Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 24 I can't write the word "stranded" (3)

He was still smiling, slightly moving the corners of his mouth, and his eyes were extremely soft.His whole body is warm and moist, making people feel very comfortable.

"About the house, I wonder if Mr. Su has asked me for help?"

"Don't call me Mr. Su. It sounds weird outside the campus now. Just call me Sister Su or just call me by my name."

Just as he was about to say something, I interrupted again: "Don't, don't call me Sister Su anymore, I'm old, just call me Su Nianjin, I can't stand those rules the most."

"Hehe." He laughed twice in a low voice, the voice was really nice.

"I asked you a long time ago. I'll take you there after dinner. I've paid the deposit for you first. The condition of the house is good, and it's very quiet. You must like it."

"Thank you." He sincerely thanked.

"You're welcome. Eat it quickly, it won't taste good after a while."

After dinner, I took him to the community, "How about it, the environment is not bad!"

"How much is the monthly rent?" he asked.

"[-] a month, one bedroom and one living room, fully furnished, with a water heater, and the security measures in the community are also acceptable."

He frowned.

"What's the matter, are you not satisfied?" I asked.

"No, the environment here is really good." He replied with a smile, as if I had missed the frown just now.

"Thank you, Mr. Su... Nian Jin."

"Don't thank you all the time, it's too unfamiliar, it sounds awkward."

As I walked in with him, I introduced some things about T City.For example, where do I go to buy clothes, where things are cheaper and where things are more expensive, where I want to eat Sichuan food, where I want to eat hot pot, where I want to eat barbecue...all kinds of trivial things.However, in a strange city, these trivial things are the most important.

After a long circle in the community, I finally took him into the house to have a look.

"How about it, are you satisfied?"

"Well, it's much better than the one I used to live in."

"Yeah, I also think it's a good place. You're lucky, this house has already been rented out, it seems that something happened to the family, and it was temporarily withdrawn. And..." I pointed downstairs, "My house is downstairs."

A crack finally appeared in his unchanging expression.

"Just downstairs from me?" he repeated.

"Well. In this way, we can also take care of each other. You can come to me if you have anything to do in the future. I'm relatively free recently, and I'm usually at home."

"Hmm." He nodded.

"Okay, you're tired all day, go rest early, I'll go down first."

"I'll see you off," he said.

"Whatever to send, just one floor." I said with a smile.

"I insist," he said.

He always strives for perfection in his work, so I had to shrug my shoulders and agree, otherwise there would be no point in arguing.

"Then let's go." When we arrived in 1 minute, I waved goodbye to him.

When I entered the room, I made a call to Qin Ziyang, but he pressed the phone directly; I called Xiao Luo later, but there was no signal;

But there is a thorn in my heart, and I have to pull it out.

I took a sip of water, changed a piece of clothes, and took a car to Qin Ziyang's. When I knocked on the door, no one answered, so I called the unlocking company directly.

"Hey, is it unlocked?"

"Correct."

"Can you come here and unlock the code now?"

"Where is it?"

"On Yong'an Road."

"What lock?"

"Gate, just the kind of door for every household."

"Then you have to have an ID card."

"The ID card is locked inside. Didn't I accidentally close the door? Who cares about carrying the ID card every day?"

"That's fine, I'll go and have a look first, but that kind of lock is more expensive, and it costs three hundred to open it once."

"Okay, come here quickly."

During this period, I knocked on the door several times over and over again, but there was still no answer, so I had to wait.

The door was opened, I paid and walked in.

After entering the room, I saw Qin Ziyang sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette. The ashtray was full of cigarette butts, and the whole room was filled with smoke. I don't know how many cigarettes he had smoked.When he saw me walking in, he didn't have any surprised expression, he thought he already knew everything that happened at the door just now.

I opened my mouth to say something, even to curse.I really want to curse people now, I want to pry open their heads and see what's inside.But I couldn't, so in the end I just walked over and sat on the other side, watching him.

"Are you going to sit like this forever?"

"How about otherwise?"

He threw out such a sentence slowly, and then closed his eyes, as if he was resting his mind. He looked extremely contented, but I couldn't get comfortable no matter what.

Finally, I couldn't bear it anymore and stood up and walked towards him, sat down on his lap, raised his face, and kissed him directly without saying anything.

He closed his mouth tightly and didn't respond at first. I only felt a coldness, but gradually, he opened his mouth, and his tongue was entangled with my uvula.

I started to untie the clothes on his body. Desire was like a wild horse running uncontrollably on the prairie.Panting heavily, we took off each other's clothes as quickly as possible, then rolled from the sofa onto the bed at some point, biting, ruthlessly, like two beasts, confirming each other's existence by hurting each other, and cuddled together Keep warm together.

However, Qin Ziyang and I are not clinging to each other, but hurting each other.

"Qin Ziyang, didn't you say you hate me, so what about now? Now you push me away, if you really push me away, I will admire you." As I spoke, I began to lick his chest, drawing circles with my tongue .I saw his face change color, his eyes were terrifyingly deep, and there was a large cluster of flames inside, which were really burning, and even I could feel the heat, hula-la-la-la, directly burning the human body skin.

With a low growl, he rolled over me and kissed my lips fiercely, biting hard.

I raised my head, and bit his shoulder vigorously again, taking a bite with all my strength, leaving a string of teeth marks on it.

With a muffled grunt, Qin Ziyang turned over my body, imprisoned my head, clasped the wrists of both my hands with his right hand, and placed them on top of my head.

Then came another round of storms.I'm like a small boat floating on the sea. In the turbulent waves, I don't know whether to float to the unknown shore or just sink, never seeing the sun.

I don't want to think about it, I just want to sink in it.However, a figure suddenly appeared in his mind. It had a vague outline of the face, and a voice that was unknown to be male or female. It was immature, clear and shallow, with the smell of milk powder, sweet and greasy, clear and crisp.

I pushed him away violently.

I said: "Qin Ziyang, you are not worthy. You are not worthy now."

There was still passion in his eyes, no matter how lofty, proud, and calm a man was, he couldn't help showing an expression of chagrin and longing at such times, even Qin Ziyang was the same.He tried to grab me, but I swung him away.

After getting down several times, he gradually woke up from his desire and walked to the bathroom naked.Soon I heard the sound of running water, which seemed to rush directly into my body.

When he came out, I was already dressed, sitting on the sofa and watching the two goldfish in the fish tank quietly.They are spitting and doing the most intimate kiss, are they in love with each other?
"You go." Qin Ziyang's hair was still wet, dripping water, he didn't wipe it, just let it flow like that.

"You are not qualified."

He stared at me silently for a moment.I was not afraid, and even looked back at him frankly.Our eyes reflect each other's figure, like a sparkling lake.

"Up to you." Finally, he sat down, took out a cigarette, and smoked slowly.

I watched his skillful movements.No matter when you look at it, this man is so elegant. The things in his bones have been accumulated little by little over the past twenty years, and they cannot be easily shaken.

After smoking one, he was about to light it again, when the lighter fell to the ground, and when he reached for it, a long scar was facing me.I just did it like crazy, I didn't pay attention, this is the first time I have looked at it carefully since it scarred.

A hideous scar, like the traces of countless worms with jagged fangs gnawing on it, still looks shocking today.

I walked over, stretched out my hand to gently stroke the scar, and traced its outline with my fingertips.

"Did it hurt?" I asked softly, almost whispering.

"Forgot." He took a puff on his cigarette and said calmly.

I raised my head and looked at him, those beautiful eyebrows seemed to be thinking about something, and they were suddenly twisted together.

"Hehe, did my words evoke the pain you felt at that time?" I asked.

He glanced at me, "Su Nianjin, as you wish, it hurts. At that time, the whole arm hurt like it was about to be crushed. If you stabbed deeper, my arm might be useless. Even now I can't Too tired, it seems like something is biting and pressing in the rainy day, and I feel uncomfortable. Are you satisfied?" I don't know which words of mine touched his nerves, or I made him impatient, So he simply gave it a good time and told his pain thoroughly.

But I am still not reconciled, what is the pain, what is it compared with the despair in my heart?
I suddenly thought of that day, when he said in front of everyone, "Su Nianjin, don't bark like a mad dog", he said that I made him feel sick.I asked him "Qin Ziyang, what if I have a child", he said no without even thinking about it.

"Yes, why would you want him." I turned around so that he wouldn't see my expression.

At that time, I didn't feel any pain in my heart, I only felt hatred, but when I was lying alone on the cold bed in the hospital in the dead of night, this pain began to integrate into my body bit by bit, and it grew at a crazy speed, and finally the whole The heart is twisted together, it is difficult to breathe, and the air is so nostalgic.

"Do you know how I felt when I was alone in Beijing? Do you know how I felt when my child was gone? Do you know the pain when you said I made you sick? Your pain is nothing!"

He froze for a moment, closed his eyes, and frowned even more. After a while, he opened his eyes, which were still dark, and I couldn't see what was inside.

I hated his indifference and silence. I took his hand, looked at the scar on it, raised my head and asked, "Qin Ziyang, does it still hurt? Does it still hurt now?"

"I don't feel it anymore." He said lightly, not thinking about it.

"Hehe, is that right? I didn't feel it so soon, but why am I still in such pain." As I said that, I took a bite hard on it, heavier than ever before, and refused to let go, between my teeth. It's all about the smell of blood.

"release."

I didn't seem to hear it.

He slammed it hard, and I was thrown away from it.

I smiled and stood up, wiping the blood from my mouth.

"This time, I will bite you for the unborn child. I will convey to you the pain he cried in his dream."

When he mentioned the child, his eyes also dimmed, and he laughed a little self-deprecatingly.

"Su Nianjin, do you know how many women have had abortions for me? Let me tell you, I don't even remember."

He ignored the bleeding wound and took out another cigarette, as if he didn't need the paralysis of cigarettes all the time now.

It's an addiction that only gets bigger and bigger, not gone all at once.

"From childhood to adulthood, we have been comparing each other in this circle, comparing money, power, fashion, women, and who has more tricks and new tricks. Do you think you are different? I admit, you are in my heart It's a bit different. You're the woman I've had the longest crush on, but it's just a crush. I was crazy in those days, like a guy in love, except, unlike them, I never thought about vows , Forever and ever, I know in my heart that this love has a time limit, maybe a year, maybe earlier, maybe a few years, but it won’t be too long after all, it’s just infatuation after all. I know myself best, but in fact we Most people in this circle are like that.”

"Rao Qiyun is not."

"Him? How much do you know about him? You always talk about betrayal, but you don't know how childish the word is."

Qin Ziyang spoke a lot, without any pause in the middle, except for taking a few puffs of cigarettes.

"However, I have to admit that you are smarter than them, and you are ruthless enough. You want cash but not checks, and you deliberately asked me to kick that child out, right? Indeed, you succeeded. If it wasn't like this, let me Feeling the loss of my own flesh and blood under my feet, just with your knife, I will definitely torture you so that your life is worse than death."

"Life is better than death, hehe, I think you are talking about Young Master Qin. I wonder how it feels to be called these two words now?" I stood up and shook my hair, "I'll come back another day."

He squinted his eyes, sank into the sofa, smoked a cigarette, his eyes were empty, and he didn't know what he was thinking after the "Young Master Qin".

I don't know how I got down the stairs.What Qin Ziyang said were all facts, facts that I already knew, but hearing it from him personally, I still felt a kind of icy coldness to the marrow of my bones.

The wind outside is a bit strong, it's really strange, there is such a strong wind in such a season.

It was early in the morning when I got home, and as soon as I entered the community, I saw Xu Moran's figure.

"Why do you get up so early?" I walked over and felt a chill on his body, "Have you been out for a long time?"

"No, I just came down. Where have you been so early?"

"Hehe, it's a bit boring to stay up there, go out for a walk, the air in the morning is so nice."

"Well, it's pretty good." He looked directly at me, and then looked away.

"I suddenly remembered that I haven't picked up something. I'm going back first, and I'm going to T University in a while." After speaking, he turned around.This time he was in front of me, and I could see clearly that his leg always seemed to be very difficult when he bent. Every time he went up a step, there was more sweat on his forehead, and his face was much paler than usual.I suddenly cursed myself in my heart, why did I forget about his legs!There is no elevator in this community, and he is on the fifth floor. Even a normal person would be out of breath walking up the fifth floor, let alone him. Why didn't I think of this problem when I was looking for a house for him!
No matter how strenuous he was walking, he still had to straighten his back, persevere without support, and seemed very stable when he took every step.This kind of stability is just an outsider's opinion, but in fact, it is supported by pain. If I hadn't seen his artificial limb that day, the cold thing like an instrument was connected to the flesh and blood on it, maybe I wouldn't have noticed it at all. He is different from others, and he will not see that he is holding on at this moment.

When he reached the corner of the stairs, he stood still and turned his head, "What's wrong? What's the matter?"

"Ah, no, no, hehe." Only then did I realize that I had been staring at him.

He smiled at me again and continued walking up.

"Wait." I suddenly stopped him, and after I finished, I felt that I was too impulsive, but I rushed out before realizing it when my brain was hot.

"Huh?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Mo Ran, you are really firm...very strong."

He insisted on replacing the word "strong" with "very".I'm afraid that if I say that strong, he will know that I already know what he tried to hide. This will undoubtedly be embarrassing for him, and he and I will definitely fall into an awkward situation.

His face, that pale and colorless face turned red all of a sudden, I immediately realized what was going on, and my whole face became hot uncomfortably, "I didn't mean that, you know... I'm Said..." The more he talked, the more confused he became, and finally he was so embarrassed that he wanted to hit the wall, "Xu Moran, don't think about what I said, I mean you look very handsome today, yes, that's what I mean."

"Yeah." He nodded, but the suspicious red color was still spreading. I saw that his entire ears were red, and he must have misunderstood.

I didn't have the face to explain anything, so I went upstairs slowly, opened the door and walked in.However, the irritability that made me so suffocated and breathless was relieved a lot by this disturbance, and when I thought of Xu Moran's forced pretending to be normal when he went up the stairs at the end, I felt inexplicably distressed.How could such an excellent person be born without a leg?
Thinking of Xu Moran's lonely but upright back in the morning, I always felt a little uncomfortable. In the afternoon, I went to the vegetable market to buy beef and some delicious things, and planned to invite him to my house for dinner in the evening.

(End of this chapter)