see you in spring

Chapter 18 Every family has sutras that are difficult to recite [-]

Sun Yan had no doubt about the relationship between her and Liu Quantao, but since when did the man who gave up his position to her and would rather run behind the car no longer care about her thoughts, her mood, her everything of?
Since when did he become impatient with her, never tell the truth, and no longer even treat her as a lover?
Was it after she quit her job and went home to take care of her children?Or after he slowly gets promoted and gets a raise?Or was it when he brought all his family members to live in his home and the family started to become restless?
Liu Quantao is now Mrs. Yun to Sun Yan. She cannot help with housework, and she takes care of the children by herself. All the living expenses he provides are in the hands of her mother-in-law. She is also bullied by her mother-in-law all day long. At this time, she deeply understands that she was How stupid it is to argue with your mother-in-law, who has raised you for many years, because of your husband's family.She did not suffer from postpartum depression in this family, and that was God's favor for her.

Sun Yan wiped away the overflowing tears, feeling extremely aggrieved.

Thinking of how she had broken her parents' hearts over and over again and how their parents had forgiven her again and again, she felt even more guilty and uncomfortable.

At this time, Sun Yan wanted to call her parents and tell them that she really should have listened to their advice at that time.But now that she has given birth to two children, does this sentence serve any purpose other than just increasing her parents' worries?
Now she doesn't even dare to tell her parents that her husband was diagnosed and she was quarantined.For other things, she could only knock out her front teeth and swallow blood. She could no longer let her parents suffer with her.

Sun Yan looked at the ceiling, recalling how she got to where she is now step by step.Is she stupid?No, she just loved him.

No matter how much her family treats her, it only hurts her superficially, but if Liu Quantao has someone outside behind her back, then her forbearance and dedication in this family for so many years, and her feelings for him, will be a complete joke. .

When she first heard Liu Quanhai's words, she was struck by thunder, but after thinking back on the more than ten years she had spent with Liu Quantao, and carefully recalling the few times they spent alone together in the past few years, she finally calmed down. Come down.

Although most of the past few years have been chaotic, Liu Quantao is not without some friendship.

Every time he came back from a business trip, he would bring her a separate gift.Knowing that his mother was holding money, he would secretly give her some money from time to time.He knew that after she gave birth to the baby, her hands and feet would be cold every winter. As long as he slept at home, he would hold her feet on his belly to warm them up at night.Knowing that she likes to eat tripe flowers, but he is worried about the ones sold outside, every time he comes back, he will go to the vegetable market to buy a few, squat on the balcony to process them for two or three hours, then cook them for her, mix them, and leave them for her. eat slowly.

The accumulation of these bits and pieces made her not immediately sure that there must be someone outside Liu Quantao.Even his own mother and his own brother said so about him.But as his wife, after experiencing so many ups and downs with him, she still had the last shred of trust in him and used the evidence to convince herself that he would be convicted.

She just has suspicion now, she has no evidence.

In her heart, she hopes that she can't find any evidence, but at the same time, she doesn't want to be kept in the dark anymore. In such a contradictory mentality, she feels chilled and heartbroken. She desperately needs to communicate with someone who can enlighten her. Now she can only watch on the sidelines. Only then can she get some clues.

She couldn't tell her parents, so she could only talk to her friends.In the past few years, she resigned and returned home. She has lost contact with all her friends in the workplace. The only ones who can still be considered friends are two best friends from college.

But now, Jia Lie, Han Guyu and the others are probably in chaos because of Liu Quantao. Who has time to listen to her, a housewife, nagging about her husband possibly cheating on her and her mother-in-law, daughter-in-law, uncle and sister-in-law being at odds with each other?

For these two friends, Sun Yan felt guilty and did not dare to disturb them anymore. If she had not asked Liu Quantao to come back to attend that day, they would not have been at risk of infection. It was too late to say anything now, she could only hope I hope everyone is healthy and safe.

But the frustration in her heart always needs to be expressed, so Sun Yan can only open another QQ account of hers, use the main account to send messages to the smaller account, send her anger and resentment to the smaller account, and then use the smaller account to reply to herself.Those words that no one listens to and that no one can say, she can only say to herself and listen to herself.

At this time, Jia Lie, who was isolated at home, was upset and angry. Dongqing called her parents and lied that she had not bought a ticket this year.To say that they were not completely lying, he had previously refunded the ticket to his home for the New Year according to Jia Lie's wishes, but the ticket to Jia Lie's home had indeed never been bought.

Jia Lie has been checking the latest reports on the virus on the Internet. Dongqing made dinner and mixed the rice for her daughter, then came over and said to Jia Lie: "Okay, stop reading, wash your hands and eat."

"I can't eat it." Jia Lie supported his head with his hands, his eyes a little distracted, as if asking Holly, or saying to himself: "What if we are really infected?"

"It's a blessing, not a curse, but you can't avoid it." Dongqing patted her shoulder: "You have to eat to have resistance. Didn't the news say that this virus can only be eliminated by its own resistance? Let’s eat well, go to bed early and get up early, and don’t think too much.”

"I don't want to think nonsense, but the little winter melon is so small, what if..." Jia Lie said, his eyes became red again.

Seeing that his wife was losing control of her emotions again, he hugged her gently from behind and said, "No."

Jia Lie took a deep breath and leaned on Dongqing's slightly bulging belly.With him by her side, she finally felt at ease.

When disaster strikes and you are dominated by unknown fears, having someone around you who can stabilize your emotions, soothe your anxiety, face difficulties with you, and advance and retreat together will become each other's cornerstone.

At this time, Jia Lie no longer cared about whether Dongqing could make money or provide economic value to the family.She now deeply realizes that at this moment, he is standing by her side, supporting her, supporting the family with her, and enduring this difficult time. This is the meaning of family.

When she was in school, she was attracted by Dongqing's temperament that was not afraid of danger and was not afraid of honor or disgrace, and then she pursued him regardless of the situation.At this time, she was very happy with her choice.

Jia Lie held Dongqing's hand tightly, held back the tears in his eyes, and slowly stood up from the chair: "I listen to you, let's eat."

In order to alleviate his wife's worries and stop herself from thinking too much, Dongqing specially made four dishes and one soup for a dinner. Her daughter enjoyed the meal the most.

Little Donggua, who didn't know the cruel facts, looked at her father on the left, then pulled her mother on her right, and said excitedly: "Mom, it's been a long time since you had dinner with us like today, and it's been a long time since you were together like today. You have been with me at home all day, and today is the happiest day for me.”

After listening to his daughter's words, Jia Lie felt guilty in his heart and gave his daughter a piece of meat: "I'm sorry, mom was too busy before. Starting from tomorrow, can we play with you at home every day?"

"Great, can you tell me a series of stories about the little mole tonight?"

"Little mole?" Jia Lie looked at Dongqing with a puzzled look.

Holly picked a piece of eggplant for her daughter: "Here, eat some eggplant to replenish iron. Dad will tell you and mother the story of the little mole tonight, and mother will tell you the story from tomorrow, okay?"

"Okay." As long as her mother is with her, Little Winter Melon will be fine no matter what.

The daughter hugged Jia Lie tightly, and Jia Lie pulled her hand away: "Grab the bowl carefully when eating, and don't drag mom."

"I'm afraid you'll be called away again."

Her daughter's words made Jia Lie feel guilty again, so she let her pull her: "Don't worry, mommy will be with you for the next two weeks."

(End of this chapter)