I don't like the world, I only like you

Chapter 11 Illegal Cohabitation (2)
I found a house on the Internet, and I lived in it the night I came to Beijing. I was young and had little experience in renting a house, so I never thought about checking the real estate certificate.I later found out that the second landlord who rented the house to me, who was blind to money, built a partition on the house without telling the landlord in order to charge more rent.I was only there for two days before the owner came to me.

There were six families living in that house, and the landlord asked us to move without saying a word, otherwise he would call the police.

I was really kicked out. At twelve o'clock in the morning, I was standing on the main road dragging two large suitcases of luggage. I was stupid and didn't know where to go.

I had no choice but to call him. He came in a hurry, and when he saw me dragging my luggage to the extreme, he was actually angry.

"Why did you run to rent a house?" he questioned me.

I just told him the truth.

"I quit."

"When?"

"last week."

"Why did you resign?"

"It's just... I don't want to do it anymore."

"You want to stay in Beijing?"

"kindness."

"Any plans?"

I shook my head.

"Do you have a dream job? Have you submitted your resume? Can your previous leaders recommend you?"

He is a super rational person. Before doing something, he will consider planA, planB, and planC. He has a detailed plan, which is completely different from me.I shook my head stupidly and said nothing, and he suddenly became angry: "Then what are you doing here?! Don't you even plan for yourself? If you don't want to do a good job, you don't want it, why are you so young? Wayward, what are you thinking about?"

I was scolded by him and blurted out anxiously, "I miss you! Otherwise why would I come!"

After I finished speaking, I was stunned, and he was also stunned.

It was so embarrassing, I had to find the steps for myself, dragged my luggage and left, "Anyway, I am determined to stay, and I will find a job, so you don't need to worry about it."

He caught up, snatched my suitcase, and walked to the side of the road to take a taxi without saying a word.

I was angry, and suddenly I was happy after following up.

"Student F, are you blushing?"

"Shut up." He turned his face away and said sullenly.

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It's really interesting to think about it now-he confessed to me, and I confessed to him, and neither of us said a word of love.

It just came together so naturally.

In fact, I have been a timid person since I was a child, and I am used to being indecisive. Coming to Beijing is the most decisive decision I have ever made.

I don't know why I suddenly had the courage at the beginning. It may be because I am young and it doesn't cost too much to make any decision.

Some people have asked whether it is worth it, this is really difficult to answer.

It is true that staying in Changsha is smoother and more comfortable, while Beijing has provided me with another way of life—a platform for me to realize my self-worth, a positive attitude towards life, and a more and more confident attitude towards life. Confidence, of course, a large part of the reason is that F is by my side.

I don't think anything can be judged whether it is right or wrong. As long as you are willing to bear the consequences, there is nothing wrong with your choice.

Abandon the past and start a new life with him, no matter the ending is good or bad, I accept it.

But occasionally he would joke that if he stayed in Changsha, he might be the leader now. At this time, he would answer me confidently: "Aren't you also my leader now, it's not a loss at all."

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Thinking about it carefully, after I came to Beijing, the two of us became together logically. He came to help me move, and the landlord asked, do we live alone or two?I hurriedly blushed and answered someone.After chatting with my roommate for a while, she pointed to Mr. F and asked, "Your boyfriend?" Before I could answer, someone grabbed me and nodded.

It seems that the relationship is established like this.

However, according to his own later statement, "I also went through some inner struggles."

I said what are you struggling with? !

He said: "If you chase after me casually, I will agree. It seems that I have lost face."

"Then how did you struggle?"

"I decided to keep you cold for a while, and I can't let you be too rampant."

"so?"

"A few times you called me and I didn't answer."

"Then?"

"You asked me out for dinner and I said I'm not free."

"that's it?"

"kindness."

Student F, I'm sorry, I didn't feel your delicate inner dynamics at all, I thought you were really not free.

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Back then, classmate F was so arrogant that it could be included in textbooks, with a lot of inner drama, and his face was tense even though he was obviously happy in his heart.

It's a pity that a certain person's image of a male god is gone now, and he is running wildly on the road of shamelessness, and I can't even catch up with him.

I worked so hard to make a dish last week, and when it was served to the table, he was picky and said it was not good.

I yelled angrily, "I'll never cook for you again!"

"Then you cook for me, I can steam the rice."

He answered me very calmly.

"No food! Who are you, sir, do I have anything to do with you?"

"Yes." He didn't even blink, "Personal relationship."

I was almost dizzy.

On the second day, he was very obedient and ate up all the food.

Then he put down the bowl and lay down on the sofa humming.

"Good hold."

I rubbed his belly, "You're such a big man, you don't have any restraint in eating."

He sighed: "Oh, love is a last resort."

"why?"

"If you're full, you don't have to wash the dishes."

My dear friend, do you still remember that you took the high-cold route back then?
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When I decided to resign and go to Beijing, all my friends thought I was crazy and they took turns talking to me, but I was very determined to go to Beijing.In their words, it's like being bewildered, for a man!

Therefore, my girlfriends have a very bad impression of F.

In the second year, the head of the department who played the best with me in college came to Beijing on a business trip. The head of the department was a girl from the north, 1.7 meters five. In order to make myself look like a human being to meet her, I gritted my teeth and wore [-]cm high heels.

It didn't take long for me to realize how stupid I was.From Nanluoguxiang to Prince Gong's Mansion, from Prince Gong's Mansion to Houhai, from Houhai to Lama Temple, high heels, eight centimeters, I almost died from walking.

My original plan was to take the head of the room for a stroll during the day and have dinner with F at night, but my wallet was stolen when I visited Lama Temple (Si Ye’s site! Thieves are too rampant.)
I called F to save the scene. He was working overtime at the company on weekends. I wanted him to go home and bring me a pair of shoes, but I didn't say anything because I was afraid of wasting time.

Not long after, he came and brought a paper bag. I thought to myself, did this guy buy gifts to please the head of the office?But when he took it out, I was stunned. It turned out to be my shoes, flat soles!

I said, "Are you home?"

He said: "No, seeing the high heels you wear when you go out in the morning, I think you will be tired, so I brought a pair of shoes for you to put in the car."

As he spoke, he squatted down to change my shoes naturally.

The head of the room was stunned at the time, with an expression of "what did I see!"

He didn't go back to the company that day, and followed us all the time, swiping his card and carrying his bag without complaint.

In the evening, he went to eat at a well-known restaurant in Beijing. He reserved a private room in advance. When ordering, he asked the head of the office if there were any taboos, and the head of the room said no.He just ordered all the dishes, and they all tasted the same as the director's taste, and the director was very moved.In fact, a scheming ghost asked my room chief what he likes to eat last night.

After dinner, we sent the head of the department back to the hotel. F offered to be the driver to take the head of the department to the airport tomorrow. Before leaving, he said to the head of the department: "I was not with Qiao in the past few years. Thanks to you for taking care of her, I am very grateful." .”

When he speaks, his eyes are sincere, and his actions are called a gentleman.

I'm in a bad mood, and I wonder who you are, where did you hide that Mr. F who has a paralyzed face and fish eyes all day long?
Sure enough, 10 minutes later, I saw the head of the department yelling in the QQ group: "Little Qiao, her man is so fucking considerate ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh."

All the eight wives immediately erupted.

"Boss, have you gone to the imperial capital?"

"Come on August [-]!"

The head of the room described everything that happened today to everyone in detail.Finally, he emphasized: "Squatting down on the street to change Xiao Qiao's shoes! It's so gentle! And for dinner at night, he ordered the dishes in less than 2 minutes after he asked for my opinion. It took less than 2 minutes! My old lady is the best I like this kind of man who does things without sloppiness! How difficult it is to meet a man who is decisive, gentle and considerate, and will personally put on your shoes for you!"

At the same time, a certain person returned home, pulled his tie and lay down on the sofa, and asked with a smile, "How did I behave today?"

I nodded and said it was ok.

He waved his hand: "then hurry up and put the bath water for me."

I hurried into the bathroom, thought for a while, then poked my head out and asked him, "You've seen me go out in high heels, why didn't you remind me in the morning?"

He laughed without saying a word.

The head of the room was still roaring in the group: too considerate, too considerate, too considerate!
I wept silently, Chief, you are still too naive...

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After dating Mr. F, people always ask us when we will get married, and I wonder, do I have a face that hates getting married?
"No, I just think that you two will never break up. Getting married is a matter of time." The friend explained.

I have a bad habit since I was a child. I like to bite my nails. I was beaten countless times by my mother when I was a child, but I can’t get rid of it, so my fingernails are very ugly. Do ugly hands wear diamond rings?"

So I have been very worried that I will be abandoned in the part of wearing the diamond ring.

The truth is - one weekend morning, when we were both lying in bed, he suddenly asked me: "Do you have any plans for today?"

"No."

"Me neither." He said in a very normal tone, "Let's go back and get the certificate."

I didn't even think about it: "Okay."

He stood up and booked the plane ticket, and I didn't realize it—is this considered a marriage proposal? !What about the diamond ring?
——This story tells us that reality is not as bad as you think, it is often worse than you think.

(End of this chapter)