God is finally with me

Chapter 678 Unforgettable [7 more]

If she hadn't changed her mind back then, what would they be like now.

It's just that if there is no if, in his memory now, those good memories seem to be things from a few lifetimes ago, and those bad memories are also like things in the previous life.

Now, he doesn't want to start anything with her, even if he has no hatred in his heart.

Miyagi looked at Meng Xiyan tonight, and at the same time wondered whether she wanted to start over.

Doesn't letting go of the past mean starting over?

However, he didn't want to, even if Meng Xiyan went back to the past and became the original Meng Xiyan, he still didn't want to.

Later, Meng Xiyan talked about the happy things they used to do, about Miyagi helping her with her homework, about Miyagi taking her for a ride on a bicycle.

Miyagi doesn't remember some things, but Meng Xiyan still remembers them.

Looking at Meng Xiyan who spoke with gusto, Miyagi said with a smile: "So you still remember all these things."

"How can you not remember what happened in the past!"

"Then do you remember early morning?"

Miyagi suddenly mentioned early morning, which made Meng Xiyan stunned. The expression on her face was a little embarrassed. In the past few years, she thought that early morning was rarely, very rarely, so rare that she almost forgot about him. In her life, there was another morning.

So, she smiled and said, "He never belonged to me. Being with Chen Chen is completely different from being with you."

Meng Xiyan frowned as she spoke, and she couldn't help but frowned. She said inexplicably, "When you are with Chen Chen, the feeling he gives is that he is standing next to you, but you feel that he is so far away and doesn't belong to you." , every time I go to accommodate him and please him, even if we separated later, I can't remember what kind of memories we have together, maybe it's because the purpose is not pure, so it's not unforgettable!"

Three years ago, Meng Xiyan would never have imagined that one day, she would say that Qingchen was not unforgettable.

But the fact is that, after she left the early morning, she didn't think of him many times, instead she thought of Miyagi more, and of course, hated him more.

Listening to Meng Xiyan's explanation, Miyagi felt more and more that she wanted to reconcile with him, so he didn't bother to answer her words.

Regarding the past between him and Meng Xiyan, Miyagi has emotion, but he doesn't want to express any emotion like Meng Xiyan, because for him, it's all in the past.

"Pfft!" Meng Xiyan looked at the silent Miyagi and smiled.

After laughing, she said, "Don't worry! Today is really just a farewell ceremony, I won't pester you, and you don't need to be afraid."

Meng Xiyan saw Miyagi's worry, and she was not angry, she just smiled and explained to him clearly.

Listening to Meng Xiyan's explanation, Miyagi smiled embarrassingly, it turned out that he was thinking too much.

Looking at Meng Xiyan's calm smile, it seemed that he was a little cautious.

Meng Xiyan looked at the embarrassment on Miyagi's face, and said with a smile, "Come dance with me! The last one."

Meng Xiyan was afraid that Miyagi would reject her, so she deliberately said the last one. When she was in the alley of her house that day, she knew that everything was coming to an end, and everything was hopeless.

Sure enough, Miyagi listened to Meng Xiyan's last one and did not reject her.

So, in Ruo Da's living room, the two gently hugged each other and danced slowly to the music.

Afterwards, Meng Xiyan leaned her face lightly on Miyagi's chest, and she said: "This feeling is really good, and I feel at ease. It would be great if I could turn back time."

Faced with Meng Xiyan's emotion, Miyagi did not say anything.

Then, Meng Xiyan said again: "Miyagi, I have only loved you in my life, but I was too young at that time to know how to cherish it."

Hearing Meng Xiyan's confession, Miyagi took a deep breath, patted her big hand on her waist twice and said, "It's all over."

"Yes! It's all over!" After saying this, Meng Xiyan raised her head, looked at Miyagi and asked solemnly: "If I had broken up with Chenchen and chose to be with you in England, you would forgive me Will you stay with me in England?"

"No!" Miyagi's answer was very positive. At that time, his feelings for Meng Xi were only filled with hatred. He was with Meng Xiyan just to take revenge on early morning, so how could he really be with her? There, I will keep it private for life!
Listening to Miyagi's answer, Meng Xiyan slightly raised the corner of her mouth and smiled awkwardly.

She said: "Those six months were the happiest in my life. I never felt this way when I was with Chen Chen. I was too cautious when I was with him, for fear that he would not like him somewhere."

Miyagi listened to Meng Xiyan's narration, but didn't answer, and he didn't know how to answer the next words.

Afterwards, Meng Xiyan leaned her face against Miyagi's chest again, took her hands off his shoulders, and gently hugged his waist.

She said: "Miyagi, I was with you in those six months because I liked you, not for any other reason, but at that time, I valued my status more, so I had to bear you."

"Well! I know." Miyagi replied lightly, but he didn't have much comfort, because he clearly remembered his original feelings, and he had no love for her.

Since he decided to give her up, he has no love for her.

Even now, there is only sympathy, just to repay her for giving herself a bottle of milk and a piece of bread back then.

But now, that sympathy is almost used up, and there is nothing left.

"Miyagi, I'm sorry!" Meng Xiyan lay in his arms, tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, and the tears stained his shirt.

Hearing Meng Xiyan's choked up sorry, Miyagi hugged her lightly, and said, "Live a good life in the future, there is nothing that cannot be restarted."

"I'm sorry, Miyagi." Meng Xiyan still only responded to him with this sorry, which made Miyagi a little puzzled.

Afterwards, he felt Meng Xiyan tiptoe gently, and felt her kiss his lips.

For a moment, Miyagi's breathing almost stopped, he frowned tightly, opened his eyes wide, and stared straight at Meng Xiyan.

He wanted to reject her kiss and push her away, but when his face felt the temperature of her tears, he couldn't bear to push her away.

Meng Xiyan's kiss was very light and soft, different from every kiss they had in the past, her lips were just lightly attached to his lips, without any further flirting.

A moment later, when she took her lips away from his, she hugged Miyagi tightly with her hands and cried, "Miyagi, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

Miyagi looked at Meng Xiyan who was crying so badly, he didn't know if she was apologizing from the bottom of her heart or if it was just a drama of her bitterness.

(End of this chapter)