see you in spring

Chapter 193 Superimposed Disappointment

Sun Yan, who hurried downstairs, walked out of the lobby on the first floor and looked at the rain falling more and more outside, feeling like crying but without tears.

She has received the order confirmation from the customer on her mobile phone. Her former colleague Yang Zhi not only paid for the spicy hot pot, but also gave her an extra two hundred yuan as a reward.

It would be a lie to say that she didn't feel uncomfortable. When she was still in the company, Yang Zhi was her most powerful competitor.Depending on their abilities, they have achieved outstanding results in various areas of responsibility.But there are only so many executive positions in the company. She fought with him with all her strength, but it was considered a fair competition.When she left, he finally took that position and became the company's key training target.

When she left, she never imagined that one day she would be so embarrassed delivering food to her former competitor.

The moment her former colleague opened the door, she wanted to find a crack in the ground and crawl through it.She was in a turmoil inside, but she had to pretend to be calm on the outside.

Pretending to be calm was the last dignity she could give herself.When she turned to leave, she could imagine how her former colleagues would spread the news about her, but now that she was at this point, what was face compared to survival?

The cold wind mixed with the dense drizzle hit her face, slowly calming her down.

She asked herself, what on earth was she embarrassed about?Not to mention the bravery of the past, those past achievements were cleared the moment she left the company platform.

Now that she can transition from a stay-at-home mother to a working woman, taking this step is already a step forward in her life journey. Why should she feel ashamed and embarrassed?

They didn't know what she'd been through, and she didn't have to care what they thought of her.Only by tearing off the previous labels can she move forward.

After re-energizing herself, Sun Yan sneezed hard as soon as she got on the electric bike with a wet seat.Most of my body is already wet. If I don't go back and change clothes at this time, I'm afraid I will have a fever at night with this temperature.

It was going to rain all day today, and she wasn't going to run anymore. If something went wrong again, it would be a big loss.She turned off the platform software and hung the spicy pot with soup on the handlebar.She has figured out that face is worthless to her now.If she wants to gain the respect of others, she must rely on her own abilities to achieve something.

She believes that one day she will get her face back.

At this time, since her former colleague paid for her, she couldn't waste it. If she took it home, at least she would have food for lunch.

The whole family did not expect Sun Yan to come back so soon.

The eldest son, who was sitting on the sofa in the living room and reading chess records, first saw Sun Yan, who was all wet.

"Mom, why are you all wet?" The son put down the book and strode over.

Liu Quantao didn't expect Sun Yan to come back so soon. He was about to turn around and go back to the room, but when he looked up at Sun Yan, who was shivering from the cold and completely wet, he frowned, turned around and went to the toilet, bringing a towel to her. .

As soon as the youngest son heard that his mother was back, he put down the basin in his hand and rushed over. When he saw the bag in his mother's hand, he excitedly asked: "Mom, you are back. What delicious food did you bring us?"

"It's raining too much outside. Tiantian, how do you know this is delicious? Your nose is so good." Sun Yan's lips trembled with the cold. After she finished speaking, she saw that her youngest son was also wet, and asked, "Tiantian, in this house It wasn't raining, but why are you all wet? Did you go to the toilet and play with water?"

The younger son hid the dripping toy behind his back, shook his head and said, "No."

"He just went to play in the water, but he didn't listen when I told him." The eldest son saw that his younger brother was lying and quickly reported it to his mother.

The younger son pouted: "Dad said we can play."

Sun Yan looked at Liu Quantao, who brought a towel to her, and complained: "Why do you let him play in the water? He can catch a cold easily."

"The little boy is fine. Besides, he hasn't been playing for long. I'll wipe it for him later, so you should wipe it too." He didn't think it was a big deal for the child to play with water, so he took her coat: "Why is it all wet?" ?”

This was the first time he had talked to her after shutting himself in the small room for so many days.

Although Sun Yan was displeased, she still took the towel he handed over and wiped off the raindrops on her face: "The ground is too slippery, I accidentally fell while walking."

Hearing that she fell, his heart sank: "Are you okay?"

"It's okay." After Sun Yan finished speaking, she told her youngest son, "Go back to the house immediately and change into dry clothes, or I won't feed you delicious food for a while."

"Mom, I want something delicious. I'll change it right away." The younger son dropped the toys in his hands and ran to change his clothes.

Sun Yan held up the spicy hotpot in her hand and said to her eldest son, who was looking at her blankly: "Lele, hurry up and heat up the rice. We will have something delicious to eat at noon."

The eldest son looked at the bag where the soup was spilled and asked, "Mom, what's in this? It's all spilled."

Sun Yan who came back smiled and said, "Mom accidentally fell down just now, so the soup in it spilled, but the food is fine. Let's put the food on the plate and heat it in the microwave, and then we can eat delicious spicy food." The incense pot is gone."

Liu Quantao looked at the takeout order paper. The address on it was obviously not from here.She took the takeout food back to eat. It was probably because the customer didn't order the order after she fell. She was reluctant to throw it away, so she took the food back and ate it herself.

He imagined in his mind the scene of her protecting the takeout bag after falling, but eventually spilling it. The sadness and guilt in his heart became stronger. He turned around and walked into the small house, closing the door with a bang.

Lele leaned against Sun Yan: "Mom, what's wrong with Dad?"

Sun Yan probably guessed what Liu Quantao was thinking. She touched the child's head and said, "It's okay. Mommy will change clothes first and we'll eat in a while."

"Then he won't eat?" the eldest son asked worriedly, knowing that his father would never come out once he returned to his room.

"We leave some food for him, and he will come out to eat when he is hungry." Sun Yan no longer cared about Liu Quantao's mood at this time, and hurriedly went to change clothes.

After eating, she drank some cold-preventive medicine and took a nap with her two sons.

I don't know if it was because she was too tired these two days, but she actually slept until eight o'clock in the evening.The eldest son didn't know when to get up, and he was already reading chess records by himself in the living room. Only the younger son was still sleeping next to her, sleeping more soundly than her.

Sun Yan was afraid that if her son slept like this, he would not be able to fall asleep at night.She reached out to shake her son and found that his body temperature was not right.She quickly turned on the bedside lamp and saw that her son's little face was already red. She felt bad, so she quickly got up and reached out to touch her son. As she expected, the child had a fever.

Sun Yan quickly got out of bed and took a thermometer to measure the child's temperature. When she saw the number on the thermometer, she was shocked: 40 degrees 2?

The child has had colds and fevers before, but they rarely exceeded 39 degrees.Generally, when the temperature exceeds 38 degrees Celsius, she will give her children antipyretics such as Motrin and the fever will go away.So she didn't take her children to the hospital because they had a cold or fever.

But now her fever reached 40 degrees, and she didn't know if taking antipyretics would help.But if you take your child to the hospital now, the risk is also very high. After all, during the epidemic, places like hospitals are crowded with people, and that's where Gu Yu was infected.

But if you don't go, just give him antipyretics at home, will there be any sequelae?She recalled the news saying that some children had high fevers that were not treated in time and developed encephalitis, which ultimately affected the development of their brains and affected the children for the rest of their lives.

At this moment, a difficult and fierce ideological struggle was going on in her mind.

Finally, she looked at the child's red face and dry and flaky lips, and she really couldn't bear to let the child suffer like this again.She quickly got up and put on clothes, and then put clothes on the baby. In any case, she had to take the baby to the hospital.

Liu Quantao was dumbfounded when he heard that his youngest son had a fever.He didn't expect that just playing in the water for a while would cause him to burn so badly.

He looked at Sun Yan who was about to carry his son out, and he also put on his coat.

"Don't go, take care of Lele at home." Sun Yan said angrily.

When she saw him now, she remembered that he let the child play in the water.She no longer requires him to make money to support the family. She only hopes that he can fulfill his responsibilities as a father and spend time with his two sons.But he still failed to do such a simple thing.

She thought of what he had done over the years, and she was really disappointed in him.

Liu Quantao glanced at his eldest son: "Lele is old, you can stay by yourself for a while. You can't drive while holding Tiantian, so I'll drive and you hold the baby in the back. I'll rush back as soon as I take you to the hospital."

Sun Yan thought that she really couldn't hold the child with one hand and drive with the other, so she could only agree.

(End of this chapter)