When Ron returned home, it was around 6:30 p.m. local time. It was already the time when the sun was setting on the mountain. The dark red setting sun was lazily hanging among the luxuriant branches of the big maple tree not far away.When the car turned an intersection and bypassed the steady and lush maple forest, several buildings appeared in front of Ron's eyes. Among them, the two-story building with gray walls and red roofs was about 200 meters away from the road. Domi's small building is the home of the original owner of this body.Ron had been very reluctant to come here.Coming here always brought him a sense of guilt like a liar.He also knew that if he suddenly gave up visiting relatives for no reason, it might cause more trouble instead.But he tried to delay the family visit, so much so that he didn't start leaving for the United States until a few days after Ram's wedding.

In fact, there were other reasons that prompted him to make up his mind.On the second day after Ram's wedding, there was a plane back to the United States, but Ron didn't catch the plane in time on the excuse of being drunk.But since then, Ron was shocked to find that the original owner of this body did not seem to have left, and those memories that belonged to him suddenly became active.For example, sometimes Ron was walking along the road by the sea while recalling the scene of taking pictures with Xie Na, but suddenly the original owner of this body bid farewell to his parents before going to the Philippines. : It was a rainy noon, and it was still an era of peace, so the people who saw us off didn't show any worry.The two nieces were even envious of their uncle's travel, and serving in the Philippines seemed like a good outing for them.Of course the parents don't see it that way, but there's nothing to worry about.It's just that my mother babbled a lot when she was parting.

Ron shook his head, as if he wanted to shake this memory that didn't belong to him out of his head.As a result, this memory sank, sank into the depths of the sea of ​​consciousness, but at this time, the memories about Xie Na also fell into fragments that could not be picked up.

This kind of similar situation keeps appearing and even getting worse, especially at night.In bed, Ron kept dreaming.In the dream, he was Ron for a while, Gao Tianxiang for a while, he seemed to be watching the story of Ron and his family and friends like watching a movie for a while, and for a while he dreamed that the head of the unit was asking them to leave after work Staying to rehearse the red song, fortunately, it will be a gift for the party's 7th birthday on the party's founding day on July 1st.And all of this seems to be watched by another person hiding in a corner unknown to others, just like watching a movie.

This situation is too dangerous.Sometimes when he wakes up in the middle of the night, he can't even figure out who he is for a long time, whether Zhuang Zhou turned into a butterfly in his dream, or the butterfly turned into Zhuang Zhou in his dream.Ron knew that if this situation continued, he would definitely be schizophrenic.When he was in college, out of interest, he also dabbled in some monographs on psychology, especially some theories of Freud and Jung.After these situations occurred, he went to the library specifically to look up information in this area.

Freud once said that the human spiritual world is like icebergs floating on the sea, most of which are hidden below the sea level.This part that lurks under the surface of the sea and is not perceived by people or even by oneself is the subconscious mind.Although it is suppressed by conscious consciousness, it is the foundation of consciousness, and its requirements must be reflected directly or indirectly from consciousness.If the channel of this reaction is destroyed, people are likely to have mental problems.Jung's theory is more mystical and believes that there is a deeper layer of human unconsciousness, and the ancestors left some of the most basic things that constitute consciousness to us in the form of instinct through inheritance.For example, children are instinctively afraid of the dark, even if they have never heard any stories related to the dark, such as big bad wolves and vampires.This fear arose when the ancestors were attacked by predators in the dark, and the ancestors passed it on to us through inheritance.

This tells him that unless this body is destroyed, these things cannot be destroyed.In fact, he has seen a lot of such news in newspapers in the 21st century. For example, someone was originally an introvert, but after transplanting a certain organ from others, his personality began to change. More and more like an organ provider.Just one organ has such power, not to mention that he has almost transplanted his entire body, including the brain, and it is still a brain that has not been completely formatted.

Ron, no, Gao Tianxiang now understands that nothing happened to him before because of the fierce fighting life that made all his mental strength be used to focus on fighting and survival.It's just that Gao Tianxiang was also the subconscious common request left by Ron, so he was normal at that time.And now, apparently, his mind was on the brink of division and civil war.Now, he, Gao Tianxiang, had to reach a compromise with another him, the subconscious left behind by Ron, in order to keep himself from falling into madness.The first point of compromise is to admit that Ron is still alive, and that he has the right to go home.

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"Thank you, this is it." Ron said to the driver of the car, and at the same time he picked up his suitcase and prepared to get out of the car.Just as the door opened and Ron was about to get out of the car, several black people crowded in the rear compartment also rushed to the front compartment to grab a seat.

"Ah, the evil racial segregation system." Ron thought, "Martin Luther King's civil rights movement has not yet risen, and the American bus is still in practice. As long as there is a white person on the bus, all black people must go to the back The regulation of going inside half of the train. It was this regulation that triggered the civil rights movement that swept across North America a few years later. Fortunately, I was a white person when I traveled through time. "Dream" came out ahead of schedule."

The place where the car stopped was on the other side of the road, and the people who got out of the car could not be seen from the direction of the house.After Ron got out of the car, he put his suitcase on the ground, tidied his clothes nervously, and looked towards the small building through the dust that was raised when the car left.

The dust gradually dissipated, Ron picked up the suitcase, hesitated for a moment, and then walked towards the small building.

There is a thin path paved with coal dust from the small building to the main road.On one side of the road was a vast field, interspersed with corn, alfalfa, and wheat; on the other side was a small pond with water lilies.Now, the water lilies in the pond have already gathered their light yellow petals, and turned into small flower buds floating on the water again.As the setting sun fell, a stream of cool water vapor rose up from the water surface of the pond, pure blue, vigorous oil green, hazy dark gray and ambiguous purple all rippling in this water vapor.An indescribable light reflected from the water, and the water surface became as transparent as the blue sky; the changing light made the water waves sparkle and rippling, and even the slightest breeze blew by, the water lilies on the water surface would tremble slightly.There is a kind of secluded tranquility in this blue-gray cold tone, everything has been sleeping peacefully like a water lily, only the light and shadow are moving slowly, like the dance of an underwater elf.

Ron stopped by the pond, looking at the quiet and even mysterious water lilies, he thought: "Don't hesitate any longer, since Ron is coming back, let him come back. Only the consciousness that can effectively satisfy the subconscious mind can be Healthy awareness."

So Ron, this time is the real Ron, although not 100%, but at least after letting go of his heart, a [-]% to [-]% Ron walked briskly towards the small building, first at a normal pace frequency, followed by a trot, and then a gallop.Just when he was about to jump up the steps in front of the door, the door was opened.A joyful voice came out: "Is it Ron?"

It was Ron's mother who opened the door.In fact, before returning, Ron, who was in a mental crisis, did not write a letter to his family, but obviously, the family had already prepared for his return.As soon as the door opened, the mother hugged Ron tightly, as if if she let go, her son would grow wings and fly away or dissipate in a big pile of soap foam.

Ron raised his free hand, hesitated for a moment, then patted his mother on the back lightly, "Mom, I'm back."

To his own surprise, the word "Mom" came out of his mouth so smoothly.

"I said Lucy, you always have to let the children put things down?" It was Ron's father, a hale and hearty little old man, who spoke.As he spoke, he waved his right hand, holding a large pipe tightly in his hand.The sharp-eyed Ron clearly saw a tooth mark on the pipe.

Hearing the old man's reminder, the mother quickly let go of Ron, wiped her eyes, "Look at me," she smiled a little embarrassedly, "I forgot to ask you to put your things down." He picked Ron's suitcase and put it casually on the edge of the table.Then he looked him up and down carefully, then turned his head, looked at the old man and said, "Old man, our son has grown up, really grown up." Following the words, tears flowed down the road The wrinkles at the corners of the eyes rolled down.

"Mom, Dad" Ron felt a little hot in the corner of his eyes, "I'm back."

"It's good to be back, good to be back. Sit down quickly, don't stand around stupidly."

"Haha, it's Ron who's back. I've heard that you're coming back a long time ago. Why did you come back today?"

As the door on the left rang, a tall man walked over.That was Ron's brother Henry.

"Why didn't you come back today? We've been waiting for you for days." Henry walked over and gave him a big bear hug.

"How did you know I was coming back?"

"Your comrade who came back first wrote to us, saying that you are going to perform a special mission. You will probably be able to come back after the mission is over. I saw your photo in the newspaper two days ago-you have become a hero! Hmm. It’s not bad, it’s much more energetic than before. I met Miss Hailan again yesterday, and she asked about you. According to her, you should have come back a long time ago. Tell me, what stopped you? Yes Didn't you meet some girl?"

"Brother, how do you know Hailan?" Ron was willing to use this question to avoid his brother's previous question.

"Oh, her father is one of the shareholders of our company. You won't be interested in this woman? I can tell you, this woman is unusual."

"This woman is unusual? Isn't this a word from "Shajiabang"? Could it be that this brother is also time-traveling?" He raised his head and looked at his brother suspiciously, but he couldn't see anything unusual, probably just a coincidence.

Probably seeing Ron's puzzled eyes, Henry continued to explain to him, "Hai Lan's father is an important figure in the Triad Society, does the Triad Society know? Anyway, it is the underworld organization in Chinatown, and the Mafia. Later Hearing that he made a lot of money, he began to think about laundering. I have to say, this guy has a good eye. A few years ago, he seemed to have seen the possibility of war, so he invested in it through a white man. In the arms business. Now, with the repeal of the Chinese Exclusion Act, he has appeared directly as a shareholder."

After introducing Hailan's background, Henry paused for a while, as if he wanted to organize his language.

"Not to mention her background, this woman herself is not simple. Sometimes she looks like a cute little girl who doesn't understand anything, but that's just pretending. She is a reporter on the surface, but in fact she is an arms salesman. I have been to China, to Yugoslavia, to many dangerous places, and have brought a lot of business to the company.”

This sea blue still has such a background, which is beyond Ron's expectations.But he didn't take it too seriously.Because fundamentally speaking, he and Hailan just met once, and in the eyes of each other, they are probably nothing more than passerby A and passerby B.

Speaking of the arms company, Ron happened to have some designs that he could provide to them, which could also improve his brother's status in the company.I just don't know if such a small company can win.This is also a part of my own mind.But this is obviously not the time to talk about these things.

At this time, Ron's two nieces also ran into the living room.

"Uncle Ron, Uncle Ron!" The two little nieces ran past bouncingly, holding his hand, "Where's the coconut candy you brought us that you said last time?"

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