the days are still long

Chapter 3 Make a new choice for your own life
Su Mei doesn't think she is cruel, it is the reality that forces her to be cruel.

If she wasn't cruel enough, she would jump off the building and commit suicide just like in her previous life.

She was really desperate that day. Her husband who had been married for 15 years betrayed her. She was slapped because of her mistress.

She was sitting alone on the balcony of her home, staring at the outside in a daze. Her husband and daughter came back from having dinner outside, and no one paid attention to him. They glanced at her in disgust, and went back to their rooms and closed the door.

In the middle of the night, the husband who came out to relieve himself was frightened by her figure. Instead of expressing concern, he yelled at her angrily: "If you want to jump off the building, jump quickly, don't sit here in the middle of the night and be scary!"

It's the same when my daughter wakes up at night.

After catching the rape, all she got was complaints, disgust and accusations, without a word of comfort and concern.

When it was almost dawn, she stood up, pulled up the screen window on the balcony, stood up, looked at the blurry ground below, as if she saw her life——

Darkness has no light.

She closed her eyes in despair, took a step forward, and ended her failed life.

Maybe God is not worth it for her, that's why she was given this chance to be reborn, let her be reborn to the day of catching rape, and let her make a new choice for her life.

On the way home, Lin Tingting kept sobbing with her schoolbag in her arms, and kept repeating a sentence: How could Dad and Aunt Bai be like this, how could they be like this...

Su Mei didn't comfort her daughter, she didn't want to and didn't know how to comfort her.

Whether she is selfish or vicious, she feels that it is necessary to let her daughter know the truth, otherwise the efforts of the past ten years will be unfair.

She devoted herself wholeheartedly to this family, from an office worker to a yellow-faced woman.

If it wasn't for her daughter and this family, she should be a member of the well-dressed office workers now, not a housewife who is "worthless and depends on her husband" in the eyes of her mother-in-law and her family.

After returning home, Su Mei asked her daughter to order takeaway and went back to her room to pack her clothes.

When she walked out of the room with her suitcase, her daughter Lin Tingting was standing in front of the door, looking at her with red eyes.

"Mom, do you really want to divorce Dad, Mom?"

Su Mei admits that she really holds a grudge.

If the actions of her husband Lin Zuo and the attitude of her mother-in-law are the catalysts for her unreasonable thoughts, then her daughter's disgust and complaints are the most fatal blow to her.

But no matter how much she held grudges and resented her, after all, it was the flesh that fell from her body. She raised her hand and rubbed her daughter's hair. Su Mei forced a smile, "Study hard and listen to Dad."

After finishing speaking, he pulled the suitcase and walked past his daughter to the door.

When she walked to the entrance, Su Mei put the house keys on the shoe cabinet, and said to her daughter while changing her shoes, "Tell your dad, his salary card and passbook are in the old place, and the cash is in the bedside cabinet." in the drawer."

When Su Mei explained this, Lin Zuo was outside the house, holding the key and stopping in the air.

Seeing him, Su Mei wasn't surprised at all, her calm mood was a sign of her ashes.

When she walked out of the house, Su Mei said, "I will wait for you at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau at 08:30 tomorrow morning."

The person who had already died once saw a lot of things, and she decided to divorce Lin Zuo. She thought about it all morning.

"If you're worried, just change the lock cylinder again." Su Mei said again when she pressed the elevator button, her tone still indifferent.

Lin Zuo held the key tightly and tightly, and stood in front of the door for a long time before pushing the door and going in.

(End of this chapter)