The short-lived ghost of the Xie family has lived a long life

Chapter 916 Weakness
"Huaiyou, let's take a look at her fifth grandmother's identity."

Xie Zhifei paused for a moment.

"Who gave her the identity of Fifth Grandma? It was Zheng Huantang. Only with Zheng Huantang could Zhao have her identity and status in the Zheng family.

Who gave Zheng Huantang's identity?

General Zheng.

In other words, Zhao, Zheng Huantang and the old general are grasshoppers on the same rope. They all prosper and lose.

After the old general has made the decision to kill Li Daitao, Zhao must treat you kindly, Huaiyou, even for the sake of his father.

Because they are a married couple.

Youdao is to marry as husband and wife, and there is no doubt about the love between the two.

Is just love enough between husband and wife?
Far from enough!

But also to be able to share joys and sorrows.

When Mrs. Zhao married into the Zheng family, she thought that as the fifth grandmother, she would enjoy happiness and flowers. She only knew how to share joys and sorrows, but did not think of sharing hardships.

The so-called sharing of hardships means giving from the heart, without complaining, and the couple has gone through the most difficult years hand in hand.

Zhao was unwilling to share the suffering, as if the whole world owed her, so much so that in the end even the good-tempered Zheng Huantang broke away from her.

What would Crown Princess Liang do if she sat in the seat of the fifth grandmother of the Zheng family?
She will treat you as her own, because her upbringing from a young age told her that nothing in this world will be gained in vain, and nothing will be given in vain.

The better she treats you, the better her son will benefit, and the higher her position in a man's heart will be.

She will even think that in the future, when you grow up, remembering that she once supported you, you will go back and help the Zheng family and her son.

what is this?
This is the shrewdness and calculation of a rich woman, as well as her broad mind and pattern of life.

Therefore, when the prince was defeated, Liang chose to go with the prince. The skin was gone and the hair was gone, and the hair was gone. Living alone was not what she should do as a princess.

Zhao does not have such a mind and structure.

Because she did not have such education and knowledge since she was a child, she would not understand that while she was enjoying the glory and wealth that her status brought to her, she also had to shoulder the responsibilities that this status should bear.

She would not even understand that her prosperity and wealth were closely related to the safety of General Zheng.

She foolishly used your identity as Huaiyou to threaten Zheng Huantang. Could Zheng Huantang not be disgusted with her?
Xie Zhifei let out a long sigh.

"This is also the source of what I said before. At the beginning, it was a mistake for Zhao to marry into the Zheng family, and the old general's objection was right.

Huaiyou, I said earlier that as the fifth grandma of the Zheng family, she doesn’t want to see you, which is reasonable.

In fact, I would rather say that she doesn’t know how to be the fifth grandma of the Zheng family, and naturally she doesn’t act like the fifth grandma of the Zheng family. "

"It's a perfect match!"

Li Buyan sneered repeatedly: "The words passed down from our ancestors are correct."

Xie Zhifei didn't hear Li Buyan's words. His gentle eyes were on the girl's face from beginning to end.

"Looking at Mrs. Zhao again, eight years have not allowed her to give up her vanity and allow her to slowly settle down. Instead, she has focused on small things like clothes and nine-link rings.

She is afraid of aging and is jealous of your intelligence and vitality. A person who is nearly thirty years old competes with you who is less than eight years old.

why?

Because her heart is empty, she lives in other people's eyes and mouths from beginning to end.

Shen Duruo's lifelong pursuit is to practice medicine and cure diseases;
Liang's lifelong pursuit was to assist the prince in ascending to a high position;
Master Hui Ru’s lifelong pursuit is to be the abbot of Shuiyue Temple;
Even the most humble Sister Zhen has something to persevere in her heart - insist on living and live longer than anyone else.They all live for themselves, so they are not afraid of other people's eyes and mouths. Even if they are criticized or disliked by others, they still live strong and fearless.

Huaiyou, Zhao can't even compare to Sister Zhen.

The knife in Sister Zhen's hand is meant to cut down those who bully her and cannot tolerate her, but Zhao's hand is reaching out to you, the weakest, most innocent, and least able to resist. "

After saying this, the expressions of Mr. Pei and Li Buyan suddenly changed.

What does this mean?
Is it possible that Yan Sanhe's death was related to the Zhao family?

"It was Old General Zheng's idea that you were raised in the Zheng family; it was also Old General Zheng who trapped her in Haitang Courtyard for eight years.

If she has any resentment or anger, she should express it to General Zheng.But she didn't have the courage, so she attributed all her hatred to you.

Her daughter would not have become a nun without you;
Without you, a man will not leave her;

if there was not you……

Jealousy will change people beyond recognition, and hatred will blind people's hearts. Over time, these two things are like firecrackers. They only need a little spark to blow people up completely.

On July [-]th, the eighth year of Yonghe, that spark finally ignited.

Mrs. Zhao walked into your room in the dark, and grabbed your neck with his hands. You kept struggling.

She was afraid that you would cry out, so she pressed her body against yours and covered your mouth and nose with her hands.

This is the closest she gets to you, and you smell the faint scent of osmanthus oil emanating from her hair.

This osmanthus oil was made for her by her father himself.

Every Mid-Autumn Festival, the steward brings the freshest osmanthus flowers. My father will pick them clean, put them one by one into a glass bottle, and then add tung oil...

When combing her hair every day, she would rub some osmanthus oil on her hair. Osmanthus oil can nourish the hair and make the combed hair smooth and not messy.

Mom often hugs me, but never hugs you.

You think she doesn't like you just because you are a girl.

Little do you know that for the sake of her biological daughter, for her identity as the fifth grandmother, and for herself, she has changed beyond recognition over the past eight years and hates you to the core.

Huaiyou, what you want in your short eight years of life is nothing more than a mother’s embrace;
All you want is for your mother to show you a little smile and praise you;

All he hoped for was a little tenderness in his mother's eyes.

pity……"

Xie Zhifei's voice choked up again.

"It's a pity that you never got it. When you finally smell the sweet-scented osmanthus on your mother's head, it's when she wants to kill you.

You are thinking in your heart, Mom, I am already very well behaved, why do you want to kill me?
You are blaming yourself in your heart, mother, did I do something wrong again and make you unhappy, so you want to kill me?
You have read about Nezha Naohai, and you know that you should cut off your bones to return to your father, and cut your flesh to return to your mother.

You thought that your life was given by her, so you slowly stopped struggling and gave this life back to her. From now on, you will have no debt, no regrets, and no worries.

But your heart is filled with pain and hatred.

mother!
Since you hate me so much, why did you bring me to this world? "

The tears that Xie Zhifei had held back for a long time finally rolled down.

"Huaiyou, this is your second inner demon. The scent of osmanthus is Zhao. It is a hug you cannot get, and it is also the mother's love you have never felt."

(End of this chapter)