I'm waiting, the wind is waiting for you

Chapter 25 Who do I miss the most when I close my eyes, but who is beside me when I open my eyes (5)
"Haven't you let go yet?" Zhou Shijia's voice rang in Su Heng's ear like a spell.

Su Heng clenched his hands tightly into fists, and did not speak.

"You clearly know that he..."

Before he could finish speaking, Su Heng raised his head suddenly: "Zhou Shijia, you also clearly know that I don't like you..."

The love I gave has become a knife, and at this moment, every knife hurts her body, but what can I do, this is the privilege he gave her.

Zhou Shijia smiled bitterly: "Yes, it's my fault."

Su Heng got up to leave, Zhou Shijia took the dinner plate, put it away in a hurry, and chased after him: "Are you really angry? Just pretend I said something wrong, you..."

"I'm not angry with you." Su Heng stopped and said in a low voice.She was angry with herself.

"Then wait for me, let's go together." He said, "I finally came to J University, so you should do your best as a landlord."

The rain that had been so heavy just now had stopped at this time, and only the ground was wet, which proved that it had just rained heavily.

Su Heng stepped into a puddle, and the shoes she had just changed were soaked again. She stepped on one puddle after another, and the water splashed onto her trousers, leaving marks.Zhou Shijia followed her and looked at her.

"Su Heng." Zhou Shijia suddenly called her.

She turned to look at him, he saw the arc of her hair, her eyelashes quivering slightly, her frown slightly, her tight lips, he chuckled lightly: "It's nothing, just call you."

Su Heng was a little confused, turned around and walked forward again.

Someone was singing in the small playground, Zhou Shijia suddenly stepped up and grabbed her wrist: "Come on, let's go and listen."

Before Su Heng could break free, he had already dragged her forward.

There were many people around the small playground, Zhou Shijia led her to squeeze in, the one singing was a band from the school, and the one standing in the middle playing the guitar and singing was Shen Yan.

Su Heng turned around and wanted to leave, but Shen Yan had already seen her, stopped singing, and said loudly with a smile: "The girl I like is here, tell me, if I confess, can I succeed?"

Everyone was booing, even Zhou Shijia was laughing, Su Heng turned his back suddenly, and wanted to leave, but Shen Yan's voice came: "Su Heng, are you willing to be my girlfriend?"

The smile on Zhou Shijia's face froze, and he turned his head to see Su Heng who wanted to find a hole in the ground to get in: "Su Heng, what he called was you?"

Shen Yan strode over and stood behind Su Heng: "Su Heng, are you willing to be my girlfriend?" He asked again, with a smile on his face.

Su Heng was about to leave, Zhou Shijia grabbed her hand, pulled her back, then put his arms around her shoulders, looked at Shen Yan with a smile: "You are calling, can't it be my girlfriend?"

Now it was Shen Yan's turn to be embarrassed: "Who are you?"

Zhou Shijia hugged Su Heng's shoulder tightly: "I am Su Heng's boyfriend."

"Su Heng, tell me who he is." Shen Yan looked at Su Heng.Su Heng has never been in such an embarrassing situation, everyone's eyes are on her, this feeling makes her feel uncomfortable.

She tugged on Zhou Shijia's sleeve: "Zhou Shijia, let's go."

Zhou Shijia raised his face: "If there is nothing else, we will leave."

Shen Yan grabbed Su Heng's shoulder: "Su Heng, I want to hear from you."

Su Heng bit her lip, slowly raised her hand, and pushed away Shen Yan's hand on her shoulder: "Shen Yan, don't do this, I don't like you."

Hearing this, Zhou Shijia raised the corner of his mouth, took Su Heng's hand and strode away.Shen Yan stood alone in the crowd, his smile gradually faded.

After walking away a little, Zhou Shijia took the initiative to let go of her hand, and lightly smiled to relieve the embarrassment: "Did I do you a big favor, how can I thank me?"

Su Heng stopped in his tracks: "I'm sorry, I just took advantage of you."

"It should be that I am willing to be used by you." Zhou Shijia blinked.

"Zhou Shijia, don't be so kind to me." Su Heng looked up at him, his eyes were bloodshot, "You are so kind to me, what do you want me to do? You know that I can't give you what you want. "

"You don't need to do anything. It's what I want to do for you. You don't need to have any burden." Zhou Shijia smiled lightly.

The more he does this, the more guilty she feels.

"I'm sorry," she said, "I'm sorry."

do you know?The last thing I want to hear from you is sorry.

Zhou Shijia smiled: "It doesn't matter."

Lu Wei'an sent Yang Shiyan to the station, Yang Shiyan grabbed his sleeve: "Lu Wei'an, I was wrong, can you really not forgive me? I still like you and want to be with you, you are the same, right?"

Lu Wei'an held her hand, and she smiled, but the smile lasted only a second before dissipating, because Lu Wei'an shook off her hand: "Yang Shiyan, we have already broken up, and you brought up the breakup, didn't you? "

"But I regret it now, can't I?" Yang Shiyan wanted to cry.

"Not everything can be regretted as soon as you want. There is no medicine for regret in the world. Yang Shiyan, it's fine for us to separate, let's go back, the car is about to leave."

"Is it because of Su Heng? Is it because of her?"

Lu Wei'an frowned: "What does this have to do with Su Heng?"

"Did you fall in love with her, that's why you became like this? I said that I would settle the matter over there. Why are you... Isn't it because of her? "

"Yang Shiyan, I now understand a little bit why Xu Zixin and Su Heng are getting farther and farther away from you. It was like this at the beginning, and it is still like this now. This matter is a problem between me and you. Don't get involved in other things. .”

"You, are you despising me?" Yang Shiyan couldn't believe it.

"I'm just talking about the facts."

"Obviously you're empathizing!"

Lu Wei'an had no strength to argue with her: "I don't want to quarrel anymore, let's get in the car." He turned and left.

"Su Heng went to J University specially for you, do you dare to say that you have nothing to do with each other?" Yang Shiyan shouted behind him.

Lu Wei'an didn't look back, and strode away.

Yang Shiyan was so angry that she knelt down and cried loudly.

This was the last time Su Heng logged on to the QQ account with only Lu Wei'an as a contact, and Lu Wei'an sent her a message.

"I'm sorry, I have something to do so I couldn't make it back. How about we make an appointment next time?"

Su Heng did not reply, pressed the close button, and then logged off the QQ.

Su Heng didn't go to the rock climbing club anymore, Lu Wei'an asked her why she didn't come, she just said she was not in good health and wanted to rest for a while, he didn't think much about it and let her rest well.

Seeing that Su Heng wasn't coming, and Su Heng didn't answer his phone, Shen Yan ran to Lu Wei'an's side and asked, "Where's Su Heng? Isn't he coming?"

"Well, she's been in poor health recently."

"Don't you have a boyfriend?" Shen Yan whispered.

"what?"

"Some time ago, there was a man by Su Heng's side who said he was her boyfriend, but Su Heng didn't deny it. But I haven't seen that man before, and he doesn't seem to be J." Shen Yan shook his head, "I don't know where the risk is. from."

Lu Wei'an was suspicious, and when he met Su Heng, he couldn't help asking: "Shen Yan said you have a boyfriend?"

Su Heng was taken aback, and quickly denied: "No, it was Zhou Shijia, he helped me out."

"So that's it. Let me tell you why you made a boyfriend in silence." Lu Wei'an smiled, "Speaking of Zhou Shijia, does he like you?"

Su Heng's face was a little pale, he shook his head and said he didn't know.

"He's pretty nice too." He smiled.

She also knew, and knew that Zhou Shijia was a nice person, but when she liked someone, it was not because he was nice, but because she liked him, she felt that he was nice in every way.

Su Heng nodded in panic, turned and left in a hurry.

Lu Wei'an looked at her walking away, and he didn't know why it felt like a needle was poked. He didn't feel any pain, but every time he took a breath, he felt extremely uncomfortable.

The summer vacation will soon come, and the military training of J University will be held in the summer vacation after the freshman year. Su's mother has already issued a doctor's certificate for her, and as long as she shows it to the counselor, she can be exempted from the military training.

But Su Heng didn't want to be special, not to mention that she survived the military training in high school except for the time when she fainted, so she insisted on participating.

The phalanx where Lu Weian was located was next to Su Heng's class, so he ran over to her during the break and asked her, "Don't you need to ask for leave? It's not that you're in poor health."

Su Heng's head was covered with sweat, and the hair on his forehead was soaked and stuck to his face: "I'm fine."

"Did you forget that you fainted during high school military training? When you feel uncomfortable, remember to say, don't hold on."

Su Heng nodded vigorously, under the scorching sun, Lu Wei'an's sweaty face seemed like a ray of breeze, and Su Heng's whole heart was about to melt.

After the military training, Lu Weian was drinking with the people in the dormitory when the phone rang suddenly. He picked it up and walked to the balcony: "Dad, what's the matter?"

"Are you going home tomorrow?"

"What's wrong?" Lu Wei'an was puzzled, why did his father call him suddenly, since his father never cared much about his personal life.

"How is your relationship with that girl from the Su family?"

"The Su family?" He was stunned for a moment, "You mean Su Heng? We are friends, and I will go back with her tomorrow."

"The relationship is good, right? That's good." Lu's father let out a sigh of relief, "You, follow her a little bit, and build a good relationship with her. It would be even better if you can improve your relationship with her."

Lu Weian couldn't understand his father's words: "Dad, what are you talking about?"

Father Lu's words were a little embarrassing: "Recently, Dad's company has encountered some difficulties, and Lao Su refuses to help. He is just that one daughter. If he can talk to you about friends, can he turn a blind eye to my request for help?"

Lu Weian frowned: "Dad, this is your business, it has nothing to do with me."

"It doesn't matter!" Lu's father said angrily, "My business is your business. I have raised you so much, so what's the matter with asking you to help me? This time the matter is unusual. If it can't be handled over there, maybe The company is going to collapse! That girl from the Su family is also quite beautiful, what's wrong with asking you to get closer to her?"

"father!"

"Wei'an, treat it as my father begging you, do you really have the heart to ruin the company?"

"Is there no other way?"

"Yes, that's the only way."

Lu Wei'an hung up the phone and went back in after the wind blowing on the balcony for a long time. The roommates were drinking vigorously and saw him come back: "What's the matter? Come and drink, it's almost finished!"

The four of them drank so much wine, they still couldn't get enough: "Go buy some more? Who will go?"

Lu Wei'an stood up shaking and said, "I'll go."

"Are you alright by yourself?"

"It's okay, I'll go." He staggered out, bought wine and a pack of cigarettes, but didn't go back to the dormitory, walked slowly downstairs to the girls' dormitory, took out his mobile phone and made a call.

Su Heng came out very quickly, she was only wearing her pajamas, with a coat over her and ran out in a hurry.

It was dark outside the dormitory building. She searched for a while and found Lu Wei'an leaning against the tree trunk. He had a cigarette between his fingertips, his lips were slightly parted, and the smoke came out of his mouth.

Su Heng was stunned, this was the first time she saw Lu Wei'an who was smoking, so it made people feel strange.

Her pace slowed down and she approached slowly: "What's wrong?"

"Su Heng?" He suddenly smiled, his mouth was full of alcohol.

"Did you drink? What happened?"

Lu Weian wanted to stand up straight, but he kept shaking.He raised his hand and showed her the bag of beer: "Do you want a drink?"

"I'll take you back." Su Heng said softly, "You drank too much."

She managed to persuade Lu Weian, but he refused to leave halfway there, so the two sat on the playground with a bag of beer in front of them.

Su Heng also had a bottle stuffed in his hand: "You drink a little too." He said.

She was in a dilemma, and took a sip of meaning.

Lu Wei'an drank quickly, opened a bottle and drank it all in one gulp, the wine slipped from the corner of his mouth, slid over his chin, slid over his constantly rolling Adam's apple, and sank into his collar.Su Heng looked away: "What's wrong?"

Lu Wei'an didn't say a word, just kept drinking. She looked terrible, but she couldn't persuade her, she was so anxious: "Don't drink, Lu Wei'an, don't drink..." Her eyes widened anxiously. All wet, "Is it because of Yang Shiyan? Because you broke up with her?"

"Break up? We broke up a long time ago." He smiled, his eyes were red and shining strangely, "I broke up with her a long time ago."

"then you……"

Lu Wei'an suddenly approached, his face was only a centimeter or two away from hers, and when he spoke, hot air sprayed on her face, with a strong smell of alcohol.Su Heng seemed to be getting drunk too, his face turned red first.

She blinked and wanted to back away, but he suddenly grabbed her arm and asked with red eyes: "Su Heng, do you like me?"

As if a bomb exploded in her heart, Su Heng couldn't hear anything at that moment, her mind was pierced by the person involved, she was afraid, helpless, embarrassed, desperate, trembling all over: "I..."

Lu Wei'an narrowed his eyes and said to himself: "Yang Shiyan said you like me, and Shen Yan also said the same, do you really like me?"

"I...I..." Su Heng couldn't say anything, with big tears rolling in his eyes.

He laughed twice, let go of her, lay down on the ground, looked at the dark night without a trace of starlight: "How could it be? What's so good about me, how can I be worthy of your liking."

Su Heng lowered his eyes slightly, and tears fell down.

What's so good about him?
He is good everywhere, to her he is good in every way, he is so good, how could she not like him?

In her hand was still the bottle of beer she took a sip of, and she drank it all in one gulp with tears in her eyes. It turned out to be this taste, bitter and astringent, just like her heart.

The twelve o'clock bell had already sounded, Su Heng glanced at Lu Wei'an, she couldn't let him fall asleep here, she gently pushed him, and called: "Lu Wei'an, get up, I'm going back."

Lu Wei'an opened his eyes after a long time, feeling a little dazed.

She helped him walk slowly to the dormitory. The dormitory had already reached the access control time, and she couldn't get in. After thinking about it for a long time, she could only help him to the small hotel at the back door of the school.

The uncle at the front desk looked at them with a strange smile in his eyes, Su Heng didn't care, took the key and helped him into the room.

Lu Wei'an was so drunk that the weight of his whole body was on her body. She finally put him on the bed, covered him with the quilt and wanted to leave, but when she stood up, someone grabbed her hand.

She turned around to look, Lu Wei'an opened his eyes slightly, and the light on the top reflected in his eyes, like starlight.

She was blinded.

With a little force in his hand, she fell on top of him. He raised his hand, his fingertips brushed lightly over her nose, and then held her face, smiling: "Su Heng?"

"Well, I'm Su Heng." Su Heng trembled.

He suddenly raised his head and kissed her lips fiercely.

Su Heng's eyes widened suddenly, and his whole body became stiff.

He turned over vigorously, pressed her under him, grabbed her breath, and slowly closed her wide-eyed eyes. From the corner of her vision, she seemed to see the dark night sky outside the window, and suddenly countless bright stars flashed.

There is no star in the night that can shine brighter than this night.

(End of this chapter)