Pampering the sea

The questioning words rang in her ears like thunder, Xin Yue suddenly opened her eyes wide, and the overflowing emotions in her bright eyes disappeared in an instant, she raised the corners of her lips, and laughed, and gradually, she laughed out loud.

There were cold tears, which slowly slid down from the corners of her eyes, and fell heavily on the man's hand that pinched her chin.

Her tears flowed like beads, but she still laughed, and the laughter became louder and louder, as if it was about to annihilate the vast world and the absurd years.

Her smile is coquettish and fragile, beautiful and sad.

It didn't take long, and she stopped her tears after laughing, her long eyelashes drooped, and there was an inexplicable light in her eyes, which disappeared in an instant, and no one could see clearly, like shooting stars and flying arrows flashing away in the sky, Resolutely go away without dust.

She neither scolded nor resisted, lying quietly and docilely on the velvet white carpet, letting the messy black hair flirtatiously spread on her body, and there was a slightly coquettish smile on the rainy face of pear blossoms:

"Yes, Xia Chuan and I have done everything except breaking the body, ha ha."

Sure enough, she saw the unbridled anger in his eyes, and as his fists clenched tighter, the flames in his eyes erupted even more, as if to burn her to death and melt into ashes.

Xin Yue slightly hooked the corners of his lips.

She watched Chu Zhiling take off her pants, watched him spread her legs, watched him furiously about to push forward violently, the body that should have been tense to death suddenly felt infinitely relaxed, she thought, she must be strong , must endure this atrocity, must have enough courage to face the consequences.

Because this is what she chose.

She had to let go of the only bond between him and her, and she had to abort some hopes.She had to end all of this decisively.

The man moved forward swiftly, hitting her narrow flower room heavily, he completely included himself in it, trying in vain to open up the world in her body and let her belong to him wholeheartedly.Only belong to him.

Xin Yue frowned, a burst of tearing pain came from her lower body, beads of sweat gradually appeared on her forehead, crystal drops of sweat flowed down the delicate and pale forehead, and soon sank into the black hair.

He continued to sprint as if he would never tire.

His body was pressed against her, heaving violently, not long after, a sharp pain came from her lower abdomen, her whole body seemed to be overwhelmed by lightning, she frowned in pain and gasped for breath, her body was beyond its capacity Huge pain, as a hot current gushed out from his lower body, her white and slender hands moved up to the man's back, without scratching or hitting, she wrapped her hands around his neck, pulled his head down, Panting in a low voice in the ear: "The child... finally... is gone... From then on, we... go our separate ways..."

Chu Zhiling was shocked suddenly. He looked at the girl with a calm and determined face, and his heart suddenly fell, as if a piece of his heart had been forcefully dug out, which made him unable to breathe.

She said harshly, saying that she was going to kill the child, but she couldn't bear it, so she angered him and asked him to end everything between them with her own hands.

She was clearly desperate for him.

He hurriedly got down from her body and checked for a small puddle of blood between her legs. He froze there immediately, as if struck by five thunders.

The messy wind surged rampantly outside, blowing the cold fallen leaves all over the ground, swaying and whirling, and the most desperate sigh sounded.

Xin Yue lay on the ground like a corpse, neither crying nor laughing, and said three words to Chu Zhiling in a hoarse voice:

"ended."

The leaves shake, the wind howls.

Xin Yue felt that she was in the cold winter, surrounded by a vast expanse of white snow, and the icy wind and sand hit her, and she felt bitingly cold.There is a vast expanse of whiteness in the front and back. She looks around, but she can't find any way to go out. She stumbles and walks in the snow. She feels at a loss and blankness like never before. She doesn't know where this is. She didn't know where she was going, she just kept moving mechanically towards what she thought was ahead, her heart seemed to be dead, not beating at all.

She once thought that she was dead, but the pain in her abdomen clearly reminded her that she still had feelings and was still alive in this cold world.She could actually feel someone walking around her, someone calling her wife urgently, but she refused to wake up awake, and refused to open her eyes to see anyone or anything.

For the first time in her life, she wanted to escape so much. She would rather walk in a daze in the snow in her dreams, and would rather be covered in the overwhelming snowstorm and spend the rest of her life than touch anything in the current world. something about that person.

She would rather be an ostrich, huddled in her own cold, isolated and isolated from the world.

"Wake up, ma'am, will you?"

"I made your favorite mung bean snack."

"Ma'am, when we return to China, we will hold a grand wedding when we arrive in Quanzhou. I will carry eight palanquins to marry you." He held her hand, "Isn't this what you wanted at the beginning?"

"Ma'am... I... I didn't mean to hurt you. I know you keep yourself clean. I shouldn't say that. I shouldn't make you angry. "

"Ma'am, be good, wake up quickly."

Every day Chu Zhiling talked to Xin Yue repeatedly, but Xin Yue was still lying quietly on the bed,

She seemed to be able to hear it, the thick eyelashes trembling slightly, but those black and white eyes never opened.

Her little face is as pale as jade, and due to the lack of rice in the past few days, her face has become thinner and thinner, her chin is pointed, like an awl, she is extremely thin, and the faint autumn sunshine shines into the room through the misty window paper , Shining on Xin Yue's thin face, her face was extraordinarily fair and clean under the sun, with a faint translucency.Her neck is also very clean and white, with shallow veins flowing, like thin and fragile porcelain, which will shatter if touched inadvertently.

The weather seems to be good today, the wind blows through the sparse bamboo forest outside the house, making a clear sound like a stream.

"Madam, wake up, you have to think more about our children, you can't stay in bed anymore."

In the darkness of the wilderness, such a vague sentence came from a daze, and Xin Yue couldn't hear it very clearly when she was in a coma. She heard the child, and her thoughts fluttered and then became clear. She seemed to hear the meaning of his words clearly, as if, the child Still in the stomach, not lost, intact.

She felt in a daze that her abdomen was hot and swollen, and there was faintly flowing blood, like a little life ready to jump at any time.

The man seemed to see her frowning and reacted, so he repeated what he said just now:

"...you have to think about our children. You can't stay in bed anymore."

"Child?" The girl on the bed moved her eyelids and opened her clear black eyes. Because she had not spoken for several days, her voice became very difficult and hoarse.