Beauty and Marriage

Chapter 168 Don't Subscribe This Chapter
Hold on again, it is what you want to say to yourself!

During this period of time, the subscription went up and down, and my mood also went up and down, which gradually deviated from my original idea.Originally, I just wanted to say what I wanted to say, and I didn’t know who to say it to. I wanted to use this way of writing to make up a character, to experience it, to let me understand it from the perspective of a bystander. .

Of course, the effect is good. I did discover some of my own problems in the process of writing, and actively corrected them in my life.

However, new problems are also coming one after another!

The voices I hear are different every day. When I get affirmation, I will be full of passion and even do it crazily, but once I get hit, I will be discouraged in seconds!All the previous efforts seemed like a joke!Let people no longer have the energy to do anything.I really want to get out of this depressed mood, I know I have to get out of this frustrated mood, keep working hard, continue to live positively, do what I want to do, no matter what others say, No matter what others think of what I have done, no matter what kind of voice others use to talk about me!
If you don't persist, if you don't work hard, you will be the one who fails in the end.That will be like their discussion!It also proved that what they said was true!
Absolutely not!The truth is in my own hands!What kind of person I want to be, what kind of person I will become, depends on myself, not on how they think or laugh at me!

In the end, who is laughing!In the end, who has the right to laugh!
The unhappiness of the past few days is not because the pirated websites have stolen all my articles. On those websites, I can read the full text for free. Naturally, there will be fewer people who subscribe to read it here!

I didn't know before that when I wrote an article and posted it on the Internet, I would encounter so many strange things!Enter the title of the book into the search bar, and several pages of pirated websites will appear. All the information about the book, including the author, is impressively written on it, even more detailed than the introduction I wrote myself.This kind of pirate is still a bit of quality, at least he must have really read the text, so that he can have his own understanding.It seems that stealing texts is also a very hard job now.

In fact, I think that the decrease in subscriptions may not have much to do with pirated websites, so I have no intention of reporting this matter to the platform.I only published articles on this website, and all other platforms stole from here.I don't know what tools they use, but the accuracy of copying text is still very high.

I read a few chapters on the Pirates website, and only 5% of the words are wrong or missing, which basically does not affect understanding, although it seems that there will be a little bit of stumbling.

Watching videos was free before, but in the past two years, videos have gradually started to be charged, including some classic blockbusters that I watched for free in the past.At the beginning, I was still very uncomfortable, and felt that I was at a loss!So, go to different websites to find the movie you want to watch, which website is free.Open a few more websites, there are still some.Then, watch free videos decisively and naturally.

Maybe the people who read the book have the same idea!Maybe I came across my book on this website, and then searched on other websites, if there is a free one, I will read it for free!

To be honest, I don't mind!
Although I minded it for a while when I first discovered this phenomenon!After all, writing a book is not easy.In particular, most of what I want to say in this book has already been said, leaving some things I don’t particularly want to say.And I am still insisting on updating at least 4000 thousand words every day!
I don't support the behavior of insisting on updating even though I obviously don't want to talk about it!But I promised others that it will be more complete.The new characters in the story must always be explained to others!When creating those characters, I started with the mentality of being responsible for them.Some people who don't look good at this stage haven't cleaned up for others yet!
The central idea I wanted to express at the beginning was that there are no bad people in this world, they just pursue differences, and they just have different positions.So some people do things that hurt them, but he doesn't know it himself, and he doesn't agree with the statement that others think he is bad.

Now, let's explain this point, and then wrap it up!

When I watched dramas before, I usually didn't like the last two episodes, and there were very few plots that I liked from the beginning to the end.In the last episode, basically all the characters will appear on the stage once, and each person will be explained, like a running account, without any excitement.

It's as if we're here to wait for everyone's life to get back on track!
When I write a story myself, at this time, I also prepare to write all the characters in the story to a stable stage of life, as if they will be like this in the future, living peacefully and peacefully!
The process is arduous, but as a viewer, I like those.Everyone lives a seemingly peaceful life, but in fact, troubles and problems never stop.

Not sure if that's why we like to watch the main character have a problem, and then fix it.Because many problems in real life are unsolvable.It's just a matter of mentality, it's just a matter of understanding, it's just a matter of tolerance.

We seem to be more tolerant of characters on TV.Because it's either black or white.

I don't know if anyone has any ideas about what kind of ending Liu Xiaoyou should have.I'm out of ideas right now!Therefore, I dare not write about these two people, although I really want to have an explanation for them.Moreover, the other things I wanted to say have been exhausted, and only the confession is left.

Xu Chengwei is a character I met in real life, but my portrayal is a bit hazy and not vivid enough.Maybe that's why I deliberately wanted to avoid putting a real person in the story, and overdo it.After all, this is not a real biography.If it happens to be seen by the other party, I think it is still bad.

So for this character, I feel guilty every time I write, and I didn't write much in the end.Then, when viewed by a person in the story, they are not full enough, not three-dimensional enough!

It is better for people to be less guilty!

If I write it frankly, there are actually a lot of things about that person!But, from my point of view, many things are not very good!Because he is really a person who doesn't deal with interpersonal relationships at all. In society, most people don't like such a person.People often talk about him because if it weren't for his father, who would think highly of him!If it weren't for his father, he would be nothing!Just watch, when his father leaves, he will soon have nothing!You see, his dad is much older than his peers, why?Because there is a son who needs to worry about all day
I've heard it a lot and thought it made sense at the time!Because he really doesn't want to be friendly with this world at all.

However, when he likes someone, he treats this person nicely and innocently doesn't want it!It's a pity that in real life, the person he likes didn't choose him.Because he can't socialize, a man who only cares about her and ignores the world is not a good man for a woman!
Then, he became even more "not in love" with this world!Immerse myself in things that outsiders seem boring all day long.

I put quotation marks around the word "don't love" because I think it's not that he doesn't love the world, it's just that he doesn't love those criticisms!He was either black or white, so naturally he would be cold-hearted about those criticisms.

I wrote about a girl who was treated unfairly in the story, a girl who would treat others friendly no matter how they treated her. I originally wanted to give Xu Chengwei a good and good result in the story.I wrote and wrote, but I couldn't find the feeling!I don't know what kind of ending to give them.

(End of this chapter)