I'm waiting, the wind is waiting for you

Chapter 30 If we could have been less stubborn then, we would not be so regretful now (5)
Originally thought that she was just acting out of temper, but when she heard the news from Gu Xuan, Lu Wei'an was really stunned.

Gu Xuan sized him up: "Su Heng said you broke up."

Lu Wei'an smiled wryly: "I was the one who broke up."

"Su Heng will not do things without reason, nor will he play hard to get."

"I understand." It was because he understood that he felt complicated. He didn't know what wrong he had done and was sentenced to death by Su Heng. "What university did she go to?"

"Big C."

C major.

Lu Wei'an frowned, why is it C major.

Lu Weian has been staying in the dormitory recently, and his roommate was puzzled and asked him why he didn't go out on a date.

Shen Yan gloated at the side: "Could it be a breakup?"

Unexpectedly, Lu Wei'an jumped up suddenly and wanted to hit someone, but fortunately someone stopped him, Shen Yan snorted: "I just told the truth, why are you so excited?"

Lu Weian glanced at him, turned around and went to the balcony, and yelled out the window. The students coming and going downstairs were startled, and they all looked up.

He took out his mobile phone to call Su Heng, and this time the notification sound changed to "Sorry, the number you dialed is empty"...

He smiled wryly, how did things become like this?
When he returned to the dormitory, there was no one there. He sat in front of the desk, his mind was blank, and the things on the desk were in a mess. He swept them one by one, and his back suddenly straightened. Get out a notebook that doesn't belong to him.

It was the most common black leather notebook, like the one issued by students who had won the Miyoshi Award in middle school. He opened the first page, and there were two words written in the lower right corner of the white title page, in extremely graceful handwriting.

Su Heng.

This is Su Heng's diary.

Lu Weian knew that he shouldn't peep into other people's privacy, but the diary seemed to be shining. Before he could react, he stretched out his hand and opened another page.

The first few pages were Su Heng writing about her confusion when she first entered high school. He turned two pages, saw a letter L, and turned back again. Her diary was written intermittently, but every subsequent entry, They all have the same main character, that is L.

"...I thought I would fall on the extremely hot concrete floor, but those hands that were hotter than the concrete floor supported me. I wanted to see who was holding me up, but the sun was so dazzling that I could only look I saw a pair of eyes, those eyes shone brighter than the sun, and later, I knew that that person was L..."

"...The night is fine. L is wearing a white short-sleeved shirt. He has a cropped cut, with curved eyebrows and eyes. He has such a pleasant voice. When he drinks water, he raises his head, and the water flows from the corner of his mouth and slides over his Adam's apple that moves up and down. ..."

"...L sat in front of me during the monthly exam. He was still wearing a white short-sleeved shirt. I couldn't help but look at him, and I even forgot that the exam was coming soon...L asked me to borrow a pen, and I took it That pen is hidden in my treasure box, it is different from other pens, all I know is that it is different..."

"...He said, Ah Heng, I never thought my name could be pronounced so nicely, Ah Heng, Ah Heng, Ah Heng..."

"...Although it was just skating, I held L's hand. His hand was very warm and slightly sweaty. Holding his hand seemed to have everything..."

"...L has someone he likes, he looks very happy, it's great..."

"...L said to watch my performance, but after my performance was over, I couldn't find him anymore..."

"...L was drunk and leaned against me. I couldn't help giving him a light hug, but she knew it, she knew it..."

"...L, L, L, Lu Wei'an, Lu Wei'an, Lu Wei'an..."

Lu Weian couldn't look any further, his eyes were wet, and everything was blurry.

He saw Su Heng's three years of youth, and in those three years of youth, his shadow was everywhere, and he didn't know it at all.

He knew that she liked him, that was a boy's intuition, but he never knew that her liking for him actually surpassed the best period of her youth.

Lu Wei'an closed the diary, and suddenly understood why she refused when he said to be responsible, because what she wanted was never to be responsible, what she wanted was his sincere liking.

He called Xu Zixin, and Xu Zixin answered with a cheerful voice, as if he didn't know anything about their breakup: "What's the matter? Why is handsome Lu calling me when you have time?"

"Xu Zixin, do you know Su Hengxin's phone number?" He cut to the chase.

"Hey? Why didn't you know she changed the number?" Xu Zixin was stunned, "What happened?"

"Give me the number!"

His tone was so fierce, Xu Zixin was taken aback, and subconsciously handed over Su Heng's number, just as he was about to ask what's the matter, Lu Wei'an had already hung up the phone.

"KAO!" Xu Zixin looked at the phone and cursed, "Who is this!"

When Su Heng received the call from Lu Wei'an, she had just arrived at the dormitory. Since she was an exchange student, the dormitory she was staying in was the dormitory of the J college student. The other girls were not there, so she planned to tidy up things by herself.

Before she started tidying up, her cell phone rang. It was a phone number that she didn't save. She knew this number by heart. It was Lu Wei'an.

She changed her number on the grounds that she wanted to switch to C University. The only people who knew her number were her parents and Xu Zixin. Xu Zixin must have given him the number without knowing why, but she had no intention of answering it.

The phone rang, stopped ringing, and after many times, Su Heng received a text message.

"Su Heng, please, answer the phone."

For Lu Wei'an, Su Heng always couldn't bear it, so she didn't answer the phone, not because of anything else, but because she was afraid that hearing his voice would make her hard-hearted, and she couldn't bear to let everyone go free.

But he said please...

Su Heng couldn't bear it.

So when Lu Wei'an called again, she picked it up.

"Su Heng?" His voice was hoarse, and he called her name in a low voice.

"Ah."

"Su Heng..."

She pursed her lips and said nothing, her eyes were already moist and hot.

"Su Heng..."

She bit her lower lip, tears were already falling.

"I'm sorry, Ah Heng, I'm sorry, come back." He said hoarsely, "You asked me if I like you, Su Heng, how could I not like you..."

Su Heng was speechless, raised his hand to wipe away his tears, his eyes were so red and swollen that he couldn't open them.

"I'm sorry," she gritted her teeth, and said with difficulty, "Lu Wei'an, let's calm down for a while."

"How long will it take to calm down?" He asked, "One day? Two days? One week? One month? Ah Heng, I want to see you."

"When this semester is over, I will go back to J University. If your mind has not changed by then..." Su Heng pursed his lips and did not continue.

"One semester is too long."

"Lu Wei'an, I'm sorry, I think we all need time." She herself found it incredible that she could say these words so calmly.

She gave him time, and she didn't want him to regret it because of the momentary impulse blindness in the future, because she wasn't sure if she could let go of her hand so bravely again and let him go free.

Probably because he was afraid that Su Heng would not answer his calls, Lu Wei'an would send her text messages every day.

Nothing important, just what I ate and what I did today, but the last sentence of every text message must be "Heng, I miss you".

Grandpa said that if you are separated from your lover, you will have no worries and no fears.

But now that she is so far away from him, she still can't help but miss her, much deeper than he misses her.

She could recite almost every text message from him, word for word.

It's just that she never replied to his text messages, because she was afraid that she would sink into the mud.

Xu Zixin called to ask her about the situation with Lu Weian, and she said, "There may be some problems between us, which will be difficult to resolve in a while."

"Let me tell you, why did you suddenly decide to be an exchange student? It turned out to be because of Lu Weian." Xu Zixin sighed and said, "Heng, do you know? In fact, every decision you make is related to Lu Weian, no matter how big or small. I'm really jealous of him, why can I get your heart."

Su Heng pursed her lips and smiled: "Xinxin, you also got my heart, I like you very much."

"But it's not as good as liking Lu Wei'an, right?"

"You clearly know that this is not the same concept."

"Of course I know, just like I like Po counselor, I like you too!" Xu Zixin chuckled twice, "No matter what, Ah Heng, anyway, I will only stand by your side, so don't worry about you Will be alone, you've always had me."

"Well, I've always had you."

It has been more than two months since I came to C University, but this is the first time Su Heng met Zhou Shijia.

It was also a coincidence that during the May Day event there was an ensemble of musical instruments, the original cellist fell ill and was hospitalized, and he couldn't find a replacement for a while, so Su Heng was pushed up.

Unexpectedly, it was Zhou Shijia who played the violin in the orchestra.

When Zhou Shijia saw Su Heng, his eyes almost fell out of their sockets: "Su Heng?"

The leader of the orchestra heyed: "Do you know each other?"

Zhou Shijia was dumbfounded: "She is my high school classmate."

"That's really a coincidence. She came to our school as an exchange student this semester. Isn't Xiaoya sick, so let her take the place, and you will get to know each other better."

After the practice, Zhou Shijia caught up with Su Heng who took a step ahead: "Why did you come to our school as an exchange student? When did you come? Why didn't you tell me? Where's Lu Wei'an?"

He asked so many questions, Su Heng smiled: "Which one do you want me to answer first?"

"Answer one by one." Zhou Shijia said.

"I came here at the beginning of this semester. I don't think it's necessary to tell you. As for Lu Wei'an, he's at J University."

"Then why did you...you quarreled?"

Su Heng smiled and said nothing: "I have made an appointment to have dinner with the people in our dormitory, and it will be too late."

Zhou Shijia was so angry: "Even the friends I just met can compare me, can't they?"

"So do you want to go together?" Su Heng just asked, unexpectedly Zhou Shijia would nod: "Okay, I'll go together."

"Zhou Shijia, you also know I'm joking."

"But I'm not joking." Zhou Shijia said seriously.

Su Heng exhaled: "You said, you..."

"Don't we even count as ordinary friends?"

Zhou Shijia used the words "ordinary friends" as an excuse to follow Su Heng all the time, causing Su Heng's new roommates to think that Zhou Shijia was her boyfriend. Su Heng explained it over and over again, and in the end he could only say: " My boyfriend is at J University."

"Do you have any photos?"

Su Heng was taken aback for a moment, and then suddenly realized that she and Lu Wei'an didn't even have a group photo together, and the only one was actually a group photo of Class [-] and Class [-] of Senior High.

No matter what Su Heng said, Zhou Shijia believed that she and Lu Wei'an had broken up, and began to cling to her side with shamelessness.

Finally, when the May Day event was held, Su Heng and the others were the first to appear in their performance. When she was leaving, she subconsciously glanced down, and suddenly felt that she had seen Lu Wei'an, and she could no longer see it when she looked intently.

She shook her head and laughed, feeling that she was thinking too much and had already hallucinated.

Zhou Shijia caught up from behind, grinning: "Su Heng, do you feel that we are getting more and more in harmony?"

Su Heng glanced at him: "How many times do you want to say this sentence?"

"Because you pretended you didn't hear it."

"I'm tired, I'm going to rest first." She had just taken two steps when someone grabbed her hand, and before she could turn around, she was already hugged tightly by him.

(End of this chapter)