I am the Lord of the Gods in the foggy world

Chapter 176 176. A fallen leaf

The narrator suddenly mentioned this, which inexplicably made Xu Zhi feel that something was wrong. The slight joking on her face stopped and she became serious: "I remember it very clearly, what's wrong?"

The powerlessness and despair of impending death, and the sudden appearance of the game console behind her made her think she had seen a ghost.

[What were you thinking at that time, the second before I appeared? 】

Xu Zhi's memory of this was also very clear. She raised her chin slightly and her tone became different from her usual relaxed tone.

What was she thinking?
The answer couldn't be simpler.

"Want to live."

Her mind was filled with how to continue living, and a strong desire to survive filled her weak mind.

[Yes, but more than that. 】

The narrator added.

[You are unwilling, resentful, and disgusted. In your heart at that moment, you must choose to live no matter what the means. 】

At that moment, what Xu Zhi hated was not other external objects, but more, his powerless and weak self.

Therefore, it appears.

[In that moment, you made a choice that you were not even aware of. 】

".what?"

Xu Zhi didn't quite understand. She even thought about it carefully, but she still didn't feel like she had made a choice.

What choice did she have at that time?

"You mean, I chose to pick you up?"

After thinking about it, it seems that this is the only one.

【Do not. 】

The narrator chose to tell Xu Zhi this sentence for the first time.

[It was you who made that choice, and I appeared. 】

[You were in an extremely negative state at that time, and chose to abandon all emotions and morals that might become a "drag", your weakness, your kindness, your few positive emotions and the moral concepts formed in peaceful times. 】

[Although when you grow up, negative emotions and extreme thoughts always outnumber those positive emotions, it is not completely absent. 】

[It’s just that, at that moment, you felt that those things were useless if you wanted to survive in that city. 】

[Although I can't predict what the situation would be like if you made another choice, but you have been much happier since then, which shows that you did not do anything wrong by choosing to abandon that part of the emotion. 】

[Now, you want to combine the authority with the fragments, but you need to pick up the things you abandoned. 】

Xu Zhi frowned in confusion when he saw the words on the screen: "Did I do this?"

Why doesn't she remember making this choice?

And she didn't feel like she was missing any emotion.

The narrator seemed to sigh.

【Ugh. 】

[Those things are rare and unimportant to you. You don’t care about them, and of course you won’t notice them. 】

[It's just that it's easy to cut them, but it's not easy to get them back. 】

"what should I do?"

Xu Zhi actually didn't care much about the positive emotions in the narrator's mouth. Even when she heard the narrator say this, she just felt that if she really made that choice, it must be a very correct choice.

Xu Zhi had no psychological burden about picking up things she had abandoned. In her eyes, it was no different than asking her to pick up a leaf that fell on the ground.

[Starting from today, eat a high-level core of lamp attribute every day to let your body gradually adapt to the extraordinary energy of lamp attribute. 】

[This may cause you some discomfort, but be patient. 】【 Among the attributes of lamps, they contain the most positive emotions and are the purest. 】

".So simple?"

Xu Zhi was a little surprised. She thought she wanted to do some good deeds by herself, but it wasn't like she couldn't hold her nose and do it.

【How can it be so simple? 】

[This is just preliminary preparation work. 】

The narrator seemed to have anticipated what Xu Zhi was thinking, and couldn't help but complain:
[You shouldn’t think that you can regain those positive emotions by doing good deeds, right? 】

Xu Zhi scratched his head: "Ah? Isn't it possible?"

【? 】

【Do you think this is trash on the street?It’s so easy for you to pick it up! 】

"I heard that the federal government's sanitation work is very good, and you don't see much garbage on the streets." Xu Zhi's tone was quite sincere.

“And it’s not easy to do good.”

【.】

[Come on, hurry up and go and do your work, I have something to do too. 】

If you say a few more words, it will become angry and malfunction.

"So when can I pick it up?" Xu Zhi asked quickly.

She still remembered to connect [authority] with the fragments.

However, the narration left only one sentence: When the time comes.

"Waiting for the opportunity, waiting for the opportunity again!"

The girl complained softly, but did not ask any further questions.

There has been no movement since the crack suddenly became quiet, and the Federation's red light has only lit up a beam so far, but Xu Zhi knows that this is just the beginning. It is estimated that it will be difficult for the Federation to stop the group of fanatical believers, and they can only try to delay as much time as possible.

A few days later, Zhong Lingfan sent her a message, saying that he had helped her slightly modify the knife and that she could now pick it up.

Xu Zhi is quite interested in this. Although the forging of the game console is easy to use, the template is fixed, while the weapons made by human extraordinary people have various differences. She doesn't know what Zhong Lingfan gave her. What changes were made to the knife.

Inside Yuncheng Laboratory.

A black horizontal knife was quietly placed on the experimental table. The blade of the knife did not seem to be sharp. It seemed to be made of some special wood. At this moment, it seemed to have been stimulated by some kind. The original golden lines were faintly exuding. The color of blood seemed to be blood flowing on the blade, and it was like the black charcoal blade was ignited with flames.

It looks like a handicraft and can be broken easily. Only those who have touched it or seen it know that the seemingly dull blade is far sharper and tougher than any sharp weapon they have ever seen.

Zhong Lingfan looked at the knife quietly, and then turned his attention to the girl beside him. It was the girl who had a brother who was a believer that Xu Zhi brought back.

"The contract was successful."

This sentence seemed to be announcing something. The girl's body trembled slightly. She gently covered her left wrist. There was a bandage there. There were shallow scars left after being cut open and healed by the [Heart] attribute extraordinary person these days. Shallow scars.

Her face was a little pale, probably due to excessive blood loss. When she heard Zhong Lingfan's words, she just nodded slightly to express her understanding.

"Let me ask you again, have you really decided?"

"This matter needs to be voluntary. I hope you won't suddenly regret it."

The girl pursed her lips. Although her face was pale, the determination in her expression could be seen.

Zhong Lingfan naturally knew her. She had investigated the girl's background and learned a lot from her conversations with her during these days of "cooperation".

Obviously, this is a good boy. He studied hard before the apocalypse, returned to his hometown to accompany the elderly when he had free time, and learned old-fashioned hunting methods that are useless in modern society to make the elderly happy. After the apocalypse, he awakened his extraordinary abilities and placed the burden of protecting his family on himself. After entering the residential area, he did not relax but worked even harder for his brother who became a believer.

She is smart, affectionate and righteous, and keeps her promises. Some beautiful qualities can be seen in her.

Now, she wants her to die.

(End of this chapter)