Pampering the sea

Xin Yue paced the deck irritably, the night was pitch black, he could only see the faint moonlight when he raised his eyes, it was not very bright, and wantonly took a breath of cold air into his lungs, trying to calm down the heat and boredom in his heart.

The cold wind is blowing, I don't know if my thoughts have calmed down, anyway, people are cold.

Following the faint light, Xin Yue walked towards his room.

Suddenly, I found a person standing there with his head bowed, wearing a white Confucian shirt, and a very familiar figure from his back.

Xin Yue stood behind him for a few minutes, watching him open the door and walk into her room.

The door was blown open by the wind, and she saw Yan Zhan standing there looking lost.

Yan Zhan sat on the chair with a bang, his face was pale, his expression was full of annoyance and guilt, and he looked very painful.

Xin Yue frowned, not knowing whether to leave or go in.

His excessive actions are still lingering in her mind, but she also heard what he said just now.

At this moment, the sea breeze was blowing the clothes, and the girl's clothes were fluttering and dancing. As if he had noticed something, Yan Zhan suddenly turned his head and found Xin Yue who was standing by the door, surrounded by a faint light.

"You..." Yan Zhan ran out quickly, but hesitated when he wanted to approach her, and stood one step away from her, asking in a low voice, "What did you do just now?"

Xin Yue glanced at him, turned around without saying a word.

Yan Zhan's figure flashed, blocking her way, he lowered his head, looked at the girl, hesitated for a moment and then frowned and asked, "Did you hear anything just now?"

Xin Yue slowly raised his eyes, his voice was light: "What did you say?"

"I……"

Yan Zhan hesitated for a moment, but still looked down at the girl condescendingly, his dark eyes met her, and said in a deep voice, "I'm sorry."

"Oh?" Xin Yue slightly raised his eyebrows.

Yan Zhan had no choice but to repeat what he said just now. When he said it just now, he didn't have anything to twitch. Now, he felt a little guilty for no reason, just because he said a lot, but none of it was true.

For example, today is the death day of the beloved woman.

Except for his mother, he has never had any particularly strong emotions towards any woman. Where did his beloved woman come from?The date of death is even more nonsense.

He faltered and hawed, Xin Yue didn't interrupt him, even though she might still have complaints in her heart, she didn't interrupt him in a well-mannered manner, just looked at him quietly, waiting for him to finish.

"Think about it, if, if, what do I think about you, then I have changed your clothes before, and I have seen your back, if I want to do something to you, it will be the same, so please Believe it or not, I was really drunk just now."

"Finished?" He didn't speak for a long time, just looked at Xin Yue, Xin Yue saw that he didn't speak, so he raised his eyebrows and asked him.

Yan Zhan nodded: "Well, it's over. I'm really just drunk." He specifically emphasized that he was unconscious.

Xin Yue suddenly moved closer to him, and a fresh and pleasant smell of cherry blossom petals penetrated into Yan Zhan's nose. When Yan Zhan was in a daze, she returned to the indifferent look just now, with a warm smile on her face , do not say anything.

"Actually, I've heard it a long time ago." Xin Yue suddenly raised his eyes and looked at Yan Zhan steadily.

"Ok?"

"At that time, when you were at the door of my room, I was right behind you. Why, didn't you notice?"

"..."

The depressed expression on Yan Zhan's face was fully revealed.So, did you ask him to say it twice on purpose?

"I'm leaving tomorrow, would you like a drink or two?"

Xin Yue didn't continue this topic anymore, and changed the subject, looking at Yan Zhan.

This is the representative, have you accepted his summation?

Yan Zhan breathed a sigh of relief, but then, his mood seemed to fall from a cloud to a quagmire.

Tomorrow, I still have to go.

All his emotions have become jokes.For her, there was no surprise.

The waves beat against the surface of the sea gently, and the moon sheds bright light on the calm sea. Under such light but thick light, the sea water seems to be dreamy and empty blue.

The sea breeze is blowing, a little bit cold.

Xin Yue took a sip of his wine and looked up at the sky.

"Actually, it's because of him."

Yan Zhan took a sip of wine, turned his head sideways when he heard the words, and looked at Xin Yue who was speaking.

"I can't support each other with you, get more and more tacit understanding with each other, and then let things evolve, I have to stand with you and become his gnashing enemy."

The wine glass in Yan Zhan's hand trembled, then his thin lips were slightly pursed, and his expression quickly returned to normal.

"In all fairness, we just don't get along, but we haven't reached the point of life and death. I don't want to confront him. After all, I have loved each other before. I can't do things that hurt him. This is the fundamental reason why I don't want to go with you. Xin Yue looked at the sea in the distance, her voice was very soft, maybe the openness of the sea made her let go a lot, so she was able to face her heart squarely and confess everything frankly.

"Yan Zhan, I hope you can understand."

Yan Zhan moved his eyes, looked at her, then turned his head again, looking at the boundless sea in front of him, and gave a soft "um".

"Then what are you going to do in the future?"

Xin Yue's eyes suddenly became very lazy, and he dropped his wine glass, fell down and slept on the deck, and said lazily:

"I don't know what to do either."

Yan Zhan glanced at her, his eyes became a little complicated.

Bingxue is as smart as her, and as farsighted as her, how could she not know which direction to go?

Maybe he was worried that he would go find her.So, don't leave him a clue to find her.

Yan Zhan took a sip of his wine, glanced at her, and didn't speak for a while.

Suddenly, as if he still couldn't bear it, his voice sounded in the sea breeze:

"If you have any difficulties, come to the capital to find me. If you are a girl, it will be inconvenient to some extent."

After saying this, Yan Zhan stood up from the ground and walked to his room without looking back.

Xin Yue's eyes were erratic, looking at Yan Zhanyuan's walking back, his lips moved slightly, as if something was stuck in his heart, and he felt extremely uncomfortable.

The next day, the sun was shining and the sea breeze was blowing.

Yan Zhan put the burden on Xin Yue's shoulders, only indifference remained between his pale and handsome brows:

"Go."

Then he turned around and walked inside, without any intention of watching her go away or giving her a few words of advice.

Xin Yue felt empty in his heart, and frowned slightly: "Yan Zhan..."

Yan Zhan stopped for a moment, his lake blue clothes fluttered in the wind, and his sleeves fluttered.

"take care."

The girl's soft voice came from behind, Yan Zhan's lips were slightly pursed, the emotion in his eyes changed rapidly, and finally there was only stagnant indifference.He took a step forward without saying anything, and walked straight inside without looking back at Xin Yue.

He closed the door, his eyes blank.