The tsundere senior is cute and soft, we are in love

Chapter 362 She wants to stay with him forever
At this time, Xie Xiao felt a little regretful for a moment. He was afraid of seeing disappointment and sadness on Luo Yanran's face.

But he had already spoken, and Xie Xiao knew that he would not have the courage to speak again.

If he doesn't talk about it today, the past life will become a permanent scar in his heart.

So Xie Xiao spoke, "In my previous life, I was such a jerk to us that we didn't even have time to fall in love."

His voice was dry and hoarse, as if it was squeezed out of his throat bit by bit when he spoke.

Luo Yanran's eyes were very gentle and she kept listening quietly.

Even though what Xie Xiao was talking about at first was about following Zhou Mianmian in his previous life.

It's about the few memories of Luo Yanran's youth.

Her eyes were still gentle and focused.

Until Xie Xiao talked about the car accident.

Her body began to become stiff, and she squeezed Xie Xiao's hand tightly, her eyes filled with confusion and nervousness.
Xie Xiao didn't say much about his car accident or how desperate he was after the operation. His tone was very calm, as if he was not talking about himself.

Until Luo Yanran appeared, he reached out and squeezed Luo Yanran's hand, as if he had caught something that could save him.

He said softly, "That day you pushed the door open and came in. You were so beautiful. It was like the light that suddenly shone in in my dark life."

Some words actually seem a bit pretentious to say bluntly in words.

But Xie Xiao's tone was filled with sighs and joy, and that kind of emotion was contagious, making those originally somewhat pretentious words the most expressive of his mood.

Luo Yanran's eyes were red. Although Xie Xiao didn't say much about what happened after the car accident, just knowing that Xie Xiao had suffered a crime due to the car accident made Luo Yanran feel very uncomfortable.

She didn't think Xie Xiao in her previous life had anything to say sorry for because she didn't like her.

Even if Xie Xiao now said that he took the initiative to approach Xie Xiao, he got no response.

She felt sorry for Xie Xiao at that time, not for herself who had been giving so much.

Luo Yanran could not imagine that Xie Xiao, who had always been dazzling, would become dull.

She didn't dare to think about how Xie Xiao survived at that time. She knew Xie Xiao too well.

Can such a proud person really accept such a change?
This is impossible. Thinking from his perspective, Luo Yanran feels that she may not have the courage to live.

At that time, she had been frequently appearing next to Xie Xiao. She just hoped that she could work harder and pull Xie Xiao out of that desperate situation.

Xie Xiao fell into those memories and told about the sacrifices of Luo Yanran and her parents.

He had kept these words in his mind for too long.

It was really too long, so long that he almost thought it was just a dream.

All the twists and turns came to the day they made an appointment.

Luo Yanran heard the despair in Xie Xiao's tone.

When you know that you are too late to make an appointment and will never be able to make it again.

Luo Yanran was stunned, and a tear slipped from the corner of her eye.

She could almost imagine how she felt at that time.

She will definitely dress up beautifully that day and go out for the appointment in a happy mood.

The girl's figure appeared in front of Luo Yanran, and then finally turned into a cold corpse.

When Xie Xiao said that he went to the hospital, he choked up and couldn't speak anymore. His tears made him look a little embarrassed.Luo Yanran took out the tissue, her hands were shaking, and she gently wiped the tears on his face. Even though she was bursting with tears, what she said was, "It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, I love you, and I will die in the end." I love your age. I won’t be old at that time, I will still be very beautiful. And you love me too.”

Xie Xiao held her trembling hand and looked at her beautiful eyes full of tears. The regret and heartache in her eyes hurt Xie Xiao deeply.

He thinks sorry is the most useless word in the world.

But he seemed unable to do anything but say this.

Luo Yanran reached out and held his hand. Her voice was trembling, but her tone was firm, "It's okay, husband, it's okay."

Xie Xiao said, "But am I a bastard? If I had done it earlier, earlier."

The despair in his tone made people feel the overwhelming despair and sadness even in just one sentence.

Luo Yanran felt like her heart was being torn apart, and Xie Xiao had been troubled by these memories. Every nightmare he had made him feel hopeless, and he knew nothing about it before.

"I'm sorry, I don't know anything, I didn't know you were feeling so uncomfortable." Luo Yanran's voice was very soft, and the distress in her tone was only for Xie Xiao, "How uncomfortable it must have been for you in your previous life, your legs. "

She still cares about Xie Xiao, not herself who lost her life at a young age.

Xie Xiao reached out and hugged her, "Ran Ran, Ran Ran, don't hate me, I really, really like you, I love you."

Xie Xiao even felt at this moment that if Luo Yanran didn't like him from now on, she would understand, why should she like him?
What does he deserve?

In a relationship, as long as you love each other, there seems to be an emotion and feeling that you are not worthy of the other person.

At this time, what Xie Xiao was thinking was, why should Luo Yanran like him?

What is he?
But Luo Yanran kissed his lips without hesitation.

Both of them were crying, and the tears were salty. If someone saw them at this time, they would think they were embarrassed.

But at this moment they only have eyes for each other.

From the tenderness at the beginning, this kiss became more like a way to make sure that both of them were there, and the force used was a little too strong.

When they finally let go, both of their lips were a little red and swollen.

Xie Xiao felt a little distressed and annoyed. He reached out and touched her lips gently, "Does it hurt?"

The voice was impossibly cool, but it was finally free from the sadness and despair.

Luo Yanran shook her head gently, "I don't feel pain. Do you feel pain?"

There was uncontrollable distress in her eyes, and Xie Xiao knew that she was asking him if it hurt in his previous life.

Xie Xiao shook his head gently, "Actually, it's been too long and I can't remember the feeling at that time, but I remember that day."

He was talking about his mood on the day Luo Yanran's accident happened.

Even if it takes several decades, he will never forget that feeling. The heartache will become numb in the end.

When despair buries you, even tears become a luxury.

At this time, Luo Yanran stretched out her hand to cover Xie Xiao, asked him to look into her eyes and said softly, "It's okay. We are fine now. It's a regret in my previous life. I think if it were me, I would still be happy even until the last moment. Because I was originally going to go on an appointment with the person I love the most."

But it was probably a pity because she knew she might not be able to go.

But I will never regret liking that person.

But there will also be regrets. If he had an accident like this, what would Xie Xiao do?

She wants to stay with him all the time
　A new month has begun!Robbery all kinds of tickets~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)