I'm waiting, the wind is waiting for you

Chapter 26 If we could have been less stubborn then, we would not be so regretful now (1)
On February 2010, 2, Leung Ching Ru and her boyfriend held a wedding banquet in Kuala Lumpur.

On April 2010, 4, the male god Wu Yanzu and Lisa in many people's minds held a primitive forest wedding in South Africa.

On May 2010, 5, Korean star Jang Dong Gun and Ko So Young held a "century wedding".

On November 2010, 11, Chen Xiaochun and Ying Caier held a make-up wedding at the Disney Hotel.

On December 2010, 12, Lin Dan and Xie Xingfang ended their seven-year long-distance love race and registered their marriage.

In 2010, 120 million couples of men and women entered into marriage.

In 2010, Su Heng finally ended his five-year secret love career.

It was like having a long dream, but the dream was so beautiful that Su Heng was a little unwilling to wake up.

Su Heng remembered that the sun was very good this morning, shining in through the gaps in the curtains, and it just hit her face, scorching hot, just like the temperature of her heart.

She slowly opened her eyes in the sunlight, and there was a huge and handsome face in front of her, slightly dazed, she wanted to look back, but her eyes kept wandering on his face.

Su Heng never thought that there would be a day when she would be so close to him.

She quietly raised her hand, copying his facial features with her fingertips, but it was not like this, his face was already engraved in her mind, her heart, and her memory.

After a while he too would wake up and think it was just a dream.

Su Heng lowered her eyes, got up slowly, not letting him notice, turned her back to him and hurriedly dressed, then hurriedly got up and left.

When the door was closing, she turned around and took another look. Now the sun was shining on his face, she saw his eyelashes trembling slightly, she was startled, hurriedly closed the door and turned and ran away.

When Su Heng returned to the dormitory, only Gu Xuan was there, and she was glad that only Gu Xuan was there, so no one would say that she would stay away overnight.

Gu Xuan didn't ask too much, the two had a tacit understanding without words, they were friends but not like friends.

Su Heng looked at the ticket in her hand. It was given to her by Lu Wei'an during the day yesterday. They agreed to take the bus back at noon together. She gently tore the ticket in half, and then took out her mobile phone to call her father: "Dad, Can you come and take me home?"

Lu Wei'an was woken up by the heat. He woke up rubbing his eyes, his head still hurting badly, and he didn't know where he was.

He was stunned for two seconds before the memories of last night came to his mind. He took a breath and sat up suddenly. The room was empty, and there was no one else but him.

He couldn't tell whether everything last night was a dream or reality. He rubbed his temples and gave a wry smile. He probably had a dream that was too real.

Lu Wei'an lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed. The smile on the corner of his mouth suddenly froze. He looked closely, and there was an obvious dark red on the bed sheet. His fists were clenched suddenly, in disbelief.

He closed his eyes, and Su Heng's tearful eyes seemed to appear in front of his eyes, like a deep sea, which could make people drown in it.He clearly remembered that he bent down and kissed the corner of her eyes, and said to her: "Su Heng, don't cry, don't cry..."

He had a splitting headache, and quickly took the phone and dialed Su Heng's number, but what he heard was a sweet prompt: "Sorry, the number you dialed is temporarily unavailable..."

Lu Wei'an got out of bed in a hurry, put on his clothes and rushed out, quickly ran to the downstairs of the dormitory where Su Heng was, and begged the dormitory auntie to go in.

Auntie, the dormitory manager, was stern and selfless, and she said no, she just couldn't.

He was at a loss, when Gu Xuan came down the stairs, he seemed to see a savior, and hurried over: "Where is Su Heng? Is Su Heng in the dormitory?"

Gu Xuan frowned and shook his head.

"Then she came back? Did she come back?"

Gu Xuan seemed to understand something, looked at the eager young man in front of her, and finally said: "She came back, she just left, she said she went home."

Lu Wei'an thanked him and rushed out. From a distance, he seemed to see a black car turning a corner and disappearing from his sight. He kicked the tree trunk angrily, regretting too much.

He went back to the dormitory, and his roommate woke up just now. Seeing him, he said, "Where did you buy the wine yesterday? You didn't come back all night? Could it be...hehe..."

Lu Wei'an didn't have the mood to talk, and sat slumped on the chair. The ticket was on the table, and the time was written at [-]:[-], and it was already [-]:[-].

He grabbed a handful of hair, and the depression all over his body had nowhere to vent.

It happened to be Su Heng, that person happened to be Su Heng, the careful and sensitive Su Heng, what did he do to her?

Because he was sad, because he was angry, because he was impulsive, so he ruined a girl, Lu Wei'an, you can really do it!

Lu Wei'an went to the station by himself, got on the bus by himself, unexpectedly he was in the same seat as last year, except that Su Heng, who was sitting next to him and sleeping carefully, was gone.

He retracted his gaze, covered his eyes and leaned back.

After Su Heng returned home, he fell seriously ill.

Su's mother scolded her several times, saying that it was all because she was not obedient and insisted on military training. Only Su Heng knew that this was a heart disease and had nothing to do with military training.

She lay in bed for a week, and Lu Wei'an called her many times, but she refused them one by one. She didn't know how to face him.

Xu Zixin also looked for her many times and asked her to go out to play. After learning that she was sick, he simply ran over.

Su Heng had actually recovered a lot, but Xu Zixin refused to let her get out of bed, and sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her resentfully: "Ah Heng, do you have to be sick every holiday?"

This seems to be the case, she smiled: "I will definitely exercise in the future."

Xu Zixin always has a lot of gossip, and he can never stop talking.

"Did you know? An Xin has been together with Zhao Heli for a long time."

"I'm so pissed off. Sun Wenting actually told me two days ago that she fell in love with You Shao. It turns out that she has been hiding it from us. They are in the same university. Has she forgotten Guoya? Guoya likes You Shao so much, she How can it be..."

"Do you still remember Jiang Jingwei? An Xin's first love, who went to the same school as me, he still can't forget An Xin."

"What, the counselor confessed to me, and I plan to be with him now." When he said this, Xu Zixin blushed, as shy as a little girl.

"Really?"

Xu Zixin nodded: "Although he has a bit of a cheap mouth, he still treats me well, and I can't waste my youth. When it's time to fall in love, I will fall in love."

Su Heng bit her lip and asked her, "Do you still remember Chu Fan?"

"What's wrong with him? Even though he's in the same school as me, we don't usually see each other often, what's the matter?" Xu Zixin suddenly looked surprised, "You don't want to tell me that you found out that your true love is him, do you?"

Su Heng didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "What are you thinking about?"

"Yes, how is it possible? You are so persistent. You say you are persistent, but you are actually stubborn." Xu Zixin sighed, "You and Lu Wei'an have no progress?"

"There's no progress." Su Heng didn't dare to look into her eyes, and silently lowered his head.

How could Xu Zixin fail to see her small movements: "You are still worried about me, right? I swear, I really have no affection for him at all. Ah Heng, do you have something on your mind? You can Tell me."

Su Heng gently held Xu Zixin's hand, tears fell and fell on her hand.Xu Zixin was startled: "Ah Heng, what's wrong with you?"

Su Heng didn't look up, and choked up in a low voice: "Xinxin, what should I do..."

Although Su Heng looked so weak, he had never cried like this in front of her, Xu Zixin was terrified.After hearing her finished speaking, Xu Zixin became even more furious, and slammed the mattress: "How can Lu Weian, a bitch, do such a thing!"

"It's my fault, he was drunk, but I wasn't drunk..." Su Heng said with red eyes.

"You still speak for him." Xu Zixin nodded her forehead, hating iron for being weak, "I haven't seen him since, and he didn't say what to do?"

She responded lightly: "I dare not see him."

"Then... have you taken your medicine?" Xu Zixin asked anxiously.

"What medicine?" Su Heng was puzzled.

"That's it, that medicine? Otherwise, what if you have a child?" Xu Zi asked anxiously.

Su Heng had never thought about this question before, and now she was frightened: "Xinxin, no way..."

It's useless to take medicine now, Xu Zixin said: "I can only resign myself to fate, it shouldn't be such a coincidence."

Su Heng's lips were pale, thinking of the possible consequences, he couldn't say anything.

"I'm going to find him!" Xu Zixin couldn't help it, and stood up, "I'm going to find him and ask him, how could he treat you like this!"

"Don't!" Su Heng grabbed her arm, looked up at her with wet eyes, pleading, "Xinxin, don't go to him, I'm embarrassing enough."

"Then what to do..."

what to do?Su Heng didn't know either, what should she do?
It has become a routine for Lu Weian to make a phone call every day. Several times, Su Heng wanted to answer it, but in the end he gritted his teeth and hung up.

What did you say?
She didn't know, she didn't dare to say anything, the original peace had been broken, and she was afraid of stepping into that unknown future.

This summer vacation seemed to be extraordinarily hot, Su Heng's health was up and down, and he hardly went out much, half of the summer vacation was already over before he knew it.

Lu Wei'an's phone call came as usual, she continued to hang up, but the text message sound came in the next second, she picked it up and took a look, it was from Lu Wei'an.

The text message was short, and she saw it all without unlocking it.

He said, "I'm downstairs at your house."

The phone seemed like a hot potato, Su Heng threw it away suddenly, then walked to the balcony hesitantly, and looked out through the sliding glass door.

There was a bicycle parked under the shade of a tree across from her house, and the poplar-like boy was standing beside the bicycle, looking up slightly.

Su Heng almost met his gaze, and hurriedly hid behind the curtain, her heart beating like thunder.

The SMS alert sounded again.

"I know you saw it, Su Heng, come down, I want to see you."

Su Heng put down his phone, and took a look in front of the mirror. His hair was messy, his face was pale and bloodless.She patted her face, tied her hair up, changed her pajamas, and hesitated every step she took.

It took her half an hour to get to the door, knowing that if she opened it, everything would change, for better or worse.

She pulled up the corners of her mouth and smiled with difficulty, as if to cheer herself up.

Su Heng slowly opened the door, and the scorching heat rushed towards her face. She squinted slightly in the sun, and then saw Lu Wei'an who was standing a little cautiously.

Lu Wei'an pushed the cart and waited outside the yard in front of her house. There was no shade from the trees. His face was covered with sweat and his collar was wet. When he saw her, he smiled. This smile was somewhat guilty.

Su Heng lowered his head, pursed his lips and walked in front of him step by step, not daring to raise his eyes.

"Come up," he said, "you can't talk in the sun."

He used to drive her on a bicycle for half a month, and she was no stranger to her at all, she sat on it with clenched fists, Lu Wei'an's expression finally relaxed, and he stepped on the pedal.

He was not riding fast but very steady, Su Heng couldn't help raising his eyes, he was still wearing a white short-sleeved shirt, she looked at his back that was sweating because of the heat, it was a familiar smell to her, it was the back that she was used to .

Time didn't seem to go far at all, and she seemed to have returned to that afternoon, that sultry examination room, and she saw his nape covered with a thin layer of sweat, shining brightly in the sun.

Su Heng's eyes were a little dizzy, and he hurriedly looked away.

Lu Weian took her to a quiet cafe by bike, and Su Heng grabbed his bag and followed him in.

Finding a seat by the window and sitting down, Su Heng watched Lu Wei'an ordering at the bar, and silently lowered her head. She didn't know what he wanted to say, and her heart jumped out of her throat with nervousness.

Lu Wei'an finally came back, sat down opposite her, and was embarrassed for a while.

Rene Liu's "Later" is displayed in the coffee shop.

that eternal night

17 years old Zhong Xia

the night you kissed me
let me go back in time
whenever there is an exclamation

Always remember the stars of the day
Su Heng's face turned red, as if returning to that scorching summer night, the summer night with countless stars shining in the night sky.

Lu Wei'an was also a little embarrassed, and he coughed lightly after a while: "Su Heng..." He called her name.

Su Heng didn't reply.

"I'm sorry," he said, his voice very soft and sincere. "I'm sorry about that night."

Su Heng's blushing face gradually turned pale, she was picking at her fingers, her throat seemed to be blocked, and she couldn't say anything.

"I will be responsible." Lu Wei'an said firmly, it was not his casual remark, but the result of his careful consideration, and it had nothing to do with his father's entrustment, "Su Heng, I will be responsible, if you don't hate me , just stay with me."

"If it's because..." Su Heng paused, unable to say that night, "You don't have to worry about it, I was at fault too, I don't need you to be responsible."

"Su Heng, I'm serious, I..." Before he finished speaking, the waiter just brought the drinks, so the topic had to be suspended.

When the waiter walked away, Su Heng was the first to speak out: "If you just want to be responsible, just because you don't hate me, I don't need to be responsible for nothing." She lowered her head and closed her eyes, and said, "What do you say? Is it over? Then, then I'll go back first."

She got up to leave, but Lu Weian quickly caught up and grabbed her wrist.

Su Heng was startled, and subconsciously shook off his hand.

His hands were embarrassingly stiff in the air: "Su Heng, I'm really sorry..."

She smiled at him, flustered and sad: "It's okay, it's really okay."

It really doesn't matter, because it's you, so it doesn't matter.

She hurried out of the cafe, the temperature outside was too high, she thought, she must be crying because it was too hot.

Su Heng didn't want to go back so soon, and had nowhere to go, so he sat on a bench in the square and called Xu Zixin: "Xinxin..."

Xu Zixin came over soon, and seeing Su Heng covered in sweat and tears, he was so angry that he wanted to scold her, but finally sat down and hugged her: "It's okay, I'm here. "

"Xinxin, I'm a little scared." Su Heng leaned on her shoulder, hard to say, "My period this month has been postponed."

"What?" Xu Zixin's eyes widened: "It can't be such a coincidence, can it?"

Su Heng has been in fear for several days, and no one can tell.

Having Xu Zixin is like having a backbone, and Su Heng's tight strings have loosened a lot.

Xu Zixin went to the pharmacy to buy her a pregnancy test stick with a hard face, and helped her study how to use it, and then waited outside the toilet, asking repeatedly: "Are you ready? Is there any? How many bars?"

Su Heng was more nervous than her, tears came out when she saw that there was only one line on it.

She opened the door and went out to show Xu Zixin, Xu Zixin cheered and hugged her: "Thank God!"

It was getting late, and the two went to eat together. Su Heng and Xu Zixin talked about what happened today, and Xu Zixin was very angry: "Why didn't you accept it? He said he wanted to be with you, why are you still..."

"But he just wants to be responsible." Su Heng bit his chopsticks, his voice was low but resolute, "If it wasn't for that matter, how could he... how long will he want to be responsible?"

"How long can love last? How many people have been in love for ten years but still break up? Ah Heng, you are indeed stubborn and timid."

She is stubborn, she is timid, she is aware of her shortcomings, but she can't change it, no matter how long it takes, Su Heng is still a stubborn and timid Su Heng.

"But," Xu Zixin sighed, "Su Heng, who is stubborn and timid, is the one I like. No matter what you decide, I will support you. We are friends, good friends for life!"

Su Heng finally smiled, how lucky to have such a friend.

Su Heng finally came home, and when he opened the door, his parents were at home, talking in the living room.

She was changing her shoes when she heard her mother ask: "Are you really not going to help the Lu family? I heard that if you don't invest, you will probably go bankrupt."

Father said: "The Lu family's stall is not easy to clean up. If I get involved, I don't know if I can get out."

Lu family.

Su Heng frowned and stepped in.

(End of this chapter)