Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 25 I can't write the word "stranded" (4)

When it was almost done, I began to pay attention to the figure downstairs.His life has always been very regular, basically there is nothing special, and he always comes back to this point.

Sure enough, today was no exception. He walked into the corridor around six o'clock.A pair of jeans, a simple casual top, and a few books in his hands. His body looks a little thin, half of his profile is bathed in sunlight, and the other half is immersed in darkness.

When I felt him come to my floor, I opened the door, and I didn't expect to see him bent over, panting with his hands on his knees.His forehead and temples were full of sweat, and his whole face seemed to have just been washed.Seeing me, he immediately stood up straight and wiped his face with his left hand.

I was taken aback for a moment, quickly laughed and greeted in a relaxed tone.

"Why did you sweat so much and ran back?" I smiled and pretended not to know.

"Yeah." He nodded, "Exercising is good for your health."

"Oh." I replied, "Did you eat?"

"Not yet, I'll go back and get something simple."

"Then let me eat it. I bought too much today, and I can't eat it alone. It's more lively for two people to eat together."

"No, it's too troublesome." He declined politely and distantly.

"What's the trouble? It's a job for one person, and it's a job for two people. If you don't come, you won't give face."

He thought for a while, then nodded, "Then I'll go back and change my clothes before coming back."

"Okay, hurry up, I've already done it."

After 10 minutes, the doorbell rang, I opened the door, and Xu Moran walked in.He is wearing a sky blue top, this color is not like other colors, it is the choice of people, but it is the choice of people, like black and white, one is mysterious, one is pure, but they are all versatile, all kinds of people are suitable can wear.But blue is not. Few people wear it as beautifully as Xu Moran, so I couldn't help being stunned.

"Mo Ran, if you were born in ancient times, you would be more beautiful than that Pan An."

He frowned and remained silent for a long time, with a somewhat embarrassed expression on his face.

"How about it? Are you interested in developing in the entertainment industry? I'll be your manager."

"I don't like the atmosphere of the entertainment industry, but I prefer the tranquility of the campus." He said calmly, his voice was very magnetic, but very serious.

"Yes, your temperament is in line with the campus, maybe you will be another Professor Wen in many years." I was just joking, but I didn't expect to get such a serious and serious answer from him, and I could only squeeze out Such a sentence.

"Well, the heat is almost ready, you sit down first, and I'll serve the dishes."

"Is there anything I can do for you?"

"Yes." I said with a smile, "You have to help me eat all these dishes later, please join me."

"Okay." He answered very solemnly.

Then he really ate nothing left.Since then, I have seen what Xu Moran said "yes", what he promised is a certainty, and ten cows can't pull it back.

"Seeing that you are eating upside down, is it really so delicious?" I smiled and started to clean up.

"Yeah." He nodded, then looked at me, "Thank you."

"I've said it all, don't be so polite with me and make it look like a stranger. By the way, you stay here first, and I'll wash some fruit for you."

"Don't bother." He stood up and picked up the empty plate on the table, "Let me clean it up for you."

"No, no, no, just sit down, and I'll do it." I said this urgently, and I couldn't hide the thought in my subconscious mind: He is different from us, his legs are gone, and the left trouser leg is hiding a pair of legs. Cold machinery.

Xu Moran frowned, and the corners of his mouth curled up in a delicate arc, but it didn't look like a smile, but a state that was deliberately drawn by the lines of the face after precise calculation.That smile was so flawless that it made people feel sad.

"Thank you." He said, then stood up and met my eyes. "That night," he paused, as if looking for words, "you saw that night, didn't you?" The voice was very soft, almost Yu raving.After speaking, his eyes were empty, and he looked at the flowing clouds outside the window.

"I'm really sorry to cause you trouble."

"Of course I saw it. I really can't see it. Your wine taste is so bad. You didn't see that you were drunk, and the whole person was sticking to me. Do you think you have an Oedipus complex? You still vomit You were all over me, and I was so angry that I left you and came back, and it took me a long time to wash off the smell."

He froze for a moment, with a look of astonishment on his face. This expression lasted for a while, and then his face began to turn red.I have long discovered that when he is shy, his face will turn red, followed by the ears, which turn red all over, which is very interesting.

"What did I do to you that day?" He squeezed out such a sentence for a long time.

"It's nothing, but you should drink less wine next time."

"Ah."

The frowning eyebrows gradually loosened, and the hands that were clenched on both sides were also loosened.

"Today's dish is delicious," he said, smiling slightly.This smile is different from the one just now, and the alienation is much less.

I lay in bed at night, looking at the crooked moon outside, wondering when it will be completed.Just like this life, it is not when will it be complete, maybe this word should not exist.

I have always been a little cautious towards Xu Moran, afraid that what I said would touch his proud soul.Yes, Xu Moran is proud, he is the kind of person who wants to be strong to the extreme.And what about Qin Ziyang?Money, power, background, appearance, all of these build up his innate arrogance, which is deep in his bones, this sense of superiority, this feeling of stepping on others, they have long been used to it, and they are used to looking down. What kind of mood does it feel to be looked down upon by people when you look at them with the same attitude?I think other people can't understand it, and even I still can't understand it clearly.

He doesn't want to beg for people, he doesn't want to beg for those who have acted on his face, and even that circle, anyone, thing, or thing in the circle he used to be in, he doesn't want to be involved again.Like Xiao Luo, like Rao Qiyun.

I think it is more difficult to make him beg for help than to let him die.

When I went to his place, he was sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette, the room was filled with the smell of smoke, the choking brought tears to his eyes, even if he tightly covered his nose, he still couldn't help but want to cough.

"Are you going to sit here and smoke to death for the rest of your life?"

Having just finished one, he reached out to extinguish the butt in the ashtray, then reached out and pulled another out of the case.

I hurriedly stretched out my hand to press on the back of his hand, pressing firmly.

This pressing made contact with his skin, and the temperature on the back of my hand was scorching. I quickly put my hand to his forehead, it was scorching hot.

"Are you running a fever?"

He still didn't express much, as if none of this had anything to do with him, including his body.

"Go, follow me to the hospital."

How familiar this scene is.

"You are annoying, Su Nianjin." Finally, he spoke coldly, but the look in his eyes was not impatient, but empty.

Yes, it was empty, it still looked like that face and that body, but it seemed that it lacked a soul, just a corpse.

But even if it were a corpse, he was noble and handsome.

I let go of my hand, sat on the sofa with a smile, and watched him draw out the cigarette, light the fire, and then smoke slowly. Those flickering fireworks turned into lonely smoke rings in his hands and scattered in all directions.

"Qin Ziyang, you have to save some of these cigarettes, panda cigarettes, central special tribute, hehe, not everyone can afford to smoke them all. Just like those women, your horses, who love each other to death, In the end, didn’t they all abandon you? When the tree fell, the monkeys scattered, and when your tree fell, they went to look for others. Anyway, there are plenty of them in the forest, so they might not be able to find them.”

"Why don't you go? Su Nianjin, you go too, I'm not suitable for you here."

"Who said I didn't go? I didn't pity you. You have nothing to be pitied about. I just want to look at you. Seeing you like this makes me feel very happy. People like you always think highly of yourself, Not treating women as human beings is just a game and a dream. Conquest, possession, stimulation, these things are the fun of playing in your spare time, but you don’t know how many people’s lives have been ruined.”

"Life?" He murmured, and suddenly smiled, "Do you think this is retribution?"

I didn't answer, I can't get used to his expression.I once said that Qin Ziyang shouldn't be like this, he should be the kind of person who is superior, the kind of person who dismisses others who ask him to beg him, the kind of person who is alienated and indifferent when talking to anyone...

But it is undeniable that apart from not being used to it and feeling that it should not be done, a certain string and a certain nerve in my heart are still beating.They are saying, Qin Ziyang, you also have today.

He slammed the door and leaned there, unable to move for a long time.I felt tired, an indescribable tiredness crept up in my heart, and there were bugs in my heart, which made me feel extremely uncomfortable.

He took a deep breath and walked out, only to find that it was raining heavily. T city has always had continuous rain in this season, with a constant patter.

I forgot to bring an umbrella when I came out, and I took a car back home, but I was still soaked when I ran into the building.

I hurriedly took out the key and entered the house, and threw myself into the big bathtub to soak.

The wind blowing outside often made the glass ping-pong ping-pong.

bang-

It was extremely loud, but in this weather it looked like something had been scraped off outside, so I didn't mind too much.

But soon there was another sound, several times in succession, and the crisp sound of glass falling to the ground.

I turned off the shower and listened quietly, holding my breath—it was the sound from upstairs.

Suddenly thinking of Xu Moran's legs and the weather, I hurriedly put on a bathrobe, pulled on my shoes and ran up.

Bang bang bang.

"Is Mo Ran here?"

No one responded.

I hit harder.

"Xu Moran, open the door."

Bang bang bang.

After several calls, still no one came to answer the door.

I was a little anxious, just as I was about to call someone for help, I heard a weak voice coming from inside. Although it was not very clear, I could vaguely recognize the voice of Xu Moran.

"Mo Ran, what's wrong with you? Open the door quickly."

It was the sound of something colliding with the ground again.After a while, the door opened a crack.I stretched out my hand and pushed it away, and it was pitch black inside. When I lowered my head, I saw Xu Moran curled up on the ground.Xu Shi tried too hard to reach for the door lock just now, and now he was panting heavily, struggling to sit on the ground.

I hastily closed the door behind me, propped up his body with difficulty and walked towards the sofa in the living room.

I put him on the couch and flipped the light switch.

Under the orange light, Xu Moran's face was frighteningly pale and bloodless, his lips were already bleeding from biting too hard, and his eyes were misty, which contained deep pain, struggle and forbearance, his On the cheeks and forehead, there were large drops of sweat dripping down like soybeans.He pursed his lips tightly, and unconsciously pressed his left leg with both hands.

"Go, I'll take you to the hospital." I got up and was about to carry him away.

"No need..." It was already difficult for him to speak, he was panting heavily, and every syllable he spoke was trembling with pain.

"What a pain it is! Xu Moran, go, follow me right now..."

He frowned, his facial expression was a bit ferocious, and his facial features were squeezed together, making people feel extremely painful just looking at it.

"I can't move now." After a long while, he uttered these words with difficulty.

"I'll carry you on my back, come up." I froze for a moment, squatted down and said.

He still shook his head.

"Xu Moran, I'm not asking for your opinion, come up to me right now."

"It's okay... Just bear it and let it go..." He said, forcing out a weak smile, that smile was really uglier than crying.

"Don't laugh at me, Sadako in ghost movies has a prettier smile than you. Mo Ran, why are you so obstinate."

"There are medicines in the third drawer over there. Take two for me. I'll be fine after taking it and sleeping."

I hurried over and opened the drawer to find it, and poured another glass of water.I didn't even look at what medicine it was when it was handed to him, but it was later discovered that it was a high-strength painkiller.Taking too much of this medicine has serious side effects on the body, just like marijuana, it has a particularly good pain-relieving effect, but it will also leave big problems.

He took the medicine, panted and leaned on the sofa, still clutching the leg.

"I'll carry you into the back room for a while."

He shook his head, "No, just stay here."

I stretched out my hand to help him see, but he immediately blocked it with his hand.

I met his eyes, looking at each other.

In the end, I withdrew my hand under his painful, stubborn, proud, and forbearing eyes.

"Thank you," he said, then closed his eyes and kept quiet, thinking the medicine was working.Slowly, he fell asleep, the sound of steady breathing intertwined with the roar of the torrential rain outside the window.

I couldn't help reaching out to touch his legs, gently rolled up the trouser legs, and then saw a shocking scene.I immediately covered my mouth with my hand to stop myself from screaming, but tears still flowed up, and my choked sobs were pressed hard in my throat.

The upper half of his legs were already red and swollen like a thick tree trunk, the color was frighteningly purple, and there were unimaginable red marks on it, like blossoming red lotuses with bloodthirsty fangs, in full bloom, but in the end it was For withering.

There was a dull pain in my heart.

How can a person bear such great pain yet make people feel so peaceful...

It's not that he doesn't want to go to sleep, but the pain is so painful that he can't move even a small step. This distance is so easy for us to reach, but it is an insurmountable gap for him at this moment.

I didn't leave that night, and I went several times to twist the towel and put it on his head.

At four o'clock in the morning, he woke up, opened his eyes and looked at me, frowning slightly, as if he was thinking hard about something.

Then he looked at me and said lightly, "Thank you."

"You're welcome." I said, then stood up, my legs were already a little numb, "Oh, I said Xu Moran, you have to treat me to a big meal, this night is quite a lot of trouble."

"Definitely." He nodded at me, his eyes very serious.

"Okay, I'm going back, I have to get a good night's sleep, and I will be busy with the opening of the clothing store tomorrow."

I limped to the door, rubbing my numb legs with my hands.

The door was about to close, "Su Nianjin..." Xu Moran's cracked and hoarse voice came over.

I turned around and looked at him with raised eyebrows.

"Really thank you very much"

I waved my hand and smiled at him.After I went back, I fell asleep on the bed with my head covered, but it really broke me.

The next day, I got up, washed, put on makeup, had a busy meal, and then took a taxi to the clothing store.Today is the official opening day of Cheng Shan and I's store, and Zhan Ziqi also brought his friends to join us.

In order to keep the scene lively, we also invited some old colleagues from the past.

In the evening, everyone went to the nearest KTV.

When the women got together, they talked about just those topics, among which Qin Ziyang obviously took the lead.In fact, in the past month in T city, the topics after dinner and dinner are probably inseparable from this name.

No matter how high you stood before, now you fall down so badly.

"Hey, Xiao Su, you still have the foresight, follow when the scenery is good, and leave before the downfall, a woman should be like you, without sloppiness." Cao Rui drank a little too high, and her speech was a little out of tune, these words No matter how the content sounds, it sounds like I'm skittish, and I can use the wind to make the rudder.

But if you look closely at her expression and tone, there is a bit of sincerity, not like sarcasm, but really like envy and admiration for me.Hehe, that's right, these days people are laughing at the poor and not laughing at the prostitutes, so it's not surprising that I really became the object of their admiration.

"Yes, Xiao Su has a good eye. I heard that Qin Ziyang gave you 500 million at that time. Did you use that money to open the store this time?"

"Five million? Is it real or not? Why didn't I know about this? Qin Ziyang is really generous, but now that he is down and out, he won't ask for the money back again, right?"

Speaking of this, several people looked at me intently, with curiosity reflected on everyone's face, but I think most of them wanted to hear me say that I was going back.People are like this, it can’t be said to be malicious, but they instinctively don’t want others, especially those around me who used to stand on the same level and know but are not particularly close, to live too well, at least not better than themselves.

"No." I said these two words frankly, with a calm tone and an indifferent voice.

(End of this chapter)