I'm sorry, you are responsible for me

Chapter 37 The truth is so cruel (1)
What she cares about is not him, nor is her tenderness towards him... Everything in the past, likes and loves, are not his.

In the office, Duan Xiaojun came in with a cup of hot coffee and put it in front of Fu Zhiyan's desk. Fu Zhiyan took the coffee, took a sip, and handed him a stack of documents.

"Chen Mushan's final judgment has come down, no deadline."

Duan Xiaojun took the document, read it carefully under the light, and murmured, "Drugs have been smuggled through the logistics company many times, and the cash found at home is as high as one million, and there are several overseas accounts... and admits, I am Lao Kun, the biggest boss of the drug trade in Luzhou and Nancheng."

"Do you believe it?" Fu Zhiyan turned the pen with his fingertips, and slowly raised his head to look at Duan Xiaojun.

Duan Xiaojun didn't answer directly, believe it?
He would rather believe that Chen Mushan does have the qualifications and potential to be an old Kun, and his A Group can be regarded as the leading large company in Luzhou. He has the strength to manipulate the transactions between the two places, and pass Logistics companies, concealing their criminal activities.

"If you can make Chen Mushan obedient and accuse yourself of all the crimes, then this old Kun's background is really terrible." Duan Xiaojun frowned, and said in a deep voice, "Maybe we think too much, maybe Lao Kun is Chen Mushan?"

"My informant, Yuxie, has never seen Lao Kun's true face, but she is sure that Lao Kun cannot be Chen Mushan..." Fu Zhiyan stood up and walked to the bed, watching the night rain outside the window, "Let's talk to Lao Kun." After so many years of dealing with Kun, he would make such a stupid mistake?"

Thinking about it carefully, it is indeed the case. Lao Kun is like a fox that has become a spirit, cunning, cunning, and foresight... and this Chen Mushan is impulsive, violent, and even... that kind of eccentricity is really not Lao Kun's. style.

Duan Xiaojun shrugged: "Anyway, bringing down Chen Mushan means taking off one of Lao Kun's arms, so he should calm down a bit."

The phone on the table vibrated, and Fu Zhiyan slid open the screen. It was a WeChat message from Ye Jia: "Brother Zhiyan, do you have an appointment tomorrow?"

"About what?"

"The Sherlock movie comes out tomorrow, I think..."

"it is good."

"Then... Tomorrow at seven o'clock in the evening, Wanda Cinema on Zhongtian Road."

Duan Xiaojun looked at the faint smile at the corner of his mouth, and he could guess who sent the message. Since ancient times, a hero is sad when a beauty passes, and an iceberg becomes a warmer man, every minute.

"Also, regarding the inspection by the leaders of the Provincial Public Security Department tomorrow, Director Yang will let you accompany him throughout the process."

"Huh?" Fu Zhiyan paused slightly with the hand holding the phone, "Accompaniment?"

Duan Xiaojun raised his forehead: "Captain Fu, you won't... forget it, Director Yang mentioned this in the meeting two days ago!"

"..."

At the entrance of the cinema, Ye Jia was wearing a long water-red dress, holding two movie tickets in his hand, watching the pedestrians coming and going on the side of the road, walking towards the cinema in groups of three and four, shoulder to shoulder.

Looking at the time, it was already [-]:[-], the show she bought had already started, but Fu Zhiyan hadn't come yet.

He is always punctual and never misses an appointment.

There must be something urgent.

Ye Jia understood the nature of Fu Zhiyan's work, and many emergencies were unpredictable. She looked down at the coupons in her hand, took a deep breath, took out her phone and held it for a long time, and finally put it down in hesitation.

In case he was on some urgent mission, wouldn't it be a bad thing for her to make this call?
Forget it...

Then... Do we have to wait any longer?
1 minute, 2 minutes... half an hour passed.

Or... just wait.

Finally, at eight o'clock, her phone rang, and it was Fu Zhiyan calling.

"Brother Zhiyan!"

On the other end of the phone, Fu Zhiyan's voice was urgent: "Where is it?"

"It's at the entrance of the cinema!"

"Still waiting?"

"Yes!"

Fu Zhiyan turned sideways and looked at the provincial leaders who were full in the private room. Director Yang kept giving him winks and told him to hang up the phone and come in quickly.

Fu Zhiyan hesitated for a while, and finally said, "I'll be right there."

"I'll wait for you!" Ye Jia thought that Fu Zhiyan was going to miss the appointment, but he didn't expect him to come, so he hung up the phone, full of joy.

Wait, how long she waits!
After another half an hour, Fu Zhiyan hurried over from the crowd, and Ye Jia's face was instantly filled with a smile. Seeing him, she couldn't help but jump for joy.

Soon she noticed that Fu Zhiyan was dressed very formally. The tie decorated his white shirt, and the suit meticulously decorated his tall and slender waist. Walking in the crowd, you should not be too recognizable. Ye Jia instantly felt that this kind of temperament Boyfriend, falling into her hands is simply a waste of money.

She must be... the girl who saved the galaxy in her previous life!
When he approached, Ye Jia hesitated for a moment and asked, "Did Brother Zhiyan attend any important occasion?"

Fu Zhiyan said "hmm": "A few leaders from the provincial department came over, and I was in charge of the reception. I thought I could finish early, so I didn't call you. The director of the dinner bureau forced me to attend. There is really no way, sorry for the late arrival. gone."

"Is the dinner over now?"

"No, I left early."

"Ah?" The concern on Ye Jia's face was beyond words, "Is this okay?"

Of course not, when he entered the private room to ask Ju Yang for leave just now, Ju Yang's whole face was as if frozen, and he only said one sentence: "Personal matters, which are more important, you can decide for yourself."

A very serious sentence.

Fu Zhiyan really weighed it up and left the table decisively.

"It's more important to be with you." He patted Ye Jia's head, then went down, clasped her cold right hand, and pulled her up.

Dazed, Ye Jia let his big hand lead him into the movie theater, and suddenly felt that even if he had to wait another two hours, three hours would be worth it, so worth it!

The eyes of those young couples whom she envied just now also focused on Fu Zhiyan, he is really, too eye-catching!Such a handsome and tough man is rare.

The ticket just now was voided, so Fu Zhiyan bought two new ones, and then stood at the door with her, waiting for the movie to start.

Ye Jia bought milk tea and mineral water for Fu Zhiyan. She knew that he didn't like drinks.

Holding the cup of milk tea, sucking on the straw with his small mouth, his slender neck is gurgling, stupidly.

Fu Zhiyan couldn't look away.

Ye Jia looked up and happened to meet his gaze.

Fu Zhiyan didn't shy away from it, and looked at her generously, with a smile, his eyes were full of tenderness and doting.

Ye Jia blinked, and brought the milk tea to his mouth: "Do you want to drink it too?"

Fu Zhiyan took a sip, and Ye Jia smiled brightly. After he finished drinking, Ye Jia took the straw in his mouth and licked it with the tip of his tongue on purpose to show him.

Fu Zhiyan was suddenly aroused by her, and said, "Why bother."

"Huh?" Before Ye Jia recovered, he had already bowed his head and leaned over, grabbed her cheek with his hand, and was about to kiss her lips, when a familiar voice came from behind: "Ye Jia Jia?"

Ye Jia hurriedly took two steps back, turned around, and saw Tang Fei staring at him with a smirk on his face, then looked at Fu Zhiyan: "Captain Fu!"

Fu Zhiyan responded sullenly, and was very upset to be interrupted.

"Why are you here?" Ye Jia was surprised.

""Shen Xia"!" Tang Fei raised the ticket stub in his hand, "Lu Jing asked you out before, and said he didn't have time, so it turns out..." He looked at Fu Zhiyan clearly, smiled, no Go on.

Then Ye Jia saw Lu Jing from afar, leaning against the wall with a blank expression on his face.

Suddenly, there was a kind of embarrassment that lying was smashed.

Lu Jing asked her to come here before, but Ye Jia didn't agree, and asked him to find Su Mi, but he didn't expect to catch up with the same scene here.

"Lu Jing's face looks so scary." Ye Jia moved closer to Tang Fei and said in a low voice, "Don't be angry, are you?"

"Of course, a guy who values ​​sex over friends!"

"You help me explain to him."

"What are you explaining!" Tang Fei glanced at Fu Zhiyan behind him, "Isn't this quite obvious?"

"..." Ye Jia gritted his teeth, "Then apologize."

"It's not necessary." Tang Fei shrugged and looked back. The movie started. After he said goodbye, he and Lu Jing led the way into the theater.

Fu Zhiyan came over, took her hand without saying anything, and walked inside with her.

The location was chosen by Ye Jia, off the hall, to the side, less crowded and hidden.

Sitting down with Fu Zhiyan, she turned around and saw Tang Fei and Lu Jing sitting in the back row, still far away.

Originally, I wanted to do something in the dark movie theater, but I didn't expect to meet these two guys. A person like Fu Zhiyan who cares about face must not be embarrassed to argue with her.

Ugh.

Ye Jia secretly sighed, sat upright, and concentrated on watching the movie.

Halfway through the movie, Ye Jia's gaze moved to his face involuntarily. The deep eyes flickered, reflecting the light on the screen, from the forehead, to the high bridge of the nose, to the thin lips , like endless mountains, cold and hard.

"Watching a movie, or watching me?" He asked her abruptly, but his eyes still fell on the screen.

If she had to choose, of course it would be the latter!

"You look better than the movie." Ye Jia nodded and said firmly.

With a chuckle, he turned his head, and his eyes fell on her face affectionately: "Since you don't want to watch a movie, let's do something else."

"What... what's the matter?" Ye Jia swallowed.

"Just... something I didn't finish."

After he finished speaking, he leaned over, lifted her waist up domineeringly, and took her lips in his mouth.

This kiss was lingering and long-lasting, and his offensive was much faster, less tender and more possessive.In the dark corner, no one sees, dangerous, but exciting.

Not long after, a text message from Tang Fei came in: "Your performance is more exciting than the movie."

It has been almost half a year, and Su Mi has never contacted Ye Jia again. Ye Jia went to school to look for her several times, but she avoided seeing her without any reason or explanation.

It wasn't until the moment Lu Jing confessed to Ye Jia that she realized something belatedly.

There was no sun that day, but it was hot and stuffy, and the air was oppressive.

Lu Jing stood at the door of her house, holding a bouquet of roses in full bloom, and she didn't even let him in.

Two people, one inside and one outside, confronted each other for a long time.

And this incident was only a week away from the encounter in the cinema.

Ye Jia really has a headache. Lu Jing has known her for five years. He is not as playful as Tang Fei and Tao Di. He has always been very introverted.When they were in high school, the two met because of a fight. He was a transfer student from the countryside and was often bullied by boys at school. His fists are not as hard as others, but his mouth is strong and he refuses to forgive others. The final result is that the two of them are beaten together.

Slowly, some of Lu Jing's repressed instincts were stimulated. He began to resist and learned to protect Ye Jia. Lu Jing was born in a rural area and had done a lot of farm work before. He was originally physically stronger than ordinary boys. With boxing skills, Lu Jing gradually became the most capable fighter around Ye Jia, and he was loyal to her, fighting wherever he pointed, without principles and bottom lines, and he helped her clean up the guys she didn't like.

The relationship between the two has always been very good, like relatives, and she has always treated Lu Jing, who is one year younger than her, as a younger brother. She never told Tao Di and Tang Fei about her many thoughts, but she was willing to tell Lu Jing, because He is a good listener, rarely expresses opinions, listens silently, and digests silently.

Ye Jia would never have imagined what he would think of him. He was too reserved and delicate, and it was difficult for others to notice what was on his mind.

"It's better... come in and sit for a while." Ye Jia saw his red face, big beads of sweat dripping down, and finally let him into the room.

He turned around and went to the refrigerator to take out homemade lemonade, added ice cubes, and put it on the table. Lu Jing didn't pick it up, but still held the bouquet of flowers in his hand, like a child who was at a loss.

"I know... I don't have anything now, but I will work hard to become as good as Officer Fu..."

"But Lu Jing, I don't accept it." She looked at the bouquet of bright red roses and bluntly refused.

Between them, there is no need for too much language, a lot of words, and it may hurt the relationship for many years.

"You and Fu Zhiyan are not suitable."

"Lu Jing, stop talking." Ye Jia stood up and looked at him steadily.

Lu Jing hesitated for a moment, gritted his teeth, and finally said, "I remember you told me a long time ago, about the Bishan earthquake nine years ago, you were looking for someone."

"Yes, and I found it, he is Fu..."

"Really found it?" Lu Jing suddenly interrupted Ye Jia.

Ye Jia took a breath and looked at Lu Jing: "What do you want to say?"

Lu Jing sat down unhurriedly, picked up the lemonade on the table, took a sip, and then slowly said: "As you said, that big brother was seriously injured back then, his face was covered in blood. Haven't you ever suspected that Fu Zhiyan's face doesn't have any scars at all."

"Then... so what?" Ye Jia believed that her first impression was that he was him, no matter how many years had passed, she would recognize him at a glance.

"Actually, it's not difficult to find out." Lu Jing said in a deep voice, "You believe it, but I doubt it, so I checked him out."

Ye Jia looked at him blankly, and suddenly panicked: "You should go, I have to go to work at night."

Lu Jing didn't move, Ye Jia walked over, trying to push him out the door: "You go, there's no way between us!"

"The matter between us is another story. Now I'm telling you about Fu Zhiyan, your big brother."

"But I don't want to hear it!" Ye Jia tried hard to push him out the door, "You go!"

Lu Jing grabbed Ye Jia's wrist instead: "Ye Jia, what are you afraid of! In fact, you...have doubts too, right?"

"No! He is the big brother! There is no one else!" Ye Jia almost shouted, his face was flushed, and he was very emotional, "Lu Jing, if you do this again! There will be nothing between us!" nothing left!"

Lu Jing stepped back, stared at her for a long time, and said in a deep voice, "Fu Zhiyan has an older brother named Fu Zhijin, who died in the Bishan earthquake nine years ago."

Ye Jia no longer remembered how Lu Jing left. She was cold all over, and ran to the bedroom like crazy, rummaging through boxes and cabinets, looking for the lake blue police badge.

nothing... can't find it...

"Nine years ago, I died in the Bishan earthquake." Lu Jing's last words kept circling in her mind,
A dull thunder struck her heart, and her ears suddenly buzzed.

Cries, cries for help, the world is spinning, it's the end of the world.

Broken bricks and broken tiles mixed with rubble kept rolling down, he held her in his arms, and his whole head was smashed into a bloody hole...

At that time, she felt something warm dripping on her face, and she innocently wiped it with her hands, saying, big brother, don't cry, someone will come to save us.

Later, after she was rescued, she was carried out on a stretcher. The fireman covered her eyes with a towel. She tore off the towel, opened her eyes forcefully, and looked at her hands, which were covered with dry blood... that one The lake-blue police badge was also completely stained with blood.

that's not tears...

that's blood...

He is dead!

When Fu Zhiyan came back from get off work at night, the car had just stopped. Through the window where water splashed continuously, he vaguely saw her standing under the eaves, soaked all over. Follow her and run over.

Sure enough, it was her!
Fu Zhiyan saw that her whole body was wet, water drops kept falling down her hair, her hands were tightly held in her pockets, standing pitifully by the wall, Fu Zhiyan's heart ached.

"Why are you here now?" His voice was urgent, slightly reproachful, "Why didn't you call me?"

"Thunder Rainy day." She said what he said to her that night, "I'm afraid you're not safe on the road."

His eyes were soft, and his voice was distressed: "It's so wet, is it cold?"

cold?
Ye Jia didn't seem to notice it at all, and was in a trance.

(End of this chapter)