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Chapter 72 The last love is to let go
Li Ye arrived at EEDS late at night, and he went straight to Shen Jialu's residence.

Open the door, the room is brightly lit, and music is playing.

Li Ye walked into the room and saw red wine and dinner on the table.

"You must not have eaten, are you hungry? I didn't eat either!"

Shen Jialu walked over gracefully, wearing silk pajamas to show off her good figure.

Li Ye had been thinking about what Shen Jialu was going to do all the time, but at this moment it was beyond his surprise.

Shen Jialu saw that he was in a daze, and continued: "If you have anything to say, wait until after eating, we have to eat!"

She poured Li Ye a glass of red wine.

Li Ye sat down as he said.

"How's the steak done today?" Shen Jialu asked him.

"Very good!" Li Ye said the first sentence.

Shen Jialu was very happy.She continued: "I went to the UK because I hated the arrangement where everything at home was dominated by men, and I didn't want to be a vase for sale. But why is it so difficult to live abroad, I can't cook, I don't have friends... the first Almost burned the house down by cooking it once."

Shen Jialu laughed.

Li Ye looked up at her and smiled slightly.

Shen Jialu continued: "I'm glad you came!..."

She knew that Li Ye would come, but she was more or less surprised so soon. She tried to call him, but when she couldn't get through, her heart sank—Li Ye really cared about Cheng Jia.

"I just want to see her, not ready to do anything. What can I do? Her husband is nervous about her, everyone is nervous about her! I'm fed up with being other-centered. I don't want all the attention , I just want the people I care about to look at me more."

Shen Jialu picked up the wine glass and waited for Li Ye to clink the glass.

Li Ye looked at Shen Jialu, feeling a little unbearable in his heart, he picked up the glasses and clinked them, and they both took a sip.

Shen Jialu gave Li Ye some salad and smiled slightly.

The red wine was finished, and the meal was almost finished.

Shen Jialu said: "Let's rest at home tonight! I cleaned up the guest room!"

Li Ye nodded.

In the evening, Shen Jialu sat by the window for a long time.

Li Ye wanted to take Shen Jialu back to Nanjing, but she refused.Reluctantly, Li Ye also stayed behind. She was quiet, neither crying nor fussing, and Li Ye couldn't say anything.

Gao Zhan plans to cook for Cheng Jia today, making braised pork.

He went to the morning market very early to pick a piece of fat and thin meat.

After Cheng Jia got up, she could smell the smell as soon as she walked to the restaurant. The nanny brought the food, and Cheng Jia was overjoyed as soon as she opened it. There was a red heart made of tomatoes on the plate.

Gao Zhan hugged her from behind and kissed her.Say softly, "Taste!"

Cheng Jia bit a piece and fed it to Gao Zhan, and they each ate half of it.

Cheng Jia stretched out her thumb, and began to eat with big mouthfuls.

Gao Zhan sat opposite her, looking at Cheng Jia with a smile.

"When the child grows up, we will still be the same as before. I will cook for you every day!"

Cheng Jia was very moved after hearing this, she was really looking forward to such a life...

Cheng Jia placed a bed in Gao Zhan's office for him to rest.

Gao Zhan saw it and teased Cheng Jia: "This is convenient!"

Cheng Jia glared at him, "Gao Zhan, do you think you have a chance to do something else? Adjust your rest time yourself, I'm right at the door!"

Gao Zhan laughed and hugged Cheng Jia.

"My beautiful wife and beautiful family are enough for me to worry about. How can I have time for other things? I have to take care of the goose feathers?"

Cheng Jia gently pushed him away.

"I hate you!"

She dried the water for Gao Zhan and went out.

When she returned to the office, she saw Shen Jialu waiting for her.

Cheng Jia closed the door: "Miss Shen? Why are you here?"

Shen Jialu turned around: "Cheng Jia, I know you don't want to see me, I'm sorry to bother you!"

Cheng Jia sat down.

"It's not like that either. I think we should all live our lives in peace. I don't want to let... fight."

Cheng Jia sighed and continued, "What do you want from me?"

"I know I shouldn't come, but I have no other choice. I actually hate you very much! My husband misses others every day, and I don't want to admit my powerlessness. But Cheng Jia, I worked hard, really hard! I still What can I do? Is it true that the child is left behind and returned to England alone?"

Cheng Jia was slightly taken aback, "Do you have a child?"

Shen Jialu nodded.

"What do you want me to do?" Cheng Jia asked.

"I know that your apartment in Nanjing, Li Ye is registered under your name..."

Cheng Jia was stunned: "My name? When did it happen?"

"I don't know, it should be before your divorce!"

Cheng Jia felt a throbbing pain in her heart, and she smiled: "Miss Shen, we are a tragedy! This tragedy is over and should not continue. I don't want that house, it's up to you to deal with it!"

Shen Jialu quickly said: "No! I didn't mean that! I can't deal with it either! Li Ye won't agree."

Cheng Jia looked at her for a while: "I see! Miss Shen! I sincerely hope that Li Ye can live happily, and I wish you all from the bottom of my heart."

Cheng Jia stood up: "I don't want Gao Zhan to know that you are here, I will arrange it. As for the others, Miss Shen, I think you will get what you want!"

Shen Jialu also stood up: "Thank you! Excuse me!"

Cheng Jia stopped her: "Give me Li Ye's contact information!"

……

In the coffee shop, Cheng Jia's eyes sparkled. She sat quietly, a little nervous.

Li Ye saw her from a distance, and a few years passed after the divorce, and they never had a proper conversation.

He walked over and called softly, "Cheng Jia!"

Cheng Jia looked up, there was a faint stubble on Li Ye's face, he had matured a lot, his eyes were not as bright as before.

"You came?"

Cheng Jia smiled.

"I'm surprised you asked me out!"

"Shen Jialu came to me twice." Cheng Jia said.

Li Ye nodded, which meant he understood.

"Li Ye, this is the procedure for the Nanjing apartment. That house does not belong to me. You can handle it yourself! Don't keep it!"

Li Ye smiled: "That's the only thing we have left!"

Cheng Jia said: "It's all in the past, and nothing can be undone if it stays. Seeing things hurts, and it's me who is sad!"

"I said I like it, I am willing, do you believe it?" Li Ye looked at Cheng Jia.

"I believe it! Li Ye, I'm sorry. Really, I've always been sorry to you from the bottom of my heart! I don't want you to dwell on the past, and I don't want any troubles between you and Gao Zhan. I hope you all Well, we can all be happy. I heard that you have a son, and I am very happy for you! It is a good thing to have someone to accompany you. Shen Jialu loves you very much, and you are a good match. I think you should cherish !"

"It may be a moment to fall in love with someone, but it is very difficult to forget someone. How can I not understand the truth, but I can't do it!"

Cheng Jia smiled: "Why don't you try to feel her goodness, but just immerse yourself in your own world? I think she is very suitable for you! You have similar experiences, the same environment, and even your personalities are very similar .Li Ye, try to let go of yourself, you may find something different!"

Li Ye looked at Cheng Jia with a wry smile: "I think it's cruel to hear you tell me to accept another woman! I never wanted to accept our divorce. I never gave up and waited for you to go back!"

Cheng Jia burst into tears immediately, and she tried her best to suppress it.

"Li Ye, we can't go back. This is an unavoidable reality. After so many years, I have let go of the past. I only have one wish, to be with Gao Zhan and our children, Gao Zhan and you I’m sorry for the incident, but I’m really powerless to do anything, and I’ve been blaming myself. I was too young at the time, and many things were not handled well, leaving you alone for so many years, but that was really not my intention.

Gao Zhan is very important to me, how can I not feel every bit of it for so many years?How could I not love him?No matter what the circumstances, I will never leave him and I will never stop loving him.You are also very important. In my heart, I regard you as a relative. I hope you can live a happy life and open your heart to welcome a new life!I can't give you anything but blessings.Go back to your old life and act as if you never met me! "

Cheng Jia's tears still fell.

Li Ye wanted to wipe it very much, but put down his hand hesitantly.

Cheng Jia went on to say: "Sell that house, everything has been dealt with! Since you have to put it down, what do you keep it for? Why would I go back? How do you let the people around you accept that house? What is that?
Li Ye, we are already over!You should accept it!I'm not happy with you like this!After all, we have lived together sincerely, and I definitely don't want you to have a bad life!Life is so long, why bother to torture yourself! "

Li Ye closed his eyes.whispered:
"are you doing okay?"

"I'm doing well! You know, Gao Zhan treats me very well!"

Li Ye looked at Cheng Jia and said with difficulty: "If I were his age, I would know how to treat a woman well. I love you no less than him, but I lost to being young!"

"Then you are not young now, you have experienced so much, you should know how to cherish it! Don't make the same mistake again, remember and regret when you lose it! Don't miss the good woman who loves you!

Love cannot be snatched or taken away, but it will be lost. No one will hold on to it with slim hope!Even you, whether you admit it or not, you will never get married just because of your children!We don't have to kid ourselves!Loved is loved, and when it's over, it's over!To love again is to love again.

You didn't let me down, and I didn't let you down!We should all learn to perfect ourselves! "

Li Ye was silent.

"Is your leg better?" Cheng Jia asked softly.

Li Ye raised his head, feeling very painful in his heart.

"When you go to prison, I have been concerned about your leg injury. You see, Li Ye, I can't be indifferent to you, and you can't turn a blind eye to me. We still care about each other. So what do you say about us It’s not right to leave nothing behind. Without love, we still have these. No matter how many years pass, you are still a very important person to me. Even if we don’t meet again, everything will remain in my heart. No need to think about it, And never forget, this is our end!"

Li Ye looked at Cheng Jia, besides being sad, he also felt happy for the first time.

Cheng Jia wept and said:

"Promise me, live a good life!"

Li Ye nodded choked up.

If time can be turned back, they will definitely face the test of life more bravely and maturely. Even if they start all over again later, the lives of the two have left a trace of failure—indelible.They will carry this brand forever!

When we were young, we all loved purely, looked forward to life without reservation, and looked forward to life full of expectations, but the trivialities of life often turn love into a piece of chicken feathers. How beautiful it was once, it will become cruel.

Fighting swords, swearing and hurting people, and life and death can't make us feel relieved. The real relief is - fulfillment!The last love is - let go!Let go of your hand, let you welcome a new life, let go of my hand, let me have a chance to feel happy!

After all, the relationship between Li Ye and Cheng Jia ended by themselves.

No one can force happiness, and no one can drive away the past...

(End of this chapter)