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Chapter 104 Gu Yan and his ex-wife Zheng Xin

Before Mo Xiaobei finished speaking, Gu Yan asked first, "Do you want to hear about my affairs?"

In everyone's eyes, Gu Yan is a considerate, gentle, and handsome diamond king, but I, Xiaobei, have always believed that Gu Yan is definitely not as shallow as everyone knows. He must have an extraordinary story about him. Must have had a very rich life.

Mo Xiaobei nodded: "Yes."

Gu Yan thought for a while and said, "Forty is not confused. In fact, at my age, I no longer have the need to express my inner thoughts through words. Many things are chewed and swallowed by myself in the middle of the night. The reason why today It’s been a long time since I wanted to talk about these things with you.”

Mo Xiaobei was puzzled, and Gu Yan saw her confusion and smiled: "The first day of the new year, that is, the New Year's Eve, actually, I really want to chat with you the next day, but you are broken, I think , it’s because the timing didn’t come, in fact, there were many times afterwards, such as the time you hugged me.”

Mo Xiaobei felt a little embarrassed, turned his face away, ate some fruit, smiled and said nothing.

"The last time I quarreled at your house... In short, I wanted to talk to you about life, life and emotions a long time ago. Today I have this opportunity. It seems that everything is logical." Gu Yan continued road.

Mo Xiaobei thought to himself: Should I tell him that I don't have any fragments, um... don't worry, it might not be too late for me to confess after he finishes talking.

Thinking of this, Mo Xiaobei blushed a little, but Gu Yan didn't notice it. For the first time in his life, he had a strong desire to confide in other people. Speaking of which, He was sorting out his thoughts.

After a while, he said: "But from an economic point of view, my growth was very smooth, but from an emotional point of view, what I lacked was family affection, the love from my parents. When I was in junior high school, my parents died in an accidental car accident. Later, I I just lived with my uncle, my cousin was already in college at that time, and I was the only male in our family, and my grandparents and uncle all valued me very much."

"But our family is all in business. The adults are very busy. All the love for me is in the material. Relatively speaking, the emotion will be relatively weak. Although the material conditions are good, but the emotion is very lacking. I told them They're not very close, and they get along politely and unfamiliarly." Gu Yan said.

Mo Xiaobei can somewhat understand Gu Yan's feelings. Although his situation is different, the sensitivity and fragility of the young man is understandable. She said, "However, I don't feel your lack of emotion. On the contrary, I think you are a A person who has empathy and can empathize with others."

Gu Yan smiled: "That's because I met my wife."

Gu Yan continued: "I lived up to everyone's expectations. I was admitted to Fudan University, and then I was admitted to Peking University as a graduate student. Afterwards, I went abroad to study. When I returned from my studies, I went to my uncle's company to work for a few years."

"He intended me to accept the family business, but we have different management concepts for the company. I don't want to hurt the harmony between my family because of work. After negotiation, I decided to rely on myself, and then I went to the world's top [-] companies, that is A foreign company, and then, I met the only person I've ever been attracted to in my life—my wife." Gu Yan emphasized on 'the only one'.

In fact, even if Gu Yan didn't emphasize it, Mo Xiaobei could instantly get the attribute of the word 'unique'. The corners of her lips were closed in a smile, and she pretended to be calm and continued to listen to Gu Yan.

"She is the marketing director of our company. She is only 28 years old and is really capable! She graduated from a world-class prestigious school. Not only does she have an alluring appearance, she also has thunderous skills in her work... um... This is the first time I have had a positive communication with her , It was at an official exchange meeting that the company was invited to participate in. The audience was elites from various industries, and she was not afraid, and she talked freely on the stage..."

Gu Yan happily recalled that Mo Xiaobei saw that his eyes were full of stars.

Gu Yan suddenly paused and thought for a moment: "At that moment, she reminded me of the third lady in Jia's Mansion in "Dream of Red Mansions"—beautiful eyes and brows, looking forward to the sky, and the essence of literary beauty.

Mo Xiaobei is both envious and ashamed: What a high evaluation!
At the same time, he also asked suspiciously: "She is so outstanding, why..."

Gu Yan naturally knew what Mo Xiaobei wanted to ask. The starlight that had just filled his eyes turned into a deep night sky, and there was no end to darkness: "Later, she died of stomach cancer at the age of 35."

Mo Xiaobei was surprised, and then apologized: "Yes...I'm sorry..."

"It's okay, it's been five years." Gu Yan said.

"How did you get together after that?" Mo Xiaobei asked, "Did you chase him?"

Gu Yan laughed 'hehe' and said, "We didn't chase each other, we got together very tacitly."

Mo Xiaobei said embarrassedly: "I'm being vulgar."

"At that exchange meeting, I was sitting in the front row, and I was the only one not wearing formal clothes, which seemed out of place with the surrounding environment. Maybe it was more eye-catching. When she was speaking on the stage, we had several eye contact and communicate."

"After the exchange meeting, we each prepared to drive home. She drove up to me and asked me, 'Gu Yan, do you like me?'" Gu Yan said.

Mo Xiaobei exclaimed: "Wow! You have a personality. Don't say you are a big boy, a girl like me is tempted. You are so charming..."

Gu Yan was a little shy, he lowered his head and smiled, "Yes! Very attractive."

Mo Xiaobei pretended to be relaxed, and asked gossipingly, "What happened next?"

Gu Yan smiled and said, "I took out the car keys and was about to open the door. I was really surprised when I heard her words, and then I said 'yes' honestly."

"She looked at her watch and said it was still early, the Civil Affairs Bureau was waiting for you, and then drove away." Gu Yan's eyes were filled with love, and he continued: "We will get the certificate in the afternoon."

"So, you are such a brave person." Mo Xiaobei was a little sad, she thought Gu Yan was an emotional idiot, but in fact, he was not only romantic, but also so brave.

Mo Xiaobei picked up the half glass of water that was left on the tea table and drank it in one go. She thought she was ridiculous, and she was glad that she didn't ask some ignorant questions that would surprise people.

Gu Yan continued: "Xinxin's death is a great blow to me, and it is even more a nightmare to her parents."

Mo Xiaobei asked: "The last time I met her father in the hospital?"

"Well, yes, it's all my fault...they are the ones who give away the white-haired people to the black-haired people..." Gu Yan blamed himself.

"It's not your fault. No one wants it. Birth, old age, sickness and death, we have no control over such things...Although it sounds cruel and helpless, it is the truth." Mo Xiaobei comforted.

"No... It's my fault... She has a stomach problem, I know it... So this matter can be controlled..." Gu Yu said in a low tone, "It's because I didn't take good care of her. Too little, after one or two years of marriage, I was on the rise in my career, traveling all year round, running around, or holding endless meetings, and cared very little for her...Xinxin once teased her that she was not as good as my assistant... ..."

Gu Yan's voice was a little choked up: "She said that the assistant can still see me every day and know all my itineraries and arrangements, but as a wife, she doesn't know where I am. She is afraid of disturbing my work, I often contact my assistant directly and ask about my time..."

(End of this chapter)