qi Shuli gave me, I mailed it back to him later.After Geng Mochi blacklisted his number, he couldn't get through to my cell phone, so he called me at home in the middle of the night. He first asked why I couldn't get through, and then asked me why I returned the phone to him. I had to tell the truth.After hearing the reason, he froze on the other end of the phone for a moment, then heheed twice, without saying anything.I don't think he can say anything, after all, he also knows the relationship between me and Geng Mochi, no man would be happy that another man gave his girlfriend a mobile phone, and still saved the other party's number in the mobile phone.

I think it's good to clarify this matter, I hope that Qi Shuli will retreat and stop causing trouble for me.Geng Mochi is not easy to mess with. If he gets upset, he will take his anger out on me first. I really can't afford to mess with this gentleman!Fortunately, he finally agreed to do a program on the radio station. I tried all kinds of tricks, called him, invited him to dinner, and put a tall hat on him, which can be measured from the earth to the moon.Although he agreed very reluctantly, he finally agreed, and reminded me, "This is not an example."

When a famous person arrives, the stage will naturally receive the highest standard of reception, and my relationship with him is already an open secret (Ah Qing undoubtedly contributed a lot), so everyone looks at me strangely, one by one. Wrinkling eyebrows and smiling so weirdly, I just pretended not to see it.Geng Mochi is really a bad guy. He used to keep a certain distance from me when we were in a good relationship, and rarely had intimate behaviors with me in public, but now in front of my colleagues, he sometimes hugs my shoulders and hugs me. waist, as if afraid that others would not know that I had an affair with him, the most unbearable thing was the eye wave, which seemed drowned to death by others, but I got goose bumps all over my body.

When I entered the live broadcast room, I seized an opportunity and whispered to him: "Please don't look at me like that, I can't stand it."

Geng Mochi leaned close to my ear and replied: "This is unbearable, what should we do at night?"

I gave him a sideways glance. If I hadn't been in full view, I would have kicked him. This guy has intentions!

"Is the communication ready? The live broadcast will start soon." The director Da Mao reminded us with a headset in the studio.There is only a glass window between the director room and the live broadcast room, and they can see our every move here. Obviously, our appearance just now was misunderstood by them as whispers between lovers.I gestured that it was time to start.

The first is the advertisement before the show. I took advantage of this time to tell him: "Please cooperate and don't make me look bad."

"Of course, how could I miss such a good opportunity?" He made a pun, and before I had time to delve into the meaning of his words, the show had already begun.At the beginning, he really cooperated very well, greeting the audience and greeting me very decently.After all, he is a person who has seen the world, and dealing with this kind of interview is simply a child's play for him. No matter how tricky the questions I ask, he can always save the day without showing any signs of scruples. What is most impressive is that he seems to have questions. You must answer, but in fact, you didn't answer anything, and you couldn't find any flaws.

Well, I admit that the one sitting next to me is a superstar, even if it is only through the sound, his charm is still stirring in the night sky of the city with the radio waves turning into electric currents, so in the audience question session later, a large group of nympho fans competed. Xiang called the hotline, because they were too excited, the listeners who connected to the hotline were basically incoherent, but there was one who was very calm and asked a very sharp question: "Hello, Mr. Geng, I have always been your loyal music fan, what I want to ask Since the death of your wife, Ms. Yesha, why have you not released any new works? Is it because the loss of a creative partner like your wife has affected your artistic career? When you lose your love and business partner, how much do you want to interpret the LOVE series? What new understanding will there be? Please answer, thank you."

Cold sweat dripping from my back...

I scolded Da Mao in my heart, how could I get such a call, but I can't blame him, because this kind of hotline calls are all random, and it is hard to control.I subconsciously looked at Geng Mochi next to me. Unexpectedly, his expression was very calm, without the slightest emotion fluctuation.He pondered for a moment, then replied: "Thank you for this friend's question. I think I should explain that my artistic career has nothing to do with whether there are new works published. I am a pianist, not a composer. As for My wife, I'm sorry, it's not convenient to talk about my private topics here."

"Then I have another question. I heard that the LOVE series was not created by Ms. Yesha. The real creator is someone else. Is this true?"

I hurriedly said: "My audience, I'm sorry, please don't talk about a dead person here. I'm sorry, because of time constraints, today's hotline is over. Now, listeners, please listen to Mr. Geng Mochi's most popular song The popular LOVE theme song." After speaking, I quickly inserted the prepared music without any pause, and the quick response even surprised me.When the music was slowly flowing to every corner of the city through the radio waves, I narrated: "Love is the eternal theme in this world. Whether it is the living or the dead, the spirit will never die. Love will never die. I dedicate this song to everyone in my heart." And dear ones, thank you."

In fact, I don't know why I made such a move afterwards, it was completely out of instinct.Yes, I hate those two people, and of course I will never forget that if it wasn’t for them, I wouldn’t have endured such shame and pain, but they are already dead, no matter how the living accuse them, they can’t hear it, it’s meaningless, and they can’t bear it. No morals.

The live broadcast room was so quiet that only the music remained.

Da Mao and the others were all stupid in the director's studio, because it's not even time for the music break.Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Geng Mochi sitting on the side concentrating on meditation, when a beam of light came down from above his head, making his side face look like a statue with a dreamlike light, which is dazzling .It's just that the way he frowns makes people feel very uncomfortable. I know that he has never accepted public media interviews before this, especially such live interviews are unique.He is not afraid of facing the pain, but he is afraid of exposing the pain to the public.I suddenly blamed myself.

I reached out from under the live broadcast and shook him, and asked in a low voice, "Are you okay?"

He shook his head, "It's okay."

"Sorry……"

"It's okay." He turned his face to look at me with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Thank you."

I was a little dazed for a while, not understanding what he was thanking me for, "It will be over in 10 minutes, please bear with me a little longer, and I will invite you to eat stinky tofu at the Fire Palace after the show ends." I felt like I was coaxing a child.

He laughed out loud, "Do you want to dismiss me after a meal of stinky tofu?"

"Then what do you want?"

He leaned close to my ear, "You know exactly what I want." My face became hot immediately, the live broadcast room was transparent, and everyone was watching from outside, so I coughed lightly, "Stop making trouble, everyone else is watching."

"Just look at it. Actually, I really like sitting here. It feels like there are only two of us left in this world."

"Can you be more serious?"

"You know I'm not serious, especially in front of you."

"So my reputation is all in your hands."

"I don't mind making your reputation worse, so that you are worthy of me."

"Remind you, this is a show."

"Others can't hear it, didn't you turn off the microphone?"

"..."

I'm stupid, I, did I turn off the mic?I tremblingly looked at the equipment on the live broadcast platform, and suddenly it was like a thunderbolt. The equipment of the live broadcast host was still flashing the signal light, and Da Mao did not cut off our signal to insert advertisements, which means that our conversation just now was complete. All passed through the airwaves!

I hastily pulled off the headset, and shouted at Da Mao in the studio: "Da Mao, you are dead!" Da Mao reacted and quickly cut into the commercial.I jumped up and rushed out of the live broadcast room, and I was about to settle accounts with Da Mao, but Da Mao was so frightened that he hurriedly slipped to the side door.Ah Qing grabbed me, "Kao'er, the show isn't over yet, calm down..."

"Da Mao, you dead pig, where did your soul go? I didn't turn off the microphone and you didn't know to remind me. Look, I didn't peel your skin today!" I was so angry that I lost face to my grandma's house , if it wasn't for Lao Cui who rushed over after hearing the sound, the scene would have been so chaotic.Old Cui reprimanded sharply: "Bai Kao'er, finish the show first!"

Lao Cui was also an announcer, and I was shocked by that loud voice. I stared at him blankly, and then realized that the show was not over yet, and now it was commercial time.This time I got into trouble, and then I turned my head to watch the live broadcast room. The guest Mr. Geng Mochi, whom we had worked so hard to invite, was just watching the fun outside as if nothing had happened, as if this matter had nothing to do with him at all.

I walked in with a sullen face, when the advertisement had just ended.

I put on the headset and continued to say in a perverted soft voice: "Okay, now let's go back to the program time, we just got through the hotline of some listeners and friends, and everyone interacted enthusiastically with Mr. Geng, thank you very much Mr. Geng. "

God knows how convulsive it is for this "teacher" to come out of my mouth, this bastard is also worthy of being a teacher?I was really unlucky for eight lifetimes when I met him. I don't even know how to finish the show, I have no memory at all.After finishing the program, I weakly asked Ah Qing: "How big is the coverage of our radio station?"

Ah Qing looked at me full of sympathy, and answered two words: "The whole province."

I went limp and almost collapsed.Aqing added: "And this program has the highest audience rating on our station, higher than other programs from other friendly stations at the same time."

Okay, this is really good. People in the whole province are fortunate to listen to the live broadcast of the famous pianist Geng Mochi molesting the hostess in the show. Do I want to be so bad? I just jump off the radio and television building!

(End of this chapter)