Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 41 It would be great if life was just like the first sight (1)

I am now working in a foreign company, which is a very ordinary clerical job, and my annual salary is far less than the fraction of the money I have saved in the bank.

If one day I take out these in my hands, I think even the boss of my current company will nod and bow when he sees me.To be honest, I suddenly had a very strange feeling: you are hiding in the crowd, but if you stomp your feet, maybe the whole city of T will tremble in unison.

Putting these aside, I am enjoying this peace and tranquility now, or it is a temporary enjoyment.

"Hey, Xiao Su, do you have a boyfriend?"

Sitting across from me is the oldest woman in our office. She is not bad looking, but I don’t know why she hasn’t been married yet.She said that she has high vision, and there will always be someone waiting for her somewhere, but that person hasn't appeared yet because he is not ready yet.

I always just smile after listening to it.

She changed the subject.

"Xiao Su, in fact, you are really good-looking. Although you don't belong to the kind of person who is amazing at a glance, you definitely belong to the kind of good-looking person. I didn't realize until now that you are quite charming. I have been watching you for a long time. Feminine, if I were a man, I would definitely chase you, really." As if to strengthen the tone, she bit the word "really" very hard.

"Thank you." Apart from these two words, I really don't know what else to say. If these words were said to me in the early years, then I would definitely feel happy from the bottom of my heart. It doesn't matter.I really don't care.

I don't know if this is a kind of sadness.

While thinking this way, I hit my head hard.

Su Nianjin, you are really useless, how old you are, now is the best moment of your life, why are you so miserable?People can't live in vicissitudes, especially women.The vicissitudes of a man will make people feel mature and rich, just like brewing wine, the longer it is brewed, the more mellow the wine will taste.But women are different, unless you have amazing looks.

But I, Su Nianjin, don't have one, and I don't want to have one again in this life.

I stood up abruptly and walked over to hold the woman's hand.I said, Zhang Yuran, let's go to socialize.

She was stunned and didn't speak for a long time. Maybe it was because what I said was so different from my performance these days that she couldn't believe it at all.

"Success." She replied for a long time.It took a while before she seemed to really understand what I was talking about.

"When? This week? I'll arrange it, how about it?" She suddenly became happy, as if she was always short of such a companion.There is a saying that goes well, if one woman cannot achieve success, two women are different.When two women are together, those things that could only stay in the stage of thinking may become reality with a single echo.

But after I said it, I forgot about it.I have experienced a lot, and there is always a sadness and vicissitudes that emerge consciously or unconsciously in my state of mind. Even if I want to get rid of it, it is very difficult, really difficult, and they will always come up suddenly at a certain moment.Just like a stone, after being thrown out, it is destined to cause ripples circle after circle, and the ripples slowly spread, spread again, and finally return to calm.Just after throwing another pebble, the heart lake that had calmed down began to undulate again, with constant waves, and every tiny movement, every scene seemed to have the potential to become a pebble.

Several times, I've asked the question over my coffee, "How many spoonfuls of sugar are you adding today?"

After a long time, I realized that what I was facing turned out to be a piece of air, empty of nothing.

How many spoons of sugar?
Qin Ziyang drinks coffee differently from normal people, we usually add a fixed amount, but he doesn't.He said that I was contradictory, but in fact he was the one who was really contradictory.

When the phone rang, my hands would tremble subconsciously, because in the past, it seemed that only his and Cheng Shan's voices came from this phone.Ha ha, my life at that time was really boring enough.

The last sip of coffee was drank into the stomach, it was abnormally bitter, obviously added several times more sugar than usual, how could it still feel so bitter?Immediately, I laughed, lowly.

I was the only one in the living room laughing.If I am all like this, what about Qin Ziyang?

He won't be pain free.It is difficult for a person like him to suffer in the open.However, the wounds that hurt in the open are easy to heal, and only those wounds that cannot be shown outside and smoldering in the heart are the most difficult to heal.They formed internal wounds that tormented him day and night.

The deeper he pressed these wounds, the more persistent the pain was.

"Qin Ziyang, are you in pain now..."

In the hall, the echoing bell pulled me back from some sad and dull emotions.

I was a little surprised when Zhang Yuran's eager voice came over the phone.

"How about it, have you packed it?"

"Clean up?" I asked.

"Friendship!" she exclaimed.

"Fellowship?" I repeated.

"You won't forget, will you?" She exclaimed over there.

"Oh, fellowship, I have not forgotten." I said hastily.I guess if I said that I didn't remember it at all, she would have killed me and yelled in my ear.

"Then you're sorted out now, aren't you?"

"Yeah." I agreed.

"Well, see you at the Blues in half an hour."

"Half an hour?"

"Yeah, we have to arrive early to give people a good impression. Although it is only natural for women to make men wait, but well, I think it is definitely a plus behavior to arrive early. In short, at our age , can't be like a little girl of eighteen or nineteen years old?"

I answered yes, yes, yes.

But when I really got to the blues, Zhang Yuran looked me up and down, back and forth, and finally got sullen.

"I said, are you here for a friendship? What do you think you are wearing? Also, your hairstyle is too simple."

I took a look at my outfit, and there was nothing wrong with it: a simple top, jeans, hair pulled back into a simple ponytail.

"Forget it, it's useless to say you. You have made considerable progress in bringing up the idea of ​​friendship. Don't worry, these two are definitely good this time."

It's just that when I see people, I can't help but laugh.I don't know if my aesthetics are too high, or her aesthetics is too low, in short, I suddenly felt unbearable when I watched her show her attention to one of the bespectacled men.It was the same with Cheng Shan back then, the difference was that she and Zhan Ziqi were two-way, so I didn't feel this way at all at that time, but felt normal, and I even secretly envied their love for concubines. Smiling warmly and sweetly right in front of me.However, all of this became Qin Ziyang's face in the blink of an eye.

Qin Ziyang squinted at me.

He said, Su Nianjin, you are so interesting.

He tapped his index finger on the table regularly, and stared at me without blinking.

He frowned slightly, his lips pursed tightly.

With his hands in his pockets, he looked unusually lazy but lofty.

Qin Ziyang is everywhere, everywhere.

"Miss Su, Miss Su..."

"Ok?"

I looked up and saw the man opposite me smiling at me, he seemed to have said something.What did he say?I'm not impressed at all.From the beginning to the end, I didn't pay attention to what he said.His hair was scrupulously combed, but it was dull and vulgar because of too much pomade.His suit was also iron gray, but he didn't have that damn attitude.His eyes are even more lacking, making it impossible for people to concentrate when looking at them. There is no whirlpool that people can fall into at a glance.

No, nothing.

I can't go on like this anymore, I'm busy forcing myself to forget these.

But these things that are deeply rooted in the bone marrow always pop up inadvertently.

"Sorry, I have a headache, you eat first."

"I'll see you off." Mr. Hair Oil stood up.

"No, I have my own car."

He looked at me rather awkwardly.

"Goodbye."

Zhang Yuran inevitably talked about it for a long time when he went to work the next day.

These things are like a reincarnation, staged again and again, but no matter how stubborn the memory is, it will be forgotten little by little in the face of the ruthless and powerful time.As time passed, those things gradually became like those of the last century, and those memories became blurred.It's like a person's face, only outlines, but no delicate features, no deep eyes, no high nose, no mouth suitable for kissing, no sexy ears, nothing, only an outline .

"Xiao Su, have you ever loved?"

Zhang Yuran looked at me and asked suddenly.

"Loved."

"The deep one?"

"Ah."

"How deep?"

how deep...

I can't answer such a question.How deep is it, I touched my heart, it was beating, one time, two times, three times, it kept beating...

I shook my head.

"Cut, it must be not deep enough. Did you date in college?"

"No."

"That is?"

"Okay, hurry up and sort out these materials, or the two of us will be dead when Secretary Shen comes out."

Say Cao Cao, and Cao Cao will arrive.As soon as the words fell, the figure of Secretary Shen appeared in front of us.

"All of you hurry up and get ready. There will be important people coming to our company tomorrow. We will hold a staff meeting in the afternoon, and I am not allowed to miss any of them."

After speaking, he walked out like the wind again.

"Who do you think our company is going to meet this time? To put up such a big battle and hold a staff meeting?"

"You guys don't know that. I heard that he came from Beijing. He is the CEO of a big company. He came to invest in T City. The higher-ups attach great importance to it." The one who spoke was the youngest but also the most gossipy one in our company. .

"Anyway, this kind of thing has nothing to do with us, just do your own duty." I said casually.

"I really admire you, Sister Su. You said that you are only a few years older than me. Where did your concentration come from? Why do I feel that nothing in this world can surprise you, as if something That's what happened before you."

"Yes, Xiao Su, you are too calm." Zhang Yuran said while putting on lipstick.

"Hehe, not necessarily, maybe it's just that I'm not interested in those things." I took the information and knocked on the heads of the two of them.

"Hurry up and tidy up. There will be an all-staff meeting in the afternoon. Secretary Shen said that you are not allowed to be absent."

Thinking of the rattling sound made by Secretary Shen's leather shoes, no less than any woman's, when they hit the ground, everyone felt a chill down their backs.

"That old bald donkey knows all day long that foxes pretend to be powerful and powerful..."

"Old bald donkey" here refers to Secretary Shen.Although he is not old at all, as a man, he is still in the golden period, but his end is really barren and not a single blade of grass grows. In addition, he usually treats the people below him extremely harshly, so it naturally gives people such a feeling , everyone in the office is used to calling him that.

"What are you still dawdling about? Let me tell you, your bonus will be deducted for being late!" A low voice suddenly appeared at the door.

"Ah."

"Oh."

"right away."

After I finished speaking, I hurried out.Because I went late, the seats at the back were all occupied, so I had to sit in the front.

"Meetings like the staff meeting are really boring. What do you think it has anything to do with us low-level people? At most, they are talking about discipline, such as tidy clothes, showing the demeanor of our company, and being polite. What kind of things do you want, but who do you think we are doing this for? What level is it? People will notice the clothes? They are not stunning beauties, roles like Concubine Yang and Diao Chan are really laborious, and they are just a fart in the end." Zhang Yuran stayed in the company the longest and had the greatest resentment.

"It's useless to complain, you have to do what the above says." I said lightly.

But the whole conference was really boring. Basically, it was all about how to receive that person tomorrow: keep your chest up, stand upright, and show the spirit of our company. After the meeting ended, everyone was guessing. Who are people.

The next day, everyone arrived very early, and stood in two rows in the early morning to wait.

I stood at the back, which was considered a relatively remote corner, which made Zhang Yuran very reluctant, and kept muttering: "Xiao Su, everyone is rushing forward at this opportunity, why are you still hiding? Really, just now I shouldn't have followed you, you see I'm placed in this position now."

"I don't know who said it yesterday, and I'm not Diao Chan or Xi Shi, how could it be noticed, you and I just stay here honestly."

She curled her lips, but her eyes refused to let go of any trouble, and stared straight ahead.

At this moment, there was a movement at the door.

It turned out to be him!How could it be him?
I stared at him hard.

Zhou Ju hurried down to meet him.

"Hehe, it's an honor that Xu Dong came here in person."

Xu Moran stretched out his hands, and held them symbolically in the air before releasing them.

"Did you see it, did you see it? Oh my god, he's so handsome and young!" Zhang Yuran kept chattering in my ear as if he had taken a stimulant.

I just wanted to say that she was too nympho, but when I looked around, I found that most women were in this state, so I shook my head helplessly.

Unexpectedly, after not seeing each other for two years, Xu Moran has become even better.In fact, he has always been very good, hasn't he?

The Xu Moran I loved before, the Xu Moran who wanted to love me like a younger brother, the Xu Moran who told me let’s date, and the Xu Moran who said Su Nianjin that you want to be happy, now seems to have changed The more mature and charming Xu Moran unexpectedly appeared in front of me like this.

I resisted the urge to rush forward, I wanted to pat his chest and say loudly, you are not bad, you are doing so well.At the beginning, he said that he wanted to be a professor, he wanted to become a famous scholar, but he suddenly gave up, even if he gave up the good treatment of T University, he gave up, saying that the current choice is not the one he wants, but he didn’t expect it to change now. It's so powerful.

When I saw the few friends in my life again, a rare feeling of joy permeated my heart, and then the corners of my mouth rose slightly.

"Sure enough, you are charming, even you have this expression."

"Well, he's much handsomer..." I murmured.

At this time, Xu Moran was led forward by Bureau Su and other leaders.There were two people following behind him, which was really impressive.

A group of them quickly passed in front of us, Xu Moran's expression was still indifferent, except that he looked more mature and restrained, he was as handsome as before.

Seeing that his figure was about to disappear in front of the crowd, someone suddenly fell to the ground with a loud oops, right in front of Xu Moran.

He stopped, glanced lightly, and then stretched out his hand.The woman immediately put her hands on it excitedly, stood up, and blushed so delicately.

"Thank you...thank you..."

He didn't say anything, just nodded, and continued to walk forward surrounded by the crowd.

"Oh, such a person, only we look up to."

I don't know who said such a sentence, although the voice was very small, it seemed to express everyone's thoughts, especially Zhang Yuran nodded quickly and moved to my side.

"It's really the best, Comrade Xiao Su, are you excited?"

……

When I returned to the office, the whole office seemed to be on fire. Many women took out mirrors to look at them, and some even began to complain about why they didn't dress up seriously. At this moment, there were voices of borrowing things everywhere.

"Zhang Yuran, do you have any mascara? Let me apply it, mine is already gone."

"Wait, I'm using it. By the way, do you still have that lip gloss?"

"I don't use that kind of thing, I always use lipstick, dark color."

"I really can't stand you. You always use dark colors for nothing. Be careful that you will get older the more you use it."

"I dare to use it only when I am young. If I am really old, I will use light-colored ones. Isn't it so-called pretending to be tender?"

After saying this, Zhang Yuran was furious, "I am old, but I am feminine. When you reach my age, it will be more yellow than a yellow flower, and you can't even look at it."

(End of this chapter)