see you in spring

Chapter 17

Sun Yan also had doubts about Liu Quantao's trip to Wucheng. According to his original plan and date, he could catch up with Guyu's birthday party.Unexpectedly, he suddenly said that he was going to Wucheng, but she still waited for him to come back. She called and asked him before he said that he was going to Wucheng.

He still looked impatient on the phone, saying he was on a business trip and would talk about it when he got back.She was easy to talk to and hung up the phone obediently. Thinking about it now, she really hated her temperament of not wanting to cause trouble or quarrel.

Sun Yan was trembling with anger, but now she didn't even have a chance to call and question Liu Quantao. Liu Quantao's cell phone might also be carrying viruses, so it was sent for disinfection.

Sun Yan felt like a fire in her chest was burning her to the point of falling apart, but because her two children were here, she couldn't let it out, but the suffocation in her heart was like swallowing countless flies alive, making her sick and making her want to vomit.

If it is true, as Liu Quanhai said, that Liu Quantao went to Wucheng because he had another woman, then why is she here helping him with laundry, cooking, raising children, and serving his family?

She thought about her years in this home.Home belongs to others, relatives belong to others, she is just an outsider here.Even when her husband was around, she couldn't get in the middle of a conversation when the family was discussing private matters at the dinner table, like a strange fool.

At this moment, she was locked in her room, like a trapped animal in a cage.Why did she choose Liu Quantao at that time?
Time goes back to 13 years ago, when she was a sophomore in college.She remembered that one morning she attended the morning class of Master Jue. Jia Lie and Han Guyu had gone to self-study in advance that day. Because of her menstrual pain, she did not rush to the classroom until class was about to begin.

The school's dormitory area and teaching area are divided into two campuses, separated by a long road. There is an on-campus shuttle bus from the dormitory area to the teaching area.

She rushed to the ferry station in a hurry. By the time the people in front of her got on the bus, they already had no seats left.It was almost time for class. If she was really late, Master Jue would definitely make her stand at the door for a few minutes in front of everyone in the department.

Sun Yan is thin-skinned and cannot afford to embarrass this person.

Her stomach hurts even when she walks, let alone when she runs.It takes seven or eight minutes to get to the teaching area by bus. She gritted her teeth and asked the last boy on the bus with a blushing face if she could squeeze in.

Without further ado, the boy got out of the car and gave her the seat: "Sit down, I'm running fast, I'll run."

The car started to move, and Sun Yan, who was sitting at the back of the car, just watched the boy running wildly behind the car, smiling and waving to her all the way.Seeing him sweating profusely and still running hard, Sun Yan suddenly felt that this boy was silly and cute.

And that boy is Liu Quantao.

It's not that there weren't better boys pursuing her in school, but she just settled on that silly boy.Although he was not as capable of creating romance as Young Master Zhouyou, nor was he as aura as the outstanding student Dongqing, she just felt that Liu Quantao was the best.

But I didn’t expect that the good days would end after I graduated and got married.

Ever since she gave birth to a child and Liu Quantao took his mother and his brother to live with him, that naive and loving husband has become a foolish and filial son and a respectable elder brother, and as his wife, she has to Silently shoulder the responsibility he boasted about outside.

Sun Yan is a sensitive girl. During their relationship in college, she was not unaware of Liu Quantao's foolishness and filial piety. Because of this, they also separated and reunited many times during college, but in the end, she was still begged to get back together with him. Moved, decided to be with him.

Because she was young, she thought Liu Quantao was not married at the time and did not have a family of his own. She thought that when they got married, he would focus on his own family under her influence.

So after graduation, she stayed with him in this city to work hard, and her parents, who had always been opposed to her being with Liu Quantao, finally gave in.With everyone's blessing, Sun Yan, like Jia Lie and Han Guyu, also got married and took root in this city.

Before having children, they lived in a rented house. She and Liu Quantao worked hard every day. Although they were busy, they were also sweet.

Later they finally got their own house and had their first child.Sun Yan's mother was not in good health and could not come to help her take care of the children. Her mother-in-law, who could go up the mountain to cut forty pounds of pigweed every day, also refused to come to help because she had poor legs and feet.

Both of them were on the rise in their careers. Under secular pressure and her mother-in-law's constant lobbying, Sun Yan finally decided to resign and go home, leaving the opportunity to work hard in the workplace to her husband Liu Quantao.

Regarding her resignation, her parents also strongly opposed her resignation to become a full-time housewife just as they opposed her marrying Liu Quantao back then.

Because of this incident, her father called her several times and kept telling her that it was not easier for their family to train her, a college student, than it was for Liu Quantao's family, and it even took more effort and cost than his family's.

At the same time, he broke it into pieces and told her that making money to support the family and taking care of the family is always more difficult than taking care of the family.Moreover, giving birth is a huge devaluation for one’s career and work life.If she pins her future on a man, she will most likely have to live in fear for the rest of her life, and they raised her from a young age not to grow up and watch a man's face for three meals a day.

At that time, she and Liu Quantao had a deep love for each other, and she didn't agree with her father's point of view at all. She felt that both husband and wife were doing it for the family. Since it was all about love, why bother so much.If so, what's the point of getting married?
Her parents used their years of experience in judging people to prevent her from marrying Liu Quantao, saying that their living environment and life concepts were different, and that Liu Quantao was a foolish filial piety. If she married him in the future, she would definitely have a hard time.

But back then, for the sake of love, she thought she could change this man.Looking back now, no one has changed except herself, who has been changed by such a life.

At this time, Sun Yan thought about what she said at that time, and every word hit her hard in the face.

At that time, due to this disagreement with her father, the relationship between father and daughter was very tense for a time, but there is no parent in the world who can win over their children, and her family finally compromised with her.

And Liu Quantao was indeed grateful for Sun Yan's efforts when she resigned. He would work hard to help with housework, stay with her and the children every day when he came home.

But Liu Quantao is in sales after all, and the time he can get home on time is very rare, and after he was promoted, it got even later day by day.Many times, he would come home drunk and vomited everywhere. Sun Yan, who was lying down, had to get up to clean up the dirt on the floor and change his clothes.

In a blink of an eye, when the child turned two years old and could crawl and play by himself, the mother-in-law, who had always said that she could not come to help, suddenly said that she missed her grandson and wanted to come and enjoy family happiness with them.At the same time, the brother-in-law who was unemployed at home also said that it was easy to find a job in big cities. The two of them didn't say hello to Sun Yan. They felt that it was only natural to come to live at their son's house, so they moved in without hesitation, carrying their luggage.

Sun Yan has a temper about this matter.

After all, when she was in the most difficult time, her mother-in-law, who was as strong as an ox, was unwilling to come and help her, causing her to quit such a good job in vain.Now when the child grows up, she will come over and pick up the ready-made grandma as a pawn, and add a brother-in-law who is idle and won't help the oil bottle when it falls.She is already too busy taking care of her children and her husband, and now there are two more people who only know how to eat but don't know how to help with work. Who wouldn't worry about this?

But Liu Quantao didn't think there was any problem with these things. Sun Yan complained that her mother-in-law didn't come to help take care of the children, and Liu Quantao asked her: Didn't your mother come to take care of the children too?
Sun Yan complained that her brother-in-law didn't go out to work and only played games at home. Liu Quantao said: It's hard to find a job now, and he feels depressed. Playing games can relieve his emotions, so there is nothing wrong with it.

Sun Yan complained that her mother-in-law did not help with housework or take care of the children, and only went downstairs to play cards with others.Liu Quantao criticized her with an unhappy expression and said: My mother has worked hard all her life to bring up my brother and me. Now she has finally reached the time to enjoy her old age. What happened to her playing cards with others?Now that the children can play by themselves, you have nothing to do at home all day, so why not cook some food for everyone?
Her mother-in-law refused to work and made trouble. Sun Yan had to get up at six o'clock every morning to make breakfast. When she was late, her mother-in-law would yell at the window, saying that she would starve to death.After serving the whole family and eating, Sun Yan has to wash the dishes and mop the floor to do housework. After finishing the work, she has to rush out to buy vegetables and come back to make lunch. She is as busy as a top every day, but in Liu Quantao's eyes, she has become a Nothing to do?

Sun Yan's heart gradually grew cold as he defended his family without any principles over and over again.

(End of this chapter)