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Chapter 73

Shen Jialu flipped through the photos on her mobile phone: Cheng Jia and Li Ye were sitting opposite each other with tears streaming down their faces; Cheng Jia's face was so charming against the backdrop of tears...

She smiled.

With a light tap of the finger, it was sent to Gao Zhan.

Gao Zhan was discussing something with Wang Yi, and turned on his phone while smiling, his face turned grim.

Cheng Jia went to meet Li Ye, but she didn't tell herself.

Gao Zhan felt depressed for a moment, and he carefully looked at the number sent to him, it was an unfamiliar number.

Who sent it?A few people flashed through my mind.

Cheng Jia was crying, but she would still cry for Li Ye!

Seeing Gao Zhan's silence, Wang Yi left with an excuse.

Gao Zhan called Cheng Jia.

"Where are you?"

There was a horn on Cheng Jia's side.

"I'm on my way back to work, driving!"

Gao Zhan said "Oh" and said:

"Drive slowly!"

Hang up.

Cheng Jia always likes to be emotional, and doesn't know how to reject other people's kindness or favor.Especially for Li Ye, she just couldn't refuse at the beginning, and she still couldn't learn it in the end!
Cheng Jia came back soon.

Gao Zhan gave her a glass of water.

Cheng Jia drank it in one gulp.

Gao Zhan looked at her helplessly and didn't ask anything.

"What do you need from me?" Cheng Jia asked him.

"It's okay, I just saw that you were not here, so I asked where you went? Just come back, next time you go out and tell me, I can't find you, sometimes I miss you."

Gao Zhan said slowly.

Cheng Jia smiled: "Don't worry about it, I will come back as soon as possible wherever I go, I know you are waiting for me!"

"It's good that you know I'm waiting for you! I'm afraid you'll get lost, or you'll be cheated..."

Gao Zhan was thoughtful, and then suddenly changed the subject: "I will leave the matter of mergers and reorganizations to Wang Yi, and this matter cannot be completed in a day or two!
I'll take you to a place in the afternoon, and I won't go home for lunch! "

Cheng Jia was taken aback, "Isn't it going to go out? I promised Yu'er to go home early!"

Gao Zhan smiled: "Don't go out!"

……

In the afternoon, Gao Zhan took Cheng Jia to a community, and they went up to the twelfth floor.

Gao Zhan asked Cheng Jia to close her eyes, and then she heard the sound of the door opening.

Gao Zhan took her hand into a room, turned a few corners, and stopped.

Gao Zhan hugged her from behind and whispered in her ear:
"Open it!"

Cheng Jia opened her eyes, and in front of her was a huge bed.

She looked at Gao Zhan in astonishment: "What is this?"

"Where we'll go on a date!"

Cheng Jia smiled awkwardly, "We are together every day, why should we date?"

"Being together isn't dating? In the company, we are special colleagues, we have to be scrupulous about everything. At home, everyone's attention is on us, and children may surprise at any time! We need a two-person world ! Just the two of us, this is called a husband and wife space!"

Gao Zhan took Cheng Jia's hand and came to the living room. The living room has obviously been remodeled, the light is very dim, one wall has been made into a huge curtain wall, and the playback equipment is next to it.

The sofa is also very special, as if it was custom-designed, part of it looks like a bed, part of it is higher than an ordinary sofa, and part of it is simply laid on the ground.

Gao Zhan sat on the higher sofa and said to Cheng Jia, "Come here!"

As soon as Cheng Jia walked over, she was grabbed by Gao Zhan, and she straddled him.

"What do you think this chair is for? The springs are specially made!"

Cheng Jia looked at it, her face flushed immediately.

She couldn't help smiling: "Gao Zhan, you're so rude!"

Gao Zhan smiled ambiguously: "How can there be seriousness between men and women? Especially when facing the woman I love, isn't it too scary to be serious? I am an ordinary person, I pursue worldly happiness, and I don't need to be serious!"

He hugged Cheng Jia in his arms, "I quarreled with you last time because of Xiao Zhang. When I came out and saw Sister Liu on the stairs, I made up my mind to prepare for it. I always felt that we lacked something after we got married!
Marriage is definitely necessary, so that you belong to me completely, but marriage is also very annoying. Once there are responsibilities between two people, it seems to set the standard for love.

However, love is perceptual and based on feelings, and feelings are based on senses, too.Therefore, the environment and appropriate stimulation are very necessary, and we must always take care of our love. "

Gao Zhan held her face and said tenderly:

"Cheng Jia, I'm very greedy, and I want you to be my dignified and kind wife, and I want you to be a romantic, comfortable and happy lover."

Cheng Jia looked at Gao Zhan with bent eyes.

"People say that food and sex are also sexual. You've said it clearly and clearly."

"Don't you agree?"

Cheng Jia said: "Of course, of course I agree! However, I can't admit it blatantly. This is an extremely private issue, and even my lover is ashamed to talk about it! After all, the education we have received since childhood is based on farming and reading, poetry and rituals. Heirloom, talk about moderation, talk about loyalty and filial piety, women should know shame, be kind and reserved, that is beyond my principles. However, I am not a dogmatist, and I do not agree that a husband and wife should live like a pool of stagnant water."

Gao Zhan smiled: "Westerners talk about freedom, what is freedom? Its original meaning means unfettered and unrestricted.

There is no such thing as completely unrestricted freedom, it must conform to objective laws.I can't accept the freedom between men and women in the West. Freedom always has a bottom line, which is respect for oneself and others.But I don't advocate that kind of dedication, chastity.A large number of women in China lack the desire to pursue freedom and are in a state of depression and self-control for a long time, which can easily lead to mental deformities.Devotion and devotion are virtues, but devotion based on oppression is against freedom and humanity, and it is harmful to oneself and detrimental to others.

I prepare this space because I hope you can freely enjoy all the happiness I can give you!Let go of your confinement and disguise in front of me. We are following our hearts and nature, and we have not violated public order and good customs. "

Cheng Jia was a little shy, and she tapped Gao Zhan's nose with her hand.

"You talk about these things like philosophy."

Gao Zhan smiled, and he kissed Cheng Jia, "Philosophy has no meaning to me, but it can help me explain life. For example, I like you based on appreciation, and my love for you is much more complicated..."

Gao Zhan started to move, and Cheng Jia laughed.

"Honey, sometimes I really want to take pictures of you like this, but I'm afraid that others will steal it. I don't like others to share your smiles, smiles, or even tears."

Cheng Jia hugged Gao Zhan's face: "You often speak the truth clearly and logically, and do things simply and rudely!"

Gao Zhan laughed loudly, "I think you like simple and rough!"

The dim light covered Cheng Jia with a hazy color, sexy and ambiguous, and Gao Zhan suddenly felt that he had become a general with a spear in his hand, going to fight on the battlefield...

Cheng Jia was limp in Gao Zhan's arms like a cat that had been cramped. Gao Zhan's lazy and gentle voice came:

"There is a kind of person in this world who has two rulers, one is free to measure others, and the other is always ready to measure others but never seriously measures himself.

You see, I am very pitiful, so people should sympathize with me. Not sympathizing is the indifference of the public.I love you, so you should love me, if you don't love me, you fail me.I ask you for help, you should help me, if you don't help me, you owe me...

This is wrong, Cheng Jia!This is called indulgence, rejection is your freedom and your right! "

Cheng Jia's voice was like a mosquito: "Indulgence is their business. I don't know how other people are, and I can't bear it! It's better to lose money than lose heart!"

Gao Zhan said eagerly: "Cheng Jia, kindness is your good quality, but you should not let it become someone else's advantage of your weakness. There is resonance between people. You and him are on the same frequency. You Only the sound can be understood, otherwise it is noise!"

Gao Zhan took out his mobile phone and found the photo of her and Li Ye.

Cheng Jia was silent.

Gao Zhan kissed her forehead and said softly: "You have been used by someone! This person sent me the photo, what is the result he wants to get? If our relationship is not strong, where will our relationship go? I It’s a man, and men are sometimes narrower in their feelings, and I can’t escape it, just because my love for you makes me go beyond this narrowness. But it doesn’t mean I don’t care! I care a lot! Your love is good, tears are also Well, it should all belong to me."

He hugged Cheng Jia even tighter.

Cheng Jia opened her mouth to explain: "It was Shen Jialu who came to find me. My original intention of doing this was to relieve everyone. It must have been taken by Shen Jialu. Only she knew that I was meeting Li Ye!"

Gao Zhan said: "People are not plants, how can they be ruthless? He never forgets you, and you feel compassion for him. These are normal, but people often lose to compassion.

All your thinking is based on your own opinion - only when you judge others by yourself will you misjudge.Some misjudgments are harmless, and some misjudgments are fatal!Because you don't know what purpose others are approaching you with.

Who is Shen Jialu?Why is she looking for you?Will she really like you?Especially when they should have conflicts.Even if you help her, she will not be grateful to you, she will show you a little bit of kindness!
Shen Jialu has lived in a foreign country for a long time, and her way of thinking is very Western.

Westerners believe in God and think that they are all guilty. Self-guilt creates self-awareness. In her concept, people should be responsible for their own actions, and they will be punished if they do something wrong. This is a sin.From her point of view, you are the one who made the mistake, you violated her rights, how could she treat you kindly?
On the other hand, the environment in which she was born.Shen Jialu hadn't participated in the company's management much, and was raised pampered, her so-called setback might be the lack of attention.This kind of person seldom pays attention to the contributions of others, and is habitually self-centered. When her self is denied, it is the fault of others.She will exact vengeance, and she will do whatever it takes! "

Cheng Jia nodded.

Looking at Gao Zhan: "I'm sorry! I didn't think so much!"

Gao Zhan embraced her: "You didn't apologize to me! I just love you and worry about you! Many people in this world talk about love, but too much hurt in the name of love.

I don't worry about you moving on because I won't give you that chance!A woman's loyalty should be in her heart - her man is invincible and willing, I will not force you to be loyal to me! "

Cheng Jia sighed for a long time: "I didn't want to make you worry, but it's self-defeating instead!"

Gao Zhan looked at her: "We are one and related, no one can be alone, you can choose to face it with me in the future!"

Cheng Jia looked around the room and frowned.

"Gao Zhan, I have said so many high-sounding things, but I actually only care about one thing!"

Gao Zhan looked at her with concern.

"what?"

"How many keys do you have in this room?"

"Five!"

Cheng Jia picked up the clothes, put them on quickly, and said loudly:
"Gao Zhan! I'll find someone to change the lock in a while. From now on, only I can have the key to this room!"

Then she threw Gao Zhan's clothes to him.

——Trust is that there is no distance between hearts, even a piece of paper cannot be inserted!And self-confidence is like sunshine, which can make people with ulterior motives invisible in the dark.

(End of this chapter)