Bamboo Horse Pianist II
Chapter 8 We Finally Lost Our Way
Chapter 8 We Finally Lost Our Way
Part1
Chumo felt that she was really a failure. After a good journey, she made it impossible for her to eat and play well.On the way, Fleeting Nian asked the driver to take her back first.
After a while, she never saw Fleeting Years again.It seems that everyone lives their own lives, and there will never be any intersection.
At the beginning and end of that period, I felt particularly lost, as if I had made a huge mistake.
But if time goes back, she should still choose to tell that fact... After all, fleeting time has the right to know.
The senior year is about to graduate, and there are more gatherings among classmates. Usually, she seldom participates in the first and last grades, but during this time, she is too worried and can't let herself have any idle time to think, so as long as she is invited will definitely participate.
However, I participated in a relatively large outdoor barbecue that day, and it was at night. I didn't expect it to be jointly organized by the English Department and the Medical School. The distance can still be seen at a glance, he will always be arranged in the best position and receive the best care.
She was still in a bad mood on the first and last day, so she didn't refuse the wine offered by others, and had a drink.Until Xiatu saw that it was not an option for her to drink like this, he pulled her up and wanted to take her by the river to breathe.
It just so happened that when Chu Mo was passing the table of Fleeting Years, he saw several girls surrounded by Fleeting Years, they didn't know what they were talking about, their faces were full of joy and admiration.Although Fleeting Nian's expression was as indifferent as usual, and he didn't fit in with them, but watching him at the beginning and end made me feel uncomfortable.A tinge of sourness obviously rose in the bottom of my heart.
So, when a boy who had liked Chu and Mo before came up to talk to her, she responded with a smile for the first time.Chumo is already beautiful, and she usually doesn't like to talk to people outside the dormitory, so she gives those boys who have a crush on her a sense of arrogance of a goddess. Once she smiles, she can really give people's hearts melted.
Perhaps it was because the temperature next to the barbecue was a little high, Chu Mo's face was abnormally flushed after drinking some wine, so the boy invited her to go to the river to breathe the fresh air very gentlemanly.
Chu Mo was going to go out, but now she happened to be accompanied by someone, so she told Xia Tu that she didn't need to accompany her, and that she could go out with the boys by herself.
Xia Tu was a little worried. She wanted to be with her, but she was firmly opposed by Chu Mo. She probably really drank too much, and she actually said to Xia Tu in front of so many people: "Tutu, are you still afraid? How is senior brother treating me? I'm not beautiful, you're worrying too much!"
Hearing these words in the ears of the other boys, they couldn't help booing: "Our squad leader is a peerless good man, okay? Not only is he handsome, but he is also very devoted. He has never liked anyone since he was a child. Xia Tu, you are so worried, is it because you don’t trust us all?"
Being coaxed together like this, Xia Tu didn't know what to say, and could only watch helplessly as Chu Mo walked out with the boy.
There is a big river next to the barbecue. When Chu Mo walked past, she saw couples standing in twos and threes chatting there. She found a place where there were not many people, lay on the railing, and looked up at the stars.
"Today's weather is really nice, there are so many stars, tomorrow will definitely be a sunny day." She looked at the stars and murmured, "But why can't I feel better when it's a sunny day?"
She was really drunk at the beginning and the end of the day. If it were normal, it would be impossible for her to say it in front of someone she didn't know at all.
Seeing her like this, the boy said with some distress: "Chumo, the first time I saw you, I felt that you were very unhappy. You... If you don't mind, you can tell what's on your mind, maybe it will make you feel better."
Chumo tilted her head, squinted at him, and didn't speak. She just stared at him for a few seconds, then shook her head, "I don't have anything on my mind." She said, "You know? I built a city and locked my thoughts inside, without a key, they couldn't get out... And I, when I built it, lost the key, without it, I can't open it at all, So how do you say it?"
When the boy heard this, he didn't know what to say for a while.
At this time, a gust of cold wind came out, and a house was built on the side of the barbecue, so I couldn't feel how cold it was at night. When the cold wind blew, I couldn't help shivering at the beginning and the end.
The two stood for a while, the boy struggled and struggled for a while, and finally took off his coat and put it on Chumo's body, blushing and said: "Hey, it's cold, you put this on first."
Part2
Chumo is rare to see a boy who is shyer than her, when she turned around and was about to say something, she saw a slender figure standing there in the dark.
Chu Mo was startled, the words he wanted to say were also stuck in his throat, and a touch of sadness rose up.
Mu Liunian...why did he come out?Didn't those girls have a good chat with him just now?Why are you willing to let him out?
The boy looked in the direction of Chumo's eyes, and saw Mu Liunian who was indifferent all over.
He also knows a little about the things between Chumo and Fleeting Years, so at such a moment, he is very knowledgeable.
"Chu Mo, I'll go in first, don't stay here for too long, be careful of catching a cold." After finishing speaking, he was about to leave.
"Wait." Chu Mo yelled, and when the boy turned around in surprise, thinking she would say something like keeping him, she saw that Chu Mo had already pulled off the clothes she was wearing, "Thank you for your kindness." , but I'm not cold."
The boy took it in embarrassment, nodded at her and turned to leave.
Chu Mo stood where she was, the wind was still blowing, but the moment she saw Fleeting Nian, she no longer felt cold.At this moment, the alcohol was causing trouble, and Chumo felt that the little castle in her heart had finally found the key, and Fleeting Years was her key.
She walked up to him a little dazed, he was still so tall, standing in front of him, she always looked up at him, she squinted her eyes, and said with a smile: "I know you are worried about me. Followed, right?"
Seeing that Liunian didn't speak, she didn't feel embarrassed. She pointed to Liunian's coat and said, "Would you like to take off your coat and put it on for me! I'm a bit cold!"
Fleeting Nian still didn't say a word, but looked at her eyes with a little more warmth than the indifference just now.
At the end of the month, when I saw that I had said so much, and people didn't answer a word, I suddenly felt a little boring, "Forget it, I knew you wouldn't treat me so well, even if I died of cold, you wouldn't treat me that way." sad."
Liu Nian's eyes paused slightly, he took a step forward, and before Chu Mo Mi Wei had time to react, he pulled her and turned her around. They were already in the corner, and when she turned around like this, she was stuck against the wall , Fleeting Nian put his hands on both sides of her body, surrounding her.
This feeling... so happy!There were countless fireworks blooming in Chu Mo's heart, she raised her head, looked at him stupidly, and said stupidly: "When boys do things like this to girls, they usually want to kiss her forcefully, so Liu Nian, you have to force her to kiss her." Kiss me?"
Fleeting Years was speechless, looking down at her expectant face, thinking how much wine had she had to drink before she could say such words without any shame?
Chumo was really a little drunk. Seeing that Fleeting Nian just stared at her without moving at all, she couldn't help showing her disappointment on her face. She muttered and said, "Did I guess wrong, you Don't want to kiss me?"
Naturally, she didn't feel that the angle where Liu Nian was standing just blocked the cold wind.
Perhaps because of the alcohol, she suddenly stretched out her hand to hook his neck, stood on tiptoe, leaned forward, and kissed his lips.
His lips were cool and soft, and the familiar temperature made Chu Mo unwilling to let go, even if he kissed like this forever.
What words would you use to express your feelings?After a long time, Chu Mo would think that every time she kisses Fleeting Years, it gives her a heart-pounding feeling like a first kiss. This kind of affection often makes her think that there is an inseparable fate between herself and Fleeting Years, thinking that if they are not If we've known each other since childhood, we'll meet someday too, right?She has always believed that there really is such a person in this world, no matter where you are, he will stand in front of you at the right time and place, maybe it is early, maybe it is late, but this him can grow old with you In his whole life, he will definitely appear.
Part3
At the beginning and end of that day, she completely forgot how she got back to the dormitory. Of course, it was impossible for her to know. At that time, not far from the rooftop, Mo Yiran silently watched the intimacy between them, his face pale and ugly.
When Chumo woke up the next day, she felt a severe headache, and there was a faint fragrance in her nose. When she got out of bed, she saw a note on the table, which was written by Xia Tu, asking Chumo to put the note on the table. After drinking the soup, she left a portion on purpose.
Chumo opened the lid, and the scent of pork ribs and radishes came into her nose. She couldn't help thinking that she didn't know who had captivated Xia Tu's heart. How happy it is to have love soup every day.
She hugged the soup and sat on the bed in a daze. She remembered last night when she kissed Fleeting Years. Alcohol is such a good thing... She did everything she dared not do.It's just, I don't know if she is like this, what will Fleeting Years think of her?
Obviously that night, she said such hurtful things, but last night, she did such things that are easily misunderstood.
"Yang Chumo, do you even know what you're doing?"
Some annoyed complaints at the beginning and end.
If Fleeting Nian really regards her as a promiscuous woman, she might as well die.
Just as she was complaining, the phone rang at this moment. She picked it up and saw that it was an unfamiliar number.
"Hello?" she picked it up.
An unfamiliar girl came from inside: "Miss Yang?"
"I am, are you?"
"I'm Mo Yiran, do you remember? We met before."
Of course Chu Mo remembered that woman who appeared next to Fleeting Nian and had a very vicious affair with him.
"Well, I remember, you... what's the matter?" Chu Mo asked.
"I want to tell you something in person. I'm waiting for you in the coffee shop downstairs in your dormitory. Can you come down?"
Now that everyone has come, it seems that they know that she is upstairs, and it is really unreasonable for her not to go down. Moreover, she is also a little curious, what will happen to Mo Yiran looking for her.
"Okay, I'll come down here."
After hanging up the phone, Chu Mo tidied herself up and went downstairs.
It is class time now, and there are not many people in the coffee shop, so I saw Mo Yiran sitting in the innermost at a glance.
How should I say it?This woman, at first glance, is the eldest lady of a wealthy family, full of a kind of nobility all over her body, even if she is placed in the crowd, she is a temperamental beauty that can be seen at a glance, not to mention that she is also the eldest lady of the IMB Group.So, such a person is worthy of gossip with Fleeting Years, right?It makes people feel that she and Fleeting Nian are people from the same world, they are both so outstanding and superior.
Chu Mo walked up to her, and after sitting down, Mo Yiran raised his head and looked at her with a smile: "Miss Yang, I'm looking for you because I have something I hope you can promise me."
I didn't expect her to be so straight to the point, Chu Mo was a bit unresponsive, she asked: "What's the matter?"
"I think, if possible, can you have less contact with Fleeting Years?"
"..."
For her silence, Mo Yiran didn't take it seriously, and she continued: "It's like this, the relationship between me and Fleeting Years... I don't think I need to explain it to you. Although we haven't fully disclosed it, I still don't want it Some unknown women took the initiative to hook up."
So... Is she, Yang Chumo, the so-called "unknown" woman?
The corners of Chu Mo's mouth curled slightly, and she was not frightened by Mo Yiran's domineering aura, she said: "So, Miss Mo asked me to come out because she wanted me not to have contact with Fleeting Years?"
Mo Yiran raised his eyebrows and nodded: "Actually, I like you quite a bit, otherwise I wouldn't have thought of asking you to be Mo Mo's piano teacher before, there are so many men in the world, you really don't have to hold on to the past , if possible, I can help you introduce someone who is suitable for you, regardless of family background or appearance, they are all excellent."
So... Is she, Yang Chumo, at the age for a blind date?
Chu Mo chuckled softly: "Thank you, Miss Mo, for your kindness. I really don't need you to worry about whether I can find a boyfriend or not. As for Fleeting Years... I think you already know what happened before me and him. Do I want to be with him? Breaking off contact is not what you say, and I should do it, are you right?"
Mo Yiran was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect that this girl usually looks very weak, and her character is not subdued at all, but... "Then you don't mind being accused of being a third party?"
Because of this sentence, those who succeeded at the beginning and end turned pale.
"Well, tomorrow at ten o'clock in the morning, I have an appointment with Liu Nian at the Parkson Mall in the city center. If you are free, you can go there, and I will let you see what you want to see." After saying this, Mo Yiran put on her oversized sunglasses, got up and left.
After walking for a while, she came back again and took out a business card from her bag: "You must have lost the one I gave you last time. You can keep this one. If you can't find me tomorrow, you can call the card on it." Telephone."
After finishing speaking, regardless of whether you want it at the beginning or the end, you put it on the table.
Part4
After Mo Yiran left, Chu Mo looked at the business card on the table and casually threw it into the trash can.
The rest of the time was spent in the library at the beginning and end of the year. The popular review book she had been wanting to borrow before had never been found. It just so happened that today it was lying quietly on the shelf without moving.It's just that she managed to borrow this book, but she didn't have the time to read it. After reading a few questions, she didn't talk about it. After doing it, she was wrong.Finally, I stayed in the library all morning and went to work in the hotel in the afternoon.
It was already very late when he came back from get off work, and Xia Tu had already fallen asleep on the bed, and lay down on the bed after taking a shower lightly at the beginning and the end.She should be very tired, but she couldn't fall asleep anyway, and the scenes of Fleeting Years and Mo Yiran being together kept automatically playing in her mind. Although they were all imagined by her, she was still very bored, as if she was weighed down by a few thousand catties. stone, out of breath.
Under such depression, she fell asleep, and her dream was naturally uneasy, and she repeatedly saw the backs of Fleeting Years and Mo Yiran, they looked so intimate.She couldn't get in no matter what, she didn't even have the qualifications to be a third party.
It was five o'clock in the morning when she woke up. Although it was early, she couldn't fall asleep anyway.Sitting up from the bed, I wanted to go to the water room to wash my face, so as not to wake up Xia Tu.Who knew that when she looked towards Xia Tu, the bed was actually empty!
Xia Tu went out so early?Chu Mo subconsciously looked at the table. There was a thermos cup on it, and the soup was still in it.
I really don't know who this girl fell in love with, but she, who always loves to sleep in, wakes up so early for the one she loves.
Chu Mo stayed in the dormitory for a while, then went downstairs to buy some breakfast and drank the soup left by Xia Tu.
While eating breakfast, she turned on her mobile phone. As soon as the mobile phone was turned on, it was prompted that there were ten unread messages. She was a little surprised that it was so early, who would send her a message?After clicking on it, she couldn't help shaking her hands, and quickly opened the rest of the information. It was full of photos of Mo Yiran and Liunian together, Liunian's cooking, Liunian's sleeping, and Liunian's work The appearance at the time and so on, and each one has Mo Yiran's face in it.
The more I saw the end at the beginning and the end, the more my hands trembled.
Over the years, although she knew that the women around Fleeting Years changed one after another, that was all she knew. When those intimate photos were in front of her eyes, that kind of uncontrollable jealousy was at work, and she wanted to rush to her. Fleeting Nian asked in front of him: "Are you really together with Mo Yiran?"
However, another voice from the bottom of her heart was also questioning her: "Yang Chumo, why are you? You chose to leave back then, why did you ask Mu Liunian to stay single for you in the past two years?"
An indescribable heartache arose in Chu Mo's heart, yes, why should she?
But... Although she is no longer the innocent girl she was back then, after experiencing the hardships of life, she knows that the world is not as perfect as she imagined, and no one is perfect, but in her heart, there is still a kind of strong trust, Her fleeting brother is different from others, her fleeting brother has always been so perfect.
So... is she too confident?
Thinking of what Mo Yiran said yesterday, Chu Mo stared at the intimate photos on the phone, and finally she couldn't hold back, got up from the chair with a groan, took her bag and rushed to Parkson Mall.
Instead of thinking wildly, she might as well go and see with her own eyes what is the relationship between Mo Yiran and Fleeting Years.
The school is a bit far from the city center, but it was still early to go out at the beginning and end of the year, so we arrived half an hour earlier than expected.This half hour was very tormenting for her, as if she knew that she was about to take the fate-determining college entrance examination, her heart was beating wildly.
She took a casual stroll in the mall, fearing that she would accidentally bump into Fleeting Nian and the others, so she even brought a pair of sunglasses to cover it up.
After finally staying up until ten o'clock, she stood on the upper floor and looked under the main entrance, her eyes were sore that she didn't see Liu Nian and Mo Yiran.
Seeing the time passing by bit by bit, when the pointer pointed to 10:30, I just thought that I might have been tricked by Mo Yiran. Maybe at this time, she was standing in a corner where others could not see, laughing at her Really foolishly ran here!
Chu Mo scolded herself hard in her heart, her heart was full of entangled emotions of sadness and annoyance, which made her not pay much attention to the children playing around when she got off the elevator, and when she was halfway through the elevator, she felt a push At the waist, before the future could grasp the handrail of the elevator, the whole person leaned forward, and his footsteps moved forward instinctively, but he stepped on the ground, and the whole person fell down.
Chu Mo secretly screamed, "Oops", the body felt the pain of being knocked, and there was a mess of exclamation in the ear, and the vision darkened in an instant.
How many times, she always thought that she would die, but her fate was always so strong, no matter how many cruel things she experienced, she could always escape in the end.But, why doesn't she have such luck emotionally?
"Miss? Miss? Are you all right?"
Kind-hearted people came forward to inquire.
Chu Mo's head was still dizzy, she wanted to talk, but she accidentally caught a glimpse of Liu Nian and Mo Yiran at the corner, they seemed to have just finished shopping in the mall and were about to go back, Mo Yiran stood beside Liu Nian, smiling softly .
At this time, two porters passed by them with a huge poster board, pulling Mo Yiran away like a passing gentleman to prevent her from touching it.
Then the action of maintenance is done to another woman.
If there is any hope of not giving up before the end of the year, at this moment one's heart is already in despair.
She couldn't hear the noisy voices in her ears, talking, caring, or indifferent. There was only a voice from the heart asking: "Fleeting Years, can we really not go back?"
At that time, when they were together, she thought that they would love for a lifetime, a lifetime was so long, and even a second and a minute less could not be called a lifetime.But now, their remaining life is still so long, and their whole life seems to have come to an end.
Part5
The ambulance that was called at the end of the month took her to the hospital. The parents of the child who injured her were also two good people. Seeing that their child had injured someone, they ran away without causing any trouble. Instead, they sent her to the hospital for a thorough examination After a while, it was confirmed that it was just scratched some flesh, and then I left with confidence.
When Chu Mo took the prescription prescribed by the doctor to pick up the medicine, she was still in the market when she saw Liu Nian and Mo Yiran in her mind and didn't come back.The end of walking without such conditions is that someone accidentally bumped into someone, and the bandage-wrapped forehead hurt a little more.
"Hmm..." Chumo rubbed her forehead and grunted in pain.
"Yang Chumo, why are you walking so fast? Are you rushing into the bridal chamber?"
Chu Mo looked up at a familiar voice, it was Mo Wang.
Remembering that this person is Mo Yiran's younger brother, her expression suddenly darkened a little.
"Why do you turn black when you see me?" Mo Wang leaned in front of her to look around, reached out and hit the bandage on her forehead, gasped in pain.But he smiled cheerfully and asked, "Have you been beaten?"
Chu Mo glared at him, only to realize that today he was dressed brilliantly again, just the moment he was talking to her, countless female nurses cast admiring glances at her.
"What are you doing in the hospital?" Chu Mo decided to take the initiative to change the subject in order to prevent Mo Wang from saying more.
"Of course you are seeing a doctor in the hospital."
Chu Mo was a little surprised by Mo Wang's answer. She looked up and down at someone who was no different from a normal person, and even more energetic, "Are you sick?"
"That's right..." Mo Wang smiled and reported the itinerary to her like a child: "I come here once a week... Shouldn't you have known earlier? The translator of the research project you participated in is the research object. !"
"..." Chu Mo smiled, "Don't be joking." Although she didn't know what the specific research project was, she knew it was related to the brain, and it was a critical illness... But Mo Wang in front of her Obviously nothing happened, how could it be him?
Mo Wang raised his eyebrows, "Why should I be joking with you?" He thought for a while, then took Chumo's hand: "I don't believe it, come and watch with me." Go to the doctor's office.
Pushing the door open, he pulled Chu Mo in and called out with a smile, "Dr. Luo, I'm here!"
Chu Mo was taken aback for a moment, never thought that the doctor who saw Mo Wang was actually Luo Zijia.
The two haven't seen each other for a long time since they met at the hotel last time, and they don't know if it's because of each other's intention or for some other reason.The phrase "If the doctor fails, I will be responsible. Are you coming?" Chumo still lingers in her mind. She is not stupid. There are some bottom lines that she can't touch. She won't take the initiative to touch them, but she can't refuse them. , so I can only pretend to be stupid and try not to contact her.
"Senior Brother Luo." She greeted with a smile. Although she was embarrassed in her heart, she had already passed the age where everything was shown on her face.
Mo Wang was not surprised at all that Chumo and Luo Zijia knew each other, he walked in with ease, sat down on the sofa beside him, and said, "I said I was sick, but she didn't believe me, so I brought her here to prove it with my own eyes. "
At the end of the month, I just felt that this sentence was so awkward?
Luo Zijia has already pointed out the awkwardness: "Mo Wang, being sick... is not something to be happy about. Besides, you always don't cooperate, and your family members are very worried."
Mo Wang hummed, and turned his head capriciously: "They have been worried about me since I was born. They should not have given birth to me in the first place, so they can save their worries."
It's not that she has never experienced Mo Wang's lawlessness and willfulness, but she can't accept her parents: "How can you say that, parents worry about their children because they love you, you know there are many children without parents in the world , I don’t want them to worry, don’t you? You don’t know your blessings when you are in the blessings.”
Mo Wang never thought that his casual words would cause such a huge reaction from Chumo. He raised his eyebrows curiously: "What are you so excited about? People who don't know think you don't have parents! I..."
"Mo Wang!" Luo Zijia's serious reprimand interrupted Mo Wang's words. He looked at the beginning and end of this side with some worry, and her ugly face became even uglier.
"I have something else to do, I'll go back first."
After speaking, he opened the door and left.
Luo Zijia frowned, and glared displeasedly at Mo Wang who was speaking out loud, but Mo Wang had an innocent expression of "Did I say something wrong?"
Part6
Chumo was walking on the way to the bus, and she was not in the mood to pick up the medicine. She just felt that she was really unlucky recently, so she should stay in the dormitory and not go anywhere. No matter who came to her, she pretended not to be there. !
She admitted that what Mo Wang Wuxin said just now did hit the pain in her heart.How long has it been?She didn't dare to think about her father who had passed away, or her mother who disappeared in the earthquake.For a while, it seemed that she was the only one left in the world, and that feeling of loneliness made her very scared, so when she knew she was pregnant, she wished she could give birth to a baby.
Even though she was still in school at that time, even though her body couldn't bear the process of the birth of a child at that time, she still wanted to try, because it was a small life, the only family affection she had left in this world.
She knew that Fleeting Years would not agree, he loved her more than the child in his womb, between her and the child, he would always choose the former, so she could only choose to leave, when she looked into the darkness, he fell asleep With her beautiful face, I begged him ten thousand times in my heart to forgive her for leaving without saying goodbye.
At that time, she was very stupid and couldn't think of other ways to keep the child, so she could only hurt him.
It seems that people are always like this. It is always easier to show your true nature in front of the closest people. The closer you are to the closest people, the easier it is to hurt them, because we know that no matter how much we sit too much, we will be forgiven in the end.
But we have never thought about how we can pray for forgiveness when we have been hurt so deeply that we can't make it up with love.
"Are you still sad?" When Chu Mo stood in a daze at the bus stop, a handsome face suddenly approached her eyes, and she was shocked. After seeing it clearly, she realized it was Mo Wang.
I don't know how long he has been here, but a white sports car parked behind him, attracting crowds of people staring on the platform to watch. Among them, the young girls showed "wow, so handsome" adoring eyes.
Chumo felt so stressed, seeing the bus approaching, regardless of whether she was going to her school or not, she pushed Mo Wang to get on the bus, but she didn't want Mo Wang to quickly grab her, and dragged her into her car, mouthing I was still muttering: "What's so good about sitting on the bus, it's noisy and there are so many people..."
Don't look at Mo Wang's boyish face, he is really strong, and at the beginning and the end, he was pushed close to the passenger seat and locked inside with no room for resistance.
After Boss Mo got into the car, he still didn't forget to threaten: "If you get out of the car, I'll just throw you on my shoulders and throw you into the car. If you don't believe me, try it."
Is he a bandit?Chu Mo was locked in the car depressed, with unhappiness written all over his face.
Seeing that she was obedient and stopped resisting, Mo Wang started the car and left quickly.
There were not too many people on the street at this time, Mo Wang drove away for a while, and choked out three words: "I'm sorry..."
Chu Mo turned his head to look at him indifferently, and saw a blush on his white and tender face, he coughed lightly, and said awkwardly: "I just heard Doctor Luo tell me about your past, I don't Knowing that your parents are really...cough...anyway, I'm sorry!"
"..."
Seeing that Chu Mo didn't speak, Mo Wang glanced at her secretly, and found that she was still staring at him, and his white face that had just recovered turned red again, "You, can you stop looking at me like this? You, if you do this again , I'll throw you, throw you!"
"Then you just, throw me, throw me away!"
Chu Mo imitated his stuttering way of talking, only felt that this man looked handsome and indifferent on the surface, but he was just a brat in his heart.
After Chu Mo opened his mouth, Mo Wang realized that she was not angry anymore, and he let go of his hanging heart. He said, "If you are not angry, you should have said it earlier, and I have struggled for so long. I'm sorry for these three words, Except for the fleeting time, you are the second one I said."
"Fleeing Years? What have you done to offend him?" Hearing these two words, Chu Mo instinctively asked, and only after asking did he feel a little regretful. What about him...can it have anything to do with her now?What can she do if she knows?
Mo Wang naturally didn't know the little Jiujiu in Chumo's heart, he thought to himself: "There was a piano competition, and I didn't reach the result he first predicted for me. I feel very sorry for him."
Chumo let out an "oh" and was dazed for a while, then as if thinking of something, asked him, "You mean, your piano has always been taught in fleeting years?"
"nonsense."
"That's why I always see you in Fleeting Year's apartment?"
"Yeah." Mo Wang replied, and said calmly, "You didn't see that I often go to the canteen of the Liunian company to eat! It made those sisters who were interested in me hesitate later, saying that I was born To be handsome is to be handsome, but the economy is difficult, otherwise how can you be so poor that you have to go to the cafeteria every day to get a meal..."
"If they knew that you were the little prince of IMB, they wouldn't think so." Looking at Mo Wang's outfit today, Chu Mo couldn't help asking, "Can you tell me why every time I see you, you ask Are you dressed so grandly? It's like rushing to get married."
Who knew that Mo Wang turned his head, his eyes sparkled, and asked: "How is it? Is my daily outfit handsome? These are all my own outfits!"
"..." Isn't that the point of her question?
Seeing that Chu and Mo didn't answer, Mo Wang turned his head slightly disappointed, looked forward, and laughed at himself: "Anyway, I won't live long, of course I have to dress myself up every day, so that you can remember me."
Part7
Because of Mo Wang's words, Chu Mo felt a little sad in her heart, and she asked, "Mo Wang, is your illness... really serious?"
He raised his eyebrows: "The big boss of IMB spent a lot of money to invite so many experts to come to City B just to study my disease, what do you think?"
"..."
"But he just thinks that he is rich and can do anything. But if it weren't for the fleeting time this time, no matter how much money he has, people would ignore him, okay? Is it great to have money? If money is so useful, he How can I be cured directly without money? Why do you invite those people to come?"
At the end of the day, he knew that the man Mo Wang was talking about was the big boss of IMB, the father of Mo Wang and Mo Yiran, and the leader of the business world, Mo Xiangnan.
Although I don't know why Mo Wang hates him so much, I can feel from his words that this big boy who usually looks sunny and lazy and doesn't care about anything is unwilling to reveal his thoughts.
She remembered that she met him on the first day when she went to the hospital, and wondered why he was there too... It turned out that he was the main reason why everyone went to the hospital.
After thinking about it for a while, trying to resolve the sad atmosphere in the car, she said: "Don't worry, no matter how beautiful you are or not, whether you're so good or not, everyone will remember you!"
"how about you?"
Unexpectedly, Mo Wang suddenly asked such a question, Chu Mo was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "Of course I will remember!"
"……That's good."
After Mo Wang sent Chumo back, Chumo's mood seemed to become heavier. It was hard to imagine that such a young life would be taken away by the serious illness at any time.It turns out that as we get older, everyone has more or less hidden thoughts in their hearts. There are always some things that we don't want to talk about, but we hope that the other party can understand.
But even so, Mo Wang still maintains such an optimistic spirit, as if what he faces every day is not a disease, but a new life.
And she has a complete life, what is there to be sad about?
The next day, when she went to the hospital to work as an interpreter, Chu Mo changed her mood. No matter what the future holds, she must live well in the present.In the past, she always thought that Fleeting Nian was single, so she tried every means to get close to him, hoping to redeem him.
Now that he already has a girlfriend, although it is painful, the only thing she can do is to bless her.She still has this morality, no matter how much she loves, she can't be a third party and destroy other people's feelings.
And... She knows Fleeting Years so well, if he is serious about a person, even a fairy descending from the earth can't shake him in the slightest.
To her surprise, she met Mu Jin again while translating, and she realized that before that, it was Mu Jin who squeezed Wang Chun's place, but... how did she do it? It was rumored that Mu Jin had an affair with a senior who cooperated in translating the voters this time.
As for whether it is true or not, I don't care about the truth at the beginning and the end, and let the things that have passed go with the wind.
After a busy morning, I tried my best to devote myself to translation. She is no longer the little girl she was back then, and she would bring emotional matters into her work. Besides, she has always told herself that only by becoming better can she be qualified to follow The fleeting years go hand in hand.
Today, this belief has not changed. No matter who appears next to Fleeting Years, she will only be able to explain herself to the extent she wanted to do at the beginning.
While translating, she also paid more attention to the illness they communicated than before.From Mo Wang's understatement, Chu Mo already felt that his illness was not simple. In the communication between experts, Chu Mo deepened this feeling. Mo Wang's illness was worse than the tumor in her head before. Much more serious.
Two years ago, Chu Mo had a tumor on the back of her head, and due to hereditary causes, she became blind for a while, and her best friend Luo Xi replaced her cornea.It was only after the cornea was replaced that she found out that she was pregnant. When the brain tumor was still in her brain, the doctor said that she was not suitable for having a child. She was afraid that Fleeting Years would not have a child for her, so she chose to leave... the day she left For a period of time, she suffered from pain every day and often shed tears, which affected the recovery of her eyes. During that time, her eyes often couldn't see clearly. Later, Luo Zijia helped her do rehabilitation training, and her eyesight gradually improved.
At the end of the day, I thought about Mo Wang's cynical smile like a child, and thought how great it would be if the owner of this smile could live a healthy life forever.
But then, she felt that she was worried a little too much. If Fleeting Nian also joined the research, she would definitely succeed, right?After all, Mo Wang is Mo Yiran's younger brother, and Mo Yiran is so important in Fleeting Nian's heart, Fleeting Nian will definitely be willing to make her sad.
Thinking of this, the corner of her mouth twitched into self-mockery, Yang Chumo, you really have enough of being passionate!
Part8
There was a working meal at noon, and Chu and Mo took one and sat in the meeting room by the window and ate it alone.
Maybe it's because I put too much brain power into it, so I've already digested everything I ate in the morning. I'm really hungry at the moment, and I don't care too much about my image.When she was gnawing on the chicken legs in her work meal, a figure stood in front of her.
When she looked up, she saw Mu Jin's face, this time she was still as calm as usual, as if they were still good roommates, and nothing unhappy happened between them.
She said, "I have something to tell you, can you come here?"
Chu Mo weighed between the chicken leg and going out, and finally reluctantly gave up the chicken leg and went out with her.
After walking a certain distance with Mu Jin, Chu Mo realized that the place they arrived was the same corridor as last time.
Chu Mo stood behind Mu Jin, waiting for her to speak.
After a quick glance, she found that Mu Jin seemed to have lost a lot of weight, probably because the outside world's comments have put some pressure on her these days.
At this moment, Mu Jin turned around, looked at Chu Mo and said, "I heard from Xia Tu that Brother Mu let me go this time because of your face."
It turned out that I came to her to talk about this.Chu Mo shook her head, just about to say that I actually didn't do anything... But Mu Jin continued: "But I won't thank you."
"..."
"I have liked Senior Brother Mu for so long, and I have been waiting for an opportunity. Senior Brother Mu likes you so much, I know that as soon as you show up, I will lose all chances, so... don't blame me, Chumo, I have no choice but to of."
At the beginning, Chu Mo wanted to communicate with Mu Jin calmly, and there might not be many opportunities to talk to each other in the future, but she didn't want Mu Jin to say this to her, she smiled and said: "I have to? That's a good excuse. Are you right if you have to?"
But I don't want Mu Jin to be a little emotional: "I was wrong? What's wrong with me? If you don't show up, will I do it? Others don't know, I have collected so much information about Fleeting Years, I still don't know his feelings for you How deep is it?"
Chumo disagreed, "Mujin, don't make excuses for yourself, I can understand, living in the present, everyone will choose between being sorry for others and sorry for yourself, but whether the former or the latter is your own choice, There is no such thing as having to, you didn’t choose the latter because it wasn’t what you wanted, people are selfish.”
"..." One sentence completely blocked Mu Jin's excuse. She pursed her lips and stared at Chu Mo, unable to say a word of rebuttal for a long time.
Chu Mo said: "I never thought that one day you would say sorry to me. I can understand the feeling of liking someone too much. Sometimes I will lose my mind and do things that hurt others. But I always think , you have to dare to take responsibility if you do it, don’t push your faults to others with the word “forced” in the end, are you right?”
Chu Mo's words were too naked, and Mu Jin, who was able to feel at ease in order to put the responsibility on her, had no room for rebuttal.
In the end, when Mu Jin left, she only said one sentence, "Yang Chumo, I underestimated you. I always thought you were a good girl before, but I didn't expect you to be the one who sees through everything."
After Mu Jin left, Chumo sat alone in the stairwell in a daze.
What is "you are the one who sees everything"?If she really has that ability, she really wants to see through the fleeting years, and also see her own heart... through.
(End of this chapter)
Part1
Chumo felt that she was really a failure. After a good journey, she made it impossible for her to eat and play well.On the way, Fleeting Nian asked the driver to take her back first.
After a while, she never saw Fleeting Years again.It seems that everyone lives their own lives, and there will never be any intersection.
At the beginning and end of that period, I felt particularly lost, as if I had made a huge mistake.
But if time goes back, she should still choose to tell that fact... After all, fleeting time has the right to know.
The senior year is about to graduate, and there are more gatherings among classmates. Usually, she seldom participates in the first and last grades, but during this time, she is too worried and can't let herself have any idle time to think, so as long as she is invited will definitely participate.
However, I participated in a relatively large outdoor barbecue that day, and it was at night. I didn't expect it to be jointly organized by the English Department and the Medical School. The distance can still be seen at a glance, he will always be arranged in the best position and receive the best care.
She was still in a bad mood on the first and last day, so she didn't refuse the wine offered by others, and had a drink.Until Xiatu saw that it was not an option for her to drink like this, he pulled her up and wanted to take her by the river to breathe.
It just so happened that when Chu Mo was passing the table of Fleeting Years, he saw several girls surrounded by Fleeting Years, they didn't know what they were talking about, their faces were full of joy and admiration.Although Fleeting Nian's expression was as indifferent as usual, and he didn't fit in with them, but watching him at the beginning and end made me feel uncomfortable.A tinge of sourness obviously rose in the bottom of my heart.
So, when a boy who had liked Chu and Mo before came up to talk to her, she responded with a smile for the first time.Chumo is already beautiful, and she usually doesn't like to talk to people outside the dormitory, so she gives those boys who have a crush on her a sense of arrogance of a goddess. Once she smiles, she can really give people's hearts melted.
Perhaps it was because the temperature next to the barbecue was a little high, Chu Mo's face was abnormally flushed after drinking some wine, so the boy invited her to go to the river to breathe the fresh air very gentlemanly.
Chu Mo was going to go out, but now she happened to be accompanied by someone, so she told Xia Tu that she didn't need to accompany her, and that she could go out with the boys by herself.
Xia Tu was a little worried. She wanted to be with her, but she was firmly opposed by Chu Mo. She probably really drank too much, and she actually said to Xia Tu in front of so many people: "Tutu, are you still afraid? How is senior brother treating me? I'm not beautiful, you're worrying too much!"
Hearing these words in the ears of the other boys, they couldn't help booing: "Our squad leader is a peerless good man, okay? Not only is he handsome, but he is also very devoted. He has never liked anyone since he was a child. Xia Tu, you are so worried, is it because you don’t trust us all?"
Being coaxed together like this, Xia Tu didn't know what to say, and could only watch helplessly as Chu Mo walked out with the boy.
There is a big river next to the barbecue. When Chu Mo walked past, she saw couples standing in twos and threes chatting there. She found a place where there were not many people, lay on the railing, and looked up at the stars.
"Today's weather is really nice, there are so many stars, tomorrow will definitely be a sunny day." She looked at the stars and murmured, "But why can't I feel better when it's a sunny day?"
She was really drunk at the beginning and the end of the day. If it were normal, it would be impossible for her to say it in front of someone she didn't know at all.
Seeing her like this, the boy said with some distress: "Chumo, the first time I saw you, I felt that you were very unhappy. You... If you don't mind, you can tell what's on your mind, maybe it will make you feel better."
Chumo tilted her head, squinted at him, and didn't speak. She just stared at him for a few seconds, then shook her head, "I don't have anything on my mind." She said, "You know? I built a city and locked my thoughts inside, without a key, they couldn't get out... And I, when I built it, lost the key, without it, I can't open it at all, So how do you say it?"
When the boy heard this, he didn't know what to say for a while.
At this time, a gust of cold wind came out, and a house was built on the side of the barbecue, so I couldn't feel how cold it was at night. When the cold wind blew, I couldn't help shivering at the beginning and the end.
The two stood for a while, the boy struggled and struggled for a while, and finally took off his coat and put it on Chumo's body, blushing and said: "Hey, it's cold, you put this on first."
Part2
Chumo is rare to see a boy who is shyer than her, when she turned around and was about to say something, she saw a slender figure standing there in the dark.
Chu Mo was startled, the words he wanted to say were also stuck in his throat, and a touch of sadness rose up.
Mu Liunian...why did he come out?Didn't those girls have a good chat with him just now?Why are you willing to let him out?
The boy looked in the direction of Chumo's eyes, and saw Mu Liunian who was indifferent all over.
He also knows a little about the things between Chumo and Fleeting Years, so at such a moment, he is very knowledgeable.
"Chu Mo, I'll go in first, don't stay here for too long, be careful of catching a cold." After finishing speaking, he was about to leave.
"Wait." Chu Mo yelled, and when the boy turned around in surprise, thinking she would say something like keeping him, she saw that Chu Mo had already pulled off the clothes she was wearing, "Thank you for your kindness." , but I'm not cold."
The boy took it in embarrassment, nodded at her and turned to leave.
Chu Mo stood where she was, the wind was still blowing, but the moment she saw Fleeting Nian, she no longer felt cold.At this moment, the alcohol was causing trouble, and Chumo felt that the little castle in her heart had finally found the key, and Fleeting Years was her key.
She walked up to him a little dazed, he was still so tall, standing in front of him, she always looked up at him, she squinted her eyes, and said with a smile: "I know you are worried about me. Followed, right?"
Seeing that Liunian didn't speak, she didn't feel embarrassed. She pointed to Liunian's coat and said, "Would you like to take off your coat and put it on for me! I'm a bit cold!"
Fleeting Nian still didn't say a word, but looked at her eyes with a little more warmth than the indifference just now.
At the end of the month, when I saw that I had said so much, and people didn't answer a word, I suddenly felt a little boring, "Forget it, I knew you wouldn't treat me so well, even if I died of cold, you wouldn't treat me that way." sad."
Liu Nian's eyes paused slightly, he took a step forward, and before Chu Mo Mi Wei had time to react, he pulled her and turned her around. They were already in the corner, and when she turned around like this, she was stuck against the wall , Fleeting Nian put his hands on both sides of her body, surrounding her.
This feeling... so happy!There were countless fireworks blooming in Chu Mo's heart, she raised her head, looked at him stupidly, and said stupidly: "When boys do things like this to girls, they usually want to kiss her forcefully, so Liu Nian, you have to force her to kiss her." Kiss me?"
Fleeting Years was speechless, looking down at her expectant face, thinking how much wine had she had to drink before she could say such words without any shame?
Chumo was really a little drunk. Seeing that Fleeting Nian just stared at her without moving at all, she couldn't help showing her disappointment on her face. She muttered and said, "Did I guess wrong, you Don't want to kiss me?"
Naturally, she didn't feel that the angle where Liu Nian was standing just blocked the cold wind.
Perhaps because of the alcohol, she suddenly stretched out her hand to hook his neck, stood on tiptoe, leaned forward, and kissed his lips.
His lips were cool and soft, and the familiar temperature made Chu Mo unwilling to let go, even if he kissed like this forever.
What words would you use to express your feelings?After a long time, Chu Mo would think that every time she kisses Fleeting Years, it gives her a heart-pounding feeling like a first kiss. This kind of affection often makes her think that there is an inseparable fate between herself and Fleeting Years, thinking that if they are not If we've known each other since childhood, we'll meet someday too, right?She has always believed that there really is such a person in this world, no matter where you are, he will stand in front of you at the right time and place, maybe it is early, maybe it is late, but this him can grow old with you In his whole life, he will definitely appear.
Part3
At the beginning and end of that day, she completely forgot how she got back to the dormitory. Of course, it was impossible for her to know. At that time, not far from the rooftop, Mo Yiran silently watched the intimacy between them, his face pale and ugly.
When Chumo woke up the next day, she felt a severe headache, and there was a faint fragrance in her nose. When she got out of bed, she saw a note on the table, which was written by Xia Tu, asking Chumo to put the note on the table. After drinking the soup, she left a portion on purpose.
Chumo opened the lid, and the scent of pork ribs and radishes came into her nose. She couldn't help thinking that she didn't know who had captivated Xia Tu's heart. How happy it is to have love soup every day.
She hugged the soup and sat on the bed in a daze. She remembered last night when she kissed Fleeting Years. Alcohol is such a good thing... She did everything she dared not do.It's just, I don't know if she is like this, what will Fleeting Years think of her?
Obviously that night, she said such hurtful things, but last night, she did such things that are easily misunderstood.
"Yang Chumo, do you even know what you're doing?"
Some annoyed complaints at the beginning and end.
If Fleeting Nian really regards her as a promiscuous woman, she might as well die.
Just as she was complaining, the phone rang at this moment. She picked it up and saw that it was an unfamiliar number.
"Hello?" she picked it up.
An unfamiliar girl came from inside: "Miss Yang?"
"I am, are you?"
"I'm Mo Yiran, do you remember? We met before."
Of course Chu Mo remembered that woman who appeared next to Fleeting Nian and had a very vicious affair with him.
"Well, I remember, you... what's the matter?" Chu Mo asked.
"I want to tell you something in person. I'm waiting for you in the coffee shop downstairs in your dormitory. Can you come down?"
Now that everyone has come, it seems that they know that she is upstairs, and it is really unreasonable for her not to go down. Moreover, she is also a little curious, what will happen to Mo Yiran looking for her.
"Okay, I'll come down here."
After hanging up the phone, Chu Mo tidied herself up and went downstairs.
It is class time now, and there are not many people in the coffee shop, so I saw Mo Yiran sitting in the innermost at a glance.
How should I say it?This woman, at first glance, is the eldest lady of a wealthy family, full of a kind of nobility all over her body, even if she is placed in the crowd, she is a temperamental beauty that can be seen at a glance, not to mention that she is also the eldest lady of the IMB Group.So, such a person is worthy of gossip with Fleeting Years, right?It makes people feel that she and Fleeting Nian are people from the same world, they are both so outstanding and superior.
Chu Mo walked up to her, and after sitting down, Mo Yiran raised his head and looked at her with a smile: "Miss Yang, I'm looking for you because I have something I hope you can promise me."
I didn't expect her to be so straight to the point, Chu Mo was a bit unresponsive, she asked: "What's the matter?"
"I think, if possible, can you have less contact with Fleeting Years?"
"..."
For her silence, Mo Yiran didn't take it seriously, and she continued: "It's like this, the relationship between me and Fleeting Years... I don't think I need to explain it to you. Although we haven't fully disclosed it, I still don't want it Some unknown women took the initiative to hook up."
So... Is she, Yang Chumo, the so-called "unknown" woman?
The corners of Chu Mo's mouth curled slightly, and she was not frightened by Mo Yiran's domineering aura, she said: "So, Miss Mo asked me to come out because she wanted me not to have contact with Fleeting Years?"
Mo Yiran raised his eyebrows and nodded: "Actually, I like you quite a bit, otherwise I wouldn't have thought of asking you to be Mo Mo's piano teacher before, there are so many men in the world, you really don't have to hold on to the past , if possible, I can help you introduce someone who is suitable for you, regardless of family background or appearance, they are all excellent."
So... Is she, Yang Chumo, at the age for a blind date?
Chu Mo chuckled softly: "Thank you, Miss Mo, for your kindness. I really don't need you to worry about whether I can find a boyfriend or not. As for Fleeting Years... I think you already know what happened before me and him. Do I want to be with him? Breaking off contact is not what you say, and I should do it, are you right?"
Mo Yiran was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect that this girl usually looks very weak, and her character is not subdued at all, but... "Then you don't mind being accused of being a third party?"
Because of this sentence, those who succeeded at the beginning and end turned pale.
"Well, tomorrow at ten o'clock in the morning, I have an appointment with Liu Nian at the Parkson Mall in the city center. If you are free, you can go there, and I will let you see what you want to see." After saying this, Mo Yiran put on her oversized sunglasses, got up and left.
After walking for a while, she came back again and took out a business card from her bag: "You must have lost the one I gave you last time. You can keep this one. If you can't find me tomorrow, you can call the card on it." Telephone."
After finishing speaking, regardless of whether you want it at the beginning or the end, you put it on the table.
Part4
After Mo Yiran left, Chu Mo looked at the business card on the table and casually threw it into the trash can.
The rest of the time was spent in the library at the beginning and end of the year. The popular review book she had been wanting to borrow before had never been found. It just so happened that today it was lying quietly on the shelf without moving.It's just that she managed to borrow this book, but she didn't have the time to read it. After reading a few questions, she didn't talk about it. After doing it, she was wrong.Finally, I stayed in the library all morning and went to work in the hotel in the afternoon.
It was already very late when he came back from get off work, and Xia Tu had already fallen asleep on the bed, and lay down on the bed after taking a shower lightly at the beginning and the end.She should be very tired, but she couldn't fall asleep anyway, and the scenes of Fleeting Years and Mo Yiran being together kept automatically playing in her mind. Although they were all imagined by her, she was still very bored, as if she was weighed down by a few thousand catties. stone, out of breath.
Under such depression, she fell asleep, and her dream was naturally uneasy, and she repeatedly saw the backs of Fleeting Years and Mo Yiran, they looked so intimate.She couldn't get in no matter what, she didn't even have the qualifications to be a third party.
It was five o'clock in the morning when she woke up. Although it was early, she couldn't fall asleep anyway.Sitting up from the bed, I wanted to go to the water room to wash my face, so as not to wake up Xia Tu.Who knew that when she looked towards Xia Tu, the bed was actually empty!
Xia Tu went out so early?Chu Mo subconsciously looked at the table. There was a thermos cup on it, and the soup was still in it.
I really don't know who this girl fell in love with, but she, who always loves to sleep in, wakes up so early for the one she loves.
Chu Mo stayed in the dormitory for a while, then went downstairs to buy some breakfast and drank the soup left by Xia Tu.
While eating breakfast, she turned on her mobile phone. As soon as the mobile phone was turned on, it was prompted that there were ten unread messages. She was a little surprised that it was so early, who would send her a message?After clicking on it, she couldn't help shaking her hands, and quickly opened the rest of the information. It was full of photos of Mo Yiran and Liunian together, Liunian's cooking, Liunian's sleeping, and Liunian's work The appearance at the time and so on, and each one has Mo Yiran's face in it.
The more I saw the end at the beginning and the end, the more my hands trembled.
Over the years, although she knew that the women around Fleeting Years changed one after another, that was all she knew. When those intimate photos were in front of her eyes, that kind of uncontrollable jealousy was at work, and she wanted to rush to her. Fleeting Nian asked in front of him: "Are you really together with Mo Yiran?"
However, another voice from the bottom of her heart was also questioning her: "Yang Chumo, why are you? You chose to leave back then, why did you ask Mu Liunian to stay single for you in the past two years?"
An indescribable heartache arose in Chu Mo's heart, yes, why should she?
But... Although she is no longer the innocent girl she was back then, after experiencing the hardships of life, she knows that the world is not as perfect as she imagined, and no one is perfect, but in her heart, there is still a kind of strong trust, Her fleeting brother is different from others, her fleeting brother has always been so perfect.
So... is she too confident?
Thinking of what Mo Yiran said yesterday, Chu Mo stared at the intimate photos on the phone, and finally she couldn't hold back, got up from the chair with a groan, took her bag and rushed to Parkson Mall.
Instead of thinking wildly, she might as well go and see with her own eyes what is the relationship between Mo Yiran and Fleeting Years.
The school is a bit far from the city center, but it was still early to go out at the beginning and end of the year, so we arrived half an hour earlier than expected.This half hour was very tormenting for her, as if she knew that she was about to take the fate-determining college entrance examination, her heart was beating wildly.
She took a casual stroll in the mall, fearing that she would accidentally bump into Fleeting Nian and the others, so she even brought a pair of sunglasses to cover it up.
After finally staying up until ten o'clock, she stood on the upper floor and looked under the main entrance, her eyes were sore that she didn't see Liu Nian and Mo Yiran.
Seeing the time passing by bit by bit, when the pointer pointed to 10:30, I just thought that I might have been tricked by Mo Yiran. Maybe at this time, she was standing in a corner where others could not see, laughing at her Really foolishly ran here!
Chu Mo scolded herself hard in her heart, her heart was full of entangled emotions of sadness and annoyance, which made her not pay much attention to the children playing around when she got off the elevator, and when she was halfway through the elevator, she felt a push At the waist, before the future could grasp the handrail of the elevator, the whole person leaned forward, and his footsteps moved forward instinctively, but he stepped on the ground, and the whole person fell down.
Chu Mo secretly screamed, "Oops", the body felt the pain of being knocked, and there was a mess of exclamation in the ear, and the vision darkened in an instant.
How many times, she always thought that she would die, but her fate was always so strong, no matter how many cruel things she experienced, she could always escape in the end.But, why doesn't she have such luck emotionally?
"Miss? Miss? Are you all right?"
Kind-hearted people came forward to inquire.
Chu Mo's head was still dizzy, she wanted to talk, but she accidentally caught a glimpse of Liu Nian and Mo Yiran at the corner, they seemed to have just finished shopping in the mall and were about to go back, Mo Yiran stood beside Liu Nian, smiling softly .
At this time, two porters passed by them with a huge poster board, pulling Mo Yiran away like a passing gentleman to prevent her from touching it.
Then the action of maintenance is done to another woman.
If there is any hope of not giving up before the end of the year, at this moment one's heart is already in despair.
She couldn't hear the noisy voices in her ears, talking, caring, or indifferent. There was only a voice from the heart asking: "Fleeting Years, can we really not go back?"
At that time, when they were together, she thought that they would love for a lifetime, a lifetime was so long, and even a second and a minute less could not be called a lifetime.But now, their remaining life is still so long, and their whole life seems to have come to an end.
Part5
The ambulance that was called at the end of the month took her to the hospital. The parents of the child who injured her were also two good people. Seeing that their child had injured someone, they ran away without causing any trouble. Instead, they sent her to the hospital for a thorough examination After a while, it was confirmed that it was just scratched some flesh, and then I left with confidence.
When Chu Mo took the prescription prescribed by the doctor to pick up the medicine, she was still in the market when she saw Liu Nian and Mo Yiran in her mind and didn't come back.The end of walking without such conditions is that someone accidentally bumped into someone, and the bandage-wrapped forehead hurt a little more.
"Hmm..." Chumo rubbed her forehead and grunted in pain.
"Yang Chumo, why are you walking so fast? Are you rushing into the bridal chamber?"
Chu Mo looked up at a familiar voice, it was Mo Wang.
Remembering that this person is Mo Yiran's younger brother, her expression suddenly darkened a little.
"Why do you turn black when you see me?" Mo Wang leaned in front of her to look around, reached out and hit the bandage on her forehead, gasped in pain.But he smiled cheerfully and asked, "Have you been beaten?"
Chu Mo glared at him, only to realize that today he was dressed brilliantly again, just the moment he was talking to her, countless female nurses cast admiring glances at her.
"What are you doing in the hospital?" Chu Mo decided to take the initiative to change the subject in order to prevent Mo Wang from saying more.
"Of course you are seeing a doctor in the hospital."
Chu Mo was a little surprised by Mo Wang's answer. She looked up and down at someone who was no different from a normal person, and even more energetic, "Are you sick?"
"That's right..." Mo Wang smiled and reported the itinerary to her like a child: "I come here once a week... Shouldn't you have known earlier? The translator of the research project you participated in is the research object. !"
"..." Chu Mo smiled, "Don't be joking." Although she didn't know what the specific research project was, she knew it was related to the brain, and it was a critical illness... But Mo Wang in front of her Obviously nothing happened, how could it be him?
Mo Wang raised his eyebrows, "Why should I be joking with you?" He thought for a while, then took Chumo's hand: "I don't believe it, come and watch with me." Go to the doctor's office.
Pushing the door open, he pulled Chu Mo in and called out with a smile, "Dr. Luo, I'm here!"
Chu Mo was taken aback for a moment, never thought that the doctor who saw Mo Wang was actually Luo Zijia.
The two haven't seen each other for a long time since they met at the hotel last time, and they don't know if it's because of each other's intention or for some other reason.The phrase "If the doctor fails, I will be responsible. Are you coming?" Chumo still lingers in her mind. She is not stupid. There are some bottom lines that she can't touch. She won't take the initiative to touch them, but she can't refuse them. , so I can only pretend to be stupid and try not to contact her.
"Senior Brother Luo." She greeted with a smile. Although she was embarrassed in her heart, she had already passed the age where everything was shown on her face.
Mo Wang was not surprised at all that Chumo and Luo Zijia knew each other, he walked in with ease, sat down on the sofa beside him, and said, "I said I was sick, but she didn't believe me, so I brought her here to prove it with my own eyes. "
At the end of the month, I just felt that this sentence was so awkward?
Luo Zijia has already pointed out the awkwardness: "Mo Wang, being sick... is not something to be happy about. Besides, you always don't cooperate, and your family members are very worried."
Mo Wang hummed, and turned his head capriciously: "They have been worried about me since I was born. They should not have given birth to me in the first place, so they can save their worries."
It's not that she has never experienced Mo Wang's lawlessness and willfulness, but she can't accept her parents: "How can you say that, parents worry about their children because they love you, you know there are many children without parents in the world , I don’t want them to worry, don’t you? You don’t know your blessings when you are in the blessings.”
Mo Wang never thought that his casual words would cause such a huge reaction from Chumo. He raised his eyebrows curiously: "What are you so excited about? People who don't know think you don't have parents! I..."
"Mo Wang!" Luo Zijia's serious reprimand interrupted Mo Wang's words. He looked at the beginning and end of this side with some worry, and her ugly face became even uglier.
"I have something else to do, I'll go back first."
After speaking, he opened the door and left.
Luo Zijia frowned, and glared displeasedly at Mo Wang who was speaking out loud, but Mo Wang had an innocent expression of "Did I say something wrong?"
Part6
Chumo was walking on the way to the bus, and she was not in the mood to pick up the medicine. She just felt that she was really unlucky recently, so she should stay in the dormitory and not go anywhere. No matter who came to her, she pretended not to be there. !
She admitted that what Mo Wang Wuxin said just now did hit the pain in her heart.How long has it been?She didn't dare to think about her father who had passed away, or her mother who disappeared in the earthquake.For a while, it seemed that she was the only one left in the world, and that feeling of loneliness made her very scared, so when she knew she was pregnant, she wished she could give birth to a baby.
Even though she was still in school at that time, even though her body couldn't bear the process of the birth of a child at that time, she still wanted to try, because it was a small life, the only family affection she had left in this world.
She knew that Fleeting Years would not agree, he loved her more than the child in his womb, between her and the child, he would always choose the former, so she could only choose to leave, when she looked into the darkness, he fell asleep With her beautiful face, I begged him ten thousand times in my heart to forgive her for leaving without saying goodbye.
At that time, she was very stupid and couldn't think of other ways to keep the child, so she could only hurt him.
It seems that people are always like this. It is always easier to show your true nature in front of the closest people. The closer you are to the closest people, the easier it is to hurt them, because we know that no matter how much we sit too much, we will be forgiven in the end.
But we have never thought about how we can pray for forgiveness when we have been hurt so deeply that we can't make it up with love.
"Are you still sad?" When Chu Mo stood in a daze at the bus stop, a handsome face suddenly approached her eyes, and she was shocked. After seeing it clearly, she realized it was Mo Wang.
I don't know how long he has been here, but a white sports car parked behind him, attracting crowds of people staring on the platform to watch. Among them, the young girls showed "wow, so handsome" adoring eyes.
Chumo felt so stressed, seeing the bus approaching, regardless of whether she was going to her school or not, she pushed Mo Wang to get on the bus, but she didn't want Mo Wang to quickly grab her, and dragged her into her car, mouthing I was still muttering: "What's so good about sitting on the bus, it's noisy and there are so many people..."
Don't look at Mo Wang's boyish face, he is really strong, and at the beginning and the end, he was pushed close to the passenger seat and locked inside with no room for resistance.
After Boss Mo got into the car, he still didn't forget to threaten: "If you get out of the car, I'll just throw you on my shoulders and throw you into the car. If you don't believe me, try it."
Is he a bandit?Chu Mo was locked in the car depressed, with unhappiness written all over his face.
Seeing that she was obedient and stopped resisting, Mo Wang started the car and left quickly.
There were not too many people on the street at this time, Mo Wang drove away for a while, and choked out three words: "I'm sorry..."
Chu Mo turned his head to look at him indifferently, and saw a blush on his white and tender face, he coughed lightly, and said awkwardly: "I just heard Doctor Luo tell me about your past, I don't Knowing that your parents are really...cough...anyway, I'm sorry!"
"..."
Seeing that Chu Mo didn't speak, Mo Wang glanced at her secretly, and found that she was still staring at him, and his white face that had just recovered turned red again, "You, can you stop looking at me like this? You, if you do this again , I'll throw you, throw you!"
"Then you just, throw me, throw me away!"
Chu Mo imitated his stuttering way of talking, only felt that this man looked handsome and indifferent on the surface, but he was just a brat in his heart.
After Chu Mo opened his mouth, Mo Wang realized that she was not angry anymore, and he let go of his hanging heart. He said, "If you are not angry, you should have said it earlier, and I have struggled for so long. I'm sorry for these three words, Except for the fleeting time, you are the second one I said."
"Fleeing Years? What have you done to offend him?" Hearing these two words, Chu Mo instinctively asked, and only after asking did he feel a little regretful. What about him...can it have anything to do with her now?What can she do if she knows?
Mo Wang naturally didn't know the little Jiujiu in Chumo's heart, he thought to himself: "There was a piano competition, and I didn't reach the result he first predicted for me. I feel very sorry for him."
Chumo let out an "oh" and was dazed for a while, then as if thinking of something, asked him, "You mean, your piano has always been taught in fleeting years?"
"nonsense."
"That's why I always see you in Fleeting Year's apartment?"
"Yeah." Mo Wang replied, and said calmly, "You didn't see that I often go to the canteen of the Liunian company to eat! It made those sisters who were interested in me hesitate later, saying that I was born To be handsome is to be handsome, but the economy is difficult, otherwise how can you be so poor that you have to go to the cafeteria every day to get a meal..."
"If they knew that you were the little prince of IMB, they wouldn't think so." Looking at Mo Wang's outfit today, Chu Mo couldn't help asking, "Can you tell me why every time I see you, you ask Are you dressed so grandly? It's like rushing to get married."
Who knew that Mo Wang turned his head, his eyes sparkled, and asked: "How is it? Is my daily outfit handsome? These are all my own outfits!"
"..." Isn't that the point of her question?
Seeing that Chu and Mo didn't answer, Mo Wang turned his head slightly disappointed, looked forward, and laughed at himself: "Anyway, I won't live long, of course I have to dress myself up every day, so that you can remember me."
Part7
Because of Mo Wang's words, Chu Mo felt a little sad in her heart, and she asked, "Mo Wang, is your illness... really serious?"
He raised his eyebrows: "The big boss of IMB spent a lot of money to invite so many experts to come to City B just to study my disease, what do you think?"
"..."
"But he just thinks that he is rich and can do anything. But if it weren't for the fleeting time this time, no matter how much money he has, people would ignore him, okay? Is it great to have money? If money is so useful, he How can I be cured directly without money? Why do you invite those people to come?"
At the end of the day, he knew that the man Mo Wang was talking about was the big boss of IMB, the father of Mo Wang and Mo Yiran, and the leader of the business world, Mo Xiangnan.
Although I don't know why Mo Wang hates him so much, I can feel from his words that this big boy who usually looks sunny and lazy and doesn't care about anything is unwilling to reveal his thoughts.
She remembered that she met him on the first day when she went to the hospital, and wondered why he was there too... It turned out that he was the main reason why everyone went to the hospital.
After thinking about it for a while, trying to resolve the sad atmosphere in the car, she said: "Don't worry, no matter how beautiful you are or not, whether you're so good or not, everyone will remember you!"
"how about you?"
Unexpectedly, Mo Wang suddenly asked such a question, Chu Mo was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "Of course I will remember!"
"……That's good."
After Mo Wang sent Chumo back, Chumo's mood seemed to become heavier. It was hard to imagine that such a young life would be taken away by the serious illness at any time.It turns out that as we get older, everyone has more or less hidden thoughts in their hearts. There are always some things that we don't want to talk about, but we hope that the other party can understand.
But even so, Mo Wang still maintains such an optimistic spirit, as if what he faces every day is not a disease, but a new life.
And she has a complete life, what is there to be sad about?
The next day, when she went to the hospital to work as an interpreter, Chu Mo changed her mood. No matter what the future holds, she must live well in the present.In the past, she always thought that Fleeting Nian was single, so she tried every means to get close to him, hoping to redeem him.
Now that he already has a girlfriend, although it is painful, the only thing she can do is to bless her.She still has this morality, no matter how much she loves, she can't be a third party and destroy other people's feelings.
And... She knows Fleeting Years so well, if he is serious about a person, even a fairy descending from the earth can't shake him in the slightest.
To her surprise, she met Mu Jin again while translating, and she realized that before that, it was Mu Jin who squeezed Wang Chun's place, but... how did she do it? It was rumored that Mu Jin had an affair with a senior who cooperated in translating the voters this time.
As for whether it is true or not, I don't care about the truth at the beginning and the end, and let the things that have passed go with the wind.
After a busy morning, I tried my best to devote myself to translation. She is no longer the little girl she was back then, and she would bring emotional matters into her work. Besides, she has always told herself that only by becoming better can she be qualified to follow The fleeting years go hand in hand.
Today, this belief has not changed. No matter who appears next to Fleeting Years, she will only be able to explain herself to the extent she wanted to do at the beginning.
While translating, she also paid more attention to the illness they communicated than before.From Mo Wang's understatement, Chu Mo already felt that his illness was not simple. In the communication between experts, Chu Mo deepened this feeling. Mo Wang's illness was worse than the tumor in her head before. Much more serious.
Two years ago, Chu Mo had a tumor on the back of her head, and due to hereditary causes, she became blind for a while, and her best friend Luo Xi replaced her cornea.It was only after the cornea was replaced that she found out that she was pregnant. When the brain tumor was still in her brain, the doctor said that she was not suitable for having a child. She was afraid that Fleeting Years would not have a child for her, so she chose to leave... the day she left For a period of time, she suffered from pain every day and often shed tears, which affected the recovery of her eyes. During that time, her eyes often couldn't see clearly. Later, Luo Zijia helped her do rehabilitation training, and her eyesight gradually improved.
At the end of the day, I thought about Mo Wang's cynical smile like a child, and thought how great it would be if the owner of this smile could live a healthy life forever.
But then, she felt that she was worried a little too much. If Fleeting Nian also joined the research, she would definitely succeed, right?After all, Mo Wang is Mo Yiran's younger brother, and Mo Yiran is so important in Fleeting Nian's heart, Fleeting Nian will definitely be willing to make her sad.
Thinking of this, the corner of her mouth twitched into self-mockery, Yang Chumo, you really have enough of being passionate!
Part8
There was a working meal at noon, and Chu and Mo took one and sat in the meeting room by the window and ate it alone.
Maybe it's because I put too much brain power into it, so I've already digested everything I ate in the morning. I'm really hungry at the moment, and I don't care too much about my image.When she was gnawing on the chicken legs in her work meal, a figure stood in front of her.
When she looked up, she saw Mu Jin's face, this time she was still as calm as usual, as if they were still good roommates, and nothing unhappy happened between them.
She said, "I have something to tell you, can you come here?"
Chu Mo weighed between the chicken leg and going out, and finally reluctantly gave up the chicken leg and went out with her.
After walking a certain distance with Mu Jin, Chu Mo realized that the place they arrived was the same corridor as last time.
Chu Mo stood behind Mu Jin, waiting for her to speak.
After a quick glance, she found that Mu Jin seemed to have lost a lot of weight, probably because the outside world's comments have put some pressure on her these days.
At this moment, Mu Jin turned around, looked at Chu Mo and said, "I heard from Xia Tu that Brother Mu let me go this time because of your face."
It turned out that I came to her to talk about this.Chu Mo shook her head, just about to say that I actually didn't do anything... But Mu Jin continued: "But I won't thank you."
"..."
"I have liked Senior Brother Mu for so long, and I have been waiting for an opportunity. Senior Brother Mu likes you so much, I know that as soon as you show up, I will lose all chances, so... don't blame me, Chumo, I have no choice but to of."
At the beginning, Chu Mo wanted to communicate with Mu Jin calmly, and there might not be many opportunities to talk to each other in the future, but she didn't want Mu Jin to say this to her, she smiled and said: "I have to? That's a good excuse. Are you right if you have to?"
But I don't want Mu Jin to be a little emotional: "I was wrong? What's wrong with me? If you don't show up, will I do it? Others don't know, I have collected so much information about Fleeting Years, I still don't know his feelings for you How deep is it?"
Chumo disagreed, "Mujin, don't make excuses for yourself, I can understand, living in the present, everyone will choose between being sorry for others and sorry for yourself, but whether the former or the latter is your own choice, There is no such thing as having to, you didn’t choose the latter because it wasn’t what you wanted, people are selfish.”
"..." One sentence completely blocked Mu Jin's excuse. She pursed her lips and stared at Chu Mo, unable to say a word of rebuttal for a long time.
Chu Mo said: "I never thought that one day you would say sorry to me. I can understand the feeling of liking someone too much. Sometimes I will lose my mind and do things that hurt others. But I always think , you have to dare to take responsibility if you do it, don’t push your faults to others with the word “forced” in the end, are you right?”
Chu Mo's words were too naked, and Mu Jin, who was able to feel at ease in order to put the responsibility on her, had no room for rebuttal.
In the end, when Mu Jin left, she only said one sentence, "Yang Chumo, I underestimated you. I always thought you were a good girl before, but I didn't expect you to be the one who sees through everything."
After Mu Jin left, Chumo sat alone in the stairwell in a daze.
What is "you are the one who sees everything"?If she really has that ability, she really wants to see through the fleeting years, and also see her own heart... through.
(End of this chapter)
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