Bamboo Horse Pianist II
Chapter 9
Chapter 9
Part1
These days, there is a feeling of lovelorn at the beginning and end.
Now that Mu Liunian has a fixed date, she seems to have lost the goal of her life all of a sudden.
Although before this, she has been encouraging herself, no matter what, she can't give up her original intention when she was a child, and strive to be an excellent person.
But every time in the dead of night, when she was lying on the bed alone, that strong sense of loss rippling in her heart, it was a kind of pain that she would really feel, and she was so painful that she couldn't breathe.Such emotions made her extremely uncomfortable, and she wanted to call him, or simply rush to him desperately and tell him all her aggrieved and hurt.
But it's just thinking about it, the only thing she can do is to tell herself over and over again, it can't be like this.
Later, Chumo found that she couldn't control her emotions at all. At first, she tried to put the phone out of her reach before going to bed, so that she wouldn't be unable to call him uncontrollably.But this doesn't work at all. In the end, whenever she thinks about fleeting years, she will use cigarette butts to burn red circles on her hands one after another, reminding herself all the time with physical pain that he has his happiness, and she You can't bother him, the only thing you can do is to wish him happiness quietly.
She began to be afraid of going to sleep, because when she fell asleep, she would dream of fleeting years, and the cruelest thing was to dream of the happy time with him, and it would be even more uncomfortable when she woke up.
During the day, she began to find things to do for herself, whether it was long-term or short-term work, she arranged her time fully, and there was no time for people to think about it.
With Wang Chun and Mu Jin missing in the dormitory, she didn't have to worry about being locked out if she came back late.
With such a busy schedule, even Xia Tu, who often stays in the dormitory, finds it difficult to see her.
That day Xia Tu got up early on purpose, looked at Chu Mo who hadn't woken up from the bed, and asked, "Mo Mo, are you short of money recently?"
Chu Mo was slightly taken aback, looked at her in a daze and said, "No?"
"Then why are you working so hard? You don't even look at yourself, you're almost skinny, leaving only a pile of bones."
Chu Mo smiled, "It's not as exaggerated as you said, anyway, everyone in the senior year is looking for something to do, one thing can be done, and two things can be done, no matter whether there is money or not, it is always good to do more of."
After speaking, she went to brush her teeth and wash her face.
Xia Tu followed her and said disapprovingly: "Then you should also be careful with your body. If you toss your body for some material things, wouldn't the gain outweigh the loss?"
"Understood." Chu Mo washed her face and felt much better. She said, "I will do what I can. I have to go to the city center in the morning, so I have to go first."
After speaking, he took his bag and was about to leave. At the end, he seemed to think of something, and turned to Xia Tu and said, "Thank you for the soup for those few days."
There was a sound of closing the door, and Xia Tu was left alone in the dormitory. She stood there and said sadly, "But I won't make soup anymore."
Part2
At noon, I finished my first part-time job, and Chumo was about to catch up with the next job. The male colleague sitting next to him chased him out and asked, "Chumo, do you want to have lunch together?"
"No need." Chu Mo refused with a smile, "I'm in a hurry, so I'm too late."
The male colleague was aware of the little thought towards her from beginning to end, so it would be better not to give the chance to misunderstand in the first place than to let others misunderstand something, not to mention that she was telling the truth, she was a little bit late.
If a smart person heard such words, he would definitely give in sensibly, but the person in front of him didn't seem to understand the tactful rejection at the beginning and the end, and continued: "Is there anything more important than eating? People are iron fans? Gang, I’m so hungry if I don’t eat a meal, can you go after we finish our meal?”
"It's really unnecessary." Chumo forced a smile. Today, she was not in the right state. She had a severe headache when she took the bus in the morning. After working all morning, her head ached all the time.So she, who was not very talkative in the first place, became even more silent today.
"Alright then." The male colleague saw that she had a bad face and couldn't pretend too much, so he took the lunch he had prepared earlier: "This is what I packed for you. Take it to the head office on the way?"
Chumo took a look at the exquisitely packaged lunch box, she saw that she put her heart into it, and she said, "Thank you, how much is it?"
"It hurts everyone's feelings to talk about money!"
"Then I'll put the money on your card..."
"..."
Seeing that the other party was left speechless by herself, Chu Mo smiled, but still didn't take the lunch box he had prepared, and said: "Thank you for your hard work, I'll go first, goodbye."
She's never liked dragging her feet when it comes to impossible romances.Even if Luo Zijia asked her at that time, is it really worth putting a lifetime of affection on Fleeting Years?
Her answer is only two words: worth it.
Even though she doesn't like procrastination at the beginning and the end, it doesn't mean that others are willing to help her. Men are like this. What they don't get is more precious, and they will never give up no matter how hard they hit.So in the following time, I was repeatedly attacked by male colleagues as suitors, and various bouquets of roses, lilies, and even carnations were given away, which made me very troubled.
After failing to win the first and last week for a week, the male colleague was very hurt and quickly made a girlfriend. Chu and Mo thought that his life would finally return to peace from now on, but he didn't want that so-called girlfriend to know how to know Chu and Mo. At the end of the phone call, several text messages every day, saying, I heard that you are my boyfriend's ex-goddess?I seem to see you, otherwise I will treat you to dinner with my boyfriend...
Chumo didn't reply to text messages, so she just called directly. Chumo thought that we were all colleagues and would work together in the future, so it would not be good to blacklist other people's girlfriends.Don't you just want to meet her when you think about it?She agreed to forget it.
However, the thought of two women and one man having a meal is awkward no matter what, so Chu Mo pulls Mo Wang along.
Pulling this little prince, naturally he had to be coaxed in various ways. At first, the little prince refused to agree with all kinds of glamorous and noble, but later he had no choice but to tell the truth. Dare to touch any woman? Don't look at yourself, let them choose the best restaurant in City B, and I will pay for it!"
Chu Mo naturally didn't take these words to heart, thinking that Mo Wang would come.
As a result, on the day of dinner, Little Prince Mo drove over in a brand new Ferrari and let it go. Just like walking on the red carpet in Cannes, Brioni's underwear, Hermes' belt, Piaget's watch, Givenchy's perfume, etc., are dazzling. At first and last, I only feel that there are countless luxury LOGOs in front of my eyes. , the person in front of him looks like I am worth more than Prince William, dressed in a simple and fashionable international style, and has a cool and dazzling expression!
Chu Mo said: "It's just a meeting, you don't need to exaggerate? Do you want to follow a row of cars behind, and when you get off, you will be accompanied by a few bodyguards?"
"Isn't this giving you face?" Little Prince Mo was cold and noble, "Wrong, it's giving Fleeting face a face! Alright, stop talking nonsense, get in the car!"
Since that meeting, that male colleague and his girlfriend have never appeared in front of Chumo again... Chumo's cell phone has also been quiet since then...
Chumo had been in a bad mood all along, and she couldn't laugh or cry when Mo Wang made such a fuss, but she was also glad that his trick brought her world back to peace.
Since then, it has been rumored everywhere that she has a very rich boyfriend. No wonder she has no interest in other men.
When some colleagues saw her eating bread, they would say in such a sour tone: "My boyfriend is so rich, how could he be willing to let you eat bread?"
There was no psychological meeting at the beginning and the end, just a light smile.
After finishing the part-time job that day, she went to the hospital to translate in the afternoon. On the way, she bought a piece of bread to eat.She was not very hungry, nor did she have a bad appetite. The bread she liked before had no taste in her mouth, so she forced herself to eat it just to satisfy her hunger.
When translating, a doctor asked her that her complexion was not good, if she was sick, but she just shook her head and said she was fine.
The consequence of being brave is that after returning to the dormitory after a busy day, I lie on the bed with a heavy head and cannot get up.
Lying on the bed in a daze, she fell asleep. When she opened her eyes, the whole dormitory was pitch black. She seemed to have fallen into a nightmare, hovering on the verge of being confused and waking up. She wanted to get up, but she had no strength at all. .
Weakly called out: "Xiatu..."
But no one answered her in the quiet and weird dormitory. After struggling on the bed for a while, she still had no strength at all. At that moment, she felt like she was waiting to die.
She took the mobile phone with great difficulty and dialed Xiatu's number. After the call was connected, she said sadly, "Tutu, are you going back to the dormitory? I'm sick, so uncomfortable..."
While talking, she got up and wanted to get out of bed to find water to drink, but she didn't want to, her foot stepped on the edge of the bed, and she subconsciously stabilized her body, but the phone fell to the ground and was automatically turned off.
Chu Mo closed her eyes, her body was burning hot, she guessed it was a fever.After a lot of tossing, her already weak body was even more exhausted. She could only lie on the bed again, closed her eyes in a daze, and passed out in a deep coma.
Part3
The illness at the beginning and the end was urgent and fierce.
When she opened her eyes again, it was already the afternoon of the second day.
The white eyes made her not know where she was for a moment, and when she caught a glimpse of a familiar figure beside her, she thought she was dreaming.
The person sitting on the sofa with his head resting on his right hand and closing his eyes is... Fleeting Years?
Chu Mo just stared blankly like that, it's just that she hasn't seen each other for a few weeks, but it feels like a century... She really almost thought that they would never see each other again.
Her nose was sore, she blinked, and then blinked again, trying not to let her tears fall.But the tears were not obedient at all, not only fell, but also fell fiercely, as if to burst out all the grievances accumulated during this period.
When Liu Nian opened his eyes, what he saw was that she was like a rabbit, her eyes were red from crying, and tears were still flowing.
He frowned, went to the bed and touched her forehead, the fever had subsided, and asked in a low voice: "Is it hard?"
It's okay if you don't ask, but when you ask Chumo, the tears fall even more fiercely.
With a low sigh, Liu Nian sat on the side of the bed and gently took her into his arms. There was no comfort in words, but he could only give her a suitable embrace and let her cry to her heart's content.
In fact, at the beginning and end of this time, my mind was blank, and the only thing I wanted to do was to cry with the fleeting time in my arms.
At the most vulnerable time, only his breath is around, which is a particularly reassuring thing.
I don't know how long I cried, Chu Mo raised her head and asked, "Fleeting Year, why are you here?"
Fleeting Nian said: "You made the wrong call..."
I still remember that when he first received her call, her weak voice on the other end mistook him for Xia Tu.
Chu Mo was taken aback, and suddenly pushed Fleeting Nian away, and stammered: "It must, it must be when I called Tutu, I accidentally pressed your number. I'm really sorry, thank you, thank you for sending me to the hospital, I'm fine now, let's go."
She said this with a cruel heart, but she was extremely reluctant in her heart, who would know?She originally thought that Fleeting Nian happened to be here, but she never thought that she had dialed the wrong number in a daze. She was still hugging him just now... This is really bad, after all... He has a girlfriend.
Liu Nian's face darkened, he stood there, looked down at her and asked, "Yang Chumo, what do you mean?"
Chu Mo didn't dare to look at his face at all, turned her head to the side stubbornly, and said sadly: "It's nothing interesting, it's just that it's not good for us to misunderstand your girlfriend like this."
Liu Nian sat on the edge of the bed, forced Chu Mo's face to face him.This time, her attitude was also tough at the beginning and end of the illness. After recovering from her illness, her stubbornness returned. While Fleeting Years was working hard, she also tried hard to twist her head back.
But how could her strength be as strong as fleeting time, she was the one who compromised in the end.
She stared at the man in front of her and said angrily, "You already have girlfriends, what are we doing like this!"
Fleeting Nian frowned: "What's your nerve here?"
"I'm not crazy!" Chu Mo yelled, "Do you dare to say that Mo Yiran is not your girlfriend? Haven't you been together before?"
After hearing this, Liu Nian let her go, with a sarcastic smile on the corner of his mouth, "Yang Chumo, why did you say such things to me? You left by yourself in the first place, so don't you allow me to have others around me after you leave? I will wait for you all my life?"
One sentence blocked the first and last words, she bit her lip, tears fell down again.
Yes, what right did she have to question him like that?
Don't say that Fleeting Years has a girlfriend today, even if she is married, apart from blessings, how can she complain?
But, she really loves him... She loves him so much, when she thinks that he belongs to someone else, her heart hurts beyond words.In this world, she has no relatives. At the moment when she lost her child, she even thought of committing suicide.
If Luo Zijia hadn't whispered in her ear, "Chumo, have you forgotten the fleeting years? You don't have nothing, you still have him. Think about it, how sad would he be if you died?"
That sentence reminded her that there is still someone she loves and deeply loves in this world, how could she leave alone?
But she finally plucked up the courage to come to this city to look for him, only to realize later that he actually had a new girlfriend. The piercing pain couldn't be described in words.
She didn't know what to do to make it less painful.
Sometimes, she would rather leave with that little life at the time of miscarriage, maybe in this way, there will be no such pain today.
Very early on, she was afraid of death, and she has always been afraid.Afraid of being alone in the damp tomb and being eaten by ant snakes.Later, after being with Fleeting Nian, she often thought that she must have a pair of children with Fleeting Nian, tell them how much she loves their father, tell them that if they die when they are old, they must be buried together, This way she won't be afraid, this way... even if she doesn't reincarnate life after life, she is still willing to stay with him in the dark.
Part4
"I'm not qualified." Chumo said with her head down, choked with sobs: "But when I left, do you think I wanted to? I also have my reasons. I know I'm always willful and always hurt you, but I'm stupid! I'm not as smart as you, I don't know how to deal with it is the best way..."
"So you leave me, did you consider my feelings before you left me?"
His rhetorical question made her unable to answer at all...
She was just a selfish ghost, she only thought about what to do for herself, never stood in his perspective, and thought about how her leaving would hurt him.
So Yang Chumo, everything you have encountered today is your retribution!
"I'm sorry..." she murmured, "I'm sorry, Brother Fleeting Time..."
Although it was a very light and meaningless three words, besides apologizing, she really didn't know what else she could do.
She has always hated herself, every time she hurts fleeting time, she hates herself once.
Over the years, she has been telling herself to be an excellent person, but every time she does something so annoying, sometimes she really wants to let herself die.
Looking at her like that, the originally cold face gradually melted.After so many years, Yang Chumo is still his nemesis. As long as it is her, no matter how hard-hearted he is, he will be defeated and defeated.
She sat back on the bed, wiped away her tears, and said softly, "Okay, don't cry."
But the tears don't flow when you say don't cry, not to mention that Fleeting Years is so gentle, the guilt in my heart is heavier at the beginning and end, and the tears can't be stopped.
It so happened that at this time, the doctor knocked on the door and came in to check his condition, and saw Chu Mo crying into tears, as if he had been bullied so badly.
The doctor was a friend of Fleeting Years, so it was very rare to see this scene, and he joked: "Flowing Years, why did you bully other girls, making her face full of tears, why are you so sympathetic and sympathetic?"
Liu Nian glanced at him faintly, the doctor pretended not to see, walked up to Chu Mo and said: "Liu Nian, you are also a medical student yourself, you should know that patients need to have a good rest... now you have made people like this, probably just now The sickness is about to recover, and it will be serious again."
Chu Mo immediately wiped away her two tears, and said to the man: "Doctor, it's nothing to do with fleeting years. It's because I'm too hypocritical, sick and uncomfortable, so I couldn't help crying."
Although someone "testified", the doctor still shook his head: "I don't believe it..."
"Believe it or not." Fleeting Nian threw the medical records on the table on the man, and said, "Now do your doctor's duty and see a doctor!"
The doctor touched his nose, didn't dare to say anything more, and obediently took Chumo's temperature.
5 minutes later……
"I still have a low-grade fever." The doctor looked at the thermometer, "It's probably because I cried too much just now, and the sadness in my body swelled too much..."
"..." Is there such a reason for the fever?Even those who have never studied medicine know that it is impossible to be good.
But Fleeting Nian took the medical case in his arms, and wrote the formulas of several medicines on it: "Prescribe these medicines for me." Then threw it back to him, "You can go out."
The crisp words broke the doctor's heart. He held the case and looked at him anxiously: "Fleeting Years, anyway, we are also classmates for four years, plus two years of graduate students, how can you treat me like this?"
Liu Nian only gave him a faint look, and the doctor hurriedly said: "Okay, okay... I'll just go, really! I don't know who was so anxious yesterday... Today I just look like you, get out of here." The expression of getting out of here... Okay...don't look at me like that, I'll just get out of here..."
After Balabala finished speaking, the doctor finally opened the door and left. Suddenly, the whole world seemed to be quiet.
Part5
After all this fuss, Chumo was not as sad as before. She looked at Liunian beside her, carefully tugged at his sleeve, and asked, "Brother Liunian, are you still angry with me?"
Fleeting Nian raised his eyebrows: "What do you think?"
Chu Mo showed an embarrassed smile: "I'm sorry... I will never do this again in the future."
"It will never be like this again?" Liu Nian sneered, "How many times have you promised me this sentence?"
So she has no credit at all?At the beginning and end of the day, he felt a little lost, and he didn't know how to make it up, and the hand that was pulling his sleeve gradually loosened.
At this time, Fleeting Nian suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist that was about to leave.
Chu Mo looked around in surprise, and saw that Liu Nian had already sat down, Jun's face was a little helpless, "Then what is your decision now?"
"..." What decision?
A box automatically popped up in Chumo's mind, with countless question marks inside.
"Do you want to come back to me?"
After a long time, Chumo recalled the expression on Fleeting Nian's words, as if if she refused again this time, he would just leave and never give her a chance to return to him for the rest of her life.
But at such an important moment, Liu Nian's cell phone rang, and when she saw the word "Yiran" on it, her heart suddenly became cold. How could she be so complacent that she forgot that Liu Nian had a girlfriend?
Looking at the pale Chu Mo, Liu Nian picked up the phone, Chu Mo didn't know what Mo Yiran over there said, after hanging up the phone, Liu Nian said: "I'll go out for a while, you wait here for me, don't think about it .”
But under such circumstances, how could she not think about it?
Chu Mo's men subconsciously held Liu Nian, she looked up at him and asked, "Have you and Mo Yiran really been together?"
"Yes."
The one-word reply caused the little hope that had been ignited at the beginning and the end to drop to the bottom in an instant, and her ugly face became even uglier. She said, "Oh, I see, you can go."
Fleeting Year glanced at her, and finally picked her up from the bed.
Chu Mo looked at his movements in surprise, but saw his eyes were indifferent: "Let's let you think about it here, it's better to take you with me."
So Chu Mo was taken to a bar by Fleeting Years.
There were very few people in the bar during the day, so as soon as I entered, I saw Mo Yiran sitting in the corner drinking wine alone.
Seeing the passing time, the owner of the hotel seemed to see a savior, and hurried forward and said, "Mr. Mu, you are finally here, please persuade Miss Mo quickly, she has already drank five bottles, if this continues, I am really sorry." I don't know how to explain to Director Mo."
Fleeting Year responded, and led Chu Mo to walk over.
When she walked in front of Mo Yiran, she raised her head and showed joy at the moment she saw Fleeting Years, but when she saw Chumo, she smiled self-deprecatingly, and said to Fleeting Years, "I knew you Must be with her."
After speaking, she picked up the wine bottle again and was about to pour it into her mouth.
Fleeting Nian snatched her bottle: "Enough, stop drinking."
Part6
Mo Yiran stared blankly at the bottle that was snatched away by Liu Nian, as if she had been robbed of the last strength to support her, she said: "Liu Nian, you don't allow me to like you, don't you even allow me to drink?"
"..."
Mo Yiran turned his head, looked at Chu Mo, and said with a smile: "I'm not your baby, what do you care about me so much? Even if I drink to death here today, you, Mu Liunian, won't drop a drop for me." Tears?"
Facing her self-mockery, Liu Nian only replied indifferently: "Then why did you call me to come over?"
Mo Yiran was taken aback, he didn't expect him to say that, and burst out laughing, "Yeah, I'm the cheap one, I know you don't have me in your heart, and I want you to see me fall for you, I want to see it with my own eyes See if you are really that ruthless to me!"
Having said that, she stood up and walked crookedly to Liu Nian, "Tell me, won't you really feel uncomfortable seeing me like this? Mu Liu Nian, do you have no heart?"
"..."
"No! No, you're not careless, your heart is on—" Mo Yiran pointed to Chu Mo standing beside him, "Your heart is on her!"
"Fleeing baby..." Mo Yiran walked up to Chumo and smiled at her: "He treasures you so much, you should be very proud, why do you look sick every time you see him? Such you, how do you deserve to be an upper class?"
Standing in place at the end of the month, looking at the drunk Mo Yiran, she was completely different from the person she saw for the first time. At that time, she looked so confident and noble, like a goddess, but now, she is so depraved and decadent .
Feelings are really a thing that kills in an instant, but Chumo feels that she is not qualified to talk about others at all. Didn't she also despair of life and herself a second ago?
"How about this." Mo Yiran took another bottle of wine and handed it to Chu Mo, "Since you are here, why don't you join me for a drink?"
As soon as he finished speaking, the wine bottle was taken away by Liu Nian, who pulled Chu Mo back and kept a distance from Mo Yiran.
Because of Liu Nian's protective action, Mo Yiran burst into laughter, tears streaming down her cheeks. She said, "Mu Liunian, don't you think you are cruel? Can't you just pretend a little bit? You actually care about me too." Did you ever think about my feelings when you protected her so preciously? The most ridiculous thing is, you treat her as a treasure, what does she treat you as? "
"..."
"Don't forget, when she left you three years ago, how did you live every day! Without me by your side, do you think you would still be the Dr. Mu, the genius Leonardo Mu in the piano world? For her, you almost ruined your lifelong dream and piano career, have you forgotten it?"
If it is said that Chu Mo was jealous of the relationship between Mo Yiran and Liu Nian before, when Mo Yiran said these words, she was completely stunned.She never knew what happened to Fleeting Years during the two years she left.
In her eyes, Fleeting Years has always been very rational... Like what Mo Yiran said... She would never imagine that it would happen to Fleeting Years...
This is what Mo Yiran wanted. She looked at Chu Mo's shocked face and said with a smile: "Ha! He didn't tell you, did he? You see, no matter what you did to him or how much harm you caused him, he I still treat you as a treasure. I don’t talk about the pain I have endured. Yang Chumo, what ability do you have to make such a good man like you only..."
"Shut up!" Liu Nian, who had not said a word, interrupted her, his face was very ugly, and there was faint anger about to explode in his eyes.
But at the moment, Mo Yiran was drunk and used the wine to build her courage. Even though she knew that Fleeting Nian was angry, she still said with a smile: "What? Are you afraid that I will destroy your image of you in her heart? Fleeting...why bother to put yourself You are so tired, you are also human, you will be sad and sad, you always give others a sense of alienation that is hard to get close to, but you don't know how much you long for someone to love you in your heart." After finishing speaking, she turned her head again Looking at Chu Mo, he said to Liu Nian: "Do you dare to let her hear what happened to you in the past three years? Are you afraid that after listening to her, she will find that the Mu Liu Nian she loves is not as perfect as she imagined?" , are you afraid that she will leave you again? Mu Liunian, I didn't expect you to be so unconfident..."
"Mo Yiran!" Before she finished speaking, Chu Mo interrupted angrily, "No matter how much you look down on me, I have nothing to say, but I forbid you to talk about fleeting years like that!"
"You are not allowed? Why are you not allowed?" Mo Yiran sneered, "I tell you Yang Chumo, any woman in this world is qualified to stand with Liu Nian, except you! You know that after you left, Liu Nian How did it fall? If it weren’t for me, the company would have closed down long ago! Do you know what he promised me? Do you think there are any geniuses in the world? Even if there are, on the premise that he is willing to give up, If it weren't for someone who has been making connections behind the scenes, do you think the media are all idiots, and can't find out what the Muda pianist has done in the past three years?"
Part7
"Mo Yiran, you can say whatever you want, you don't have to beat around the bush like this!" Chu Mo couldn't take it anymore, and she no longer held back her temper, and said directly: "I have always believed your words before, thinking that you are really a fleeting time. Girlfriend, now it seems that I fell for you. The photos you sent me are actually photos that you secretly took and synthesized? Maybe you were really together before, but now you have such an attitude , I can believe that the relationship between you and Fleeting Nian is completely impossible. Therefore, no matter what you tell me about what happened in Fleeting Nian in the past three years, which may be unimaginable to me, I want to tell you, no matter what Whatever he did, he is the most perfect fleeting time in my heart."
"Really?" Mo Yiran didn't seem surprised by Chu and Mo's answers, she said, "Then what if I tell you that I had an abortion for Fleeting Years?"
If Mo Yiran said what Mo Yiran said before, Chu Mo was prepared in his heart, but when Mo Yiran finished saying this sentence, Chu Mo only felt that the fortress built outside his heart collapsed with a "boom" up.
She stood there in a daze, with a roar in her mind, Mo Yiran's laughter in front of her eyes, and Fleeting Nian's very indifferent face, at that moment, she really felt what despair is.
Mo Yiran still didn't let her go, she said: "But for you, you should be able to bear it, right? After all, you have had an abortion once, haven't you? If you let others know, the woman Liu Nian likes is a woman who has had an abortion , What will others think? Do you think that Mu Liunian is a big idiot who likes other people—”
With a "slap", Mo Yiran slapped the beginning and the end of his unfinished words.
She stared at her coldly, and told her word by word, "Mo Yiran, you can say anything about me, but I just don't allow you to say anything bad about Fleeting Years!"
Mo Yiran was taken aback for a moment, and then her eyes were obviously full of anger. She said, "Yang Chumo, who do you think you are? How dare you hit me?"
Probably because Mo Yiran really lost his temper, his eyes and expression were so fierce that Chumo, who was so impulsive for the first time, couldn't react for a while, so he just looked at her in a daze.
Seeing that Mo Yiran was about to slap back, Liu Nian immediately pulled Chu Mo behind him, reached out and grabbed Mo Yiran's waving wrist, and slammed it down, he scolded: "Have you had enough trouble? "
Mo Yiran, who was thrown away, fell on the table beside her. Her bloodshot eyes were full of hatred, and she lifted all the unfinished wine bottles on the table as soon as she reached out. Is that enough? Mu Liunian! Has your conscience been eaten by dogs? I treat you so well, yet you treat me like this for a woman who betrayed you! Are you worthy of me?"
It can be seen that Fleeting Years has been in a state of forbearance from the very beginning, and he didn't want to have any confrontation with Mo Yiran, but at this moment, Mo Yiran's madness has completely lost his good temper, and his face is very gloomy Now, if someone looks at the past carefully, they will feel that it is more heartless than gloomy. He said: "I am really grateful that you were by my side during that time, but I told you at the beginning, don't be here. I waste time on me, and you will be the one who gets hurt in the end. I admit that I am sorry for what you have done, and I will try my best to do what you want me to promise you. But you forgot that I once told you that as long as you don’t touch the first In the end, everything is easy to handle, this is my bottom line."
"Yeah! You told me, but I was so overwhelmed, thinking that after so many years, you can see who is really good to you. Aren't you so smart? Why do you fall into the same woman one after another? hand?"
It seemed that Fleeting Nian didn't want to talk to her any more, he said, "Don't worry about my business, I'll call someone to pick you up."
After finishing speaking, he dragged Chu and Mo to go back.
How could Mo Yiran be reconciled, she suddenly rushed over like crazy, hugged Liu Nian tightly from behind, she cried and said: "Liu Nian, I'm sorry, I promise I will never do this again, don't leave me Okay? If you leave me, I will really die..."
Mo Yiran has never begged for someone like she is today. In the past, she was always superior, and never put men and feelings in her eyes.But since she met Fleeting Years, she seemed to be a different person. She worked hard to please him and understand his preferences. He said one thing, but she didn't dare to say two. She didn't understand why she was so kind to him, but he kept forgetting Not Yang Chumo.
Regarding her sadness and crying, Liu Nian just gently took away her hand on her waist, turned around, looked at her, and said to her seriously: "You once told me when I was in the most pain , In this world, no one can live without anyone. Now, I give this sentence to you, I hope you can be strong, not to mention, it was you who said to break up at the beginning. "
After Liu Nian finished saying this sentence, Mo Yiran seemed to have been hit by something, and stood there blankly, neither going crazy nor entangled.
Yes, she almost forgot that they had broken up for a long time, and she was the one who opened the mouth.
She said: "Fleeing Years, it's been so long, you've been kind to me, gentle and considerate to me, but why can't I feel that you love me?"
She said: "Liu Nian, don't you still not forget Yang Chumo? What's so good about her that you never forget her?"
She said: "Otherwise, I'll go for plastic surgery to look like Yang Chumo, in this way, will you love me more?"
She said: "From the very beginning, you told me that you can treat me well, but you won't love me. I foolishly hoped that you would change for me. If I don't regard myself as an exception, is it just Wouldn't expect that much... expect you to fall in love with me?"
She said: "Fleeting Years, I'm tired, let's break up..."
Why was she still able to accept it when they broke up, but now she is so mad?Because there was no Yang Chumo when we broke up, because she wanted to break up to stimulate him, but later she found out that he really didn't love her, and breaking up meant nothing to him... Besides, the one who had been hiding in his The woman in my heart appeared, and she knew that she had no chance at all.
Part8
Chu Mo was dragged out by Fleeting Years, ever since Mo Yiran said the words about going to bed, she has been in such a trance state.
He led her all the way into the car, drove the car to the side of a small park, opened the car window, and lit a cigarette.
There was no words all the way, and the carriage was also quiet at the moment.
Chu Mo looked at the man smoking beside her, and the words Mo Yiran said kept echoing in her mind.She suddenly discovered that she really didn't know Brother Liunian as well as she thought she had known since she was a child.
Or, she had never seen him see through.
When did he become addicted to cigarettes? When we met for the first time after returning to China, he always offered a toast to anyone; you must know that before, he almost never drank alcohol.And in these years... gossip reports, the rumored girlfriends around him have changed one after another. Although they can't be sure if it's a real relationship, but the fleeting time at that time is really different from the past... Really changed a lot.
Chumo looked away, feeling very confused.An explosive event was in front of her, and she was so bombed that she didn't know what to do.
But watching the people around her smoke one after another, she felt a little distressed. After struggling for a long time, she said softly: "Liu Nian, can you smoke less, it's not good for your health."
But he ignored her and didn't turn his head.
The sky gradually darkened, the cigarette butt in Liunian's hand became particularly dazzling, Chu Mo gritted his teeth, rushed forward, snatched the cigarette butt from Liunian's hand, and burned it on his wrist.
Seeing her action, Liu Nian immediately snatched the cigarette butt and threw it out of the window, and yelled at her angrily: "Yang Chumo, are you crazy?"
Chumo couldn't help it anymore, she cried and said: "I'm just crazy, I like my brother Fleeting Years before! I don't like you who look so unhappy now, I know you are upset and angry. You can vent it ! Why would you hurt your own body?"
After finishing this paragraph, Liu Nian looked at her arm and asked, "What about you? What are these injuries?"
Chu Mo followed his gaze, and her arms were covered with cigarette butt marks of self-abuse these days, and the circles had nowhere to hide under Fleeting Nian's gaze.
Chu Mo shrank his hands back, and put them behind his back in embarrassment: "It's nothing..."
"Nothing?" Liu Nian said, "Mo Yiran went to find you, and you believed whatever he told you. You never thought of asking me, Yang Chumo, I'm so untrustworthy in your heart Is it? You would rather hurt yourself than come and prove to me the answer you want?"
Chu Mo shook his head, "It's not that I don't want to, but I dare not. I want Mo Yiran to tell me and believe me, and I don't want to hear from your mouth that you are really with another woman. I will I can't stand it. Over the years, no matter how the outside world has rumored you and Biren's scandal, I always tell myself that my brother Fleeting Time is not that kind of person. But when I saw the intimate photos of you and Mo Yiran that Mo Yiran sent me... ...I'm really about to collapse, as if you have left me...I know I'm stupid, I was fooled by Mo Yiran, I went to the mall and saw you intimately together, you must not know that I had It hurts so much, it hurts more than rolling down the elevator. But you can't see it. People always say that people who love each other have a heart-to-heart connection, but I fell down at that time, but you couldn't feel it at all. I thought, We are It's really impossible, it's really impossible..."
She was a little excited at the beginning and the end, so she was a little incoherent. She didn't know what to say to let the fleeting year understand how uncomfortable she has been these days. If she really can't be with the fleeting time in this life, she would rather be three years ago. die.
"These years, I have really suffered a lot. Every time I can't bear it anymore, I tell myself desperately, I still have you, and you are in this world, and I will continue to work hard to live .I always write your name on the notebook over and over again, only in this way can I persevere, I really can't imagine what I would be like without you... Fleeting time... Can you feel my fear?" She said, "You are so smart, why can't you feel that my usual calmness is fake? Why can't I feel that every time I see you, I want to hug you? Why can't I feel that I am fine every night? Think about you...why don't you feel how much I love you..."
Her remaining words were contained in the lips that suddenly turned over. When she opened her eyes, she met his eyes that were so close and so deep. She wanted to struggle, but he hugged her so tightly.She was sad and happy at the same time, she didn't know whether to cry or laugh, tears kept overflowing from her eyes, she knew that at this moment, she no longer had to pretend to be brave, she could hug him tightly and kiss him openly.
Each other's emotions that had been hidden for many years broke out at this moment. At this moment, no one wanted to let the other go, but just wanted to hold each other tightly and rub into each other's bones.
Fleeting time, you know?If you are really with other women, I would rather not speak again in this life, and I don't want to tell lies to bless you.
(End of this chapter)
Part1
These days, there is a feeling of lovelorn at the beginning and end.
Now that Mu Liunian has a fixed date, she seems to have lost the goal of her life all of a sudden.
Although before this, she has been encouraging herself, no matter what, she can't give up her original intention when she was a child, and strive to be an excellent person.
But every time in the dead of night, when she was lying on the bed alone, that strong sense of loss rippling in her heart, it was a kind of pain that she would really feel, and she was so painful that she couldn't breathe.Such emotions made her extremely uncomfortable, and she wanted to call him, or simply rush to him desperately and tell him all her aggrieved and hurt.
But it's just thinking about it, the only thing she can do is to tell herself over and over again, it can't be like this.
Later, Chumo found that she couldn't control her emotions at all. At first, she tried to put the phone out of her reach before going to bed, so that she wouldn't be unable to call him uncontrollably.But this doesn't work at all. In the end, whenever she thinks about fleeting years, she will use cigarette butts to burn red circles on her hands one after another, reminding herself all the time with physical pain that he has his happiness, and she You can't bother him, the only thing you can do is to wish him happiness quietly.
She began to be afraid of going to sleep, because when she fell asleep, she would dream of fleeting years, and the cruelest thing was to dream of the happy time with him, and it would be even more uncomfortable when she woke up.
During the day, she began to find things to do for herself, whether it was long-term or short-term work, she arranged her time fully, and there was no time for people to think about it.
With Wang Chun and Mu Jin missing in the dormitory, she didn't have to worry about being locked out if she came back late.
With such a busy schedule, even Xia Tu, who often stays in the dormitory, finds it difficult to see her.
That day Xia Tu got up early on purpose, looked at Chu Mo who hadn't woken up from the bed, and asked, "Mo Mo, are you short of money recently?"
Chu Mo was slightly taken aback, looked at her in a daze and said, "No?"
"Then why are you working so hard? You don't even look at yourself, you're almost skinny, leaving only a pile of bones."
Chu Mo smiled, "It's not as exaggerated as you said, anyway, everyone in the senior year is looking for something to do, one thing can be done, and two things can be done, no matter whether there is money or not, it is always good to do more of."
After speaking, she went to brush her teeth and wash her face.
Xia Tu followed her and said disapprovingly: "Then you should also be careful with your body. If you toss your body for some material things, wouldn't the gain outweigh the loss?"
"Understood." Chu Mo washed her face and felt much better. She said, "I will do what I can. I have to go to the city center in the morning, so I have to go first."
After speaking, he took his bag and was about to leave. At the end, he seemed to think of something, and turned to Xia Tu and said, "Thank you for the soup for those few days."
There was a sound of closing the door, and Xia Tu was left alone in the dormitory. She stood there and said sadly, "But I won't make soup anymore."
Part2
At noon, I finished my first part-time job, and Chumo was about to catch up with the next job. The male colleague sitting next to him chased him out and asked, "Chumo, do you want to have lunch together?"
"No need." Chu Mo refused with a smile, "I'm in a hurry, so I'm too late."
The male colleague was aware of the little thought towards her from beginning to end, so it would be better not to give the chance to misunderstand in the first place than to let others misunderstand something, not to mention that she was telling the truth, she was a little bit late.
If a smart person heard such words, he would definitely give in sensibly, but the person in front of him didn't seem to understand the tactful rejection at the beginning and the end, and continued: "Is there anything more important than eating? People are iron fans? Gang, I’m so hungry if I don’t eat a meal, can you go after we finish our meal?”
"It's really unnecessary." Chumo forced a smile. Today, she was not in the right state. She had a severe headache when she took the bus in the morning. After working all morning, her head ached all the time.So she, who was not very talkative in the first place, became even more silent today.
"Alright then." The male colleague saw that she had a bad face and couldn't pretend too much, so he took the lunch he had prepared earlier: "This is what I packed for you. Take it to the head office on the way?"
Chumo took a look at the exquisitely packaged lunch box, she saw that she put her heart into it, and she said, "Thank you, how much is it?"
"It hurts everyone's feelings to talk about money!"
"Then I'll put the money on your card..."
"..."
Seeing that the other party was left speechless by herself, Chu Mo smiled, but still didn't take the lunch box he had prepared, and said: "Thank you for your hard work, I'll go first, goodbye."
She's never liked dragging her feet when it comes to impossible romances.Even if Luo Zijia asked her at that time, is it really worth putting a lifetime of affection on Fleeting Years?
Her answer is only two words: worth it.
Even though she doesn't like procrastination at the beginning and the end, it doesn't mean that others are willing to help her. Men are like this. What they don't get is more precious, and they will never give up no matter how hard they hit.So in the following time, I was repeatedly attacked by male colleagues as suitors, and various bouquets of roses, lilies, and even carnations were given away, which made me very troubled.
After failing to win the first and last week for a week, the male colleague was very hurt and quickly made a girlfriend. Chu and Mo thought that his life would finally return to peace from now on, but he didn't want that so-called girlfriend to know how to know Chu and Mo. At the end of the phone call, several text messages every day, saying, I heard that you are my boyfriend's ex-goddess?I seem to see you, otherwise I will treat you to dinner with my boyfriend...
Chumo didn't reply to text messages, so she just called directly. Chumo thought that we were all colleagues and would work together in the future, so it would not be good to blacklist other people's girlfriends.Don't you just want to meet her when you think about it?She agreed to forget it.
However, the thought of two women and one man having a meal is awkward no matter what, so Chu Mo pulls Mo Wang along.
Pulling this little prince, naturally he had to be coaxed in various ways. At first, the little prince refused to agree with all kinds of glamorous and noble, but later he had no choice but to tell the truth. Dare to touch any woman? Don't look at yourself, let them choose the best restaurant in City B, and I will pay for it!"
Chu Mo naturally didn't take these words to heart, thinking that Mo Wang would come.
As a result, on the day of dinner, Little Prince Mo drove over in a brand new Ferrari and let it go. Just like walking on the red carpet in Cannes, Brioni's underwear, Hermes' belt, Piaget's watch, Givenchy's perfume, etc., are dazzling. At first and last, I only feel that there are countless luxury LOGOs in front of my eyes. , the person in front of him looks like I am worth more than Prince William, dressed in a simple and fashionable international style, and has a cool and dazzling expression!
Chu Mo said: "It's just a meeting, you don't need to exaggerate? Do you want to follow a row of cars behind, and when you get off, you will be accompanied by a few bodyguards?"
"Isn't this giving you face?" Little Prince Mo was cold and noble, "Wrong, it's giving Fleeting face a face! Alright, stop talking nonsense, get in the car!"
Since that meeting, that male colleague and his girlfriend have never appeared in front of Chumo again... Chumo's cell phone has also been quiet since then...
Chumo had been in a bad mood all along, and she couldn't laugh or cry when Mo Wang made such a fuss, but she was also glad that his trick brought her world back to peace.
Since then, it has been rumored everywhere that she has a very rich boyfriend. No wonder she has no interest in other men.
When some colleagues saw her eating bread, they would say in such a sour tone: "My boyfriend is so rich, how could he be willing to let you eat bread?"
There was no psychological meeting at the beginning and the end, just a light smile.
After finishing the part-time job that day, she went to the hospital to translate in the afternoon. On the way, she bought a piece of bread to eat.She was not very hungry, nor did she have a bad appetite. The bread she liked before had no taste in her mouth, so she forced herself to eat it just to satisfy her hunger.
When translating, a doctor asked her that her complexion was not good, if she was sick, but she just shook her head and said she was fine.
The consequence of being brave is that after returning to the dormitory after a busy day, I lie on the bed with a heavy head and cannot get up.
Lying on the bed in a daze, she fell asleep. When she opened her eyes, the whole dormitory was pitch black. She seemed to have fallen into a nightmare, hovering on the verge of being confused and waking up. She wanted to get up, but she had no strength at all. .
Weakly called out: "Xiatu..."
But no one answered her in the quiet and weird dormitory. After struggling on the bed for a while, she still had no strength at all. At that moment, she felt like she was waiting to die.
She took the mobile phone with great difficulty and dialed Xiatu's number. After the call was connected, she said sadly, "Tutu, are you going back to the dormitory? I'm sick, so uncomfortable..."
While talking, she got up and wanted to get out of bed to find water to drink, but she didn't want to, her foot stepped on the edge of the bed, and she subconsciously stabilized her body, but the phone fell to the ground and was automatically turned off.
Chu Mo closed her eyes, her body was burning hot, she guessed it was a fever.After a lot of tossing, her already weak body was even more exhausted. She could only lie on the bed again, closed her eyes in a daze, and passed out in a deep coma.
Part3
The illness at the beginning and the end was urgent and fierce.
When she opened her eyes again, it was already the afternoon of the second day.
The white eyes made her not know where she was for a moment, and when she caught a glimpse of a familiar figure beside her, she thought she was dreaming.
The person sitting on the sofa with his head resting on his right hand and closing his eyes is... Fleeting Years?
Chu Mo just stared blankly like that, it's just that she hasn't seen each other for a few weeks, but it feels like a century... She really almost thought that they would never see each other again.
Her nose was sore, she blinked, and then blinked again, trying not to let her tears fall.But the tears were not obedient at all, not only fell, but also fell fiercely, as if to burst out all the grievances accumulated during this period.
When Liu Nian opened his eyes, what he saw was that she was like a rabbit, her eyes were red from crying, and tears were still flowing.
He frowned, went to the bed and touched her forehead, the fever had subsided, and asked in a low voice: "Is it hard?"
It's okay if you don't ask, but when you ask Chumo, the tears fall even more fiercely.
With a low sigh, Liu Nian sat on the side of the bed and gently took her into his arms. There was no comfort in words, but he could only give her a suitable embrace and let her cry to her heart's content.
In fact, at the beginning and end of this time, my mind was blank, and the only thing I wanted to do was to cry with the fleeting time in my arms.
At the most vulnerable time, only his breath is around, which is a particularly reassuring thing.
I don't know how long I cried, Chu Mo raised her head and asked, "Fleeting Year, why are you here?"
Fleeting Nian said: "You made the wrong call..."
I still remember that when he first received her call, her weak voice on the other end mistook him for Xia Tu.
Chu Mo was taken aback, and suddenly pushed Fleeting Nian away, and stammered: "It must, it must be when I called Tutu, I accidentally pressed your number. I'm really sorry, thank you, thank you for sending me to the hospital, I'm fine now, let's go."
She said this with a cruel heart, but she was extremely reluctant in her heart, who would know?She originally thought that Fleeting Nian happened to be here, but she never thought that she had dialed the wrong number in a daze. She was still hugging him just now... This is really bad, after all... He has a girlfriend.
Liu Nian's face darkened, he stood there, looked down at her and asked, "Yang Chumo, what do you mean?"
Chu Mo didn't dare to look at his face at all, turned her head to the side stubbornly, and said sadly: "It's nothing interesting, it's just that it's not good for us to misunderstand your girlfriend like this."
Liu Nian sat on the edge of the bed, forced Chu Mo's face to face him.This time, her attitude was also tough at the beginning and end of the illness. After recovering from her illness, her stubbornness returned. While Fleeting Years was working hard, she also tried hard to twist her head back.
But how could her strength be as strong as fleeting time, she was the one who compromised in the end.
She stared at the man in front of her and said angrily, "You already have girlfriends, what are we doing like this!"
Fleeting Nian frowned: "What's your nerve here?"
"I'm not crazy!" Chu Mo yelled, "Do you dare to say that Mo Yiran is not your girlfriend? Haven't you been together before?"
After hearing this, Liu Nian let her go, with a sarcastic smile on the corner of his mouth, "Yang Chumo, why did you say such things to me? You left by yourself in the first place, so don't you allow me to have others around me after you leave? I will wait for you all my life?"
One sentence blocked the first and last words, she bit her lip, tears fell down again.
Yes, what right did she have to question him like that?
Don't say that Fleeting Years has a girlfriend today, even if she is married, apart from blessings, how can she complain?
But, she really loves him... She loves him so much, when she thinks that he belongs to someone else, her heart hurts beyond words.In this world, she has no relatives. At the moment when she lost her child, she even thought of committing suicide.
If Luo Zijia hadn't whispered in her ear, "Chumo, have you forgotten the fleeting years? You don't have nothing, you still have him. Think about it, how sad would he be if you died?"
That sentence reminded her that there is still someone she loves and deeply loves in this world, how could she leave alone?
But she finally plucked up the courage to come to this city to look for him, only to realize later that he actually had a new girlfriend. The piercing pain couldn't be described in words.
She didn't know what to do to make it less painful.
Sometimes, she would rather leave with that little life at the time of miscarriage, maybe in this way, there will be no such pain today.
Very early on, she was afraid of death, and she has always been afraid.Afraid of being alone in the damp tomb and being eaten by ant snakes.Later, after being with Fleeting Nian, she often thought that she must have a pair of children with Fleeting Nian, tell them how much she loves their father, tell them that if they die when they are old, they must be buried together, This way she won't be afraid, this way... even if she doesn't reincarnate life after life, she is still willing to stay with him in the dark.
Part4
"I'm not qualified." Chumo said with her head down, choked with sobs: "But when I left, do you think I wanted to? I also have my reasons. I know I'm always willful and always hurt you, but I'm stupid! I'm not as smart as you, I don't know how to deal with it is the best way..."
"So you leave me, did you consider my feelings before you left me?"
His rhetorical question made her unable to answer at all...
She was just a selfish ghost, she only thought about what to do for herself, never stood in his perspective, and thought about how her leaving would hurt him.
So Yang Chumo, everything you have encountered today is your retribution!
"I'm sorry..." she murmured, "I'm sorry, Brother Fleeting Time..."
Although it was a very light and meaningless three words, besides apologizing, she really didn't know what else she could do.
She has always hated herself, every time she hurts fleeting time, she hates herself once.
Over the years, she has been telling herself to be an excellent person, but every time she does something so annoying, sometimes she really wants to let herself die.
Looking at her like that, the originally cold face gradually melted.After so many years, Yang Chumo is still his nemesis. As long as it is her, no matter how hard-hearted he is, he will be defeated and defeated.
She sat back on the bed, wiped away her tears, and said softly, "Okay, don't cry."
But the tears don't flow when you say don't cry, not to mention that Fleeting Years is so gentle, the guilt in my heart is heavier at the beginning and end, and the tears can't be stopped.
It so happened that at this time, the doctor knocked on the door and came in to check his condition, and saw Chu Mo crying into tears, as if he had been bullied so badly.
The doctor was a friend of Fleeting Years, so it was very rare to see this scene, and he joked: "Flowing Years, why did you bully other girls, making her face full of tears, why are you so sympathetic and sympathetic?"
Liu Nian glanced at him faintly, the doctor pretended not to see, walked up to Chu Mo and said: "Liu Nian, you are also a medical student yourself, you should know that patients need to have a good rest... now you have made people like this, probably just now The sickness is about to recover, and it will be serious again."
Chu Mo immediately wiped away her two tears, and said to the man: "Doctor, it's nothing to do with fleeting years. It's because I'm too hypocritical, sick and uncomfortable, so I couldn't help crying."
Although someone "testified", the doctor still shook his head: "I don't believe it..."
"Believe it or not." Fleeting Nian threw the medical records on the table on the man, and said, "Now do your doctor's duty and see a doctor!"
The doctor touched his nose, didn't dare to say anything more, and obediently took Chumo's temperature.
5 minutes later……
"I still have a low-grade fever." The doctor looked at the thermometer, "It's probably because I cried too much just now, and the sadness in my body swelled too much..."
"..." Is there such a reason for the fever?Even those who have never studied medicine know that it is impossible to be good.
But Fleeting Nian took the medical case in his arms, and wrote the formulas of several medicines on it: "Prescribe these medicines for me." Then threw it back to him, "You can go out."
The crisp words broke the doctor's heart. He held the case and looked at him anxiously: "Fleeting Years, anyway, we are also classmates for four years, plus two years of graduate students, how can you treat me like this?"
Liu Nian only gave him a faint look, and the doctor hurriedly said: "Okay, okay... I'll just go, really! I don't know who was so anxious yesterday... Today I just look like you, get out of here." The expression of getting out of here... Okay...don't look at me like that, I'll just get out of here..."
After Balabala finished speaking, the doctor finally opened the door and left. Suddenly, the whole world seemed to be quiet.
Part5
After all this fuss, Chumo was not as sad as before. She looked at Liunian beside her, carefully tugged at his sleeve, and asked, "Brother Liunian, are you still angry with me?"
Fleeting Nian raised his eyebrows: "What do you think?"
Chu Mo showed an embarrassed smile: "I'm sorry... I will never do this again in the future."
"It will never be like this again?" Liu Nian sneered, "How many times have you promised me this sentence?"
So she has no credit at all?At the beginning and end of the day, he felt a little lost, and he didn't know how to make it up, and the hand that was pulling his sleeve gradually loosened.
At this time, Fleeting Nian suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist that was about to leave.
Chu Mo looked around in surprise, and saw that Liu Nian had already sat down, Jun's face was a little helpless, "Then what is your decision now?"
"..." What decision?
A box automatically popped up in Chumo's mind, with countless question marks inside.
"Do you want to come back to me?"
After a long time, Chumo recalled the expression on Fleeting Nian's words, as if if she refused again this time, he would just leave and never give her a chance to return to him for the rest of her life.
But at such an important moment, Liu Nian's cell phone rang, and when she saw the word "Yiran" on it, her heart suddenly became cold. How could she be so complacent that she forgot that Liu Nian had a girlfriend?
Looking at the pale Chu Mo, Liu Nian picked up the phone, Chu Mo didn't know what Mo Yiran over there said, after hanging up the phone, Liu Nian said: "I'll go out for a while, you wait here for me, don't think about it .”
But under such circumstances, how could she not think about it?
Chu Mo's men subconsciously held Liu Nian, she looked up at him and asked, "Have you and Mo Yiran really been together?"
"Yes."
The one-word reply caused the little hope that had been ignited at the beginning and the end to drop to the bottom in an instant, and her ugly face became even uglier. She said, "Oh, I see, you can go."
Fleeting Year glanced at her, and finally picked her up from the bed.
Chu Mo looked at his movements in surprise, but saw his eyes were indifferent: "Let's let you think about it here, it's better to take you with me."
So Chu Mo was taken to a bar by Fleeting Years.
There were very few people in the bar during the day, so as soon as I entered, I saw Mo Yiran sitting in the corner drinking wine alone.
Seeing the passing time, the owner of the hotel seemed to see a savior, and hurried forward and said, "Mr. Mu, you are finally here, please persuade Miss Mo quickly, she has already drank five bottles, if this continues, I am really sorry." I don't know how to explain to Director Mo."
Fleeting Year responded, and led Chu Mo to walk over.
When she walked in front of Mo Yiran, she raised her head and showed joy at the moment she saw Fleeting Years, but when she saw Chumo, she smiled self-deprecatingly, and said to Fleeting Years, "I knew you Must be with her."
After speaking, she picked up the wine bottle again and was about to pour it into her mouth.
Fleeting Nian snatched her bottle: "Enough, stop drinking."
Part6
Mo Yiran stared blankly at the bottle that was snatched away by Liu Nian, as if she had been robbed of the last strength to support her, she said: "Liu Nian, you don't allow me to like you, don't you even allow me to drink?"
"..."
Mo Yiran turned his head, looked at Chu Mo, and said with a smile: "I'm not your baby, what do you care about me so much? Even if I drink to death here today, you, Mu Liunian, won't drop a drop for me." Tears?"
Facing her self-mockery, Liu Nian only replied indifferently: "Then why did you call me to come over?"
Mo Yiran was taken aback, he didn't expect him to say that, and burst out laughing, "Yeah, I'm the cheap one, I know you don't have me in your heart, and I want you to see me fall for you, I want to see it with my own eyes See if you are really that ruthless to me!"
Having said that, she stood up and walked crookedly to Liu Nian, "Tell me, won't you really feel uncomfortable seeing me like this? Mu Liu Nian, do you have no heart?"
"..."
"No! No, you're not careless, your heart is on—" Mo Yiran pointed to Chu Mo standing beside him, "Your heart is on her!"
"Fleeing baby..." Mo Yiran walked up to Chumo and smiled at her: "He treasures you so much, you should be very proud, why do you look sick every time you see him? Such you, how do you deserve to be an upper class?"
Standing in place at the end of the month, looking at the drunk Mo Yiran, she was completely different from the person she saw for the first time. At that time, she looked so confident and noble, like a goddess, but now, she is so depraved and decadent .
Feelings are really a thing that kills in an instant, but Chumo feels that she is not qualified to talk about others at all. Didn't she also despair of life and herself a second ago?
"How about this." Mo Yiran took another bottle of wine and handed it to Chu Mo, "Since you are here, why don't you join me for a drink?"
As soon as he finished speaking, the wine bottle was taken away by Liu Nian, who pulled Chu Mo back and kept a distance from Mo Yiran.
Because of Liu Nian's protective action, Mo Yiran burst into laughter, tears streaming down her cheeks. She said, "Mu Liunian, don't you think you are cruel? Can't you just pretend a little bit? You actually care about me too." Did you ever think about my feelings when you protected her so preciously? The most ridiculous thing is, you treat her as a treasure, what does she treat you as? "
"..."
"Don't forget, when she left you three years ago, how did you live every day! Without me by your side, do you think you would still be the Dr. Mu, the genius Leonardo Mu in the piano world? For her, you almost ruined your lifelong dream and piano career, have you forgotten it?"
If it is said that Chu Mo was jealous of the relationship between Mo Yiran and Liu Nian before, when Mo Yiran said these words, she was completely stunned.She never knew what happened to Fleeting Years during the two years she left.
In her eyes, Fleeting Years has always been very rational... Like what Mo Yiran said... She would never imagine that it would happen to Fleeting Years...
This is what Mo Yiran wanted. She looked at Chu Mo's shocked face and said with a smile: "Ha! He didn't tell you, did he? You see, no matter what you did to him or how much harm you caused him, he I still treat you as a treasure. I don’t talk about the pain I have endured. Yang Chumo, what ability do you have to make such a good man like you only..."
"Shut up!" Liu Nian, who had not said a word, interrupted her, his face was very ugly, and there was faint anger about to explode in his eyes.
But at the moment, Mo Yiran was drunk and used the wine to build her courage. Even though she knew that Fleeting Nian was angry, she still said with a smile: "What? Are you afraid that I will destroy your image of you in her heart? Fleeting...why bother to put yourself You are so tired, you are also human, you will be sad and sad, you always give others a sense of alienation that is hard to get close to, but you don't know how much you long for someone to love you in your heart." After finishing speaking, she turned her head again Looking at Chu Mo, he said to Liu Nian: "Do you dare to let her hear what happened to you in the past three years? Are you afraid that after listening to her, she will find that the Mu Liu Nian she loves is not as perfect as she imagined?" , are you afraid that she will leave you again? Mu Liunian, I didn't expect you to be so unconfident..."
"Mo Yiran!" Before she finished speaking, Chu Mo interrupted angrily, "No matter how much you look down on me, I have nothing to say, but I forbid you to talk about fleeting years like that!"
"You are not allowed? Why are you not allowed?" Mo Yiran sneered, "I tell you Yang Chumo, any woman in this world is qualified to stand with Liu Nian, except you! You know that after you left, Liu Nian How did it fall? If it weren’t for me, the company would have closed down long ago! Do you know what he promised me? Do you think there are any geniuses in the world? Even if there are, on the premise that he is willing to give up, If it weren't for someone who has been making connections behind the scenes, do you think the media are all idiots, and can't find out what the Muda pianist has done in the past three years?"
Part7
"Mo Yiran, you can say whatever you want, you don't have to beat around the bush like this!" Chu Mo couldn't take it anymore, and she no longer held back her temper, and said directly: "I have always believed your words before, thinking that you are really a fleeting time. Girlfriend, now it seems that I fell for you. The photos you sent me are actually photos that you secretly took and synthesized? Maybe you were really together before, but now you have such an attitude , I can believe that the relationship between you and Fleeting Nian is completely impossible. Therefore, no matter what you tell me about what happened in Fleeting Nian in the past three years, which may be unimaginable to me, I want to tell you, no matter what Whatever he did, he is the most perfect fleeting time in my heart."
"Really?" Mo Yiran didn't seem surprised by Chu and Mo's answers, she said, "Then what if I tell you that I had an abortion for Fleeting Years?"
If Mo Yiran said what Mo Yiran said before, Chu Mo was prepared in his heart, but when Mo Yiran finished saying this sentence, Chu Mo only felt that the fortress built outside his heart collapsed with a "boom" up.
She stood there in a daze, with a roar in her mind, Mo Yiran's laughter in front of her eyes, and Fleeting Nian's very indifferent face, at that moment, she really felt what despair is.
Mo Yiran still didn't let her go, she said: "But for you, you should be able to bear it, right? After all, you have had an abortion once, haven't you? If you let others know, the woman Liu Nian likes is a woman who has had an abortion , What will others think? Do you think that Mu Liunian is a big idiot who likes other people—”
With a "slap", Mo Yiran slapped the beginning and the end of his unfinished words.
She stared at her coldly, and told her word by word, "Mo Yiran, you can say anything about me, but I just don't allow you to say anything bad about Fleeting Years!"
Mo Yiran was taken aback for a moment, and then her eyes were obviously full of anger. She said, "Yang Chumo, who do you think you are? How dare you hit me?"
Probably because Mo Yiran really lost his temper, his eyes and expression were so fierce that Chumo, who was so impulsive for the first time, couldn't react for a while, so he just looked at her in a daze.
Seeing that Mo Yiran was about to slap back, Liu Nian immediately pulled Chu Mo behind him, reached out and grabbed Mo Yiran's waving wrist, and slammed it down, he scolded: "Have you had enough trouble? "
Mo Yiran, who was thrown away, fell on the table beside her. Her bloodshot eyes were full of hatred, and she lifted all the unfinished wine bottles on the table as soon as she reached out. Is that enough? Mu Liunian! Has your conscience been eaten by dogs? I treat you so well, yet you treat me like this for a woman who betrayed you! Are you worthy of me?"
It can be seen that Fleeting Years has been in a state of forbearance from the very beginning, and he didn't want to have any confrontation with Mo Yiran, but at this moment, Mo Yiran's madness has completely lost his good temper, and his face is very gloomy Now, if someone looks at the past carefully, they will feel that it is more heartless than gloomy. He said: "I am really grateful that you were by my side during that time, but I told you at the beginning, don't be here. I waste time on me, and you will be the one who gets hurt in the end. I admit that I am sorry for what you have done, and I will try my best to do what you want me to promise you. But you forgot that I once told you that as long as you don’t touch the first In the end, everything is easy to handle, this is my bottom line."
"Yeah! You told me, but I was so overwhelmed, thinking that after so many years, you can see who is really good to you. Aren't you so smart? Why do you fall into the same woman one after another? hand?"
It seemed that Fleeting Nian didn't want to talk to her any more, he said, "Don't worry about my business, I'll call someone to pick you up."
After finishing speaking, he dragged Chu and Mo to go back.
How could Mo Yiran be reconciled, she suddenly rushed over like crazy, hugged Liu Nian tightly from behind, she cried and said: "Liu Nian, I'm sorry, I promise I will never do this again, don't leave me Okay? If you leave me, I will really die..."
Mo Yiran has never begged for someone like she is today. In the past, she was always superior, and never put men and feelings in her eyes.But since she met Fleeting Years, she seemed to be a different person. She worked hard to please him and understand his preferences. He said one thing, but she didn't dare to say two. She didn't understand why she was so kind to him, but he kept forgetting Not Yang Chumo.
Regarding her sadness and crying, Liu Nian just gently took away her hand on her waist, turned around, looked at her, and said to her seriously: "You once told me when I was in the most pain , In this world, no one can live without anyone. Now, I give this sentence to you, I hope you can be strong, not to mention, it was you who said to break up at the beginning. "
After Liu Nian finished saying this sentence, Mo Yiran seemed to have been hit by something, and stood there blankly, neither going crazy nor entangled.
Yes, she almost forgot that they had broken up for a long time, and she was the one who opened the mouth.
She said: "Fleeing Years, it's been so long, you've been kind to me, gentle and considerate to me, but why can't I feel that you love me?"
She said: "Liu Nian, don't you still not forget Yang Chumo? What's so good about her that you never forget her?"
She said: "Otherwise, I'll go for plastic surgery to look like Yang Chumo, in this way, will you love me more?"
She said: "From the very beginning, you told me that you can treat me well, but you won't love me. I foolishly hoped that you would change for me. If I don't regard myself as an exception, is it just Wouldn't expect that much... expect you to fall in love with me?"
She said: "Fleeting Years, I'm tired, let's break up..."
Why was she still able to accept it when they broke up, but now she is so mad?Because there was no Yang Chumo when we broke up, because she wanted to break up to stimulate him, but later she found out that he really didn't love her, and breaking up meant nothing to him... Besides, the one who had been hiding in his The woman in my heart appeared, and she knew that she had no chance at all.
Part8
Chu Mo was dragged out by Fleeting Years, ever since Mo Yiran said the words about going to bed, she has been in such a trance state.
He led her all the way into the car, drove the car to the side of a small park, opened the car window, and lit a cigarette.
There was no words all the way, and the carriage was also quiet at the moment.
Chu Mo looked at the man smoking beside her, and the words Mo Yiran said kept echoing in her mind.She suddenly discovered that she really didn't know Brother Liunian as well as she thought she had known since she was a child.
Or, she had never seen him see through.
When did he become addicted to cigarettes? When we met for the first time after returning to China, he always offered a toast to anyone; you must know that before, he almost never drank alcohol.And in these years... gossip reports, the rumored girlfriends around him have changed one after another. Although they can't be sure if it's a real relationship, but the fleeting time at that time is really different from the past... Really changed a lot.
Chumo looked away, feeling very confused.An explosive event was in front of her, and she was so bombed that she didn't know what to do.
But watching the people around her smoke one after another, she felt a little distressed. After struggling for a long time, she said softly: "Liu Nian, can you smoke less, it's not good for your health."
But he ignored her and didn't turn his head.
The sky gradually darkened, the cigarette butt in Liunian's hand became particularly dazzling, Chu Mo gritted his teeth, rushed forward, snatched the cigarette butt from Liunian's hand, and burned it on his wrist.
Seeing her action, Liu Nian immediately snatched the cigarette butt and threw it out of the window, and yelled at her angrily: "Yang Chumo, are you crazy?"
Chumo couldn't help it anymore, she cried and said: "I'm just crazy, I like my brother Fleeting Years before! I don't like you who look so unhappy now, I know you are upset and angry. You can vent it ! Why would you hurt your own body?"
After finishing this paragraph, Liu Nian looked at her arm and asked, "What about you? What are these injuries?"
Chu Mo followed his gaze, and her arms were covered with cigarette butt marks of self-abuse these days, and the circles had nowhere to hide under Fleeting Nian's gaze.
Chu Mo shrank his hands back, and put them behind his back in embarrassment: "It's nothing..."
"Nothing?" Liu Nian said, "Mo Yiran went to find you, and you believed whatever he told you. You never thought of asking me, Yang Chumo, I'm so untrustworthy in your heart Is it? You would rather hurt yourself than come and prove to me the answer you want?"
Chu Mo shook his head, "It's not that I don't want to, but I dare not. I want Mo Yiran to tell me and believe me, and I don't want to hear from your mouth that you are really with another woman. I will I can't stand it. Over the years, no matter how the outside world has rumored you and Biren's scandal, I always tell myself that my brother Fleeting Time is not that kind of person. But when I saw the intimate photos of you and Mo Yiran that Mo Yiran sent me... ...I'm really about to collapse, as if you have left me...I know I'm stupid, I was fooled by Mo Yiran, I went to the mall and saw you intimately together, you must not know that I had It hurts so much, it hurts more than rolling down the elevator. But you can't see it. People always say that people who love each other have a heart-to-heart connection, but I fell down at that time, but you couldn't feel it at all. I thought, We are It's really impossible, it's really impossible..."
She was a little excited at the beginning and the end, so she was a little incoherent. She didn't know what to say to let the fleeting year understand how uncomfortable she has been these days. If she really can't be with the fleeting time in this life, she would rather be three years ago. die.
"These years, I have really suffered a lot. Every time I can't bear it anymore, I tell myself desperately, I still have you, and you are in this world, and I will continue to work hard to live .I always write your name on the notebook over and over again, only in this way can I persevere, I really can't imagine what I would be like without you... Fleeting time... Can you feel my fear?" She said, "You are so smart, why can't you feel that my usual calmness is fake? Why can't I feel that every time I see you, I want to hug you? Why can't I feel that I am fine every night? Think about you...why don't you feel how much I love you..."
Her remaining words were contained in the lips that suddenly turned over. When she opened her eyes, she met his eyes that were so close and so deep. She wanted to struggle, but he hugged her so tightly.She was sad and happy at the same time, she didn't know whether to cry or laugh, tears kept overflowing from her eyes, she knew that at this moment, she no longer had to pretend to be brave, she could hug him tightly and kiss him openly.
Each other's emotions that had been hidden for many years broke out at this moment. At this moment, no one wanted to let the other go, but just wanted to hold each other tightly and rub into each other's bones.
Fleeting time, you know?If you are really with other women, I would rather not speak again in this life, and I don't want to tell lies to bless you.
(End of this chapter)
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