Pampering the sea

No one dares to be single-minded, and can't make mistakes in one step. She once told her subordinates that their victory is not only the expulsion and attack of evil forces, but also not only the defense of the lives and properties of the people of country Z, but also the establishment of Glory is an excellent and indispensable condition. Soldiers must fight for glory, for their beliefs, and for themselves.

In many cases, the belief of soldiers is to let the country that bestows their own glory exist well.

The glory of a soldier, the faith of a soldier...

She has been in this world for so long that she has almost forgotten that she is a soldier. It has been a long time since she experienced the feeling of boiling blood, which can only be felt in the waves, the radiant surging and publicity of the whole soul.

The superior officers once said that she was amazingly talented and smart, praised her for her wisdom and insight beyond her age, and because she was a special soldier, they were very optimistic about her skills. The more arduous tasks one after another, traveling to the battlefields of various sea areas made her position more and more important, and her military rank increased step by step, so that she was awarded the rank of major general at a young age.

But now, in this mighty world... What is her belief, and what is her glory?

The wind picked up, and the cold wind blew from far away, lifting Xin Yue's white clothes, and another gust of wind blew by, the purple flowers behind her swayed, and a few wisps of cold fragrance fell.

She was not dressed lightly, but she still felt uncontrollably cold when the wind blew on her body.

The scenery in front of her was very open, but she felt like she was in a cage, she couldn't get out, she could only shrink weakly and powerlessly in this slightly remote corner.

She stretched out her hand to her lower abdomen, she vaguely felt that there was a beating life there, her eyes moved, and then a slightly bitter smile appeared.

She looked at a cherry blossom tree far away, and remembered that at that time, the boy in white was standing there, looking at her with gentle eyes, and said softly to her: "Don't feel bad."

Then, without hesitation, he plunged the snow-white and cold knife into his lower abdomen, and the blood confused the whole world in an instant.

That was a young man in misery, even when he was smiling, there was a specious trace of melancholy and vicissitudes in the corners of his eyes, but he was still a young man with clean eyes, he would smile foolishly because of her few words, as if he didn't have any troubles at all.

That was a young man who was really kind to her. There were some things that Chu Zhiling wouldn't do, but he would.He knew that Miko Tazawa had hurt her, so he would deliberately insult Miko Tazawa, even if it was dirty or despicable.To a certain extent, she felt that he was like her relatives, who would use his slightly weak body to defend her, protect her, and stand on the same side as her.

But he chose to commit suicide in front of her.

Xin Yue coughed suddenly. She pressed her chest, feeling that her breathing was blocked. After she took a long breath of relief, the discomfort in her lungs surged up again.

She began to cough non-stop, and her thin back trembled, but she suppressed her voice, she didn't want anyone to find her.

In front of Chu Zhiling, she always looked calm and tired, without showing the slightest emotion. She told him that she might have caught a cold, so she was tired and didn't want to talk.

In fact, she didn't want to show her emotions in front of him. She was worried about Xia Chuan's life and death, and Yan Zhan's motives for saving Xia Chuan, but she didn't want to show it at all. She was a little afraid that he would yell at her again—the fate of that little boy. Is that important?So important that you don't even care about me?

In fact, there was no communication between him and her.

The wind started to blow again, curling up Xin Yue's black hair, revealing her smooth and jade-like forehead, and the blush left after coughing on her delicate face, she felt the coldness again, and subconsciously wrapped her clothes a little tighter.

She took a dark red pill from her sleeve.

She had done some research on some poisons herself, and getting an abortion pill was not very difficult.

She clearly knew that everything could end only when the child was gone.Otherwise, everything will be disconnected and involved.

She raised her eyes, picked up the red pill, and was about to put it in her mouth.

At this moment, a soft child's voice sounded behind her: "Sister Xiaoke, you are here."

Nana Tazawa snatched the pill from her hand and smiled mischievously: "What is this, sister Xiaoke? Is it delicious Tangtang?" After finishing speaking, she put it in her mouth.

Xin Yue felt very painful and tired even when she moved. At this moment, she forced herself to pull up the strength and quickly pulled the boy's hand. The pill immediately fell on the ground. Seeing that Tian Ze Nana wanted to pick it up, she simply stepped on it. , stepped on the pill and crushed it.

She looked at the little boy, the sparkle in her clear eyes flickered: "What do you want me for?"

"Sister Xiaoke, are you better?" Tian Ze Nana was a little dissatisfied with Xin Yue's behavior of not giving him food, but the child's joy and anger came and went quickly, and immediately his face was filled with sweetness. smile.

Regarding his overtures, Xin Yue felt a little uneasy. She pushed a few strands of hair behind her ears, and tried to force a pale smile: "I'm fine."

"It's good that it's okay. Sister Xiaoke needs to get better soon, so we can play together."

Xin Yue was startled, then his voice softened: "Nanai's hand, is there anything wrong?"

Nana Tazawa smiled again, her pink and jade-carved face looked very cute: "It doesn't hurt anymore."

"I..." Xin Yue hesitated to speak, and said with a slight smile, "Come, sit next to me, sister will warm your hands."

The child sat down obediently, and stretched out his hand. Xin Yue put his hands on top of his. She felt that the child's hand was warm, but hers was cold.

She moved her hand away, rubbed the child's black forehead hair, and there was a faint glow in her eyes: "I'm sorry, Nana, I had no choice but to dislocate your hand that day, you must be in pain Right? I heard you cry so loudly, seeing you almost fainted from crying, I feel very sad, I regret treating you like that..."

Hearing this, the child's eyes turned red slightly, and he pursed his mouth: "Sister Xiao Ke, did I do something wrong? Should I not hit that brother with mud? Do you hate me, so Did it hurt my hand?"

Xin Yue shook her head, not knowing what to say, she stroked the child's hair, and said gently and sincerely: "Sister, I promise, I won't treat you like that again."

The child nodded, and a dazzling smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "It's good that sister Xiao Ke doesn't hate Nana."