Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 40 Forget Me, Or Just Remember Me, Just Me (6)

"Your stomach is too big. I just went to ask the doctor. Drinking some porridge and steamed buns is good for your stomach." He looked very patient, as if he was back in New York.In fact, it's not true. These days, Qin Ziyang's appearance is the same as when he was in New York, but his status is different. He has more and more professional titles, and his power is also growing.The most important thing is that he has changed from my Su Nianjin's man to someone else's fiancé.

Ah.

Want to laugh but can't laugh.

Seeing that I was really not moving, he didn't urge me to say anything, just put the bowl on the table, and then went out to make a phone call.Maybe stop by after the phone call, since her room is so close to mine.

But he didn't.

Because the deep voice in the corridor has never stopped, and after it stopped, I felt a pair of warm hands on the back of my hand.The porridge on the table was changed from bowl to bowl, from boiling hot to warm when blown by him, and then gradually cooled down.

Until the end, I finally turned around unbearably and sat up.

"give it to me."

It was a very simple sentence, but the corner of the man's mouth opened a strange arc.

It's just that after a phone call, he only fed me half of the food, and the rattling sound of the leather shoes disappeared in the ward a few rooms away.

I grabbed the last bite of porridge bowl he handed me and slammed it on the ground.

Later, when Qin Ziyang came back, I don’t need to say, especially, special, especially, very, I don’t know which word is the most suitable, and neither is suitable. He still has the same tone, good or good, but it may be because of guilt Well, he always tries his best to please me in Qin Ziyang's way.

At noon on Wednesday, he suddenly appeared in the kitchen, embraced me from behind, put his hands directly through my underwear, and began to explore in an unknown area like an explorer.

"Stop making trouble, I'm making soup."

"Stew later."

I can't help it. Several experiences in the past tell me that if you don't turn off the fire at this time, you will smell burnt after a while.

The battlefield quickly shifted to the sofa in the living room.He has replaced the sofa with a large home-style sofa in Germany, saying that it is convenient and has a feeling.Originally, I liked the hard seat of red pine wood with ancient Chinese simplicity, but unfortunately he replaced them all the next day after I bought it.

When I came back, I looked at the soft sofa and asked in amazement, "Where is my original set?"

"threw."

"Throw it away?" I couldn't help being surprised that more than 1 seats were thrown away like this.

He nodded and immediately sealed mine with his lips.

After the tossing, I went to take a shower. When I came out, he was sitting on the sofa reading a newspaper, with his chest slightly open.

Seeing me come out, he smiled and took the hair dryer to dry my hair.

"It's Christmas again." I sighed, "This year flies so fast..."

The movement of his hands stopped, "Is there anything you want to buy?"

I laughed, "No."

"Don't save me money." He held my hand and looked at me deeply with those eyes.

"I'm saving myself money." I smiled and pulled my hand out.

He smiled slightly, "That's right, the money is all yours. If you want to buy these things, there is really nothing you can't buy." His smile meant to please me.

But I didn't argue with each other, I don't know what to say.Over the past year, Qin Ziyang has given me a lot of shares, among which the shares of a company are enough to shake his lifeline.Even not long ago, his competitors came to him.Of course I never mentioned it to him.

After drying my hair, I went to the kitchen to cook a few dishes.He was a little absent-minded during the meal.

"what happened?"

"It's nothing." He smiled at me, but a little reluctantly.I can feel that the kind and warm look just now is just his illusion in front of me, the smile he forced himself to hold up.

He took out a cigarette from his pocket a little irritably, "Excuse me, I need one now."

"You smoke." I said.Some things are tacit, but they don't want to talk about it.

Until the food got cold, Qin Ziyang still sat there smoking.

In the evening, I took a shower and went to bed, and the last time I closed the door, he was still smoking in the same posture, with a big smoke ring lingering around him.

Not long after, the door was opened, and a corner of the other side of the big bed caved in.

His hands reached out from behind, wrapped me in his arms, and then slowly slid towards my thighs.

I tightened my grip, and then said lightly, "I don't want to do it today."

He paused for a moment, and finally let go.My eyes are still closed, not opened.

dawn, he's gone
The higher authorities began to re-investigate the case of the Qin family back then. The newspapers here can be seen everywhere, occupying an entire page.

I still remember that day when I was eating breakfast, when I turned on the TV and saw it suddenly, the chopsticks in my hand fell to the ground like that, and I couldn’t eat half of the meal.

People everywhere are talking about it, and it's spreading like crazy.And what was Qin Ziyang doing yesterday?Didn't do anything, or it was still the same as usual, eat, read the newspaper, work in the study, and then go to bed, but make sure to hold me.He said that he was used to my body temperature. When he first got engaged, I didn't let him hold me for a while, but he refused, saying that it was hard to get rid of something I was used to.This habit has been deeply ingrained since New York, and I am afraid it will not be changed until the roots are dug out.I just smiled and said, it didn't mean that you didn't come here at all when you first got engaged.He doesn't say anything, and when he doesn't want to answer, he kisses me hard.

The phone rang suddenly, and I put the other chopstick on the table and went to pick it up.

It was Qin Ziyang's voice.It's the weekend, but he should be in America by now.

"I'll go back at night, and then we'll go out to eat together."

"Ok, I will wait for you."

The phone was cut off, I wanted to ask him what was going on, but I swallowed it back, thinking I should talk about it at dinner at night.

Subconsciously, he grasped the corner of his clothes tightly.

After dressing up at night, I went to the place designated by Qin Ziyang.

When I got there, my heart started beating wildly.I don't know why I feel this way, this year I have eaten out with him a lot, he doesn't shy away from me, to be honest, people like them not only don't shy away from bringing women out, but also show off.

Only the girls you bring out are not good-looking and shameful, and there is no saying that you bring out girls that are ashamed.

Of course, I hate the word "Niu" as much as I hated "Ma Zi" back then.

But whether it is Qin Ziyang's girl or Ma Zi, I have been called this way.

Even if he would frown and be unhappy.But the forest is getting bigger, not all birds are very interesting.

The entire cafe has been booked, and I was taken to a corner.There is an agreement on the table.

I took a look and knew what it was.There was a kind of desolate numbness in my heart, and my hands closed and clasped together unconsciously.Everything in the entire coffee shop has been specially designed and arranged. When Qin Ziyang wants to be romantic, no one can compare.

When he smiled and asked me how I was feeling, it really hit my heart hard.

I accidentally chatted with him about this coffee shop when I was reading a novel. At that time, he was just like those black-bellied, elegant and noble heroes in all novels, looking at me casually, with his lips tightly pursed like It fully showed his disdain.

Of course, there won't be too much disdain, it's just a second, and this second makes you think he didn't listen at all.

But when I saw this coffee shop that once combined all my thoughts, I realized that this man would never be truly careless.

He snapped his fingers, and the surroundings suddenly went dark, and then the lights above the table suddenly turned on.

The food on the table is my favorite, of course, there are also his favorites, no green onions, no carrots...

"Drink some red wine." He poured me half a glass.

I held the goblet and watched the red liquid inside reflect my silhouette.

Surrounding it is Beethoven's "For Alice", but in fact my favorite is his "Romeo and Juliet", but it seems to be a bit bleak.

"Let's have a drink."

I didn't speak, but raised my hand and bumped into him.The cup made a crisp sound, dinged, like something broke.

Qin Ziyang drank a lot, but he refused to say anything more, his eyes never left my body, and his other hand was placed underneath, as if he was touching something, but after touching it for too long, he brought it up again after a while , tapping on the table habitually.

Time passed by every minute and every second, his eyes became deeper and deeper, and the wine in his belly became more and more, but he remained silent.

"Anything to say?"

"If not, go for a walk, I'm full. You should be too?" I looked at the steak on his plate, which was cut extremely finely, and it could even be said to be too "fine" mince.

"..."

"Let's go." I stood up.

But he suddenly grabbed my hand, I was standing and he was sitting, looking at me with his eyes suppressing something faintly.

I raised my eyebrows, didn't say a word, and looked back like him.

"Su Nianjin..." He whispered while reaching into the suit pocket beside him.But for a long time, he still took it up with empty hands and tapped on the table.

"I want to go out to take a breath." I don't know when I let go of my hand on my left chest.

He just refused to move, but when I looked at him, his face was serious again.

In desperation, I had to sit down and look at him, waiting for him to speak.Time passed by every minute, and the sound of Qin Ziyang's tapping on the table became faster and faster.Finally, he stood up suddenly, walked in front of me, squatted down halfway, and miraculously held a diamond ring in his right hand.

I looked at this man, the man I seemed to have seen all my life.In fact, a lifetime is far from such a long time, but even if you face some people for a lifetime, you feel that it is irrelevant, while for some people, you will feel that your whole life is involved in this short period of time.

Life is wonderful, feeling is even more wonderful, and love is the most absurd and unspeakable thing of all wonders.

Qin Ziyang half knelt on the ground, holding a diamond ring in his hand.That diamond ring was so dazzling, it was so dazzling that I couldn't open my eyes, and the front was blurred.

I took his ring with a smile and put it on my hand. I saw the light flashing in his eyes, which was different from what I had seen before.

I put it on and smiled at him.

"Is it nice?" I asked.

He stood up and came over to kiss my lips.

His lips were still so cold, I stuck out my tongue and licked them little by little, "Maybe they'll be cold all my life."

Such an inexplicable sentence, but he understands it.

"It won't be for a lifetime, because it's very hot." He pressed his lips against mine, but this time he didn't kiss fiercely, just simply pressed against me.His lips pressed against mine, as if warming himself.I suddenly thought of a passage I read in a magazine a long time ago, saying that some people are like two hedgehogs in Siberia who warm each other. If they get too close, they will stab each other, and if they are too far away, they will get cold.

I stopped him when he tried to kiss me again, and I turned my back on him.

He wanted to come over and pull me, but I stopped him.

I took a deep breath quietly, looked at the ring in my hand, and turned around.

I walked up to him, looked at him steadily, and said, "Thank you for this ring, it made me feel that my previous love was not so childish and stupid."

This night, we ate quietly, danced, and hugged.

In the middle of the night, Qin Ziyang left me and went to her place.The next day he was going to be someone else's man, and in name only.

I tossed and turned all night.I got up early in the morning, sat on that big sofa, holding the contract he gave me last night in my hand.It was a divorce agreement, on which the names of Qin Ziyang and Zhang Liangqing were signed respectively.

I don't know how long it took, I just looked at it like this without moving, and then I heard the antique clock at home make a thud, and then I raised my head.I picked up the phone beside me and pressed the last key with trembling fingers.

As soon as the second sound rang, the other side immediately picked it up and greeted him warmly.

"I agree to transfer the shares in my hand." After speaking, I hung up the phone without listening to the reply from the other side.My heart was so desolate that I couldn't even shed tears from my eyes.

I started to pack my bags and walked back to the lobby.I didn't look at the divorce agreement again, but put it in the middle of the table and put it away neatly.On it, there is the ring he preciously handed over to me last night.

I looked at it for a long time, then took out the letter paper and wrote a paragraph on it.

I said, Qin Ziyang, you can only gain if you give up. I have been given up by you again and again, so this time, let me start.You remember, you owe me, not I owe you.

The weather in Beijing has always been changeable recently, and it was raining in the originally clear and cloudless sky.

Big drops, big drops, I don't know who is crying.

I returned to T City after that day.I stayed in this city for too long, I was studying at university here, and I met Qin Ziyang in the feasting and feasting.I have always felt that my life is ordinary. I once imagined that I would do a good job and be promoted by the boss. I would not be too high. I would be satisfied with a small supervisor. It is a warm and happy home with a baby of its own, and the whole family goes out for outings together on weekends.But now, everything has deviated from the track, since I met Qin Ziyang that day.

He seems to be the catastrophe I was destined to meet, even if the catastrophe is gone, even if the body is smashed to pieces, and now the catastrophe is over, but that state of mind can never be found again.

I don't want to deceive myself, I think it's stupid, I will remember the things I can't forget, but if there is a glass of water for forgetting love in the world, I will definitely drink it without hesitation.

It's best for yourself, isn't it?

I will never let go of the best things for myself, even if I have to pay a lot, more than I imagined, and when I woke up in the middle of the night, I opened my eyes and burst into tears.

But during the day, when the sun rises, my heart is calm again, and sadness is just a support when I am lonely.

(End of this chapter)