Beauty and Marriage

Chapter 154 Mourn for Misfortune, Angry for Indisputable!

The intention is to love my mother, I hope she can love myself more, I hope she will do something she likes, don't accommodate us, follow our time, but in the end, I used a bad tone and talked to her again" I said it all, don't worry, don't worry, it doesn't matter if you wait a little bit, it doesn't matter if it's a little later. I'm here today, and I'm looking after the child. If you don't do it well, forget it. Let's see when you can find time to do it in the future! You just say, your own affairs, which one is not delayed until the end, will be ruined!"

"At night, when they come back, I'll do it again!"

"Will they share? When they come back, you will be even more tired. You have a ghost time! Everyone thinks that they are doing big things outside, and they come back to rest and find someone to take care of them!"

"Look at you! Either your sister wants to talk about you, or she likes to be anxious!"

"I'm not in a hurry! Forget it, I don't care about you!"

In order to understand Mr. Lu Xun, I really thought that I was mourning his misfortune, and I was angry with him!I think too highly of myself!How did I understand Mr. Lu Xun!At the very least, I respect my mother, and my mother who cherishes me doesn't understand, and I don't even know how to do it!Mother accommodated us like this, of course, not to provoke me to scold her, she just wanted to prevent me from calling her troublesome, and avoiding my dislike of her.After all, in the past, when she left the child to me and went to chat with friends, I was very angry!
From the beginning to the end, I started from my own point of view, constantly changing the requirements for her.At that time, I hoped that she could take good care of the children and do all the chores well, so that I would have time to play, paint, and practice the piano...

Now, I feel guilty for my mother because of how I spent my time and selfish thoughts, and I hope that my mother can be herself again. For this reason, I would rather take care of the children than let Tang Yufeng and Shiyun wait.I just want to make myself feel better, He Zeng is really thinking about my mother, I really want to help her find her own position!

If I were standing in her position, thinking about her, thinking about her, and truly loving her, how could I think of such inappropriate words as "sorrow for her misfortune, anger for her!"I won't lose my temper with her anymore!I should learn to respect her. I thought I had learned this lesson, but why haven't I learned it until now!

I lost my temper too much, I thought of this, but the temper has already been sent out!

I wanted to apologize to my mother and I said "I didn't mean to blame you, you did the right thing, I know, you don't want to waste our time, and I know, I said you waste my time before! That's me being a little selfish , I want to change it now! You don't have to accommodate me in the future!"

"Forget it! That's how you are, for a while! Whatever I do is wrong!"

Hearing my mother respond to my apology like this, I feel a little uncomfortable no matter what.After all, my apology was so sincere that I thought it deserved a kind response.

However, I don't intend to be as hostile as before!I did some things that made my mother feel discouraged. What I said was probably much worse than what she said to me, which made her become like this. The original mistake was made by me.

Moreover, I apologize because I feel that I should apologize, and I sincerely apologize because I really feel that I have done something wrong.Since I have done something wrong and hurt others, then others have the right to choose to forgive or not to forgive.If the other party chooses not to forgive, of course there is nothing wrong with it!Because people think they are barbaric if they don't forgive them, that's me being barbaric!
After hearing my mother's response, we were all silent!My mother was angry, so she must have thought that I was also angry. In fact, I was just reflecting. I became more and more aware of the importance of thinking twice before acting. I dare not speak or act easily!I probably won't be cute like this, at least not so hateful!

I sent a message to Tang Yufeng, and then he replied to me that he took Shi Yun to play, so he didn't reply to the message.

When I left, I texted him.He didn't reply to me until we got to the gate of the hotel, saying that we were playing with Shi Yun in the nearby amusement park, and he would bring her over when we came.

Then, we arrived at the hotel first, and we had to wait for everyone in the hotel.I really want to say Mom, everyone knows how to arrange themselves, I don’t understand why she is in such a hurry, she is waiting at the restaurant!
I feel very speechless, but did not say mom!I shouldn't have said my own mother.And she also took the children to play there very consciously.Forget it, I am happy to be at leisure. It is not enough to take care of my own children every day, and I take care of other people's children for another day.

I played with my mobile phone for a while, and checked Moments for a while!I don’t often look at Moments and like people, usually it’s not because I like what the other person posts, or I really think it’s good!People who see people often meet, in order to make a good impression, they will like and interact with others when they see them.It's social!If I stopped working and I didn't have relationships I wanted to maintain, I probably wouldn't be doing it either.

Looking at it from another angle, I can be considered a snobbish and realistic person!

In all these things, I think I am quite similar to Aunt Su's daughter, we may be the same kind of people!I found out later that it wasn't!She's so much nicer than me, so much kinder, so much more friendly!More on that later.

We were the first to arrive at the hotel.I was swiping my phone, and my mother was alone with two children.They are running and playing.The mother's physical strength is limited, and she can't look after the two children.My sister fell, and Haohao knocked on the table!
Haohao would no longer cry because of this kind of thing, but Xiaobao couldn't stop crying.My mother scolded them, "I told you not to run, don't run, shouted and bumped into each other, and cried, too embarrassed to cry! Don't cry, there are so many people watching!"

While talking, the mother carried Xiaobao into the private room and helped her touch the place she hit, Haohao obediently followed.

I said I shouldn't be angry, and I made a mistake again, why are you angry with my mother and ignore them!If I had just accompanied my mother to take care of the child, this kind of thing probably wouldn't have happened!It's always when something happens that I know I shouldn't be angry!I put down my phone and play with them.I remembered again, the situation of carrying poetry rhyme while dealing with things.

Let Shi Yun play by herself, I said that I can play any way, as long as it doesn't disturb my mother's work, I need to write something, of course, this must be done quietly.So, I put away the rhyme.Then Shi Yun is really good, she didn't come to disturb me, I feel very lucky, but also curious about what she is playing.

When I finish my work, I call her "Shi Yun!"

She came here in a hurry, as if she had been waiting for this call for a long time!Then, excitedly took me to see her masterpiece.

(End of this chapter)