see you in spring

Chapter 89 Her Mind
At this time, Jia Lie really needed to confide in others. She sat on the toilet seat and told Han Guyu all the grievances and bitterness she had suffered in the workplace over the years.

Compared to Sun Yan, a full-time housewife, Han Guyu, who is also working hard in the workplace, can better understand Jia Lie's mood at this time.

Although Han Guyu has not suffered any gender discrimination in his career, he has had many unpleasant and uncomfortable moments at work.She listened to Jia Lie recalling his difficult years there. Although the work content was different, she could feel the same.

After graduation, Han Guyu relied on his own efforts to enter the relatively stable education industry.Because she loves children but has no children, she cherishes the job of being able to work with a group of children every day. At the same time, the profession of teacher makes her feel valuable, so when she officially received the appointment letter, she felt that although her life was Not perfect, but still wonderful and lucky.

But because she did not graduate from a normal school, she did not have any educational internship experience before this.To put it simply, she didn't know how to teach her children.

She was extremely nervous before every class, especially open classes, where she felt as if she was facing an enemy.Compared to her job, traveling around the zoo selling tickets seemed stress-free. In addition to collecting money and giving tickets to work every day, she also planned where to go to eat, watch movies and go shopping with Han Guyu after get off work.

Han Guyu, who has not yet adapted to his new job, has no time and mood to eat, drink and have fun. Zhou You's carefully prepared plans are rejected by Han Guyu time and time again. No matter how good-tempered he is, he can't bear it. He accuses Han Guyu of being kidnapped by work and having no interest in life every day. There is only work in my eyes, not him and this family.Han Guyu said that he was unmotivated, had no future at work, was short-sighted and did not understand her.

From that time on, the two began to criticize each other.

I don't know if it was affected by Jia Lie's emotions, but Han Guyu felt more and more aggrieved when he thought about every bit of the past.

When Jia Lie scolded Dongqing, Han Guyu was also scolding Zhou You.When Jia Lie told her about the unfairness in the workplace, Han Guyu also told her about the hardships he had suffered as a primary school teacher over the years.

Zhou You next door listened quietly. In the past few years, in order to relax his ears, he would go fishing whenever he had time. He rarely heard Han Guyu say these things. Now this was the first time he heard about her from her mouth. Workplace life is full of mixed emotions.

Jia Lie on the other end was just immersed in his own emotions and didn't notice the changes in Han Guyu. He continued to talk to himself: "After working for three years, I got a new employee. He doesn't know anything. He doesn't know anything. When I was asked to take care of him, he didn’t have the academic qualifications and work experience that I did, and his salary was actually higher than mine, just because the boss thought he was a man and would be useful for business trips in the future. Haha, can you understand how angry I felt at that time?”

"I'm not much better." Han Guyu sighed: "Today's parents attach great importance to their children's education and are particularly picky about teachers. It seems that the teacher's responsibility is entirely the responsibility of the child's failure, which makes me extremely stressed. . I remember when I first started working, classes started at 06 o'clock, and I went to the office at 30:04 in the morning to start preparing lessons. School ended at 30:[-] in the afternoon, and I basically didn't leave until [-] or [-] o'clock. There was even one time after school that I couldn't hold it in I only had time to go to the toilet after a day of peeing. At that time, I felt very tired every day, and my throat was almost completely mute. When I came home every day, I just wanted to lie down. I didn’t want to go out or move at all, but when I traveled around, I was called on the weekend. When we went out to play, I couldn't even raise my eyelids. That situation lasted for more than a year, and he started to play by himself. I also wanted to accompany him, and I also wanted to play, but I wanted to We have a good future, but if he doesn't want to work hard, then I have to do it. In a family, there must be someone who is motivated."

Jia Lie blew the snot from his nose: "This feeling is just like if Dongqing wants to resign, I have to bite the bullet and work hard."

"That's right, if I hadn't drank all the wine at home, I would really like to drink a bottle now. You think we both have such a bad taste, how could we find something like this."

"I was blind back then." Jia Lie threw away the snot paper in his hand: "Seeing that you are also complaining, you should all fall down. Let's talk about it tonight."

Han Guyu looked at the battery of his mobile phone, plugged in the charger, and said while charging: "If you want to talk about the things in my workplace, there are too many things to worry about. Let's just talk about the first public class I took. You know what I do People demand perfection, so every time before class, I would memorize the lesson plan until very late. Before the first public class, in order not to forget what I was going to talk about, I even wrote a shallow layer of chalk on the blackboard in advance. , only I can see, reminding myself what I will talk about in class. But even so, because of nervousness, I originally prepared four 10-minute content, but I still finished it in 15 minutes. The remaining time Here, I can only rack my brains to interact with a group of naughty children. Interacting with forty children at the same time, can you imagine what it feels like?"

It's enough to give Jia Lie a headache just to take care of one small winter melon. Forty of them give Jia Lie a splitting headache just thinking about it.

Han Guyu smiled bitterly: "I had no experience at that time, and I had no idea how scary the beasts were when they came out of their cages. A group of children couldn't contain themselves when they were excited, because there was a lot of echo in the classroom. When they started making noise, the whole classroom was like a large vegetable market. . My face turned green instantly. Looking at the group of little grasshoppers, my adrenaline started to surge. I felt my ears were ringing, I was dizzy, and my brain was boiling."

When Han Guyu recalled this period, he was still deeply impressed: "There are so many leaders sitting behind this classroom. It is probably the first time for them to see a teacher spending most of the class interacting with naughty children. They all thought that Whatever novel content I have prepared, I am enduring the noise and waiting to see my ultimate move."

She paused and continued: "At that time, I felt that I was facing a thousand ducks that did not obey orders, and I almost exploded. In order to maintain order and forcibly restore respect, I could only pat the podium and shout loudly Let those little grasshoppers be quiet. But they were so noisy that they couldn't hear what I was saying on the podium. Can you understand how I felt at that time?"

"It's not easy for you either." Jia Lieguang on the other end felt embarrassed and troubled just thinking about Han Guyu's situation at that time.

Han Guyu shed tears of bitterness when he talked about that time: "Do you know how I finally got them to calm down?"

"I don't know." Jia Lie was already distracted from his emotions and focused on Han Guyu's embarrassing incident.

"My Qi Luck Dantian yelled, "Whoever makes noise again will not be allowed to go home after school at noon today!" Those naughty kids looked at me in confusion. I thought the world was finally quiet, but guess what, I don't know which one it was. The child was frightened and cried first, and then a large group of children started crying too. Have you ever seen a scene of forty naughty children crying in a competition? I have learned a lesson. These little guys were crying and complaining about me. They were so cruel. They refused to let them go home and wanted to starve them to death. Looking at the confused leaders in the back row, I stood on the podium and really wanted to cry."

Jia Lie was finally amused by what Han Guyu said: "Then how did you end up?"

"Everyone was coaxed with all their dignity. Not only did I have to make sure they were sent home as soon as class was over, but I also had to tell them stories for 10 minutes before every class in the future. Only then did they stop crying. I was so I just don’t want this old face of more than 20 years.”

"Hahaha" Jia Lie finally couldn't help laughing: "It's a miracle that you can become a full-time employee now."

"I wanted to resign on the spot. I had written my resignation letter during the lunch break. Unexpectedly, during class in the afternoon, those heartless little guys heard the story and said, 'Teacher, the story you told is really nice.' I said, "Teacher, we like you so much" and surrounded me with innocent eyes and warm smiles, as if the people who said I had a "bad temper" this morning were not the same group of naughty kids. I What else could I do? Of course I was confused, and then I tore up my resignation letter silently. But after only 10 minutes of being moved, the classroom started to be noisy again, and I yelled at them again, arguing with those few. The naughty kid who was the most enthusiastic said that the classroom is a place for learning, not a noisy place. Those little kids started to look at me with pitiful and aggrieved eyes: Teacher, why are you so mean? I am a person in my 20s. I was defeated at the hands of these naughty children again, and the baby feels miserable."

Jia Lie listened to Han Guyu's "sweet" complaints and teased her: "How can you complain? You are obviously willing to provoke hatred."

"Although this job is very hard and there are many bad things in it, it is undeniable that this job allows me to see my own value. No matter how hard it is, I am willing to do it. I am not afraid of your jokes. I send off a batch of primary school graduates every year. I had to wait for a long time, but there was always an empty place in my heart, just like my own child had grown up and left me. I was happy and disappointed at the same time. At that time, I often couldn't sleep at night and my mental state was poor. I especially wanted to travel around. He can spend more time with me, but he runs out whenever he has free time and plays games as soon as he comes back. We are an old married couple, and I can't be pretentious and ask him to accompany me. Besides, even if I shamelessly ask him to accompany me, he won't He may not accompany me, and many times, because of this, I can only make trouble for him and keep nagging him, just to make him notice me, isn’t it ridiculous?”

Next door, Zhou You recalled the times after her class graduated. She always lost her temper with him during that period. At first, he thought she was going through menopause, which made him not even want to be with her family during that period. Later, he found out that she She goes through menopause every two years, and she feels that she will have endless menopause in her life. The two of them quarreled frequently because of this, and their relationship hit a new low. He started treating his home like a hotel.

He has always felt that the main reason why they have reached this point is Han Guyu.But when he heard her say these words today, he suddenly felt that he was not innocent.

(End of this chapter)