I'm waiting, the wind is waiting for you

Chapter 29 If we could have been less stubborn then, we would not be so regretful now (4)
The snow wasn't falling heavily, Su Heng opened the curtains and looked out, there was a thin layer of snow on the ground, and there were flakes of snowflakes floating in the air, it was very beautiful.

Just when she was about to close the curtains, she heard Lin Jingcong humming dissatisfiedly on the bed: "Sleeping, who opened the curtains!"

Su Heng drew the curtains, tidied her things and was about to go out, but the phone's text message rang. It was from Lu Wei'an, saying that the weather was bad, and she would not go to the study room today, and asked her to read a book in the dormitory.

Su Heng felt lost for a moment, but recovered immediately.It is impossible for her to study in the dormitory. Lin Jingcong and Mo Han have countless things to say, and there is no way to calm people down by chattering.

She packed up her things and went out to the study room by herself.

Probably because of the bad weather, there was no one in the study room. She sat in the corner of the back row where she usually sat, put down her book and looked at it with peace of mind.

When Su Heng read the book, he would forget the time. When she put down the book, it was already noon. She took her mobile phone to look at it. Lu Wei'an didn't send a message, and she didn't care. She packed her things and planned to have lunch.

When going out from the study room, the snow fell even harder outside, and the thin layer of snow on the ground was getting thicker and thicker, which could bury her insteps. She thought it was fun to step on it twice, but she was afraid of getting sick, so she obediently Don't step on it anymore.

Since this semester, Su Heng has eaten with Lu Wei'an most of the time, it is rare for her to go to the cafeteria by herself, she still feels a little uncomfortable, she smiled and shook her head, she is too dependent on him, this can't be done.

After eating, she held an umbrella and went to the study room again. Passing by Lu Weian's dormitory, she couldn't help but stop and looked up to see if he was in the dormitory?
After pausing for a few seconds, she set off again and walked quickly to the study room. It was really cold outside, and she didn't wear much.

There are stones under the snow, she was walking too fast and tripped, she fell into the snow, pressed her hand in the snow, probably poked a stone, there was a small wound, she took a tissue After wiping, he picked up the books scattered in the snow one by one. Just as he was about to look up, he saw a man and a woman standing not far away.

Su Heng wanted to pretend not to see it, but Lu Wei'an's back had already been engraved in her heart, but she could tell at a glance, she hid behind the umbrella and looked over quietly, the girl standing opposite him was not Yang Shiyan, who was it?

Yang Shiyan was crying, wiping her tears and didn't know what she was talking about, she squatted down while talking, Lu Wei'an reached out to grab her, but she threw herself into his arms.

The books Su Heng picked up with great difficulty were all scattered on the ground again, her heart was beating violently, she wanted to turn around, but she couldn't control her body at all, and her eyes were still facing where they were.

Yang Shiyan leaned on Lu Wei'an's shoulder, slowly raised her eyes, and saw Su Heng not far away, she slightly raised the corners of her mouth, knowing that Su Heng could see it.

Su Heng did see it, she lowered her head suddenly, knelt down to pick up the book, then turned and ran away in a hurry.

Lu Wei'an held Yang Shiyan's shoulders and made her stand up straight: "Don't do this, Yang Shiyan."

"Lu Wei'an, I only have you now..." She lowered her head and cried, "It was my fault before, and I shouldn't believe in other people's sweet words, so I deserve to be cheated, but now I only have you, I won't quarrel with you Now, let's make up, okay? I won't misunderstand that you like others anymore, can we still be together like before? You still like me, right?"

Lu Weian had a headache: "Yang Shiyan, our affairs have already passed, don't say such things again, it's still early, I'll accompany you to the station to buy a ticket and go back."

"Don't!" She grabbed his hand firmly, "I won't go, if you don't promise me, I won't go! Why don't you want me? I was wrong before, but now I want to change..."

"Yang Shiyan, I already have a girlfriend, don't be like this, some things are in the past, and there is no going back. Go back quickly."

"Who is your girlfriend? You lied to me, right?" She whimpered, "I don't care, I didn't go there, I can go back..."

"Yang Shiyan! You were the one who was going to leave, and you are the one who is going to come back now, but no one will stand still. I am moving forward, so please go forward too, my girlfriend will misunderstand, you let go !" He opened her fingers bit by bit.

Yang Shiyan stared at him with teary eyes: "Your girlfriend? Are you talking about Su Heng?"

"Yes, I'm with Su Heng."

"Lu Wei'an, you don't like her, right? You still like mine..." She said hoarsely, "Are you with her because of your father? I heard that the Su family invested in your father's company, is it because In this way, you will..."

"No." Lu Wei'an interrupted her, "Yang Shiyan, I have been with you before, don't ruin the beautiful you in my heart, don't talk about it anymore, you can settle your affairs yourself, I didn't Obliged to help you so much."

Watching Lu Weian turn and leave, Yang Shiyan wiped away her tears bitterly, gritted her teeth and walked in another direction.

Su Heng was sitting in the self-study room, with the book spread out in front of her, but she couldn't read a single word. She closed her eyes, and the scene just now appeared in front of her eyes.

She believed in Lu Wei'an, but she couldn't get over this hurdle in her heart, because he had been with Yang Shiyan before, and they were sincere when they were together. She was not sure whether Yang Shiyan would still be in Lu Wei'an's heart now.

The wound on her hand was still oozing blood, she pressed it hard with a tissue, the pain was severe, she clenched her fist tightly, her heart was in a mess.

Really couldn't see it in, Su Heng closed the book and wanted to go back to the dormitory, just when he looked up, he saw Yang Shiyan standing at the door, Su Heng was stunned, biting his lip and walked over step by step, pretending that he didn't see her, walking by her side past.

Yang Shiyan grabbed her shoulder: "Su Heng, let's talk."

"We have nothing to talk about." Su Heng tried his best to calm down.

"But I have!" Yang Shiyan grabbed her to the end of the corridor and said, "You and Lu Wei'an break up."

Su Heng raised his head suddenly, and looked at Yang Shiyan who was so upright and confident in disbelief.

"Didn't you understand me? I'll let you break up with Lu Wei'an!" Yang Shiyan called.

"No!" Su Heng gritted his teeth and retorted, "I won't break up with him."

"Su Heng, why are you so shameless?"

"Yang Shiyan, who is shameless?" Su Heng took a few deep breaths, "You and Lu Wei'an are in the past tense, please don't pester him anymore."

"Entanglement?" Yang Shiyan sneered, "You think Lu Weian is with you because he likes you?"

Su Heng subconsciously looked away: "This has nothing to do with you."

"Lu Wei'an doesn't like you at all. He's only with you for his father's company! If it wasn't for your father's investment, do you think he would get close to you? It's just a joke, who wouldn't? You just win when you have It's just a rich father!" Yang Shiyan's vicious words came out one by one, "How long do you think Lu Wei'an can last this kind of relationship? One day he will get tired of you, why should you humiliate yourself and keep occupying him? Don't let go!"

Su Heng clenched her fist tightly, her short nails dug into the bleeding wound, she didn't feel any pain at all, she said with pale lips, "That's my business, you don't need to care about it." After finishing speaking , she turned around stiffly and left, every step was so difficult.

Yang Shiyan was still yelling behind her: "Lu Wei'an doesn't like you, and will never like you!"

Su Heng blinked her eyes, and the tears that had been swirling in her eyes fell down, she bit her white lips tightly, and raised her hand to wipe away the tears vigorously.

She was sitting in the corridor of the small garden when Lu Weian called. He asked her with a smile in his voice, "Are you in the dormitory?"

She said yes, and didn't dare to say more, for fear that he would hear something wrong with her voice.

"Let's have dinner together tonight, and I'll pick you up later."

Su Heng didn't know how to face him yet, subconsciously said no.

He was taken aback: "What's wrong?"

"Gu Xuan and I agreed to eat together," she said.

"Okay, see you tomorrow then." He paused, then suddenly said, "Ah Heng, but I haven't seen you for a day, and I miss you a little bit."

The tears she finally wiped away fell down again, and she bit her hand, not daring to let him hear her whimpering.

"See you tomorrow, Ah Heng." His gentle voice was the same as before.

After hanging up the phone, Su Heng covered his eyes and cried until his face was full of tears. The wound on the palm of his hand was stained with tears, and the pain became more and more unbearable.

When Su Heng returned to the dormitory, only Gu Xuan was there.Seeing her like this, Gu Xuan was stunned: "What's wrong with you?"

"I'm fine." Su Heng pulled his lips to laugh, but couldn't.

"Did you argue with your boyfriend?"

"No." Su Heng spread his hand, "I hurt it, it hurts a little."

Gu Xuan took out alcohol cotton pads and band-aids from her medicine box to treat her wounds. Seeing her bowing her head seriously, Su Heng couldn't help saying, "Ah Xuan, you are so kind."

Gu Xuan paused slightly, and smiled wryly: "Only you say that."

"Because we are friends." Su Heng smiled.

Gu Xuan raised her head slightly, seeing Su Heng's sincere smile, a smile finally overflowed her lips.

The next day the snow stopped, and when the sun came out, all the snow had turned into water, and there was no trace of snow ever falling at all.

Su Heng received a call from Lu Weian, saying that he was waiting for her downstairs in the dormitory.

She stood in front of the mirror, put on the light blue bow, hesitated for a second, then took it off, put it back on the table, and then slowly went downstairs with the book in her arms.

Lu Wei'an stood downstairs as before, and waved to her when she came out, "Ah Heng."

She forced herself to smile and walked over.

Lu Weian grabbed her hand habitually, she was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously shook it off.

Lu Wei'an's hands were stiff, and when he lowered his head, he saw Su Heng's palm was covered with a band-aid, and he quickly grabbed her hand and held it: "Why did you get hurt?"

She wanted to retract her hand, but he held it too tightly and failed: "I accidentally fell." She bit her lip.

"Why so careless?" He frowned, "Is there any other injury?"

"No more." His concern was not fake, she smiled, "It's really gone."

Lu Wei'an rubbed her hair: "Be careful next time. I'll get hurt if I'm not by your side."

Su Heng lowered his head and smiled, without saying anything.

Everything seemed to be the same as before, but Su Heng knew that something was different, and the difference was nothing but her heart.

It was her heart that was restless.

Yang Shiyan has been calling Lu Wei'an all the time, and Su Heng knows that she has seen Yang Shiyan's number displayed on Lu Wei'an's cell phone several times. She doesn't know what they said, and she doesn't want to know.

She looked at Lu Wei'an and wanted to ask him several times: "Do you like me or not?"

But she couldn't ask, she didn't have the courage, and she was afraid that what she was waiting for would be endless embarrassment.

If she had never been together, she would not be greedy for the warmth he gave her, but now, how can she let go of all the good things he gave her?
The winter vacation is coming, and we made an appointment to go back to N to visit together, but because Su Heng's grandfather who lives in the country suddenly fell ill, she failed to go to visit.

In addition to Lu Wei'an and Xu Zixin, An Xin and Zhao Heli also went together. Lu Wei'an and Zhao Heli are both Yang Shiyan's ex-boyfriends. They used to have a fight, but now they saw each other and beat each other's chest with a smile. Everyone laughed. Enmity.

This time I went to school to visit the teacher. I haven’t visited Teacher Xiao Yang for two years after graduation. Teacher Xiao Yang was very happy to see a few people, and joked with a smile: “You two men and two women, it’s just right. Is it two pairs?"

Xu Zixin quickly waved his hands: "Teacher Yang, you misread this time, Lu Wei'an and I are brothers!"

Lu Wei'an smiled: "My girlfriend is Su Heng, and she was going to come too, but it happened that her grandfather was sick last night, so she didn't come when she went to the countryside."

"Su Heng..." Teacher Xiao Yang smiled, "I didn't expect it to be Su Heng. I never thought of you two together at that time."

Several people chatted together, and Teacher Xiao Yang showed them a photo of her daughter: "It seems that I was still teaching you yesterday. My daughter is about to be three years old. When I see you, I can call you brother and sister."

They were planning to meet other teachers, and they said goodbye after a few words. Lu Wei'an walked at the back, and when he was about to leave, he heard Teacher Xiao Yang calling him.

He turned back again: "Teacher Yang, what's wrong?"

Teacher Xiao Yang found a notebook from the drawer and handed it to him with a smile: "This should be Su Heng's diary. I picked it up when I was in the third year of high school. I put it away for a while and forgot it. I remembered it later. I haven’t seen you all since, you are her boyfriend, please pass it on to her for me, and say sorry by the way. But I haven’t read the contents, I can assure you!”

Seeing Teacher Xiao Yang raising his hand to swear, Lu Wei'an couldn't help laughing: "Thank you Teacher Yang, I will pass it on to Su Heng!"

After he went out Xu Zixin asked him: "What does Xiao Yang want you for?"

He shook his head: "nothing, let's go."

Su Heng's grandfather is already very old, this time he fell at night and almost knocked his head, fell into a coma all night, and woke up at noon the next day.

Su Heng and her grandfather have a very deep relationship. When she was a child, she was always taken by her grandfather. Now she is sitting in front of her grandfather's hospital bed, watching him open his eyes, tears streaming down her face.

Fortunately, grandpa is fine, he just needs to be observed in the hospital for a period of time. When the weather is fine, Su Heng pushes a wheelchair and takes him out to bask in the sun.

Grandpa had piercing eyes and asked her: "Heng, do you have something on your mind?"

Su Heng looked at his grandfather, not knowing how to speak for a moment.

"Your father said you had a boyfriend, is it because of a boyfriend?"

Su Heng lowered his head and remained silent.

"Heng, out of love comes sorrow, out of love comes fear, if you are away from the one you love, you will have neither worry nor fear." Grandpa believes in Buddhism.

Su Heng looked at Grandpa puzzledly: "Grandpa..."

Grandpa caressed Su Heng's face: "Grandpa has lived to this day and has no desires, but he is still worried about my little A-Heng. A-Heng, no matter what it is, don't force it, maybe that will make you happier."

Su Heng received a call from Lu Weian at night and asked how her grandfather was doing, and she said she was fine.

Lu Wei'an breathed a sigh of relief: "We went to see Xiao Yang today, you really should go together."

Su Heng remained silent, Lu Wei'an sensed something was wrong, and asked her: "Ah Heng, what's wrong?"

Su Heng looked at the bright lights outside the window, lowered his eyes slightly, and asked softly: "Lu Wei'an, do you like me?"

Lu Wei'an was stunned: "Ah Heng?"

Su Heng smiled, and found that it was not so difficult to really say it.

Grandpa is right, worry is born of love, and fear is born of love. If you are away from your lover, there will be no worry and no fear. It is she who has been unable to see through it, and she has been insisting.

"You said that you want to give it a try and see what happens to us..."

For some reason, Lu Wei'an had a bad feeling: "Heng, what's wrong?"

"Lu Wei'an, we may not be suitable, let's break up." She didn't dare to hear his voice again, hung up the phone quickly, and then turned off the phone.

She was still looking at the lights in the distance, her eyes gradually moistened, everything she saw was blurry, she smiled, and said to herself that this was right, she was setting him free and letting them be free.

Su Heng wiped away her tears and went back to the ward. Grandpa was still asleep, and when she heard her coming in, he called her softly: "Ah Heng."

Su Heng replied: "Grandpa." She sat on the edge of the bed, hugged Grandpa's arm, and wept silently.

Grandpa raised his hand to gently stroke her back, and let out a long sigh.

Su Heng stayed in the country until the end of the winter vacation, Su's father and Su's mother also noticed something was wrong: "Did you quarrel with Lu Wei'an?"

Su Heng smiled and shook his head: "I just want to spend more time with Grandpa."

The driver sent Su Heng back to school. It was a bitingly cold winter, and she couldn't help opening the car window. The cold wind blew on her face. She flinched and felt abnormally awake.

This semester, the school has student exchange activities, and she signed up without looking carefully at the details. She has always been excellent in her studies, and the approval came very quickly. Only then did she know that the school she was going to exchange was C University.

Zhou Shijia's school.

But Su Heng couldn't help but regret it, she had to pack her luggage and go to C University the next day.

When Lu Wei'an knew about this, Su Heng was already on his way to University C, and he didn't even meet her.

(End of this chapter)