I am the Lord of the Gods in the foggy world

Chapter 175 175. The narrator’s determination

Changes occurred in the Federation, but Xu Zhi still did not choose to leave Yuncheng. It was not because she was too lazy to care.

Just because at the beginning, Xu Zhi could repeatedly spot the fanatic believers who tried to sneak in through the perspective of the family members guarding the entrance, but after she killed them more than a dozen times, the opponents seemed to have given up, but neither Xu Zhi nor the narrator I think [Cup] will give up on Yuncheng.

Since outside fanatics cannot come in to carve out formations, problems can only arise from within Cloud City.

Therefore, Xu Zhi chose to stay in Yuncheng. After all, no matter how you look at it, Yuncheng will be an important piece of the puzzle in his plan. If the arrangement in Yuncheng fails, it might be able to bring some influence to his plan. Troubled.

Xu Zhi had no hope of being able to completely and directly prevent the other party's "arrival". She was not arrogant enough yet. Now her goal was just to create obstacles for the other party. It would be best if his strength could be damaged as a result.

Sometimes Xu Zhi feels that she is very cold. She actually doesn't care much about the life and death of other people. When she learned that a large number of extraordinary people died in the Federation, and this was just the beginning, she did not feel any emotion, pity, sympathy, or anything in her heart. There are no other emotions caused by the death of the same kind.

Most of them are just thinking about whether this will increase his strength and cause more trouble. If the federation is not stupid, it should take some corresponding measures.

She didn't even feel anything about the fact that "humanity may perish in this disaster." To her, this was just a vague and meaningless topic. Sometimes, Xu Zhi even felt that she was isolated from the group. The ghost outside, the world is just a small box to hold her.

But sometimes, such as when she sees Zhong Lingfan, Shen Jinwen or other residents of Yuncheng, she feels that these flesh-and-blood people with different personalities are quite interesting. If she is the only one left in this world, it will be quite... Boring.

Therefore, if she could still afford to protect herself, sheltering them a little didn't seem to be something she couldn't accept.

However, this protection only requires that the other party is within her reach. If it is too troublesome or dangerous, then forget it.

Even so, Xu Zhi felt a little strange about his idea.

She didn't think she was such a "kind" person. Even though she did have some friendship with Zhong Lingfan, Shen Jinwen and others, and she saw the support and admiration of her from the residents of Yuncheng, it didn't actually touch her heart. Why did she have the idea of ​​​​"protecting them for a while"?
"Is it because I regard them as my belongings?" A sudden inspiration came to Xu Zhi's mind, and he felt that he had touched the source of this strange "kindness".

Yes, that's it, Xu Zhi nodded and agreed.

She regards the extraordinary beings in Cloud City as her "property". When her life safety is guaranteed, is it normal for her to want to protect the safety of her property?

The narrator looked at Xu Zhi mumbling to himself and deduced a quite reasonable explanation for his "strange kindness", and said with some confusion:

[Can't it be that you are indeed not a completely indifferent person and retain some human emotions? 】

It doesn't feel that Xu Zhi has completely lost his "human nature" and has become a completely cold and emotionless person.

Although she is indeed more indifferent and free-wheeling than most people, it is precisely because she is more free-wheeling that it actually highlights a bit of her "emotions".

She will do some meaningless things because she is happy, she will choose more dangerous methods because she is unhappy, and she will become a troublemaker because she finds it interesting.
In short, sometimes, emotions are the gravitational force that affects her. Now it is not surprising that she has the heart to protect the residents due to part of her sense of responsibility.

But the strange thing is that Xu Zhi does not think that she will be a person with such positive emotions as "responsibility". She seems to have a very bad idea of ​​herself.etc.
The narrator realizes a problem.

Perhaps, it's not that Xu Zhi is unwilling to admit that she has a sense of responsibility, but that she doesn't understand what a positive "sense of responsibility" is at all?
Looking back at Xu Zhi's past, the narrator believes that this may be the real answer.

Almost all the emotions Xu Zhi received about "responsibility" in her life were negative. Although the fragments brought her a lot of extraordinary knowledge, they did not teach her what positive "emotions" were. She was like a problem child He gained strength before solving the problem, so he ran all the way in the direction of paranoia.

What's more, as early as the very beginning of the changes in Yuncheng, Xu Zhi abandoned all her "kindness, justice, gentleness" and "responsibility" that even she herself was not clear about.

She cut off all these emotions and emotions. Although these positive emotions themselves accounted for very little in her body, after they were all cut off, Xu Zhi became even more extreme.

Fortunately, even if she is cut off, her emotions are not completely cut off. When facing the dependents, she will still grow a little "gentleness" again. In the contact with Zhong Lingfan and others, she will also develop a little bit of "gentleness" even for herself. I don’t even realize the “responsibility”.

Of course, the narrator does not think that Xu Zhi's "problematic personality" is a bad thing, but he thinks that perhaps understanding more emotions and emotions will help Xu Zhi go further. He can ignore those emotions, but he cannot completely ignore them or understand them. .

Thinking of his purpose, the fragment, and what Xu Zhi had recently tried but failed, the narrator silently made a decision in his heart.

It's not that it didn't expect this situation, it's just that from the previous perspective, it was too impossible to contend with "him". Now that the opportunity is in front of you, why not give it a try?
The narrator has never been so "bold" and taken an unconventional approach. From the beginning as an "accessory" without any emotion, now it has gradually developed its own consciousness and thinking, and even has a "character". All of this All because of Xu Zhi.

It and Xu Zhi share a destiny. Perhaps now is the time to gradually tell her the "truth".

When the narrator made up his mind, the screen of the game console suddenly went dark, and two white pixel fonts appeared on the black screen background.

【Xu Zhi. 】

The narrator rarely calls her by her name like this. Xu Zhi raised his eyebrows slightly in surprise: "What's wrong? Something bad happened again?"

Xu Zhi's skillful attitude and ridicule actually caused the narrator to have slightly complicated emotions, which can be called "mixed emotions."

When did it start? The relationship between it and Xu Zhi, which is a tool and user for official business, has an emotion similar to a "friend". This "friendship" that would have been impossible. After all, how can anyone Be friends with?

Although the narrator can understand people's emotions, it is still surprised when this emotion appears in himself and Xu Zhi.

This was a change it wasn't expected to make, but it seems, not bad either.

The narrator calmly accepted his change, and then asked Xu Zhi seriously:
[Do you still remember how I appeared? 】

(End of this chapter)